after gym went 2 makan marco's pizza wit dad...
my god....
we ordered starter main dish n dessert...me la xD
even my dad cant finish his last pizza....lol....
i can finish la....hahax....my appetide can b big.....xP
we talked alot....
not bad....better when u least expect :)
we ate veri long coz reali lotz of food i tell u
then later balik.....no need eat dinner aso coz too full xD
balik tidur.....lol pig babi la....but i sleep coz i reali tired ma....
then tat was all....jus at home...wit mum....
c 2molo how....fren ask me out...duno how....
i need a miracle
plz let me b ur gal
1 day u'll c it can happen to me ~~~
cascada <3
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
things r nice when least expected :)
woke up early coz mum wanna go gym early do her dancing
so i folow lo
in the end i aso dance coz nothing 2 do....
walao eh...gao c c dance.....=.= lol.....no choice le
for fun lu....
then after tat body combat....no semangat liao coz of the dance =.=
after gym go py!
gao lots of ppl
but not as much as megamall
lucky =.= if not reali zhat sei me....
watch 2 movies....treasure hunter lame la....but sherlock holmes rox! :D
robert downey jr.....so yeng.....n jude law.....so yeng than i expected....hahax...
then bought 1 blouse....better than nothing.
my mission 2 buy shoe stil fail...haizzz....
then for late dinner we ate zen jap! :D sashimiiii
finalyyyy....heehee.....
so tat day was great.....
2day is another day....
goin gym now....later meeting up wit dad....hmmmmmm
lets c wat happens....lol
so i folow lo
in the end i aso dance coz nothing 2 do....
walao eh...gao c c dance.....=.= lol.....no choice le
for fun lu....
then after tat body combat....no semangat liao coz of the dance =.=
after gym go py!
gao lots of ppl
but not as much as megamall
lucky =.= if not reali zhat sei me....
watch 2 movies....treasure hunter lame la....but sherlock holmes rox! :D
robert downey jr.....so yeng.....n jude law.....so yeng than i expected....hahax...
then bought 1 blouse....better than nothing.
my mission 2 buy shoe stil fail...haizzz....
then for late dinner we ate zen jap! :D sashimiiii
finalyyyy....heehee.....
so tat day was great.....
2day is another day....
goin gym now....later meeting up wit dad....hmmmmmm
lets c wat happens....lol
Friday, December 25, 2009
brain malfunction !
it's christmas n christmas eve
on 24th nite went out wit yee n her frens
ok ok lo....
at least i was out, not at home....
drank alcohol.....i still so fast red =.= n will headache.....
AND !!! think of him....
n i somemore thought tat the guy tat was sitting opposite me on the other table look like him =.=
brain totaly went haywire or something...
2nd time tat i drank tat time think of him....
y like tat ah????
he so big deal meh???
thought i was over him adi !! =.= haizzzz
25th....went wit mum 2 megamall....
crowded like hell wei
so uncomfortable.....
somemore got period.....
at least i got a book n bought all my neccesities....
then balik.....
coz mum aso never c anything.....
tat was how i spend christmasss
not bad la.....overall okkkk
duno new year how.....
stay at home aso better
coz im not a nite person la....
unless got something 2 do la....
c how le....
on 24th nite went out wit yee n her frens
ok ok lo....
at least i was out, not at home....
drank alcohol.....i still so fast red =.= n will headache.....
AND !!! think of him....
n i somemore thought tat the guy tat was sitting opposite me on the other table look like him =.=
brain totaly went haywire or something...
2nd time tat i drank tat time think of him....
y like tat ah????
he so big deal meh???
thought i was over him adi !! =.= haizzzz
25th....went wit mum 2 megamall....
crowded like hell wei
so uncomfortable.....
somemore got period.....
at least i got a book n bought all my neccesities....
then balik.....
coz mum aso never c anything.....
tat was how i spend christmasss
not bad la.....overall okkkk
duno new year how.....
stay at home aso better
coz im not a nite person la....
unless got something 2 do la....
c how le....
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
the best dream so far.....
why r u just a fragment of my dream?
can u plz b real?
i wan u 2 b....
i dreamt again....no...not him....looks like ihtm8 guy but half look like one of the movie star on tv too....lol....but still i love it no matter who he is....so i cant b sure who he really is....
im positive.....more than 50% is ihtm8 guy coz it was in college.....
me n my classmate were at the table....u noe those big round 10 ppl table....
as usual, kelvin was bside me xD
then we were like studying for exam.....
then he walked in.....i didnt reali look at him but i notice him looking at me....
then he sat down at the next table where he was in my line of sight....i was in his too.....
me n kelvin continue studying....
suddenly he wave 2 catch my attention
he ask me 2 come over n study wit him...
i said yes so me n kelvin move 2 his table....
i sat bside him....
after tat....he keep chatting 2 me....n my eyes oni hav him....
he joke about the ithm6 guy name aso....i duno y....tis dream can b weird....
but he kept smiling at me ^^
the suddenly another scene...
we were in my house....n i think we pak tou adi...
so he keep hugging me n kissing me :) it was wowwww
we were jus fooling around like a normal couple......
then i even planned 2 change my status on fb
but then i woke up !!!!
arghhhhh
wat a dream
this is my dream dream....
haizzz
when will he appear in my life
i wanna get imprint or something.....
can u plz b real?
i wan u 2 b....
i dreamt again....no...not him....looks like ihtm8 guy but half look like one of the movie star on tv too....lol....but still i love it no matter who he is....so i cant b sure who he really is....
im positive.....more than 50% is ihtm8 guy coz it was in college.....
me n my classmate were at the table....u noe those big round 10 ppl table....
as usual, kelvin was bside me xD
then we were like studying for exam.....
then he walked in.....i didnt reali look at him but i notice him looking at me....
then he sat down at the next table where he was in my line of sight....i was in his too.....
me n kelvin continue studying....
suddenly he wave 2 catch my attention
he ask me 2 come over n study wit him...
i said yes so me n kelvin move 2 his table....
i sat bside him....
after tat....he keep chatting 2 me....n my eyes oni hav him....
he joke about the ithm6 guy name aso....i duno y....tis dream can b weird....
but he kept smiling at me ^^
the suddenly another scene...
we were in my house....n i think we pak tou adi...
so he keep hugging me n kissing me :) it was wowwww
we were jus fooling around like a normal couple......
then i even planned 2 change my status on fb
but then i woke up !!!!
arghhhhh
wat a dream
this is my dream dream....
haizzz
when will he appear in my life
i wanna get imprint or something.....
combat!
wow!
yesterday combat was the bomb!
even though at first raymond was late n he was reali taking everything so slow 2 prepare but in the end.....all the moves was to the max!
so i dun blame him coz he reali worked me out!
came back tat time tired like shit
dont even wanna move my limbsss
mum made more tong yuan when we were back...
her moood was better after gym....i can tell....she finaly open up n complain about her day....i understand.....my mood aso sometime like tat....bfore gym n after gym...gym reali makes a difference in ur mood :) n i love it!
yesterday combat was the bomb!
even though at first raymond was late n he was reali taking everything so slow 2 prepare but in the end.....all the moves was to the max!
so i dun blame him coz he reali worked me out!
came back tat time tired like shit
dont even wanna move my limbsss
mum made more tong yuan when we were back...
her moood was better after gym....i can tell....she finaly open up n complain about her day....i understand.....my mood aso sometime like tat....bfore gym n after gym...gym reali makes a difference in ur mood :) n i love it!
200th post!
wow
worth celebrating?
number 200 posting...
HaHax....
jus came back from a short outing wit my fren....
short outing coz it was like 12 to 4....
veri short but nvm lu....long time no c her le....veri nice le :)
wan c movie de....but she got 2 go back early.....so we jus makan n jalan jalan lu....
then now im at home....waiting for gym....
2day raymond's class....should b great....
2day aso tong yuan day....
i ate 3 biji....mum make de....hehe yum yum ^^
christmas eve duno wan do wat le??? frens all not sure de....
i feel lonely only during festives n hols coz i dun have another half 2 teman me....
tats the only thing im jealous of the most....out of most things.....
someone 2 lean on
to hug.....to cuddle on.....
worth celebrating?
number 200 posting...
HaHax....
jus came back from a short outing wit my fren....
short outing coz it was like 12 to 4....
veri short but nvm lu....long time no c her le....veri nice le :)
wan c movie de....but she got 2 go back early.....so we jus makan n jalan jalan lu....
then now im at home....waiting for gym....
2day raymond's class....should b great....
2day aso tong yuan day....
i ate 3 biji....mum make de....hehe yum yum ^^
christmas eve duno wan do wat le??? frens all not sure de....
i feel lonely only during festives n hols coz i dun have another half 2 teman me....
tats the only thing im jealous of the most....out of most things.....
someone 2 lean on
to hug.....to cuddle on.....
Sunday, December 20, 2009
nice workout oni....other suckssss3
wah...raymond class i reali veri tired lo i tell u xD
so it's cool :)
he is back for good....
then kena marah by my dad...out of the blue
he mood no good dun come n marah me ok!!!
im not his anybody aso...just his daughter....
say wat i got nothing 2 talk..
memang nothing 2 talk ma...stupid....
we hav jus the blood related thing oni...tats alll....n the name....
i noe i say tis veri harsh but it's memang like tis ok.....
n internet line veri bad aso...
nothing been good since i came back....
great la....
so it's cool :)
he is back for good....
then kena marah by my dad...out of the blue
he mood no good dun come n marah me ok!!!
im not his anybody aso...just his daughter....
say wat i got nothing 2 talk..
memang nothing 2 talk ma...stupid....
we hav jus the blood related thing oni...tats alll....n the name....
i noe i say tis veri harsh but it's memang like tis ok.....
n internet line veri bad aso...
nothing been good since i came back....
great la....
Saturday, December 19, 2009
tai wan ~
im back from my trip 2 taiwan wit mum
overall was ok la
not use 2 goin holiday wit mum anymore....
mayb i older adi gua...
hehe
i giv it 5/5 coz got unhapi moments n nice moments too
nice wan surely is shopping la ^^
oni got a guy on tis trip tat catch my eye lo
keekeee
chinese d....duno name....heard from mum talking wit his mum tat he come from klang =.=
so far...
look younger than me wei
haizzz
i old le xD
so now im back
fat le ==
haizzz
2molo gym! raymond! :D cant wait...
hope i will sweat lotz lotz...
wan jian fei jian fei
bought lots of new make up n face wash!
hope 2 hav a better me! aza aza fighting!
overall was ok la
not use 2 goin holiday wit mum anymore....
mayb i older adi gua...
hehe
i giv it 5/5 coz got unhapi moments n nice moments too
nice wan surely is shopping la ^^
oni got a guy on tis trip tat catch my eye lo
keekeee
chinese d....duno name....heard from mum talking wit his mum tat he come from klang =.=
so far...
look younger than me wei
haizzz
i old le xD
so now im back
fat le ==
haizzz
2molo gym! raymond! :D cant wait...
hope i will sweat lotz lotz...
wan jian fei jian fei
bought lots of new make up n face wash!
hope 2 hav a better me! aza aza fighting!
Friday, December 11, 2009
愛德華.....
why do i love you
like i do
dun even wan to ~ ~ ~
every little thing u do
makes me fall in love u
izit ur smile? ur laugh? or ur heart?
it doesnt reali matter why i love you ~~~
当你真真喜欢或爱一个人的时候
你的心中只容得下他而已
根本没有空间想着别人
眼中也只有他
在多人间 立刻会找到他 眼珠只跟着他 怕他一下子会消失似的
见不到他的天子里
就会想他到底怎么了
只能期待下一次见到他的时候
虽然没有和他说话
但只是看到他就很开心了
单恋也是一种爱情!
sometimes when i dun think about it
im ok
but when it comes back n grip my memory
i'll go emo
i guess he is doin great now....back in his own country...
he post status saying white christmas....
so goood.....i aso wan a white christmas....T.T
i bet u 100% he is not thinking of me.....he wont b having any emotion always running through his head like me....
like i do
dun even wan to ~ ~ ~
every little thing u do
makes me fall in love u
izit ur smile? ur laugh? or ur heart?
it doesnt reali matter why i love you ~~~
当你真真喜欢或爱一个人的时候
你的心中只容得下他而已
根本没有空间想着别人
眼中也只有他
在多人间 立刻会找到他 眼珠只跟着他 怕他一下子会消失似的
见不到他的天子里
就会想他到底怎么了
只能期待下一次见到他的时候
虽然没有和他说话
但只是看到他就很开心了
单恋也是一种爱情!
sometimes when i dun think about it
im ok
but when it comes back n grip my memory
i'll go emo
i guess he is doin great now....back in his own country...
he post status saying white christmas....
so goood.....i aso wan a white christmas....T.T
i bet u 100% he is not thinking of me.....he wont b having any emotion always running through his head like me....
Thursday, December 10, 2009
no ever ever......
i think korean guys better dun add me on fb....
or any guy tat im interested in....even the tiniest bit
coz i wil think about lot of stuff tat wont b true
n when i c them falling in love wit another gal
it makes my heart cant breathe even more....
my imagination is too big for me....
arghhh
when m i goin 2 stop thinking stupid things?
when m i goin 2 leave my fantasy love bhind n look into reality?
u always hope there's goin 2 b ur prince charming
after so many heartbreak....
u stil wont giv up
i wonder when u wil giv up n come out from ur shell?
n c tat there is no prince charming
that wat u dream of wont come true
u read too much....u think too much.....
it's time 2 stop
easy 2 say
hard 2 do....
damn it.....
plz stop invading me.....
or any guy tat im interested in....even the tiniest bit
coz i wil think about lot of stuff tat wont b true
n when i c them falling in love wit another gal
it makes my heart cant breathe even more....
my imagination is too big for me....
arghhh
when m i goin 2 stop thinking stupid things?
when m i goin 2 leave my fantasy love bhind n look into reality?
u always hope there's goin 2 b ur prince charming
after so many heartbreak....
u stil wont giv up
i wonder when u wil giv up n come out from ur shell?
n c tat there is no prince charming
that wat u dream of wont come true
u read too much....u think too much.....
it's time 2 stop
easy 2 say
hard 2 do....
damn it.....
plz stop invading me.....
Thursday, December 3, 2009
holidaaaaay.....
everyone aso balik kampung liao
i will miss u guys ^^
duno wat 2 do in holiday
got taiwan trip planned out oni
everyday i still will concerntrate on my gym
hehehehe
tats the most important
每天都要更美一点
my goal...
i will miss u guys ^^
duno wat 2 do in holiday
got taiwan trip planned out oni
everyday i still will concerntrate on my gym
hehehehe
tats the most important
每天都要更美一点
my goal...
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
everything in a jumble....
like i said....
when u wish for something too much
it does not happen
last day of exam....
walk upstairs....saw him....
but me n deidre was looking 4 kelvin....
coz it's his bd so wanna giv him present...
deidre said that when kelvin receive the present tat time....veri cute....
unfortunately i didnt get 2 c it coz he was facing her =.=''' wasted....
it was bianca bd too....so wish her too ^^
everybody talk talk talk lo....
then time 2 go in joh....as i walk....he stil sat...so sure i go in first d lo....
tis time i get 2 sit bhind ^^
i thought he will sit in front..
but he go n sit lagi behind then me =.=
i thought no place joh? he so lucky meh.....haix....
so could not c him....
he left early too....
so anything la.....
now he aso in korea adi lo....
duno whether i will miss him anot
mayb the distance is good....
went n c ninja assassin wit kel dic kin dei! chee dun wan so she went home....
my 3rd time seeing.....terlampau wei....lol...but stil sexy :) dream guy....
next go wong kok!
since it's kel bd.....we have free huge cup of milk tea....
hahax....the pix is in fb.....
after tat....drop dickson.....then kin kel dei n me go buy alcohol for 2nite drink at chee house.....hehehehe....
bought adi...then drop them at lee ping house 4 the bbq.....
dei go home first...me aso....chee aso.....
night time...fetch dei dic chee go lee ping bbq!
reach there....dark dark....
but my classmate do it until quite nice le....
so bbq bbq bbq....eat eat eat lu.....fun :)
kel blow his cake n candles....
we smash his face into cake....LOL.....
chee hui high wei....HaHax....veri funny....
after tat...alcohol at chee house....
dic kin dei chee n me
little high....me la....lol....
we play truthful game.....
i like it...i more high, bcome more truthful....lol.....
anyway wat spilt tat day, stays on tat day.....=p
slept oni at 6am! =.=
woke up wit a big headache....=.=
lazy wear contacts....lazy bath...great...
after say bai bai 2 dic kin dei
me n chee go buy bubble tea.....
first time wear specs go there jalan...Hahax...
finaly waited 4 my chocolate bubble tea! xD
fuel my energy then drove back home lu.....
went home....on comp....sleeep....
make long story short....food kena eaten by stupid F dog!
coz i too geram wan talk about it here!
so now im still hungry! =.=
when u wish for something too much
it does not happen
last day of exam....
walk upstairs....saw him....
but me n deidre was looking 4 kelvin....
coz it's his bd so wanna giv him present...
deidre said that when kelvin receive the present tat time....veri cute....
unfortunately i didnt get 2 c it coz he was facing her =.=''' wasted....
it was bianca bd too....so wish her too ^^
everybody talk talk talk lo....
then time 2 go in joh....as i walk....he stil sat...so sure i go in first d lo....
tis time i get 2 sit bhind ^^
i thought he will sit in front..
but he go n sit lagi behind then me =.=
i thought no place joh? he so lucky meh.....haix....
so could not c him....
he left early too....
so anything la.....
now he aso in korea adi lo....
duno whether i will miss him anot
mayb the distance is good....
went n c ninja assassin wit kel dic kin dei! chee dun wan so she went home....
my 3rd time seeing.....terlampau wei....lol...but stil sexy :) dream guy....
next go wong kok!
since it's kel bd.....we have free huge cup of milk tea....
hahax....the pix is in fb.....
after tat....drop dickson.....then kin kel dei n me go buy alcohol for 2nite drink at chee house.....hehehehe....
bought adi...then drop them at lee ping house 4 the bbq.....
dei go home first...me aso....chee aso.....
night time...fetch dei dic chee go lee ping bbq!
reach there....dark dark....
but my classmate do it until quite nice le....
so bbq bbq bbq....eat eat eat lu.....fun :)
kel blow his cake n candles....
we smash his face into cake....LOL.....
chee hui high wei....HaHax....veri funny....
after tat...alcohol at chee house....
dic kin dei chee n me
little high....me la....lol....
we play truthful game.....
i like it...i more high, bcome more truthful....lol.....
anyway wat spilt tat day, stays on tat day.....=p
slept oni at 6am! =.=
woke up wit a big headache....=.=
lazy wear contacts....lazy bath...great...
after say bai bai 2 dic kin dei
me n chee go buy bubble tea.....
first time wear specs go there jalan...Hahax...
finaly waited 4 my chocolate bubble tea! xD
fuel my energy then drove back home lu.....
went home....on comp....sleeep....
make long story short....food kena eaten by stupid F dog!
coz i too geram wan talk about it here!
so now im still hungry! =.=
Monday, November 30, 2009
sometimes u wonder y izit like tat....
when u try 2 avoid someone
unfortunately u always cant do a gud job
coz god will always play wit u
by putting tat person near u or in front of u
darn it
duno wan hapi or sad
yesterday german exam....
to me it was ok....totaly can write....
when u dun wanna look at him...
ur eyes will always happen 2 swept past him....
a lot of times somemore! =.=
reach the hall tat time...saw him =.=
sit down tat time....thought he will sit far far away...
noooo.....he sat 2 spaces from me =.=
then after exam....ok la....he came n find his fren ma....his fren bside me ma...
tat wan can accept la...
but the thing is....i still c him! stil no reaction.....still so dungu...
cant u get over it adi???
the 2day....housekeeping...
i was late coz jam
when reach hall....everybody in adi....
goin up the stairs....lift my head then first thing is saw him.....=.=
i thought he went in adi aso...but no he still outside...
n i can fantasize tat he is waiting 4 me 2 come....how stupid can u get?
if tis continue.....i realy will simply think again!
if there is no hope....plz dun let me simply think!
then coz i realy need 2 pee....run 4 toilet...lol
came out....didnt c him or anybody adi...so i aso went in....
went in saw my frens....walk towards them lo....
thought can sit wit them...but no....i got 2 sit in front =.=
so sad lo....
but then?? saw him walking in front of me aso =.=! god reali playing wit me!
he aso goin 2 sit in front =.=
i reali dun wan but no choice
lucky got 1 of his fren between me n him....
if not i reali will sit right bhind him
exam tat time looked at his back =___= stupid stupid u...
yesterday i left earlier than him
2day he left earlier than me
n i think he straight balik adi coz i didnt c him afterwards....
so wateva la...
went makan wit frens....
eli got korean bf! so jealous n hapi 4 her >.<
they reali make a great couple n they look good 2gether :)
pretty odd sometimes....haiz....stop playing adi can anot....
unfortunately u always cant do a gud job
coz god will always play wit u
by putting tat person near u or in front of u
darn it
duno wan hapi or sad
yesterday german exam....
to me it was ok....totaly can write....
when u dun wanna look at him...
ur eyes will always happen 2 swept past him....
a lot of times somemore! =.=
reach the hall tat time...saw him =.=
sit down tat time....thought he will sit far far away...
noooo.....he sat 2 spaces from me =.=
then after exam....ok la....he came n find his fren ma....his fren bside me ma...
tat wan can accept la...
but the thing is....i still c him! stil no reaction.....still so dungu...
cant u get over it adi???
the 2day....housekeeping...
i was late coz jam
when reach hall....everybody in adi....
goin up the stairs....lift my head then first thing is saw him.....=.=
i thought he went in adi aso...but no he still outside...
n i can fantasize tat he is waiting 4 me 2 come....how stupid can u get?
if tis continue.....i realy will simply think again!
if there is no hope....plz dun let me simply think!
then coz i realy need 2 pee....run 4 toilet...lol
came out....didnt c him or anybody adi...so i aso went in....
went in saw my frens....walk towards them lo....
thought can sit wit them...but no....i got 2 sit in front =.=
so sad lo....
but then?? saw him walking in front of me aso =.=! god reali playing wit me!
he aso goin 2 sit in front =.=
i reali dun wan but no choice
lucky got 1 of his fren between me n him....
if not i reali will sit right bhind him
exam tat time looked at his back =___= stupid stupid u...
yesterday i left earlier than him
2day he left earlier than me
n i think he straight balik adi coz i didnt c him afterwards....
so wateva la...
went makan wit frens....
eli got korean bf! so jealous n hapi 4 her >.<
they reali make a great couple n they look good 2gether :)
pretty odd sometimes....haiz....stop playing adi can anot....
Friday, November 27, 2009
damn right! xD
2day went curve wit mum
saw ninja again....
omg.....still so full of sexyness!
i fall in love again wit rain bi!
totally the best of 2009! :)
then 2day bought new mascara, lipstick n a choker necklace!
hee hee~~
so hapi ^^
then when having some snacks at a western cafe wit my mum
saw ihtm8 korean guy! so lucky wei! xD
i hope he saw me too
kakax....except i noe tat chance is slim
but who cares???
i saw him! tats the most important.....lol...
then do manicure n pedicure.....heehee...
saw orphan at the shop while doin nails....
finaly c joh....not bad wei the show....nice~
after nails went mcd grab late supper.....
so fun 2day wit mum ^^ love ya~~~
saw ninja again....
omg.....still so full of sexyness!
i fall in love again wit rain bi!
totally the best of 2009! :)
then 2day bought new mascara, lipstick n a choker necklace!
hee hee~~
so hapi ^^
then when having some snacks at a western cafe wit my mum
saw ihtm8 korean guy! so lucky wei! xD
i hope he saw me too
kakax....except i noe tat chance is slim
but who cares???
i saw him! tats the most important.....lol...
then do manicure n pedicure.....heehee...
saw orphan at the shop while doin nails....
finaly c joh....not bad wei the show....nice~
after nails went mcd grab late supper.....
so fun 2day wit mum ^^ love ya~~~
Thursday, November 26, 2009
my love.....
2day went c movie wit deidre, chee hui n her bro!
a lot of ppl le!
long queue early in the morning!
terlampau!
but finaly bought the tix for movie
so hapi :)
met my mum's fren's son
younger than me wan la
no biggie....lol
saw a lot of leng chai xD
my entertainment =p
ninja rain was the bomb!
totally sexiness~
so yeng man!
after 1st movie
jalan eat honeymoon
my fav :)
bought kelvin present too
hope he like it....hehe
4pm....new moon!
i can say graphics totaly better than twilight!
rob n taylor n kristen look divine!
everyone look great!
story line similar 2 book
i love it....not bad....satisfy :)
a lot of ppl le!
long queue early in the morning!
terlampau!
but finaly bought the tix for movie
so hapi :)
met my mum's fren's son
younger than me wan la
no biggie....lol
saw a lot of leng chai xD
my entertainment =p
ninja rain was the bomb!
totally sexiness~
so yeng man!
after 1st movie
jalan eat honeymoon
my fav :)
bought kelvin present too
hope he like it....hehe
4pm....new moon!
i can say graphics totaly better than twilight!
rob n taylor n kristen look divine!
everyone look great!
story line similar 2 book
i love it....not bad....satisfy :)
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
a christmas carol....
went c movie wit dic, kel, kin n eli
first time go wit tis kind of group
not bad le....
after movie then jalan jalan wit them....
coz eli wan shop for her stuff....
i notice i cant shop wit them....hehe
not use yet bah....
i bought 3 rings for rm10 ^^
i really love rings
coz they keep goin round round n round
it aint goin 2 stop :)
after tat go honeymoon
eli never been here bfore
so we took photo....
so fun lu
keekee ^^
then balik....
overall not bad...
then 2day at home lo
coz 2molo goin out again! heehee ~
2day gym gym gym
2moro wear nice nice.....
money reali not enough lo!
hope to get my allowance earlier....
get more ang pao next year!
being college kid reali aiyo! XD
first time go wit tis kind of group
not bad le....
after movie then jalan jalan wit them....
coz eli wan shop for her stuff....
i notice i cant shop wit them....hehe
not use yet bah....
i bought 3 rings for rm10 ^^
i really love rings
coz they keep goin round round n round
it aint goin 2 stop :)
after tat go honeymoon
eli never been here bfore
so we took photo....
so fun lu
keekee ^^
then balik....
overall not bad...
then 2day at home lo
coz 2molo goin out again! heehee ~
2day gym gym gym
2moro wear nice nice.....
money reali not enough lo!
hope to get my allowance earlier....
get more ang pao next year!
being college kid reali aiyo! XD
Sunday, November 22, 2009
i think truth caught up wit me....
i feel nothing.....
miss nothing....
see nothing....
jus having fun wit my buddies
which makes it all the better.....
guess im finaly getting over it
accepting tat i cant force something tat is impossible
went pd wit mum tis weekend....bore like helll......my godddd
finaly back....but at least got a lot of my fav food.....free from mum fren....
tat was the best of all....hehe....
i stil love swimming....it's in my blood :)
now jus hanging around...waiting 4 holiday....taiwan trip....
hope something good will happen !
miss nothing....
see nothing....
jus having fun wit my buddies
which makes it all the better.....
guess im finaly getting over it
accepting tat i cant force something tat is impossible
went pd wit mum tis weekend....bore like helll......my godddd
finaly back....but at least got a lot of my fav food.....free from mum fren....
tat was the best of all....hehe....
i stil love swimming....it's in my blood :)
now jus hanging around...waiting 4 holiday....taiwan trip....
hope something good will happen !
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
love.....
Love is a legend, love is a story.
Love is a feeling, an experience, and a memory.
It’s something I can’t see,
It’s something just for two.
Yet I feel so special,
When I’m with you.
Through storm and fire,
I feel the strong desire.
Down cliffs and rivers,
So we can be together,
Up mountains and hills,
Just me and you forever.”
Love is a feeling, an experience, and a memory.
It’s something I can’t see,
It’s something just for two.
Yet I feel so special,
When I’m with you.
Through storm and fire,
I feel the strong desire.
Down cliffs and rivers,
So we can be together,
Up mountains and hills,
Just me and you forever.”
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
something nice.....
Love; It can make you smile for the rest of your life, but it can also make you cry for the rest of your life.
Yet why are we always taking the risk, and even plunge further into the river of love when we know we are going to drown in sorrow?
Maybe that’s the power of love: I will be contented, even with two hours of tears alone, just for that one second of kiss with you.
When you fall in love, you get controlled by your emotions: You will do the silliest and stupidest thing. You follow what your emotions tell you to do.
And your emotions are controlled by the person you love deeply. Your lover’s emotions are controlled by you.
Basically, when you are in love, you only laugh because he laughs, or you only cry because she cries.
Emotions are no longer controlled by humans, but by the love shared.
The power of love: So strong that you wonder hopelessly what had happened to you.
you must try to create fate. Come on, fate don’t just fall from the sky!
Yet why are we always taking the risk, and even plunge further into the river of love when we know we are going to drown in sorrow?
Maybe that’s the power of love: I will be contented, even with two hours of tears alone, just for that one second of kiss with you.
When you fall in love, you get controlled by your emotions: You will do the silliest and stupidest thing. You follow what your emotions tell you to do.
And your emotions are controlled by the person you love deeply. Your lover’s emotions are controlled by you.
Basically, when you are in love, you only laugh because he laughs, or you only cry because she cries.
Emotions are no longer controlled by humans, but by the love shared.
The power of love: So strong that you wonder hopelessly what had happened to you.
you must try to create fate. Come on, fate don’t just fall from the sky!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
this heart.....
this heart that is thinking of you
is not a good heart for me
it's a bad heart
making me have thoughts about you
if u dun like me
can u ignore plz?
stop looking at me from far away....
like how i look at u from far away....
i dun wan to keep thinking about things that wont happen....
when will i get over tis stupid song?
he oni will laugh wit my frens
but not wit me T.T
how sad n pathetic can u get????
is not a good heart for me
it's a bad heart
making me have thoughts about you
if u dun like me
can u ignore plz?
stop looking at me from far away....
like how i look at u from far away....
i dun wan to keep thinking about things that wont happen....
when will i get over tis stupid song?
he oni will laugh wit my frens
but not wit me T.T
how sad n pathetic can u get????
im positive....im crazy....
i done it again
and im hurt yet again
who can i blame
i can only blame myself
i really hope i can forget this
plz...
movie wit him n kelvin n dickson.....
ok ok....
same like the last outing...
nothing 2 say
oni i ask he answer
thats it....
nothing special...so no need long long la hah....
thx kelvin dickson
i noe u guys helping me
but it didnt work out
thx deidre for hearing my thoughts :)
plz help me forget him!
took my heart to the limit
i hope tis is where i stay
stop fantazing the impossible plz.....
dun go any further than tis....
and im hurt yet again
who can i blame
i can only blame myself
i really hope i can forget this
plz...
movie wit him n kelvin n dickson.....
ok ok....
same like the last outing...
nothing 2 say
oni i ask he answer
thats it....
nothing special...so no need long long la hah....
thx kelvin dickson
i noe u guys helping me
but it didnt work out
thx deidre for hearing my thoughts :)
plz help me forget him!
took my heart to the limit
i hope tis is where i stay
stop fantazing the impossible plz.....
dun go any further than tis....
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
again....i think im crazy....
im goin out wit him again
but with kelvin and dickson aso
i suggest it to kelvin d
kelvin say ok
i msg him...never reply
kelvin msg him le....he reply....babi la...
he agree to go la...
but suddenly i duno whether i wan sad or hapi....haizzz
sort of got a bad feeling about 2moro...
hope everything will b ok....
i dun ask for much
get 2 c him 2molo asi veri nice liao...
thank you god....
but with kelvin and dickson aso
i suggest it to kelvin d
kelvin say ok
i msg him...never reply
kelvin msg him le....he reply....babi la...
he agree to go la...
but suddenly i duno whether i wan sad or hapi....haizzz
sort of got a bad feeling about 2moro...
hope everything will b ok....
i dun ask for much
get 2 c him 2molo asi veri nice liao...
thank you god....
sing k wit classmate!
2day decided go sing k wit the other gang in my class d.....
since they ask me out
i not very close wit them d
but 2day aso nothing 2 do...so go lo
not bad le ^^
eat 2 plate n 1 bowl of food =.=
geng lo....sing n eat....
anyway i plan 2day eat gao gao joh d lo....
after sing k jalan jalan wit they all lo...
then later all split into different group.....
li mei n yen
kin lam n lee ping
elvin, charmaine folow me balik oh....i drop them at skoool....
in the car wit them very funny lu....haHax...
then drop them liao....then i balik
balik ate 3 boxes of chocolate biscuit....LOL
dun wan keep ma
if keep longer....lagi tempting...
so ate the whole thing lo....
so 2day im glad i went out wit them....nice ^^
suddenly i realise he is not tat important anymore....
i can live wit it jus like tat....fighting!
since they ask me out
i not very close wit them d
but 2day aso nothing 2 do...so go lo
not bad le ^^
eat 2 plate n 1 bowl of food =.=
geng lo....sing n eat....
anyway i plan 2day eat gao gao joh d lo....
after sing k jalan jalan wit they all lo...
then later all split into different group.....
li mei n yen
kin lam n lee ping
elvin, charmaine folow me balik oh....i drop them at skoool....
in the car wit them very funny lu....haHax...
then drop them liao....then i balik
balik ate 3 boxes of chocolate biscuit....LOL
dun wan keep ma
if keep longer....lagi tempting...
so ate the whole thing lo....
so 2day im glad i went out wit them....nice ^^
suddenly i realise he is not tat important anymore....
i can live wit it jus like tat....fighting!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
time traveler's wife....>.<
this show was the best
it reali touches my heart
n tears in my eyes
this potrays that when it is reali true love, it never dies
this guy is a time traveler, he does not wan 2 b one....it's his faith....he cant control it....
he keeps goin back into the past or the future....
he can c his wife at any age.....n his daugther too....his daugther aso has the same thing as him....
when he disappears, his wife always got 2 wait for him....
the way she waits reali is 'wowwww'
n he told her sometime he dun wanna tell her when he will come back coz he does not wan her 2 wait....
i was like >.< i love it....
but in the end he dies....
tats the sad part....i hate tat....so sad....
after he dies.....his young self stil will travel....
n sometimes his wife stil get 2 c him....
but only a while....
totally worth seeing :)
it reali touches my heart
n tears in my eyes
this potrays that when it is reali true love, it never dies
this guy is a time traveler, he does not wan 2 b one....it's his faith....he cant control it....
he keeps goin back into the past or the future....
he can c his wife at any age.....n his daugther too....his daugther aso has the same thing as him....
when he disappears, his wife always got 2 wait for him....
the way she waits reali is 'wowwww'
n he told her sometime he dun wanna tell her when he will come back coz he does not wan her 2 wait....
i was like >.< i love it....
but in the end he dies....
tats the sad part....i hate tat....so sad....
after he dies.....his young self stil will travel....
n sometimes his wife stil get 2 c him....
but only a while....
totally worth seeing :)
Monday, November 9, 2009
y it's still him
what can i do
i noe tat i cant b like tis
if i say it's a lie, a lie
i cant even look at u
i cant think
if u'll jus say one word
i have no other wish
anyway i think he has someone tat he likes....
from wat i c on fb....haizzz
y do u wanna grieve over tis one guy? damn it....
i noe tat i cant b like tis
if i say it's a lie, a lie
i cant even look at u
i cant think
if u'll jus say one word
i have no other wish
anyway i think he has someone tat he likes....
from wat i c on fb....haizzz
y do u wanna grieve over tis one guy? damn it....
Sunday, November 8, 2009
he's sick
tats wat he wrote on his fb
so i hope he will get well soon
i noe im suppose 2 b over him
but sometimes my heart has a mind of its own
n it wanders off to him
<3
so i hope he will get well soon
i noe im suppose 2 b over him
but sometimes my heart has a mind of its own
n it wanders off to him
<3
normal monday....
arrive at skool
chat wit frens......fool around...
saw him.....nothing.....
lecturer came....start class....
i was so sleepy.....
break time.....
then continue....i stil c him but nothing
tis kelvin ask me 2 share a mcd meal wit him =.=
i pay rm5, he pay rm10 coz i oni wan the ice cream....c how la =p
then kelvin aso told me tat a guy from ihtm6 ask for me during the skool race for cancer awareness....=.= coz i never go
quite hapi the guy ask 4 me but he 4got my name....
he jus say the girl tat always teman kelvin eat at ikea =.=
kelvin was laughing like mad....tembak u la =.=
at least he got ask about me....veri hapi d :)
then kelvin say my image gone joh....coz ppl think i go ikea oni eat oni....
i memang go ikea oni eat wan la...who cares =p
AA meeting...joke around somemore....
kena teacher cakap...so what....=p
then do the ptptn loan thing
ma hai tiu wan lo.....make me so not gud mood...miss mr.don somemore...
cant c him >.< haiz...
but saw a lot of leng chait during ptptn....not bad....lol....
when mr.don finish the class....oni i went in....saw his back oni....=.= lol
didnt c him when he went home....haiz...miss it...
was busy chating wit frens....
then saw the ihtm6 guy.....call me ikea d....=.=....now c him aso weird....kelvin fault la xD
then kin lam aso ask me whether i like a senior coz i took photo wit him during prom....i wan like huh??? i frenly wit him coz i c him so quiet ma....reali no meaning d lo....although i admit he's not bad....not handsome but stil nice....
but if ppl no meaning towards me....it's nice 2 b frens :)
n god is like trying 2 fool wit me again
housekeeping i same day wit him lo =.=!
different group but same day
faith's totallly playing wit me
he last group, i aso last group....
duno whether same time anot =.=
lucky in tis group got chee n kelvin n eli teman...hehehehe...no need wory
but when kelvin noe we same day wit him.....
he keep teasing me...saying his name all over again =p
i admit i still bother about him but wat can i do...there's nothing else....to do...
chat wit frens......fool around...
saw him.....nothing.....
lecturer came....start class....
i was so sleepy.....
break time.....
then continue....i stil c him but nothing
tis kelvin ask me 2 share a mcd meal wit him =.=
i pay rm5, he pay rm10 coz i oni wan the ice cream....c how la =p
then kelvin aso told me tat a guy from ihtm6 ask for me during the skool race for cancer awareness....=.= coz i never go
quite hapi the guy ask 4 me but he 4got my name....
he jus say the girl tat always teman kelvin eat at ikea =.=
kelvin was laughing like mad....tembak u la =.=
at least he got ask about me....veri hapi d :)
then kelvin say my image gone joh....coz ppl think i go ikea oni eat oni....
i memang go ikea oni eat wan la...who cares =p
AA meeting...joke around somemore....
kena teacher cakap...so what....=p
then do the ptptn loan thing
ma hai tiu wan lo.....make me so not gud mood...miss mr.don somemore...
cant c him >.< haiz...
but saw a lot of leng chait during ptptn....not bad....lol....
when mr.don finish the class....oni i went in....saw his back oni....=.= lol
didnt c him when he went home....haiz...miss it...
was busy chating wit frens....
then saw the ihtm6 guy.....call me ikea d....=.=....now c him aso weird....kelvin fault la xD
then kin lam aso ask me whether i like a senior coz i took photo wit him during prom....i wan like huh??? i frenly wit him coz i c him so quiet ma....reali no meaning d lo....although i admit he's not bad....not handsome but stil nice....
but if ppl no meaning towards me....it's nice 2 b frens :)
n god is like trying 2 fool wit me again
housekeeping i same day wit him lo =.=!
different group but same day
faith's totallly playing wit me
he last group, i aso last group....
duno whether same time anot =.=
lucky in tis group got chee n kelvin n eli teman...hehehehe...no need wory
but when kelvin noe we same day wit him.....
he keep teasing me...saying his name all over again =p
i admit i still bother about him but wat can i do...there's nothing else....to do...
Friday, November 6, 2009
boring friday....
woke up
ate peanut butter.....lol
n other stuff la....mum's cooking...biscuit....
then read my historic romance book...
then tidur on downstairs couch =.=
woke up
went up 2 room
play comp....
went gym lo in the evening....
mood bcame bad when mum out of the blue scold me
something wrong wit her =.=
after gym
went alone 2 mph 2 look at the books
c through magazines n all tat...
robert pattinson is so dreamy :)
then went home....alone lo....sien...c tv....makan...
mum came back joh
lazy 2 bother about her....jus nod at everything she said....
c korean tv lo...
last episode of the drama
it ended well :) i love it...
mum gave me money, make me hapi...lol
m i money minded or wat.....hahax...
dun care.....=p
ate peanut butter.....lol
n other stuff la....mum's cooking...biscuit....
then read my historic romance book...
then tidur on downstairs couch =.=
woke up
went up 2 room
play comp....
went gym lo in the evening....
mood bcame bad when mum out of the blue scold me
something wrong wit her =.=
after gym
went alone 2 mph 2 look at the books
c through magazines n all tat...
robert pattinson is so dreamy :)
then went home....alone lo....sien...c tv....makan...
mum came back joh
lazy 2 bother about her....jus nod at everything she said....
c korean tv lo...
last episode of the drama
it ended well :) i love it...
mum gave me money, make me hapi...lol
m i money minded or wat.....hahax...
dun care.....=p
Thursday, November 5, 2009
the smile on my face....:)
im totaly happier when i let u off my shoulders
it's like im free
n im loving it :)
in the morning....
take lift go 4th floor for german...
met tis 3 ihtm6 guys....
all aso my type....
in the lift oni me n them....
i duno whether i perasan or wat
but sometimes each of them look at me in a way
duno whether gud or bad
huh.....dun care...cant read their minds
then german lo....
then finaly over.....
then got 2 wait 4 chris 2 gt my assign.....
wait wit chee hui....
then saw ihtm8....aso got a lot of guys my type xD
so hapi looking at guys...keke...=p
got others aso....chef wan n other hotel d....heeeeheee....
im back 2 my old self....
saw him lo....he jus walk past.....i didnt feel anything....
jus like seeing a guy my type walk past....
sit there....wit chee hui...n watch guys walk past.....lol....
then there's the senior chef....he's like a lecturer i think
he is so handsomeeee
saw him 2day....
mayb i perasan again....saw him looking outside at me....coz im was sitting outside his class....mayb he was jus looking around
but im sure he saw me...HaHAx....super handsome....super talented....
finaly chris came...we discuss all the stuff...
then me n chee hui say bb 2 him then we go find deidre they all....
kelvin dun wan join us....
so oni me, kin, chee n deidre
kin wan cheong k wit my other classmate but i dun wan....
so in the end i say go py skating
but go there eat mcd then come back adi coz chee hui not feeling well
drop kin back at comp lab
but me n deidre go 1u watch movie n buy mum's present ^^
veri hapi bought mum present adi....
talk heart 2 heart wit deidre....it was good :)
twe walk tis scary film but it was funny in the end...
so at least i was not tat scare.....
heeheee....
back home
greet my mum :)
everything 2day was 'shoen'.....
it's like im free
n im loving it :)
in the morning....
take lift go 4th floor for german...
met tis 3 ihtm6 guys....
all aso my type....
in the lift oni me n them....
i duno whether i perasan or wat
but sometimes each of them look at me in a way
duno whether gud or bad
huh.....dun care...cant read their minds
then german lo....
then finaly over.....
then got 2 wait 4 chris 2 gt my assign.....
wait wit chee hui....
then saw ihtm8....aso got a lot of guys my type xD
so hapi looking at guys...keke...=p
got others aso....chef wan n other hotel d....heeeeheee....
im back 2 my old self....
saw him lo....he jus walk past.....i didnt feel anything....
jus like seeing a guy my type walk past....
sit there....wit chee hui...n watch guys walk past.....lol....
then there's the senior chef....he's like a lecturer i think
he is so handsomeeee
saw him 2day....
mayb i perasan again....saw him looking outside at me....coz im was sitting outside his class....mayb he was jus looking around
but im sure he saw me...HaHAx....super handsome....super talented....
finaly chris came...we discuss all the stuff...
then me n chee hui say bb 2 him then we go find deidre they all....
kelvin dun wan join us....
so oni me, kin, chee n deidre
kin wan cheong k wit my other classmate but i dun wan....
so in the end i say go py skating
but go there eat mcd then come back adi coz chee hui not feeling well
drop kin back at comp lab
but me n deidre go 1u watch movie n buy mum's present ^^
veri hapi bought mum present adi....
talk heart 2 heart wit deidre....it was good :)
twe walk tis scary film but it was funny in the end...
so at least i was not tat scare.....
heeheee....
back home
greet my mum :)
everything 2day was 'shoen'.....
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
the last time....
i loved u
i liked u
i went out wit u
sometmes u will smile at me
sometimes u will play wit me
sometimes our eyes will meet
tats the best thing happening between u n me
thx for goin out wit me
even just for a reason
im hapi :)
im glad im met u
i never regretted anything
becoz this time i noe i tried....:)
i liked u
i went out wit u
sometmes u will smile at me
sometimes u will play wit me
sometimes our eyes will meet
tats the best thing happening between u n me
thx for goin out wit me
even just for a reason
im hapi :)
im glad im met u
i never regretted anything
becoz this time i noe i tried....:)
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
getting better.....
u didnt bother about me
i kept looking at u
but who cares?
it's only a matter of time
like the climate
u duno wat weather u're get
love happens
but when n how
i duno
dun even ask me
im not even sure about myself
i mean getting better
mean line getting better
not him
2day went c movie wit chee n deidre.....
another gerard butler movie
my fav :)
n i totaly love kelvin
as a fren :)
best joker i hav ever seen
cheer me up :)
n deidre n chee hui too
i love u guys....
i kept looking at u
but who cares?
it's only a matter of time
like the climate
u duno wat weather u're get
love happens
but when n how
i duno
dun even ask me
im not even sure about myself
i mean getting better
mean line getting better
not him
2day went c movie wit chee n deidre.....
another gerard butler movie
my fav :)
n i totaly love kelvin
as a fren :)
best joker i hav ever seen
cheer me up :)
n deidre n chee hui too
i love u guys....
Sunday, November 1, 2009
si beh kia line!!!!
argh!!!!!
line is like down in the pits low
f***ing low!
n i'm having period somemore!
tis reali could not get any better =.=
pissing me off!
i duno how 2 start tis week la
feeling fat
feeling down
damn it la...
watever goes around
comes around
wat do u wan me 2 do?
come on la!
im not scare
giv it 2 me!
dun reali care.....
line is like down in the pits low
f***ing low!
n i'm having period somemore!
tis reali could not get any better =.=
pissing me off!
i duno how 2 start tis week la
feeling fat
feeling down
damn it la...
watever goes around
comes around
wat do u wan me 2 do?
come on la!
im not scare
giv it 2 me!
dun reali care.....
Thursday, October 29, 2009
o ya....another thing...
kelvin so gud gave me his assign to read....
n i realise that there are a lot of thing tat i dunno about him...
since he primary...he has done a lot of thing....
he is not a guy who like 2 study
he like 2 free n have his own way.....and many more things about him....
very lazy 2 state here....hehe
at least in the future....
when he leaves....i have something 2 remember him by...his assign xD
sounds stupid
but i reali will appreciate it :)
tats y there's a lot of thing tat i duno about him....
so do i have the right 2 like him? =/
it makes my liking of him kinda stupid
but well, love is stupid
im so sory, my like is jus veri simple.
haiz....
n it will never b strong enough.....i think......
n i realise that there are a lot of thing tat i dunno about him...
since he primary...he has done a lot of thing....
he is not a guy who like 2 study
he like 2 free n have his own way.....and many more things about him....
very lazy 2 state here....hehe
at least in the future....
when he leaves....i have something 2 remember him by...his assign xD
sounds stupid
but i reali will appreciate it :)
tats y there's a lot of thing tat i duno about him....
so do i have the right 2 like him? =/
it makes my liking of him kinda stupid
but well, love is stupid
im so sory, my like is jus veri simple.
haiz....
n it will never b strong enough.....i think......
i dreamt about you again.....
dreamt about you again
during my afternoon nap =.='''
y everytime aso is afternoon nap ah....
tis time it was in the gym =.='''
lagi swt
i think i go gym too much.....tats y i end up dreaming about it....
my whole family was there except my bro
so there was my mum, sis, me n my dad.....
we were getting ready for the body combat class
then suddenly eh?????
i saw him walking into the class wit all the trainers
n as usual....my impulse took over me.....coz i was like so shock n hapi 2 c him....
so i walk over to him...
ask him y is he here d.....
he say he noe martial arts....tat he follow his fren oh....
then he showed me some move of body combat...
i told him im not so gud in it.....
then i said i c him later n walk off.....
he also look hapi 2 c me ^^ i think....it's a dream la....
i was like a love sick fool after seeing him
i practically skip n jump back to my family xD
then the class started.....n tat was all....
sounds really simple rite? compared to the first wan
but im hapi.....:)
2day was deadline of assign
so as usual yesterday nite rush like hell like tat
3 am oni sleep =___=
then in the morning
tis kelvin call me
ask me go fetch him.....=.='''
mai fetch him lo
he say he didnt sleep whole nite wo.....geng la him
then 2gether walk to french n german class.....
nearly everybody was sitting outside there....chat chat lo
after a while lecturer came....so i went in adi....
after class meet up wit chris, deidre
went to comp lab saw kin, eli n kelvin
in the end went makan wit kin. deidre n chris
chit chat lo
chee chee at hime rushing assign
after tat went 2 visit her....me n deidre...
she ask me help her buat pulak =.=
so sory lo
i veri lazy help her do joh....
after tat went back 2 skool wit deidre first....n bought bubble tea ^^
walk in to class....he not there yet
saw kelvin n wei han
they 2 pakat n tease me again
say i fat =.=
i noe i fat la ok ???? huh! =p
then tis kelvin like something wrong ah?
keep wan me take the disc n giv jk...
i was like....u ownself giv la =.=
i noe i like him...but tis kind of thing u ownself giv la....
coz does not concern me aso....
at the end somemore scold me ask me take the disc =.=
i mai take lo....
then jk came
he went 2 find kelvin for disc
kelvin say at my here
i mai jus giv it to him lo
nothing happen aso =.= duno wat 2 say aso
coz veri weird la....
suppose is kelvin giv d ma....y suddenly is me leh?
veri weird la =.=
i noe mayb kelvin is helping me....but still jk will think is weird d ma....
haizz.z...duno la....
thne class class as usual.....
kena teacher cakaap blouse too low...
dun care la....i thought she didnt come ma....anything la...
he reali walk like a model la....xD
there's a certain style n air around him tat i cant describe n i like it :)
wei han somemore say whether he gay =.=
i duno la whether he gay anot....but i tembak wei han 4 saying tat xD
after my turn.....i thought he balik adi ma
coz the whole ihtm6 went out adi ma
then eh??? saw him when i wanted to walk out of class
he like saw me then walk out =.=
im so scary izit? tat u c me wan 2 run? =.= dun care....
it's still [ you ]
i really really really like you
my eyes oni fall for you
damn it....
during my afternoon nap =.='''
y everytime aso is afternoon nap ah....
tis time it was in the gym =.='''
lagi swt
i think i go gym too much.....tats y i end up dreaming about it....
my whole family was there except my bro
so there was my mum, sis, me n my dad.....
we were getting ready for the body combat class
then suddenly eh?????
i saw him walking into the class wit all the trainers
n as usual....my impulse took over me.....coz i was like so shock n hapi 2 c him....
so i walk over to him...
ask him y is he here d.....
he say he noe martial arts....tat he follow his fren oh....
then he showed me some move of body combat...
i told him im not so gud in it.....
then i said i c him later n walk off.....
he also look hapi 2 c me ^^ i think....it's a dream la....
i was like a love sick fool after seeing him
i practically skip n jump back to my family xD
then the class started.....n tat was all....
sounds really simple rite? compared to the first wan
but im hapi.....:)
2day was deadline of assign
so as usual yesterday nite rush like hell like tat
3 am oni sleep =___=
then in the morning
tis kelvin call me
ask me go fetch him.....=.='''
mai fetch him lo
he say he didnt sleep whole nite wo.....geng la him
then 2gether walk to french n german class.....
nearly everybody was sitting outside there....chat chat lo
after a while lecturer came....so i went in adi....
after class meet up wit chris, deidre
went to comp lab saw kin, eli n kelvin
in the end went makan wit kin. deidre n chris
chit chat lo
chee chee at hime rushing assign
after tat went 2 visit her....me n deidre...
she ask me help her buat pulak =.=
so sory lo
i veri lazy help her do joh....
after tat went back 2 skool wit deidre first....n bought bubble tea ^^
walk in to class....he not there yet
saw kelvin n wei han
they 2 pakat n tease me again
say i fat =.=
i noe i fat la ok ???? huh! =p
then tis kelvin like something wrong ah?
keep wan me take the disc n giv jk...
i was like....u ownself giv la =.=
i noe i like him...but tis kind of thing u ownself giv la....
coz does not concern me aso....
at the end somemore scold me ask me take the disc =.=
i mai take lo....
then jk came
he went 2 find kelvin for disc
kelvin say at my here
i mai jus giv it to him lo
nothing happen aso =.= duno wat 2 say aso
coz veri weird la....
suppose is kelvin giv d ma....y suddenly is me leh?
veri weird la =.=
i noe mayb kelvin is helping me....but still jk will think is weird d ma....
haizz.z...duno la....
thne class class as usual.....
kena teacher cakaap blouse too low...
dun care la....i thought she didnt come ma....anything la...
he reali walk like a model la....xD
there's a certain style n air around him tat i cant describe n i like it :)
wei han somemore say whether he gay =.=
i duno la whether he gay anot....but i tembak wei han 4 saying tat xD
after my turn.....i thought he balik adi ma
coz the whole ihtm6 went out adi ma
then eh??? saw him when i wanted to walk out of class
he like saw me then walk out =.=
im so scary izit? tat u c me wan 2 run? =.= dun care....
it's still [ you ]
i really really really like you
my eyes oni fall for you
damn it....
Monday, October 26, 2009
another song while thinking of him....
我到底是谁
在你心中占有怎样的地位
你不说清楚
你让我们的爱坠在七里屋
爱 很讨厌
总是互近又互远的让人追
追半天
你连抱歉
一句抱歉也不给
我向前走
低着头
眼泪不停向后流
一直走 不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信
其实你懂我
我发誓千篇
我这一走你就无法挽回
虽然心会痛
总比受惊委屈还要更好过
我 等了等
脑海始终浮现你对我的好
好半天
你连baby
一句安慰也不给
我向前走
低着头
眼泪不停向后流
一直走 不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信
其实你爱我
一前 一后
你跟在我的背后沉默
前前 后后
希望你握住我的手
我向前走
抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走
不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百篇
希望都实现
我不想走
不放心不懂
我向前走
抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走
不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百篇
希望都实现
我仍相信
其实你懂我
在你心中占有怎样的地位
你不说清楚
你让我们的爱坠在七里屋
爱 很讨厌
总是互近又互远的让人追
追半天
你连抱歉
一句抱歉也不给
我向前走
低着头
眼泪不停向后流
一直走 不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信
其实你懂我
我发誓千篇
我这一走你就无法挽回
虽然心会痛
总比受惊委屈还要更好过
我 等了等
脑海始终浮现你对我的好
好半天
你连baby
一句安慰也不给
我向前走
低着头
眼泪不停向后流
一直走 不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信
其实你爱我
一前 一后
你跟在我的背后沉默
前前 后后
希望你握住我的手
我向前走
抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走
不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百篇
希望都实现
我不想走
不放心不懂
我向前走
抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走
不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百篇
希望都实现
我仍相信
其实你懂我
emo day
duno y im emo-ing
duno
wish i had an answer 2 it too
but i dont =/
in the morning
walk into class
chee hui wave at me
so sat bside her
then the emo just started
they talk talk talk
but i was like so quiet
duno y =.=
wats up wit me 2day !
then mai sit there n hear them talk lo
then my eyes will automatically search 4 him on the other side of class
saw him lo....but still emo....y ah???
then through out talking wit my frens......sometimes will just look over at him
he dont c me....Haizzzz
but whenever i noe he's goin 2 turn his head 2 look somewhere else
i aso turn my head from him
scare he notice...heehee....
sounds veri sad 4 me....but wat can i do?
when u like someone first.....u always will suffer first d....
my frens aso notice i veri quiet 2day
but i told them i aso duno...
mayb 2day not my day bah....
eli aso say y i so emo
she aso say 2day i keep looking at him
i told her....now stil got chance....better take the chance 2 look at him more xD
kin lam tease me say i looking at my bf....
if reali my bf then gud lo >.< except tat is so not true...T.T
next class
bang my way into the room
4 fun i guess
duno got so many ppl inside adi....paiseh...sory...hAHax...
then went 2 find my frens lo....
aso talk quite little oni....
keep looking at him across the class
when teacher start teaching aso same =.=
wats up wit me 2day la
emo until gao gao
emo tat time keep thinking of him....loooking at him
tis is reali reali bad 4 me.....
n the stupid idiot can sleep in class wan wo
at first i look tat time he still ok d
then after a few time
he there tidur- ing
i was like =.='''''
so relax hah......
after tat
wait 4 service briefing
wait until gao long
mood adi not gud
wanna fast fast go home oni
sit there n chat wit deidre n charmaine lo
deidre talk about the guy she like
i talk about him
haizzzz
talk more....like lagi sad =.=
finaly time 4 briefing
he aso in kitchen
get 2 c him lu.....
tats all 4 2day.....
hope 2molo wil get better plz!
i hate emo!
let me think about lotz of thing tat dun wanna think....
duno
wish i had an answer 2 it too
but i dont =/
in the morning
walk into class
chee hui wave at me
so sat bside her
then the emo just started
they talk talk talk
but i was like so quiet
duno y =.=
wats up wit me 2day !
then mai sit there n hear them talk lo
then my eyes will automatically search 4 him on the other side of class
saw him lo....but still emo....y ah???
then through out talking wit my frens......sometimes will just look over at him
he dont c me....Haizzzz
but whenever i noe he's goin 2 turn his head 2 look somewhere else
i aso turn my head from him
scare he notice...heehee....
sounds veri sad 4 me....but wat can i do?
when u like someone first.....u always will suffer first d....
my frens aso notice i veri quiet 2day
but i told them i aso duno...
mayb 2day not my day bah....
eli aso say y i so emo
she aso say 2day i keep looking at him
i told her....now stil got chance....better take the chance 2 look at him more xD
kin lam tease me say i looking at my bf....
if reali my bf then gud lo >.< except tat is so not true...T.T
next class
bang my way into the room
4 fun i guess
duno got so many ppl inside adi....paiseh...sory...hAHax...
then went 2 find my frens lo....
aso talk quite little oni....
keep looking at him across the class
when teacher start teaching aso same =.=
wats up wit me 2day la
emo until gao gao
emo tat time keep thinking of him....loooking at him
tis is reali reali bad 4 me.....
n the stupid idiot can sleep in class wan wo
at first i look tat time he still ok d
then after a few time
he there tidur- ing
i was like =.='''''
so relax hah......
after tat
wait 4 service briefing
wait until gao long
mood adi not gud
wanna fast fast go home oni
sit there n chat wit deidre n charmaine lo
deidre talk about the guy she like
i talk about him
haizzzz
talk more....like lagi sad =.=
finaly time 4 briefing
he aso in kitchen
get 2 c him lu.....
tats all 4 2day.....
hope 2molo wil get better plz!
i hate emo!
let me think about lotz of thing tat dun wanna think....
Sunday, October 25, 2009
暗恋
still lonely
still lonely
作晚又再见到你
你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说
就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离
就是和你在一起
情还没发现着一切只是我的梦境
告诉自己要冷静
却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心
还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能住址我
我要暗恋你
so lonely
so here i am
standing all alone
在某个街头
有个我在这里只为你等候
here i am
waiting just for you
开放我所有
希望你能了解
你能够接受
so lonely
凝望渴望再见你
虽然只是在梦里
美丽的甜蜜已胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局
就算从此失了心
我要付出我所有的心
只要能感动你
我愿意
我愿意
so here i am
standing all alone
在某个街头
有个我在这里只为你等候
here i am
waiting just for you
开放我所有
我要为你怎么做你才接受我
我喜欢你
我要你
我爱你
故事就说到这里
就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了
其余是秘密
在那某一个街头
会流传某个宣语
那是我在轻轻唱着歌
我多爱你
still lonely
作晚又再见到你
你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说
就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离
就是和你在一起
情还没发现着一切只是我的梦境
告诉自己要冷静
却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心
还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能住址我
我要暗恋你
so lonely
so here i am
standing all alone
在某个街头
有个我在这里只为你等候
here i am
waiting just for you
开放我所有
希望你能了解
你能够接受
so lonely
凝望渴望再见你
虽然只是在梦里
美丽的甜蜜已胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局
就算从此失了心
我要付出我所有的心
只要能感动你
我愿意
我愿意
so here i am
standing all alone
在某个街头
有个我在这里只为你等候
here i am
waiting just for you
开放我所有
我要为你怎么做你才接受我
我喜欢你
我要你
我爱你
故事就说到这里
就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了
其余是秘密
在那某一个街头
会流传某个宣语
那是我在轻轻唱着歌
我多爱你
Friday, October 23, 2009
Hospitality Prom 09
Prom was ok n great!
drank beer, makan makan n took pix!
but i look like crap in most pix
coz firstly face red red coz alcohol
secondly face fat, body fat =.=
haizzz
dun care la
still will upload pix
hehehehe
during prom
duno y
i was thinking of him
missing him =/
why ah?
took pix wit korean ppl
i aso ok ok oni....like normal....
told kelvin tat the one i wanna take pix wit the most is him
haizzzz
then 2day went out again....
coz kena mum marah
i mood not gud
so wan enjoy enjoy....
went chili's makan 4 group assign...
then meet kin lam n deidre at karaoke
but in the end i went movie wit kelvin n dickson
after movie oni go find deidre n kin
overall 2day quite nice ^^
love my frens <3
love u too :)
drank beer, makan makan n took pix!
but i look like crap in most pix
coz firstly face red red coz alcohol
secondly face fat, body fat =.=
haizzz
dun care la
still will upload pix
hehehehe
during prom
duno y
i was thinking of him
missing him =/
why ah?
took pix wit korean ppl
i aso ok ok oni....like normal....
told kelvin tat the one i wanna take pix wit the most is him
haizzzz
then 2day went out again....
coz kena mum marah
i mood not gud
so wan enjoy enjoy....
went chili's makan 4 group assign...
then meet kin lam n deidre at karaoke
but in the end i went movie wit kelvin n dickson
after movie oni go find deidre n kin
overall 2day quite nice ^^
love my frens <3
love u too :)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
damn boy....
damn boy
u stole my heart
n u're making me dizzy n confuse
mayb u jus wanna b frens
but everything u do makes me skip a beat
my gaze will automatically follow u
just so u noe
it's not in my control
monday
u locked me out of the classroom xD
didnt noe u was so strong
coz u r like smaller size than me
tried pushing the door against u
shocked me a little when u won
u made me laugh n smile :)
im surprise but i like it when u kacao me....
u let all my frens go in but u blocked me....
at least i noe im somewhere in ur head....to a level....
at the end u open it....n i hit u xD
tuesday
u service
i kitchen in the afternoon
sat in front of ur restaurant wit my frens
c u get ready 4 service
u cut ur hair....it's reali short....but u r still u :)
first time
u came out....saw my drink in front of me
u took a sip....
but i actually wanted 2 tell u....tat drink wasn't mine xD
but didnt hav the heart 2 tell
coz im hapi tat u thought it was my drink n drank it :)
second time
this wan reali nothing lo
u jus came out n ask me how 2 make tartar sauce =___=
veri veri stupid
i said i duno
u somemore wanna hit me coz i duno =.=
u ownself aso duno la =p
P.S. no matter wat, i still like u....
no matter who u're thinking about....
u stole my heart
n u're making me dizzy n confuse
mayb u jus wanna b frens
but everything u do makes me skip a beat
my gaze will automatically follow u
just so u noe
it's not in my control
monday
u locked me out of the classroom xD
didnt noe u was so strong
coz u r like smaller size than me
tried pushing the door against u
shocked me a little when u won
u made me laugh n smile :)
im surprise but i like it when u kacao me....
u let all my frens go in but u blocked me....
at least i noe im somewhere in ur head....to a level....
at the end u open it....n i hit u xD
tuesday
u service
i kitchen in the afternoon
sat in front of ur restaurant wit my frens
c u get ready 4 service
u cut ur hair....it's reali short....but u r still u :)
first time
u came out....saw my drink in front of me
u took a sip....
but i actually wanted 2 tell u....tat drink wasn't mine xD
but didnt hav the heart 2 tell
coz im hapi tat u thought it was my drink n drank it :)
second time
this wan reali nothing lo
u jus came out n ask me how 2 make tartar sauce =___=
veri veri stupid
i said i duno
u somemore wanna hit me coz i duno =.=
u ownself aso duno la =p
P.S. no matter wat, i still like u....
no matter who u're thinking about....
Saturday, October 17, 2009
if u could c me now
nah
im getting over it...
2day went sungai wang wit deidre n chee chee ^^
veri hapi...
im totaly a kl gal la....
love kl
love sungai wang :)
mayb i jus like the country
everything about the country...
coz anything about korea aso i sure like d
so mayb it's like tat...
dun think so much....
there's a new shop from korea which open at py
wanna buy something from there lo ^^
i sure willl buy anything korean d lo =p
mayb i like u
mayb i dont
but i noe
i sure can live without u
it's jus a matter of time
im getting over it...
2day went sungai wang wit deidre n chee chee ^^
veri hapi...
im totaly a kl gal la....
love kl
love sungai wang :)
mayb i jus like the country
everything about the country...
coz anything about korea aso i sure like d
so mayb it's like tat...
dun think so much....
there's a new shop from korea which open at py
wanna buy something from there lo ^^
i sure willl buy anything korean d lo =p
mayb i like u
mayb i dont
but i noe
i sure can live without u
it's jus a matter of time
Friday, October 16, 2009
it's always like tat.....
为什么注意力总是在你身上 为什么在人群中也能找到你 有时希望我想的人不是你 因为你根本不在意
那天，我约你出去
不是因为我没朋友陪
我是真的想和你出去的
但是你应该没那么想吧
你请我看戏，吃东西，只是为了补偿我的手链而已吧?
我真蠢
在那儿白开心了一场
为什么会喜欢上像你这个呆子?
我脑筋是不是有问题啊
我喜欢你
不管这份感觉会久或短
我只在意现在
我知道我和你没有未来
但我还是会选择你
至少有喜欢过你
遇见你
this is my wish
can u hear my heartbeat?
it's beating for u
when i c u
it's jus different
when will i get over tis?
那天，我约你出去
不是因为我没朋友陪
我是真的想和你出去的
但是你应该没那么想吧
你请我看戏，吃东西，只是为了补偿我的手链而已吧?
我真蠢
在那儿白开心了一场
为什么会喜欢上像你这个呆子?
我脑筋是不是有问题啊
我喜欢你
不管这份感觉会久或短
我只在意现在
我知道我和你没有未来
但我还是会选择你
至少有喜欢过你
遇见你
this is my wish
can u hear my heartbeat?
it's beating for u
when i c u
it's jus different
when will i get over tis?
Thursday, October 15, 2009
im not goin through the motions, waiting & hoping...
sometime i stil will think
stil will look
but i think i will oni b until tat level
cant go any further than tis
coz u're giving me no sign, no interest
sitting down not even looking at me
kinda invisible, but u dun c my way
so mayb im letting u down ~
The Friday Night Boys - You Do, You Don't
stil will look
but i think i will oni b until tat level
cant go any further than tis
coz u're giving me no sign, no interest
sitting down not even looking at me
kinda invisible, but u dun c my way
so mayb im letting u down ~
The Friday Night Boys - You Do, You Don't
Monday, October 5, 2009
break
this is the official break
i canot tahan adi
no way
i wont waste time on a wrong person
yes im down n sad
but i wont waste time grieving either
next next next!
lazy 2 like ppl or zhui ppl adi
lazy 2 imagine tat there's a guy tat like me out there
simple imagine, simply get hurt =.=
veri stupid
im single
im free
n i can do wat i wan!
i canot tahan adi
no way
i wont waste time on a wrong person
yes im down n sad
but i wont waste time grieving either
next next next!
lazy 2 like ppl or zhui ppl adi
lazy 2 imagine tat there's a guy tat like me out there
simple imagine, simply get hurt =.=
veri stupid
im single
im free
n i can do wat i wan!
Friday, October 2, 2009
i duno how
sometime we think too much
u thought there was something
but actually it is nothing
tats the worst truth anyone can giv u
i duno wat 2 do wit u anymore
suddenly it's so hard
suddenly it's so tiring
i guess im jus not brave enough
it's hard being consistent.....
dun wanna giv up but no point hanging in there....
u thought there was something
but actually it is nothing
tats the worst truth anyone can giv u
i duno wat 2 do wit u anymore
suddenly it's so hard
suddenly it's so tiring
i guess im jus not brave enough
it's hard being consistent.....
dun wanna giv up but no point hanging in there....
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
if only
i dun wan 2 jus look look look
i wanna do something
but m i brave enough 2 approach u again? i duno
coz the ball is sort of in ur hands...
haizzz
if u aint moving, there wil b no movement....great =.=
here's a song 4 u
Every single time I see you I start to feel this way
Makes me wonder if I'm ever gonna feel this way again
There's a picture that's hanging in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I want to hold you and love you in my arms and then
I want to need you cause I need to be with you til the end
Then I hear myself reply you've got to hold it in
This time, tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way
If only you'd look at me and want to stay
If only I'd take you in my arms and say
I won't go cause I need you
I sit here, waiting, wondering, hoping, that I'll make this right
Cause all I think about is your hands
Your face, and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling that's screaming in the back of my head
Saying over and over
I want to hear you say
It'll always be this way
We will be hand in hand for every night and every day
I want to scream and shout
Cause I'm losing any doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
i wanna do something
but m i brave enough 2 approach u again? i duno
coz the ball is sort of in ur hands...
haizzz
if u aint moving, there wil b no movement....great =.=
here's a song 4 u
Every single time I see you I start to feel this way
Makes me wonder if I'm ever gonna feel this way again
There's a picture that's hanging in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I want to hold you and love you in my arms and then
I want to need you cause I need to be with you til the end
Then I hear myself reply you've got to hold it in
This time, tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way
If only you'd look at me and want to stay
If only I'd take you in my arms and say
I won't go cause I need you
I sit here, waiting, wondering, hoping, that I'll make this right
Cause all I think about is your hands
Your face, and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling that's screaming in the back of my head
Saying over and over
I want to hear you say
It'll always be this way
We will be hand in hand for every night and every day
I want to scream and shout
Cause I'm losing any doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
mondays sucks, tuesday gets better, 2molo?
monday 4get 2 write coz no mood
but now can write coz 2day was totaly better =)
i think i got half of my bravery back adi....thx...
monday i avoided him
i noe he was there
but i didnt look
didnt dare
haizzz
but he keep appearing in front of me...
so typical lo
when u dun wan 2 c him, he is always there....
he aso didnt talk 2 me lo....
i duno whether he got look at me anot lo...
tat wan i can jus ownself imagine....
tuesday
service day
i thought i bcome host
wont masuk kitchen
mana tau
i help bcome waitress coz not enough ppl =.=
during preparation of restaurant
keep on c him through the window lo...
serving tat time aso can c him....quite content adi wan lo like tat
then after serve finish
masuk kithen cuci pinggan
i never ever wan 2 wash plates again man =.= hate it
anyway i broke a plate xD
but nobody said anything so ok lo.....
HaHax
finally wash finish joh =.=
then i go take a drink 4 myself
then i c tis hand waving at me...
him wo
always ask me 4 water =.=
m i jus there 2 get him water ah? for convinient ah? =.=
then actually told him he cant drink de lo
coz teacher say ktichen ppl cant drink
but at the end i aso take 4 him lo =.=
tats all
duno means wat
mayb nothing...
i treat everybody the same de lo....
tis kitchen guy aso came out 4 coffee
i past him my glass lo since i havent pour yet
so it's normal rite?
i think so....
dun think so much
later like GIGI -.-
but since he start first, i got bravery 2 b like last time wit him lo...
gud gud....better than nothing...
but now can write coz 2day was totaly better =)
i think i got half of my bravery back adi....thx...
monday i avoided him
i noe he was there
but i didnt look
didnt dare
haizzz
but he keep appearing in front of me...
so typical lo
when u dun wan 2 c him, he is always there....
he aso didnt talk 2 me lo....
i duno whether he got look at me anot lo...
tat wan i can jus ownself imagine....
tuesday
service day
i thought i bcome host
wont masuk kitchen
mana tau
i help bcome waitress coz not enough ppl =.=
during preparation of restaurant
keep on c him through the window lo...
serving tat time aso can c him....quite content adi wan lo like tat
then after serve finish
masuk kithen cuci pinggan
i never ever wan 2 wash plates again man =.= hate it
anyway i broke a plate xD
but nobody said anything so ok lo.....
HaHax
finally wash finish joh =.=
then i go take a drink 4 myself
then i c tis hand waving at me...
him wo
always ask me 4 water =.=
m i jus there 2 get him water ah? for convinient ah? =.=
then actually told him he cant drink de lo
coz teacher say ktichen ppl cant drink
but at the end i aso take 4 him lo =.=
tats all
duno means wat
mayb nothing...
i treat everybody the same de lo....
tis kitchen guy aso came out 4 coffee
i past him my glass lo since i havent pour yet
so it's normal rite?
i think so....
dun think so much
later like GIGI -.-
but since he start first, i got bravery 2 b like last time wit him lo...
gud gud....better than nothing...
Sunday, September 27, 2009
something my fren posted....love it =)
Don't expect anything and expect nothing...
live life on how it is and not how you want it to be...
life will give you what you want and you don't have to go get what you need...
just do what you're supposed to do and what you're supposed to get will naturally come to you...
live life on how it is and not how you want it to be...
life will give you what you want and you don't have to go get what you need...
just do what you're supposed to do and what you're supposed to get will naturally come to you...
who can hold my hand?
Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face
In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright is the one right where you are
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face
In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over, I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright is the one right where you are
Friday, September 25, 2009
full stop
tis is the end of u n me
actually there wasn't any u n me
jus me looking at u
chasing after u
noticing u
but not anymore
i said bfore tat
if u do not giv me a reaction
well no more actions from me
im tired
now only i noe how guys feel when they go after the gals tat they like
its reali hard
so im giving them credits now
for bravery 2 go after the gal tat they like :)
so gals
plz dun straight away turn down a guy
giv them a chance
but if u reali dun like them
plz dun take a long time too
it wil oni hurt them deeper
i had my chance
it was jus not mend 2 b i guess
so im here
giving up n forgetting him entirely
i dun regret
bcoz i hav tried
now currently listening 2 YIRUMA
soothing ~ <3
actually there wasn't any u n me
jus me looking at u
chasing after u
noticing u
but not anymore
i said bfore tat
if u do not giv me a reaction
well no more actions from me
im tired
now only i noe how guys feel when they go after the gals tat they like
its reali hard
so im giving them credits now
for bravery 2 go after the gal tat they like :)
so gals
plz dun straight away turn down a guy
giv them a chance
but if u reali dun like them
plz dun take a long time too
it wil oni hurt them deeper
i had my chance
it was jus not mend 2 b i guess
so im here
giving up n forgetting him entirely
i dun regret
bcoz i hav tried
now currently listening 2 YIRUMA
soothing ~ <3
Sunday, September 20, 2009
献给你的歌
喜欢你冷淡的安静
笑容优胜墨了太阳
我只能偷笑
怀疑自己的冲动
怕机会一瞬间错过
却停步在想
你说
我们是两个世界的人
是否可能
我相信
只要我爱你
什么都可以
一切都可以
我爱你
爱你没道理
没道理爱你
爱你就可以
就是痴心你
痴心理着你
这里在爱你
就让我撑你
无法理解你不说话
我进不到你心里面
像有一道墙
怀疑当初的冲动
是不是开始就是错
许多事没想
你说
我们是两个世界的人
没有可能
我以为
只要我爱你
什么都可以
一切都可以
我爱你
爱你没道理
没道理爱你
爱你就可以
就是痴心你
痴心理着你
这里在爱你
就让我撑你
或许不爱你
也不需要你
我无法继续
继续骗我自己
必须要放弃
要放弃了你
你在我心底
希望她比我爱你
爱你
还是你的歌
tis is for u if tis is the end....
笑容优胜墨了太阳
我只能偷笑
怀疑自己的冲动
怕机会一瞬间错过
却停步在想
你说
我们是两个世界的人
是否可能
我相信
只要我爱你
什么都可以
一切都可以
我爱你
爱你没道理
没道理爱你
爱你就可以
就是痴心你
痴心理着你
这里在爱你
就让我撑你
无法理解你不说话
我进不到你心里面
像有一道墙
怀疑当初的冲动
是不是开始就是错
许多事没想
你说
我们是两个世界的人
没有可能
我以为
只要我爱你
什么都可以
一切都可以
我爱你
爱你没道理
没道理爱你
爱你就可以
就是痴心你
痴心理着你
这里在爱你
就让我撑你
或许不爱你
也不需要你
我无法继续
继续骗我自己
必须要放弃
要放弃了你
你在我心底
希望她比我爱你
爱你
还是你的歌
tis is for u if tis is the end....
ph 5.5
it was ok 2day wit him
it was my first outing wit him
so surely not a lot of thing 2 talk n say
overall ok ^^
stil hapi tat i got a chance 2 go out wit him
if tis ends here....
at least i went out once wit him
thx jae kang ^^
Tsunami was nice ^^
there was the stupid part, n the sad part.
me n him was laughing....HaHax...
he seriously dun like sweet stuff
he eat the popcorn wan, he aso dun wan caramel, he order salt popcorn xD
after the show went 2 eat ramen....
then jalan jalan....
he's shopping for sunglasses
so teman him lu...
at then end he bought a GUCCI sunglasses for like RM600++
wow....he's rich...HaHAx
he paid 4 everything....=) thank you veri much....
if got second outing....i wanna pay something 4 him too =)
if only.....
第一步我踏出去了，如果没有回应，就挂上句号吧
现在就看会怎样吧
it was my first outing wit him
so surely not a lot of thing 2 talk n say
overall ok ^^
stil hapi tat i got a chance 2 go out wit him
if tis ends here....
at least i went out once wit him
thx jae kang ^^
Tsunami was nice ^^
there was the stupid part, n the sad part.
me n him was laughing....HaHax...
he seriously dun like sweet stuff
he eat the popcorn wan, he aso dun wan caramel, he order salt popcorn xD
after the show went 2 eat ramen....
then jalan jalan....
he's shopping for sunglasses
so teman him lu...
at then end he bought a GUCCI sunglasses for like RM600++
wow....he's rich...HaHAx
he paid 4 everything....=) thank you veri much....
if got second outing....i wanna pay something 4 him too =)
if only.....
第一步我踏出去了，如果没有回应，就挂上句号吧
现在就看会怎样吧
Saturday, September 19, 2009
im in im in im in!
wow wow wow
u will never guess wat happen! xD
tis afternoon
he msg my fb
say hapi holiday
wat am i doin
i say i watching youtube lo
then he say he goin shopping
then i jus suddenly have the guts 2 ask him out! xD woohoo!
n guess wat!
he said yes!
i was like WOW!
cant believe it la xD
goin out 2molo
seeing TSUNAMI AKA KOREAN MOVIE
at 1.40pm....new wing 1u
meet at 1pm =)
现在才知道是多么需要勇气的，不管结局怎样，绝不后悔，因为我有尽力 =)
u will never guess wat happen! xD
tis afternoon
he msg my fb
say hapi holiday
wat am i doin
i say i watching youtube lo
then he say he goin shopping
then i jus suddenly have the guts 2 ask him out! xD woohoo!
n guess wat!
he said yes!
i was like WOW!
cant believe it la xD
goin out 2molo
seeing TSUNAMI AKA KOREAN MOVIE
at 1.40pm....new wing 1u
meet at 1pm =)
现在才知道是多么需要勇气的，不管结局怎样，绝不后悔，因为我有尽力 =)
Friday, September 18, 2009
i quit i quit i quit!
i quit these stupid games wit him
i quit talking 2 him
i quit looking at him
i quit noticing him
i quit acknowledging him
coz all i get is emptiness
disappointment
i've never ever try so hard 2 catch a guy's attention
now i noe the feeling
it sucks!
im jus fed up
dun wanna care wat my frens say tat he always kacao me, talk 2 me oni
it's all bullshit
tis is the limit
he is the most dungu guy i've ever known!
cutting all the lines
if he talk oni i talk
if not no talk!
im like GIGI in HE'JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
getting all the wrong signal
ownself imagining things tat dun even exist!
falling 4 a stupid guy which dun even care whether u're there or not
im the rule, not the exception
i quit talking 2 him
i quit looking at him
i quit noticing him
i quit acknowledging him
coz all i get is emptiness
disappointment
i've never ever try so hard 2 catch a guy's attention
now i noe the feeling
it sucks!
im jus fed up
dun wanna care wat my frens say tat he always kacao me, talk 2 me oni
it's all bullshit
tis is the limit
he is the most dungu guy i've ever known!
cutting all the lines
if he talk oni i talk
if not no talk!
im like GIGI in HE'JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
getting all the wrong signal
ownself imagining things tat dun even exist!
falling 4 a stupid guy which dun even care whether u're there or not
im the rule, not the exception
Monday, September 14, 2009
2day veri tired...
stuck in the jam like 2 hours
walao eh
tired like shit when came back
kitchen time aso kena marah here marah there...
wit frens was totaly gud ^^
joke a lot =)
thx u guys
i love ya~
wit him was aso gud sign ^^
coz he came over n ate the food which i da pao from chilli's
then i aso mai drink his drink lo xD
hahax...
i was like pointing at his drink
then he giv me wo xD
so gud...^^
i didnt use his straw la....
i drink from the cup..
but stil sharing drink rite? keke ^^
kelvin say i no need wipe my mouth adi xD
so bad de lo him...hahax =p
morning went 2 chili's 2 makan 4 group assign
veri boring....but wit chris it was ok...thx chris =)
came back 2 skool....in class was fun =)
now veri tired...
goin 2 bath then sleep lu =0
eyes like drooping joh ==
hope 2molo is a another nice day too =)
walao eh
tired like shit when came back
kitchen time aso kena marah here marah there...
wit frens was totaly gud ^^
joke a lot =)
thx u guys
i love ya~
wit him was aso gud sign ^^
coz he came over n ate the food which i da pao from chilli's
then i aso mai drink his drink lo xD
hahax...
i was like pointing at his drink
then he giv me wo xD
so gud...^^
i didnt use his straw la....
i drink from the cup..
but stil sharing drink rite? keke ^^
kelvin say i no need wipe my mouth adi xD
so bad de lo him...hahax =p
morning went 2 chili's 2 makan 4 group assign
veri boring....but wit chris it was ok...thx chris =)
came back 2 skool....in class was fun =)
now veri tired...
goin 2 bath then sleep lu =0
eyes like drooping joh ==
hope 2molo is a another nice day too =)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
想要告诉你.....
默默在你的身旁，默默守候
多想看你不静宜的笑容
我说我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨的我
绝不放弃追逐你的时候
只要你能再多回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
说出你所有感觉， 让我听见
别在静心关在自由自己的世界
我会在这边
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢，笑着和你说再见
多想看你不静宜的笑容
我说我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨的我
绝不放弃追逐你的时候
只要你能再多回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
说出你所有感觉， 让我听见
别在静心关在自由自己的世界
我会在这边
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢，笑着和你说再见
Friday, September 11, 2009
corect or incorect?
i totaly ignore him 2day....
coz they keep teasing me =.=
duno how 2 talk 2 him aso...
didnt get any chance....except at the last.....
well....here goes the story....
i drove alone 2 skool 2day xD
veri hapi
totaly nice man
no mum nagging bside me....fan dou sei =p
but car kena mud water xD
dirty like shit...HAHaxx
then reach chee's house
park there lo
then wait 4 her....
walk wit her 2 skool....
KeKexxx...
reach class lo....
jus act normal....didnt look at ihtm6 side...
HaHax...=p
then tis kelvin la....bfore i duduk then debating wit me about yesterday's sit in the cinema =.=
swt lo....
then finaly i sit down joh....
but then sit too front...
so wan tukar lo....tell chee lo...
ask chee sit bside kelvin...
she say dun wan...say i got more things 2 talk wit kelvin =.=
swt lo
kelvin aso got talk 2 her de ma
at last i sit bside kelvin....she sit my other side
then he came....
wear pink colar shirt eh ^^ he look veri nice in it de lo
so start ms.gan class lo....
nothing much lu.....
then after class.....he jalan dulu adi lo =.= huh
me n chee go 2 square 2 beli makanan lo
i sure buy bubble tea again lo...
chee hui bought cake
we share =)
she feed me
i feed her
HaHAx...
then met deidre
then met chris there aso....
talk laugh talk laugh xD
after tat...deidre wan go find teacher
so me, chee n chris jalan 2 class
on the way met stupid kelvin xD
so masuk class lo....
dickson n kin lam there adi lo...
chris n eli aso come join us...
then we keep laughing n joking....xD veri funny lo
then duno y they keep teasing me wit him =.=
especially tis kin lam, kelvin, chris, even chee leh! =.="
like tat make me more pai seh 2 talk 2 him lo....haizzz
i keep on doin kin lam 4 revenge...HaHAx....
then chris say wan sit wit us
i ask him sit wit me
then kin lam aso ask chris sit wit him =.=
then i mai snatch chris wit him lo xD
i keep pull chris jacket xD
keep kacao him lo
at the end i win! xD
coz chris sit wit me =p
then kin lam aso move down 2 sit wit us....keep kacao me wit jk again....blek...
chris veri cute la....like my bro xD so cute coz he so small size....Hahax....
kacao him until very cute la ^^
n he aso not scare if i go near him de...KAKax...
normal fren oni ma...
nothing wat...
now im single...
if got bf different la...now dun hav wat =p
then teacher came in...
read us exam tips....
then duno y hoh....
suddenly jk was sitting at the row bhind me....bside dickson....
i was shock eh...i was like eh??? when he sit there de....
coz when i look bhind 2 giv li mei my paper.....oni kelvin ask me 2 look 2 my right..
oni i saw him lo....
but he so quiet...
jus ask chris paper 2 copy oni....
i should hav took the chance 2 talk 2 him lo! haiz!
ask him y he here ah, wat he copying ah!
duno where my braveness fly 2 joh....haiz!
but i didnt dare 2 look bhind....y ah y ah T.T
at then end....he balik 2 his own place joh T.T
after class end....
he was standing in front....ticking his attendance...
i was looking at him lo...haiz...
no chance 2 talk aso...
he same group wit chee hui...so gud lo T.T
their group plan 2 go sunway
so i drove 2 ihtm6 gals n chee plus myself 2 sunway.....
we safely reached in gud hands xD
after tat find their restaurant....
then i left them n go jalan jalan myself 2 past time 2 wait 2 chee 2 finish
later chee call me
say finish joh
so go meet her
on the way
saw her group...
i from far aso can c him adi...^^ mayb its the pink shirt...im not sure...
so said hi 2 the group n him
walk past him tat time...
he suddenly ask y i here de?
i say i wit chee hui ma...
then he say oooo
then chao liao =.=
haizz...
tat was our oni conversation 2day...
later jalan jalan wit chee
makan snacks lo....
talk talk talk
say wan go skating....c how lu
then send her back
i aso balik
overall nice day wit my frens...
but not wit him T.T
how do i get through 2 u?
tell me how do i get closer 2 u?
wanna talk but duno how
show me a way
mayb he's not interested....haizzz
liking someone is confusing, complicated.....troublesome!
coz they keep teasing me =.=
duno how 2 talk 2 him aso...
didnt get any chance....except at the last.....
well....here goes the story....
i drove alone 2 skool 2day xD
veri hapi
totaly nice man
no mum nagging bside me....fan dou sei =p
but car kena mud water xD
dirty like shit...HAHaxx
then reach chee's house
park there lo
then wait 4 her....
walk wit her 2 skool....
KeKexxx...
reach class lo....
jus act normal....didnt look at ihtm6 side...
HaHax...=p
then tis kelvin la....bfore i duduk then debating wit me about yesterday's sit in the cinema =.=
swt lo....
then finaly i sit down joh....
but then sit too front...
so wan tukar lo....tell chee lo...
ask chee sit bside kelvin...
she say dun wan...say i got more things 2 talk wit kelvin =.=
swt lo
kelvin aso got talk 2 her de ma
at last i sit bside kelvin....she sit my other side
then he came....
wear pink colar shirt eh ^^ he look veri nice in it de lo
so start ms.gan class lo....
nothing much lu.....
then after class.....he jalan dulu adi lo =.= huh
me n chee go 2 square 2 beli makanan lo
i sure buy bubble tea again lo...
chee hui bought cake
we share =)
she feed me
i feed her
HaHAx...
then met deidre
then met chris there aso....
talk laugh talk laugh xD
after tat...deidre wan go find teacher
so me, chee n chris jalan 2 class
on the way met stupid kelvin xD
so masuk class lo....
dickson n kin lam there adi lo...
chris n eli aso come join us...
then we keep laughing n joking....xD veri funny lo
then duno y they keep teasing me wit him =.=
especially tis kin lam, kelvin, chris, even chee leh! =.="
like tat make me more pai seh 2 talk 2 him lo....haizzz
i keep on doin kin lam 4 revenge...HaHAx....
then chris say wan sit wit us
i ask him sit wit me
then kin lam aso ask chris sit wit him =.=
then i mai snatch chris wit him lo xD
i keep pull chris jacket xD
keep kacao him lo
at the end i win! xD
coz chris sit wit me =p
then kin lam aso move down 2 sit wit us....keep kacao me wit jk again....blek...
chris veri cute la....like my bro xD so cute coz he so small size....Hahax....
kacao him until very cute la ^^
n he aso not scare if i go near him de...KAKax...
normal fren oni ma...
nothing wat...
now im single...
if got bf different la...now dun hav wat =p
then teacher came in...
read us exam tips....
then duno y hoh....
suddenly jk was sitting at the row bhind me....bside dickson....
i was shock eh...i was like eh??? when he sit there de....
coz when i look bhind 2 giv li mei my paper.....oni kelvin ask me 2 look 2 my right..
oni i saw him lo....
but he so quiet...
jus ask chris paper 2 copy oni....
i should hav took the chance 2 talk 2 him lo! haiz!
ask him y he here ah, wat he copying ah!
duno where my braveness fly 2 joh....haiz!
but i didnt dare 2 look bhind....y ah y ah T.T
at then end....he balik 2 his own place joh T.T
after class end....
he was standing in front....ticking his attendance...
i was looking at him lo...haiz...
no chance 2 talk aso...
he same group wit chee hui...so gud lo T.T
their group plan 2 go sunway
so i drove 2 ihtm6 gals n chee plus myself 2 sunway.....
we safely reached in gud hands xD
after tat find their restaurant....
then i left them n go jalan jalan myself 2 past time 2 wait 2 chee 2 finish
later chee call me
say finish joh
so go meet her
on the way
saw her group...
i from far aso can c him adi...^^ mayb its the pink shirt...im not sure...
so said hi 2 the group n him
walk past him tat time...
he suddenly ask y i here de?
i say i wit chee hui ma...
then he say oooo
then chao liao =.=
haizz...
tat was our oni conversation 2day...
later jalan jalan wit chee
makan snacks lo....
talk talk talk
say wan go skating....c how lu
then send her back
i aso balik
overall nice day wit my frens...
but not wit him T.T
how do i get through 2 u?
tell me how do i get closer 2 u?
wanna talk but duno how
show me a way
mayb he's not interested....haizzz
liking someone is confusing, complicated.....troublesome!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
2day was not 1 of those days again
2day he didnt choi me =.=
haiz
duno wats up wit the fellow
so quiet oh
he told chris he headache wo
hope he is ok bah
if he 2molo like tat again
i reali will very sad lo T.T
coz jus now i on the way go out of skool wit chee n kelvin
say bai bai 2 the fellow aso no reaction
no manners de ==
chris at least aso got say bai bai
stupid idiot
huh!
if u continue like tat, i dun choi u wan ah!
2day watch GAMER wit kelvin n chee
sicko violent show 2 me la
coz all tis crazy ppl
yer!! =.=
but gerald butler stil handsome =p
tats all 4 2day!
plz choi me! xD
haiz
duno wats up wit the fellow
so quiet oh
he told chris he headache wo
hope he is ok bah
if he 2molo like tat again
i reali will very sad lo T.T
coz jus now i on the way go out of skool wit chee n kelvin
say bai bai 2 the fellow aso no reaction
no manners de ==
chris at least aso got say bai bai
stupid idiot
huh!
if u continue like tat, i dun choi u wan ah!
2day watch GAMER wit kelvin n chee
sicko violent show 2 me la
coz all tis crazy ppl
yer!! =.=
but gerald butler stil handsome =p
tats all 4 2day!
plz choi me! xD
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
bartender :)
2day service again
i bcome bartender
hahax....
he again come n ask 4 drink xD
funny lah him
anyway on my fb i wrote u wan coffee? tea? or me? xD
then he got comment lo
he said no need =.= so shui wan'
then i said pick me la xD
then he say by axe =.=
then i told him 2molo i dun giv him drink xD
then he say i can tell him tis after i giv him =.=
HaHAx...
he's quite funny at times
i bcome bartender
hahax....
he again come n ask 4 drink xD
funny lah him
anyway on my fb i wrote u wan coffee? tea? or me? xD
then he got comment lo
he said no need =.= so shui wan'
then i said pick me la xD
then he say by axe =.=
then i told him 2molo i dun giv him drink xD
then he say i can tell him tis after i giv him =.=
HaHAx...
he's quite funny at times
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
hapi day ^^
german in the morning
survive through it again
kakax...
then 2day i service lo
bcome cashier =.=
no chance 2 masuk kitchen oh
haizzz
so thought mayb no contact wit him lo
but then???
he always surprise me de lo
talk 2 me through the glass again
say giv him a drink
i was like har?
ask him ownself come take la
then he say keep 4 him wo
swt
at the end i say no drinks 4 u xD
i somemore blek at him lo xD
funny~~
then after i take the money 2 HQ
i came back 2 restaurant 2 makan lo
makan in kitchen
thought got chance 2 talk but he busy wit his own stuff
then went back out lo...
thought no chance adi
but he always stil surprise me ^^
talk through the glass again =.=
say where is his drink
i was like har again??
then i look at lecturer first
then ask him come
he come wo...haHax
then i told him y u jus now dun drink?
now no more liao
drink water la....then i point at the paip water xD
then he like pura wanna hit me xD
at then end he went in 2 drink his fren's drink
then come out return cup 2 me
wanna throw cup at me xD
teacher marah xD
dai sei
haHax...
so 2day veri funny lo ^^
after class
wait 4 chee hui
wit classmate at comp
veri funny lo xD
later wit kin, kelvin, chee, lisa, pui yan n andrew go yam cha
little while then lisa, pui yan n andrew left joh
veri fuuny lo ^^ laugh gao gao xD
hahax
2day veri nice ^^
then i saw fb
jk, kelvin n chee comment until veri funny lo
i aso laugh like hell XD
glad tat we r making fren wit him ^^
survive through it again
kakax...
then 2day i service lo
bcome cashier =.=
no chance 2 masuk kitchen oh
haizzz
so thought mayb no contact wit him lo
but then???
he always surprise me de lo
talk 2 me through the glass again
say giv him a drink
i was like har?
ask him ownself come take la
then he say keep 4 him wo
swt
at the end i say no drinks 4 u xD
i somemore blek at him lo xD
funny~~
then after i take the money 2 HQ
i came back 2 restaurant 2 makan lo
makan in kitchen
thought got chance 2 talk but he busy wit his own stuff
then went back out lo...
thought no chance adi
but he always stil surprise me ^^
talk through the glass again =.=
say where is his drink
i was like har again??
then i look at lecturer first
then ask him come
he come wo...haHax
then i told him y u jus now dun drink?
now no more liao
drink water la....then i point at the paip water xD
then he like pura wanna hit me xD
at then end he went in 2 drink his fren's drink
then come out return cup 2 me
wanna throw cup at me xD
teacher marah xD
dai sei
haHax...
so 2day veri funny lo ^^
after class
wait 4 chee hui
wit classmate at comp
veri funny lo xD
later wit kin, kelvin, chee, lisa, pui yan n andrew go yam cha
little while then lisa, pui yan n andrew left joh
veri fuuny lo ^^ laugh gao gao xD
hahax
2day veri nice ^^
then i saw fb
jk, kelvin n chee comment until veri funny lo
i aso laugh like hell XD
glad tat we r making fren wit him ^^
Friday, September 4, 2009
take time 2 realise......
2day quite enjoyable lo
had shabu shabu wit eli, chee, n deidre ^^
veri nice lo
then after tat eli, kin n deidre go karaoke
me n chee go c mooovie
final destination
a lot of organs flying around =.=
overall movie okkkk laaaa
then after tat jalan jalan wit chee
then take her go back home
mum came back from singapore
bought a cute teddy bear 4 me ^^
veri hapi
orange colour de....
well, wanna go 2 important part?
2day i thought totaly no chance 2 talk 2 him adi lo
but then hoh????
eh???
when his fren came over 2 talk 2 me n chee hoh
he aso came over lo ^^
he wanna look at chee's ic
but chee dun wan giv him lo
haha
quite funny
he keep stepping on the table n chairs
then finaly he sat in front of me
ask me whether i got the slide of the class anot
i say dun hav wo...
then next he look n touch at my bracelet
then i mai tell him he can wear n c lo
giv him wear then he break it xD
tats the funniest part xD
he was like wth????
HaHAAHAHax.....
he wan 2 ganti balik la
but i say nvm lo
coz its cheap stuff ma...so old adi
then he saw my crystal bracelet
play play wan wear aso
then i say dun wan, coz its real de
HaHaHaHax XD
then his fren help me pick the beads ma, he aso picking
but i say no need coz i aso dun wan adi ma
then they 2 take the beads n throw each other xD
then he stepping over all the tables again
reali veri swt xD
then when i back home
play fb
he go add my fb lo
xD hapi ^^
finaly can c his fb lo
then read his fb lo
actually ok oni lo
get 2 noe a little bit more of him
suddenly not so excited about him adi =)
so mayb tats a gud thing lo....
i think
hahax
not so crazy liao....
hahax =p
suddenly no feeling liao xD
had shabu shabu wit eli, chee, n deidre ^^
veri nice lo
then after tat eli, kin n deidre go karaoke
me n chee go c mooovie
final destination
a lot of organs flying around =.=
overall movie okkkk laaaa
then after tat jalan jalan wit chee
then take her go back home
mum came back from singapore
bought a cute teddy bear 4 me ^^
veri hapi
orange colour de....
well, wanna go 2 important part?
2day i thought totaly no chance 2 talk 2 him adi lo
but then hoh????
eh???
when his fren came over 2 talk 2 me n chee hoh
he aso came over lo ^^
he wanna look at chee's ic
but chee dun wan giv him lo
haha
quite funny
he keep stepping on the table n chairs
then finaly he sat in front of me
ask me whether i got the slide of the class anot
i say dun hav wo...
then next he look n touch at my bracelet
then i mai tell him he can wear n c lo
giv him wear then he break it xD
tats the funniest part xD
he was like wth????
HaHAAHAHax.....
he wan 2 ganti balik la
but i say nvm lo
coz its cheap stuff ma...so old adi
then he saw my crystal bracelet
play play wan wear aso
then i say dun wan, coz its real de
HaHaHaHax XD
then his fren help me pick the beads ma, he aso picking
but i say no need coz i aso dun wan adi ma
then they 2 take the beads n throw each other xD
then he stepping over all the tables again
reali veri swt xD
then when i back home
play fb
he go add my fb lo
xD hapi ^^
finaly can c his fb lo
then read his fb lo
actually ok oni lo
get 2 noe a little bit more of him
suddenly not so excited about him adi =)
so mayb tats a gud thing lo....
i think
hahax
not so crazy liao....
hahax =p
suddenly no feeling liao xD
Thursday, September 3, 2009
dream is better than reality
overall 2day im below average =.=
mood not reali gud about him
but im great wit my frens =D
laugh like hell xD
i dreamt about him during my afternoon nap
veri nice dream
wanna hear? hahax
i'll make it short n go 2 the gud part =)
we were in skool
me n him n some frens
then duno y we were all walking 2gether
then i and some ppl kena stuck in a room
i shout help
he n my frens came back
ask teacher open door 4 me lo
after i came out
i suddenly c he veri fren wit 1 of my gal frens
so i jealous xD so typical of me
so moody lo
never choi they all
then suddenly he approach me
ask me whether i wan 2 go out wit him
he wan buy something
then we mai chat chat lo
tat time i was like so hapi he ask me out ^^
then next scene,
i was goin out wit him at the mall
we were looking through toys, fooling around xD
then i hug him aso, wit my arms around his waist >.<
hold hand aso
it was like we were a couple adi
wil it come true
i hope it would xD
then end joh =.=
haizzzz
i wanna dream more about u
reality sucks =.=
jus now saw my fren fb tat add him de
he got comment him lo
so gud >.<
haizzz
how do i get ur attention la???
mood not reali gud about him
but im great wit my frens =D
laugh like hell xD
i dreamt about him during my afternoon nap
veri nice dream
wanna hear? hahax
i'll make it short n go 2 the gud part =)
we were in skool
me n him n some frens
then duno y we were all walking 2gether
then i and some ppl kena stuck in a room
i shout help
he n my frens came back
ask teacher open door 4 me lo
after i came out
i suddenly c he veri fren wit 1 of my gal frens
so i jealous xD so typical of me
so moody lo
never choi they all
then suddenly he approach me
ask me whether i wan 2 go out wit him
he wan buy something
then we mai chat chat lo
tat time i was like so hapi he ask me out ^^
then next scene,
i was goin out wit him at the mall
we were looking through toys, fooling around xD
then i hug him aso, wit my arms around his waist >.<
hold hand aso
it was like we were a couple adi
wil it come true
i hope it would xD
then end joh =.=
haizzzz
i wanna dream more about u
reality sucks =.=
jus now saw my fren fb tat add him de
he got comment him lo
so gud >.<
haizzz
how do i get ur attention la???
its like waiting 4 the cat 2 grow horns
if i dun talk 2 him eh
i think he wil never ever come n talk 2 me lo
so mayb i should try lo
if i never talk 2 him, but he got come n talk 2 me, it means something
if i never talk 2 him, n he aso dun bother coming 2 talk 2 me,
well, mayb i should giv up
im quite fed up of tis staring, looking but not talking thing adi =.=
n my fren reali confirm tat he jus broke up wit his gf few months ago lo
so mayb he's stil into it
i dun stand a chance
haizzzzz
coz i dun feel like caring anymore
i think he wil never ever come n talk 2 me lo
so mayb i should try lo
if i never talk 2 him, but he got come n talk 2 me, it means something
if i never talk 2 him, n he aso dun bother coming 2 talk 2 me,
well, mayb i should giv up
im quite fed up of tis staring, looking but not talking thing adi =.=
n my fren reali confirm tat he jus broke up wit his gf few months ago lo
so mayb he's stil into it
i dun stand a chance
haizzzzz
coz i dun feel like caring anymore
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
another day!
2day no progress
coz he no come in kitchen
he bcome cashier =.=
but i get 2 c him
adi veri hapi adi ^^
my fren hoh
go add his fb leh =.=
can c his pic ah
his dog pic ah
his dog so super cute lo >.<
n his fb write looking 4 a relationship wo
so he is single la? xDXDXD
mayb yes may no
hmmmmm
anyway 2day i think he got look at me bah
when chef briefing tat time hoh
i was looking at chef la
then through the glass i saw him bhind
i try 2 concentrate look at chef lo
but he got look inside leh
n i was the oni 1 standing there leh
he aso look quite long leh
so was he looking at me?
is tat something?
plz make it something >.<
i duno but
i think i mayb
falling 4 u
dropping so quickly~~~
n i cant keep tis inside me
but mayb i should
jus so tat i can get 2 noe u better~~
:)
p.s. i love u
o ya
his bday is on march 30 1989
my fren help me check de ^^
tat make him an aries
same like me lo ^^
duno whether gud anot leh =/
hope so
im wishing....
coz he no come in kitchen
he bcome cashier =.=
but i get 2 c him
adi veri hapi adi ^^
my fren hoh
go add his fb leh =.=
can c his pic ah
his dog pic ah
his dog so super cute lo >.<
n his fb write looking 4 a relationship wo
so he is single la? xDXDXD
mayb yes may no
hmmmmm
anyway 2day i think he got look at me bah
when chef briefing tat time hoh
i was looking at chef la
then through the glass i saw him bhind
i try 2 concentrate look at chef lo
but he got look inside leh
n i was the oni 1 standing there leh
he aso look quite long leh
so was he looking at me?
is tat something?
plz make it something >.<
i duno but
i think i mayb
falling 4 u
dropping so quickly~~~
n i cant keep tis inside me
but mayb i should
jus so tat i can get 2 noe u better~~
:)
p.s. i love u
o ya
his bday is on march 30 1989
my fren help me check de ^^
tat make him an aries
same like me lo ^^
duno whether gud anot leh =/
hope so
im wishing....
na tang sin......ILY....
oh hapi day ^^
hapi night^^
2day in the morning hav german!
was not reali paying attention
but got through it....*relieve*
hav half class oni coz got 2 rush 2 kitchen 2 get ready ingredients 2 open restaurant....
so busy busy busy
then 10am...
ihtm6 arrive at restaurant
saw him lo
through the glass =)
he never wear specs oh 2day >.< lagi handsome
hahax =p
keep on looking at him through the glass lo
coz he aso never masuk kitchen
i aso never go out
12pm
restaurant buka
veri little ppl
less than 10 oh....
he got nothing 2 do lo
so he go bhind n wash plate
stil no chance 2 talk
jus keep looking
at long last
finally
he took the cutleries n came 2 the kitchen 2 wash
i was standing bside the basin ma
so got chance XD
firstly i saw him, jus say hi lu
then i was standing
then i nearly slip coz floor veri slippery
he c then he laugh XD
i aso laugh lu
then when he finish
i got the guts 2 ask him y he never wear specs 2day
i told him contact lenses ah?
at first he dun understand me
then at last he say no, then duno say wat
i aso never hear
then he chao joh =.=
sad....
hahax
then again he came into kitchen
throw rubbish
holding a cup, drinking coffee i think 0.0
then i was standing at the door
mai say hi again, like kacao type
then he saw me
then he approach me, wan kacao my cap xD
i surely avoid la, he wan mess my hair,
he didnt get 2 touch, so he chao again xD
got progress rite rite rite?
xD
i adi veri hapi adi....
then when eat food in the kitchen tat time
he aso stand bside me de
quite close lo
but we didnt talk
coz i was doin something
wasted =.=
at the end
he balik first lo for sure
service ppl balik veri early de lo
he was standing at the glass there
looking through
wanna say gudbbye
but didnt get a chance
haizzz
but!
2day veri hapi joh ^^
thx god =)
2molo must b braver!
hapi night^^
2day in the morning hav german!
was not reali paying attention
but got through it....*relieve*
hav half class oni coz got 2 rush 2 kitchen 2 get ready ingredients 2 open restaurant....
so busy busy busy
then 10am...
ihtm6 arrive at restaurant
saw him lo
through the glass =)
he never wear specs oh 2day >.< lagi handsome
hahax =p
keep on looking at him through the glass lo
coz he aso never masuk kitchen
i aso never go out
12pm
restaurant buka
veri little ppl
less than 10 oh....
he got nothing 2 do lo
so he go bhind n wash plate
stil no chance 2 talk
jus keep looking
at long last
finally
he took the cutleries n came 2 the kitchen 2 wash
i was standing bside the basin ma
so got chance XD
firstly i saw him, jus say hi lu
then i was standing
then i nearly slip coz floor veri slippery
he c then he laugh XD
i aso laugh lu
then when he finish
i got the guts 2 ask him y he never wear specs 2day
i told him contact lenses ah?
at first he dun understand me
then at last he say no, then duno say wat
i aso never hear
then he chao joh =.=
sad....
hahax
then again he came into kitchen
throw rubbish
holding a cup, drinking coffee i think 0.0
then i was standing at the door
mai say hi again, like kacao type
then he saw me
then he approach me, wan kacao my cap xD
i surely avoid la, he wan mess my hair,
he didnt get 2 touch, so he chao again xD
got progress rite rite rite?
xD
i adi veri hapi adi....
then when eat food in the kitchen tat time
he aso stand bside me de
quite close lo
but we didnt talk
coz i was doin something
wasted =.=
at the end
he balik first lo for sure
service ppl balik veri early de lo
he was standing at the glass there
looking through
wanna say gudbbye
but didnt get a chance
haizzz
but!
2day veri hapi joh ^^
thx god =)
2molo must b braver!
Friday, August 28, 2009
Y O U
u r stil on my mind
mayb tis wont last
mayb tis is oni temporary
but i noe wat m feeling now
n it's all tat matter
im gonna folow my heart
n hope tat it wil bring me 2 u
mayb im a fool 4 u
having oni dreams
but i stil hope it wil turn out 2 b something
mayb u r not over ur last relationship
mayb u have something on ur mind too
but all i wanna tgell u is tat
im thinking about u
mayb tis wont last
mayb tis is oni temporary
but i noe wat m feeling now
n it's all tat matter
im gonna folow my heart
n hope tat it wil bring me 2 u
mayb im a fool 4 u
having oni dreams
but i stil hope it wil turn out 2 b something
mayb u r not over ur last relationship
mayb u have something on ur mind too
but all i wanna tgell u is tat
im thinking about u
giv me a sign....
haizzz
2day to no avail again....
got 2 wait until tues
m i too despesrate?
is tat y nothing is happening?
mayb i should not bother so much
then something wil happen?
can u plz tel me god?
answer my question?
does he even notice me or not?
i think i loved u bfore i met u~~~
cant u see?
wat u mean 2 me?
u r always on my mind
mayb im getting too pushy
mayb i should back off
scaring him off
shit! =.=
2day to no avail again....
got 2 wait until tues
m i too despesrate?
is tat y nothing is happening?
mayb i should not bother so much
then something wil happen?
can u plz tel me god?
answer my question?
does he even notice me or not?
i think i loved u bfore i met u~~~
cant u see?
wat u mean 2 me?
u r always on my mind
mayb im getting too pushy
mayb i should back off
scaring him off
shit! =.=
Thursday, August 27, 2009
no contact =(
2day langsung apa pun tak ada lo...
haizzz =.=
jus look at him oni
dunno whether he got look at me anot leh
after class was walking bside him lo
but he on headphones
so how 2 talk 2 him leh???
tel me la
how 2 get a guy attention?
how 2 talk 2 a guy?
make fren wit him?
haizzz
tell me laaa
then i heard my fren, tat is a fren of his
say tat he jus broke up wit his gf a few months ago
aiyo
getting more complicated
now i wil b thinking is he over it?
haizzz
so many complications
then my fren aso say he rich de, computer genius, dun reali like 2 stay in korea, say korean gal not pretty....
harrrr
if korean gal aso not pretty, then i how oh.....
reali shitty wei....=.=
bad day bad day......for my love
but wit my frens
2day is fun day =)
went 2 pizza hut 4 lunch...
then chit chat play play....xD enjoyable....
thx guys
i love u guys =)
fren life veri gud
love life not so gud =.=
haizzz
haizzz =.=
jus look at him oni
dunno whether he got look at me anot leh
after class was walking bside him lo
but he on headphones
so how 2 talk 2 him leh???
tel me la
how 2 get a guy attention?
how 2 talk 2 a guy?
make fren wit him?
haizzz
tell me laaa
then i heard my fren, tat is a fren of his
say tat he jus broke up wit his gf a few months ago
aiyo
getting more complicated
now i wil b thinking is he over it?
haizzz
so many complications
then my fren aso say he rich de, computer genius, dun reali like 2 stay in korea, say korean gal not pretty....
harrrr
if korean gal aso not pretty, then i how oh.....
reali shitty wei....=.=
bad day bad day......for my love
but wit my frens
2day is fun day =)
went 2 pizza hut 4 lunch...
then chit chat play play....xD enjoyable....
thx guys
i love u guys =)
fren life veri gud
love life not so gud =.=
haizzz
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
still got contact....
got contact lo 2day
but not as much la....
but stil got
so im veri veri hapi joh =)
coz the kitchen n restaurant got a glass between ma....
so can c through
i always from there c him de lo ^^
n then he was like looking through it aso lo when i look over
so like say a hi ( signal type again la ) xD
hahax....
then the next part veri malu lo
coz service start adi
so i came in 2 wait 4 my plate ma...
then saw him...
he came over 2 say hi aso lo....
then my lecturer open the door...
hit my shoulder...=.=
swt man....
he aso saw
then laugh wo =.=
hahax
then he do the 'kena chop' sign....
HAHAx...
after tat then veri little joh....
hmmmm
duno y leh
but nvm lo...
at least he got help me open the door lu...
i notice he like no expression like tat de
duno wat happen...
then when i wiping my plates hoh
i was like singing the 'fallin 4 u' song xD
then curi curi try 2 look at him aso
hahax...=p
after service
me, deidre, kin lam,andrew n charmaine go cafe87 lo
my whole class there ma
wah
they reali got a lot of food lo
hahax....
dickson feed me a crispy ham stick
hahax....
then kelvin aso let me eat the bread n butter pudding....
hahax...
after tat they all clean clean lo...
mai wait 4 them
then we go buy bubble tea....
me,deidre,kelvin n chee
after tat go chee house chit chat....
veri funny lo xD
then after tat dad came joh
balik lo
quite hapi day
hahax
o ya!
saw chris n his gf!
hold hand leh xD
jealous lo! hahax
then mai tease them lo
the gf aso laughing
hahax...
so cute la ^^
but not as much la....
but stil got
so im veri veri hapi joh =)
coz the kitchen n restaurant got a glass between ma....
so can c through
i always from there c him de lo ^^
n then he was like looking through it aso lo when i look over
so like say a hi ( signal type again la ) xD
hahax....
then the next part veri malu lo
coz service start adi
so i came in 2 wait 4 my plate ma...
then saw him...
he came over 2 say hi aso lo....
then my lecturer open the door...
hit my shoulder...=.=
swt man....
he aso saw
then laugh wo =.=
hahax
then he do the 'kena chop' sign....
HAHAx...
after tat then veri little joh....
hmmmm
duno y leh
but nvm lo...
at least he got help me open the door lu...
i notice he like no expression like tat de
duno wat happen...
then when i wiping my plates hoh
i was like singing the 'fallin 4 u' song xD
then curi curi try 2 look at him aso
hahax...=p
after service
me, deidre, kin lam,andrew n charmaine go cafe87 lo
my whole class there ma
wah
they reali got a lot of food lo
hahax....
dickson feed me a crispy ham stick
hahax....
then kelvin aso let me eat the bread n butter pudding....
hahax...
after tat they all clean clean lo...
mai wait 4 them
then we go buy bubble tea....
me,deidre,kelvin n chee
after tat go chee house chit chat....
veri funny lo xD
then after tat dad came joh
balik lo
quite hapi day
hahax
o ya!
saw chris n his gf!
hold hand leh xD
jealous lo! hahax
then mai tease them lo
the gf aso laughing
hahax...
so cute la ^^
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
colbie caillat - fallin' for you
i dono, but i think i may b fallin 4 u
dropping so quickly, mayb i should keep tis 2 myself
wait until i noe u better
im trying not 2 tel u, but i wan 2
im scared of wat you'll say
so im hiding wat im feeling
but im tired of holding tis inside my head
i've been spending all my time jus thinking about u
i duno wat 2 do, i think im fallin for u
i've been waitin all my life, n now i found you
i duno wat 2 do, i think im fallin 4 u
im fallin 4 u~~~~
2day i veri hapi
u noe y?
korean guy talked 2 me! XDXDXDXD
he was like hand signalling me
but its stil communicating right? xD
he aso talk 2 me la...but veri veri little....
about the kitchen stuff...=.=
then i aso pass him the plates....
hand touch hand XD
m i paranoid or wat? HAHAHAHAx.....
then when nearing the end....he was drinking water in kitchen
he signal again 2 me whether wan drink anot
xD
i say i wan ah....
then he jus show me then ownself drink joh =.=
swt la xD
but im so hapi
got communicate xD
i thought wont hav joh
wakakakaka =p
hope 2molo wil get better! =)
dropping so quickly, mayb i should keep tis 2 myself
wait until i noe u better
im trying not 2 tel u, but i wan 2
im scared of wat you'll say
so im hiding wat im feeling
but im tired of holding tis inside my head
i've been spending all my time jus thinking about u
i duno wat 2 do, i think im fallin for u
i've been waitin all my life, n now i found you
i duno wat 2 do, i think im fallin 4 u
im fallin 4 u~~~~
2day i veri hapi
u noe y?
korean guy talked 2 me! XDXDXDXD
he was like hand signalling me
but its stil communicating right? xD
he aso talk 2 me la...but veri veri little....
about the kitchen stuff...=.=
then i aso pass him the plates....
hand touch hand XD
m i paranoid or wat? HAHAHAHAx.....
then when nearing the end....he was drinking water in kitchen
he signal again 2 me whether wan drink anot
xD
i say i wan ah....
then he jus show me then ownself drink joh =.=
swt la xD
but im so hapi
got communicate xD
i thought wont hav joh
wakakakaka =p
hope 2molo wil get better! =)
Sunday, August 23, 2009
wallflower
nah
i dun wan a guy
i jus need someone 2 understand me
anybody
i wan 2 belong somewhere
anywhere
like me 4 who i m
b there by my side
let me hug u everyday
lean against ur shoulders
pat me on my head
stil sounds like a guy hoh xD
oh well
i wan one too
but its hard 2 find
all the good ones r all taken
n all those i noe doesnt even look at me twice
they all go 4 my frens
haiz
im like the wallflower
looking
seeking
but never owning
i dun wan a guy
i jus need someone 2 understand me
anybody
i wan 2 belong somewhere
anywhere
like me 4 who i m
b there by my side
let me hug u everyday
lean against ur shoulders
pat me on my head
stil sounds like a guy hoh xD
oh well
i wan one too
but its hard 2 find
all the good ones r all taken
n all those i noe doesnt even look at me twice
they all go 4 my frens
haiz
im like the wallflower
looking
seeking
but never owning
Saturday, August 22, 2009
how do i get through 2 u?
love is a 2 way thing
u cant succeed in it 1 way
so if korean guy not interested
i guess i jus fail ==
do u noe wat u do 2 me?
i cant get u off my mind
u r stuck there
like glue
i cant help it
im helpless when i c u
wanna say something
but come out as another thing
i make a fool of myself in front of u =.= lagi swt
i ask him how r u
he thought i asking him how r u =.=
babi man
he must think im cacat or something....
how do u get a guy????
u cant succeed in it 1 way
so if korean guy not interested
i guess i jus fail ==
do u noe wat u do 2 me?
i cant get u off my mind
u r stuck there
like glue
i cant help it
im helpless when i c u
wanna say something
but come out as another thing
i make a fool of myself in front of u =.= lagi swt
i ask him how r u
he thought i asking him how r u =.=
babi man
he must think im cacat or something....
how do u get a guy????
Thursday, August 20, 2009
korean guy!
i finaly got 2 make frens wit korean guy!
his name is oh jae kang
ppl jus call him JK
he is 20 tis year oh
veri quiet
tats y i duno how 2 speak 2 him!
later he think i too forward n stay away from me or avoid me or something =.=
how how how?
mayb he got a gf adi leh?
mayb he's taken? married?
currently got a girl tat he like?
shit wei
i dun wanna spoil anything wei
u r on my mind
wanna b ur fren
but how do i make the first move?
tell me why
u so hard 2 4get
dun remind me
im not over it~~~
his name is oh jae kang
ppl jus call him JK
he is 20 tis year oh
veri quiet
tats y i duno how 2 speak 2 him!
later he think i too forward n stay away from me or avoid me or something =.=
how how how?
mayb he got a gf adi leh?
mayb he's taken? married?
currently got a girl tat he like?
shit wei
i dun wanna spoil anything wei
u r on my mind
wanna b ur fren
but how do i make the first move?
tell me why
u so hard 2 4get
dun remind me
im not over it~~~
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
kidnap my heart
kidnap my heart n take me away
to a place where i've never been
it wil b jus u n me
2gether now n 4ever~~~~
it's my own compose song xD
to the guy tat i 1 day wil love 4eva n always
duno who r u
but im here 2 say tat all i need is u~~~
i wish people's status were written like a halo above their head
single? taken? married? lesbian or gay?
coz mayb u think u n tis guy has something
but no no no
he's taken
he's married
he's gay!
tats the sad part =.=
do chefs all smoke?
coz im kind of always looking at my chef lecturer xD
got 2
i noe one smokes
i duno about the other one
i hope not!
he has a baby face
so cute n chubby
i guess im suitable 2 b chefs gf coz they r all not small size!
they r in jus the right size which suits me
not thin....
big size
tall
mayb fat but not too fat
like me =)
to a place where i've never been
it wil b jus u n me
2gether now n 4ever~~~~
it's my own compose song xD
to the guy tat i 1 day wil love 4eva n always
duno who r u
but im here 2 say tat all i need is u~~~
i wish people's status were written like a halo above their head
single? taken? married? lesbian or gay?
coz mayb u think u n tis guy has something
but no no no
he's taken
he's married
he's gay!
tats the sad part =.=
do chefs all smoke?
coz im kind of always looking at my chef lecturer xD
got 2
i noe one smokes
i duno about the other one
i hope not!
he has a baby face
so cute n chubby
i guess im suitable 2 b chefs gf coz they r all not small size!
they r in jus the right size which suits me
not thin....
big size
tall
mayb fat but not too fat
like me =)
Thursday, August 13, 2009
missing something...
can u make up ur mind wat the hell do u wan????
keep changing ur mind....
u think u r the oni wan living on tis damn earth izit??
damn it la...
i dun care adi
the more i care....the more u drive me crazy!
shit u la...
u're my family but u r driving me crazy!
dun treat me like a child!
im not a child!
damn it!
im missing something
it's like there's a hole in my heart..
save me
from here
take me away
n i reali hung over guys adi i guess
im jus looking oni
not finding anything serious
except if im reali sure...
coz reali like no feel wei
where is my love feeling?
i think i lost it T.T
i used 2 b love drunk but now im hung over
i love u 4ever
4ever is over
we used 2 kiss all nite
but now it's jus a bar fight
dun call me crying
say helo 2 gudbye~~~~
n guys tat im interested r like smokers???
why why why?
i hate smokers!
such a handsome face but smoke?
wasted la....=.=
keep changing ur mind....
u think u r the oni wan living on tis damn earth izit??
damn it la...
i dun care adi
the more i care....the more u drive me crazy!
shit u la...
u're my family but u r driving me crazy!
dun treat me like a child!
im not a child!
damn it!
im missing something
it's like there's a hole in my heart..
save me
from here
take me away
n i reali hung over guys adi i guess
im jus looking oni
not finding anything serious
except if im reali sure...
coz reali like no feel wei
where is my love feeling?
i think i lost it T.T
i used 2 b love drunk but now im hung over
i love u 4ever
4ever is over
we used 2 kiss all nite
but now it's jus a bar fight
dun call me crying
say helo 2 gudbye~~~~
n guys tat im interested r like smokers???
why why why?
i hate smokers!
such a handsome face but smoke?
wasted la....=.=
Thursday, August 6, 2009
ok ok ok ok ok
tis week veri ok ok oni lo
kelvin granpa past away joh
so he not here the whole week =.=
boring wei
somemore he sms me, tell me he sick joh =.=
lagi shitty
swt wei
kitchen tat time aso half fun half not fun
coz someone keep nagging me n is damn right not the teacher =.=
make me mood not gud in kitchen
babi la....
tats y never reali choi him the whole week
went 2 gym mon to wed....
reali love body combat lu xD
the marcus mat salleh guy reali handsome de lo
HAhaHaHAHaHax....
but 2day thursday no body combat
wan go biking wan
but overslept =.=
fat lo >.<
then 2day aso ok ok oni lo.....
during pdp veri sien lo
oni ihtm6 making a lot of noise
we all gao quiet de
now i finaly noe tat there's 2 koreans in ihtm6
hahax....
wil try 2 talk if im brave enough
hahax....
reali monotone week man =.=
cant get any exciting meh...sienzzzz
kelvin granpa past away joh
so he not here the whole week =.=
boring wei
somemore he sms me, tell me he sick joh =.=
lagi shitty
swt wei
kitchen tat time aso half fun half not fun
coz someone keep nagging me n is damn right not the teacher =.=
make me mood not gud in kitchen
babi la....
tats y never reali choi him the whole week
went 2 gym mon to wed....
reali love body combat lu xD
the marcus mat salleh guy reali handsome de lo
HAhaHaHAHaHax....
but 2day thursday no body combat
wan go biking wan
but overslept =.=
fat lo >.<
then 2day aso ok ok oni lo.....
during pdp veri sien lo
oni ihtm6 making a lot of noise
we all gao quiet de
now i finaly noe tat there's 2 koreans in ihtm6
hahax....
wil try 2 talk if im brave enough
hahax....
reali monotone week man =.=
cant get any exciting meh...sienzzzz
Monday, August 3, 2009
i havent found wat i've been looking for...
nope
havent found wat im looking for
either hav i found wat im feeling for
nobody's crossing the frenship line so far
nothing.....a big zeroooo
coz sometimes even frens aren't there for u
so how can u expect more?
sometime i feel tat i dun belong
so its kinda hard....
i wonder whether 1 day i'll feel like i belong somewhere out there....
feeling empty inside
like there's no purpose
but i noe i got a purpose in life
b a better person
tats the most vital
2nd is treat other ppl n famili n frens wit loving care
repair my attitude
get fitter....firmer....so ppl wont call u fat or big size....
im tired of tat alreadi...
try 2 take a picture of love
didnt think i wan it tat much
try 2 fill tis new frame
but it's empty~~~
mayb we're trying.....we're trying too hard...
mayb we're torn apart
mayb the timing is beating our heart
it's empty~~~
i wan 2 b the gal tat makes u stay
the one tat makes u turn ur head
put a smile on ur face
n hear ur laughther everyday
n i'll noe tat i can count on u no matter wat
when im in sorrow u'll always b there...
but it's hard 2 find
n mayb u dun even exist...
only in my dreams
but i'll stil try my best
2 find u
even if i dun succeed
i think i wil b content
tat at least i've been looking for u
if i dun say tis now
i wil surely break
as im leaving the one i wan 2 take
4get the urgency
but hurry up n wait
my heart has started 2 separate~~~
always the one tat u wan
is not the one tat u wil hav
should i giv up?
or keep dreaming?
keep waiting?
or jus move on?
when i c couples
im jealous >.<
y do i feel like tat
i dun wanna feel tis emptiness
my mind wants a bf
but my heart cant find one =.=
r the odds against me or something?
im tired adi.....
havent found wat im looking for
either hav i found wat im feeling for
nobody's crossing the frenship line so far
nothing.....a big zeroooo
coz sometimes even frens aren't there for u
so how can u expect more?
sometime i feel tat i dun belong
so its kinda hard....
i wonder whether 1 day i'll feel like i belong somewhere out there....
feeling empty inside
like there's no purpose
but i noe i got a purpose in life
b a better person
tats the most vital
2nd is treat other ppl n famili n frens wit loving care
repair my attitude
get fitter....firmer....so ppl wont call u fat or big size....
im tired of tat alreadi...
try 2 take a picture of love
didnt think i wan it tat much
try 2 fill tis new frame
but it's empty~~~
mayb we're trying.....we're trying too hard...
mayb we're torn apart
mayb the timing is beating our heart
it's empty~~~
i wan 2 b the gal tat makes u stay
the one tat makes u turn ur head
put a smile on ur face
n hear ur laughther everyday
n i'll noe tat i can count on u no matter wat
when im in sorrow u'll always b there...
but it's hard 2 find
n mayb u dun even exist...
only in my dreams
but i'll stil try my best
2 find u
even if i dun succeed
i think i wil b content
tat at least i've been looking for u
if i dun say tis now
i wil surely break
as im leaving the one i wan 2 take
4get the urgency
but hurry up n wait
my heart has started 2 separate~~~
always the one tat u wan
is not the one tat u wil hav
should i giv up?
or keep dreaming?
keep waiting?
or jus move on?
when i c couples
im jealous >.<
y do i feel like tat
i dun wanna feel tis emptiness
my mind wants a bf
but my heart cant find one =.=
r the odds against me or something?
im tired adi.....
Sunday, August 2, 2009
sunday....
went out wit my guy fren kok wei 2day
gao boring wan wei
i swear tat i never ever wan 2 go out wit him again....
waste my time! =.=
went 2 c the movie land of the lost wit him....
aso a stupid movie wei....
waste my time again!
but then got 2 buy comic n got my kitchen stuff....
tat wan i was satisfied lo...
but others...no way!
then after he balik
i hang out at speedy.....chat wit my fren tat work there while wait 4 my sis come n teman me....
finaly she reach....
we went jalan jalan lo....
got her stuff....
the nwent 4ever21......got my dress 4 my grandpa dinner....
my sis got a new bag
didnt c any nice shoe so next time lu
for dinner went 2 pasta zanmai!
love tat shop wei
gao delicious wan xD
after tat dessert go buy japanese ice cream.....
one of a kind n melts in my mouth...
woohooo~~~
jalan jalan somemore then oni balik lo....
balik adi.....
now here....
so tats all 4 2day
nothing much
wait 4 2molo!
gao boring wan wei
i swear tat i never ever wan 2 go out wit him again....
waste my time! =.=
went 2 c the movie land of the lost wit him....
aso a stupid movie wei....
waste my time again!
but then got 2 buy comic n got my kitchen stuff....
tat wan i was satisfied lo...
but others...no way!
then after he balik
i hang out at speedy.....chat wit my fren tat work there while wait 4 my sis come n teman me....
finaly she reach....
we went jalan jalan lo....
got her stuff....
the nwent 4ever21......got my dress 4 my grandpa dinner....
my sis got a new bag
didnt c any nice shoe so next time lu
for dinner went 2 pasta zanmai!
love tat shop wei
gao delicious wan xD
after tat dessert go buy japanese ice cream.....
one of a kind n melts in my mouth...
woohooo~~~
jalan jalan somemore then oni balik lo....
balik adi.....
now here....
so tats all 4 2day
nothing much
wait 4 2molo!
Saturday, August 1, 2009
hang over.....
2day slept until noon.....
HAHAx....
morning wan go gym de lo
but too lazy
KaKAx....
then teman sis go carrefour beli barang again n go subang parade collect her laptop
but laptop not ready yet....so haiz =.=
then balik rumah
pergi pandu kereta xD
normal normal lo.....
then balik again....
bantu kak buat cupcake utk kawannya!
buat sambil minum arak! xD
sampai mabuk....kepala sakit.....tidur pulak
sampai sekarang masih sakit oi =.=
haiz....
hung over man.....
n i finaly appreciate the fact tat im single
mayb my mind is wants a bf.....but my heart is not ready 4 one
mayb its like tat gua
coz like reali no special feeling eh
duno y
looking but not finding anything
jus leave it 2 time n faith lo =)
HAHAx....
morning wan go gym de lo
but too lazy
KaKAx....
then teman sis go carrefour beli barang again n go subang parade collect her laptop
but laptop not ready yet....so haiz =.=
then balik rumah
pergi pandu kereta xD
normal normal lo.....
then balik again....
bantu kak buat cupcake utk kawannya!
buat sambil minum arak! xD
sampai mabuk....kepala sakit.....tidur pulak
sampai sekarang masih sakit oi =.=
haiz....
hung over man.....
n i finaly appreciate the fact tat im single
mayb my mind is wants a bf.....but my heart is not ready 4 one
mayb its like tat gua
coz like reali no special feeling eh
duno y
looking but not finding anything
jus leave it 2 time n faith lo =)
Friday, July 31, 2009
guy friends
kelvin is so far my best guy fren in skool
mayb its bcoz he's a sagitaurius n im an aries
if u believe in tis kind of thing
coz both of these signs goes gud wit each other
some ppl c us think tat we r an item or something
but actually we're not
we r jus reali close but nothing over the line
coz i think tat kelvin has someone tat he reali love or like in his heart
i can c it in his eyes
tats y there never wil b anything between us
coz we like discuss leng chai n leng lui in front of each other
if 2 ppl like each other
they wont b doin tis
they'll can jealous
but we don feel tat way
tats y lo
so kelvin is jus my veri best fren in college
n im glad 2 b his too
i hope 2 support him the whole way
in no matter wat =)
i wish him happiness....
even if we sit real near 2 each other n touch each other....
its not awkward at all...
its very natural....
n im hapi about it =)
wit dickson...well...
im trying 2 comfort him as a fren....tats all i can do
hope he heals fast =)
2day can joke wit him la
so the results look promising....
kin lam leh
after he tell me dun touch him
im like restraining myself from being near him
i like suddenly realise
i dun like him as much as i do anymore
the feeling is gone.....
i even prefer kelvin over him as a guy fren....
coz sometime i jus dun understand him
n now i dun reali bother 2 understand anymore
its tiring....
harris is a mature guy
i hope i stil can b frens wit him
n tats the limit we'll reach n no more
first time i appreciate tat im single lo =)
thx god
let me realise
tat its not tat bad anymore
when it comes, i noe it will
till then!
mayb its bcoz he's a sagitaurius n im an aries
if u believe in tis kind of thing
coz both of these signs goes gud wit each other
some ppl c us think tat we r an item or something
but actually we're not
we r jus reali close but nothing over the line
coz i think tat kelvin has someone tat he reali love or like in his heart
i can c it in his eyes
tats y there never wil b anything between us
coz we like discuss leng chai n leng lui in front of each other
if 2 ppl like each other
they wont b doin tis
they'll can jealous
but we don feel tat way
tats y lo
so kelvin is jus my veri best fren in college
n im glad 2 b his too
i hope 2 support him the whole way
in no matter wat =)
i wish him happiness....
even if we sit real near 2 each other n touch each other....
its not awkward at all...
its very natural....
n im hapi about it =)
wit dickson...well...
im trying 2 comfort him as a fren....tats all i can do
hope he heals fast =)
2day can joke wit him la
so the results look promising....
kin lam leh
after he tell me dun touch him
im like restraining myself from being near him
i like suddenly realise
i dun like him as much as i do anymore
the feeling is gone.....
i even prefer kelvin over him as a guy fren....
coz sometime i jus dun understand him
n now i dun reali bother 2 understand anymore
its tiring....
harris is a mature guy
i hope i stil can b frens wit him
n tats the limit we'll reach n no more
first time i appreciate tat im single lo =)
thx god
let me realise
tat its not tat bad anymore
when it comes, i noe it will
till then!
not so miracle....
morning wit ms. gan lu....
walk 2 class room....
then some of the ihtm6 ppl outside ma...
then there's tis guy....but he smokes.....but stil sometime i look xD6 foreign guy
after tat walk in 2 class lo...
chee not there yet wo
so jus simply find a place 2 sit....
then chat wit eli
she say canot folow us jalan jalan 2day wo
so oni got me, chee n kelvin lu
then finaly wait until chee come adi....
then chit chat lo
2day was totaly a slow day
during break time kelvin came over 2 talk
tats all lo...
saw ihtm6 foreign guy......
tis few days keep seeing him near me xD
then after tat next class....mr.hor.....gao boring.....
but mood gets better coz had fun wit kel,eli,chee,dic n kin.....
kakax.....
so at the end....me,chee,kel go ikea!
HAHAx...
first of all
wait 4 chee 2 balik rumah ambil duit....
so me n kel wait at the shop there....
saw a lot of leng chai wei 2day xD
then after tat balik skool 2 take the skool bus 2 ikea coz cheaper...
we 3 2day go out reali veri fun lo
laugh like shit like tat xD
in bus aso gao stupid adi wei....
finaly reached ikea lu
got down then walk the short distance there
straight go cafeteria makan lu
we ordered meatballs, pasta n chicken 2 kongsi.....
we shared 1 drink coz can keep refill wan xD
laugh like shit aso lo at ikea
babi wei xD
after tat go jalan jalan at ikano
tis kelvin keep kutuk me say i local wat aso dono about the place =.=
ppl 4getful canot ah =p
kelvin take us go 2 the pet shop there lo....
a lot of cute dogs wei xD
i wan them all man! hahax...
then all those snake ah....reptiles ah....geli but nice wei! long time no c tis kind of thing up close....hahax...
kelvin scare of snake wei....HAHAx....
then saw the fishes....so nice wei! xD
next destination is popular bookstore!
chee hui bought a book lo...
tis kelvin no patient wan lo....
keep on say chee so slow =.=
then next place go the curve!
chee never been 2 curve bfore so took her there lo
jalan jalan around lo
then past by baskin robin ma
2day 31st so got discount
so we bought a pint n share wit each other
chee n kel first time eat baskin robin lo
so im glad we got 2 eat it 2day =)
then later harris call me 2 meet me
awhile la coz i wan go home adi...sis on the way
then tis kel keep teasing say harris like me =.= whack u la
then saw harris lo...talk awhile then we chao adi...
went 1 round 2 cineleisure....
then it was time 4 me 2 leave =.=
say bai bai lo....
then in car wit sis...
teman her go carrefour....beli barang....
met mat salleh guy from asia cafe....selling italian food de...
veri handsome wei xD
then tats all lo
ate a lot
but dun care la
saw biggestloser on tv....
motivated 2 lose weight!
so 2molo must gym!
2molo aso driving!
n harris is totaly not my type i guess...
im gonna call off the prom date quick bfore anyone get hurt
im so sory >.<
coz i think think think
go single n go wit frens stil better la....=)
first time i appreciate myself being single....
walk 2 class room....
then some of the ihtm6 ppl outside ma...
then there's tis guy....but he smokes.....but stil sometime i look xD6 foreign guy
after tat walk in 2 class lo...
chee not there yet wo
so jus simply find a place 2 sit....
then chat wit eli
she say canot folow us jalan jalan 2day wo
so oni got me, chee n kelvin lu
then finaly wait until chee come adi....
then chit chat lo
2day was totaly a slow day
during break time kelvin came over 2 talk
tats all lo...
saw ihtm6 foreign guy......
tis few days keep seeing him near me xD
then after tat next class....mr.hor.....gao boring.....
but mood gets better coz had fun wit kel,eli,chee,dic n kin.....
kakax.....
so at the end....me,chee,kel go ikea!
HAHAx...
first of all
wait 4 chee 2 balik rumah ambil duit....
so me n kel wait at the shop there....
saw a lot of leng chai wei 2day xD
then after tat balik skool 2 take the skool bus 2 ikea coz cheaper...
we 3 2day go out reali veri fun lo
laugh like shit like tat xD
in bus aso gao stupid adi wei....
finaly reached ikea lu
got down then walk the short distance there
straight go cafeteria makan lu
we ordered meatballs, pasta n chicken 2 kongsi.....
we shared 1 drink coz can keep refill wan xD
laugh like shit aso lo at ikea
babi wei xD
after tat go jalan jalan at ikano
tis kelvin keep kutuk me say i local wat aso dono about the place =.=
ppl 4getful canot ah =p
kelvin take us go 2 the pet shop there lo....
a lot of cute dogs wei xD
i wan them all man! hahax...
then all those snake ah....reptiles ah....geli but nice wei! long time no c tis kind of thing up close....hahax...
kelvin scare of snake wei....HAHAx....
then saw the fishes....so nice wei! xD
next destination is popular bookstore!
chee hui bought a book lo...
tis kelvin no patient wan lo....
keep on say chee so slow =.=
then next place go the curve!
chee never been 2 curve bfore so took her there lo
jalan jalan around lo
then past by baskin robin ma
2day 31st so got discount
so we bought a pint n share wit each other
chee n kel first time eat baskin robin lo
so im glad we got 2 eat it 2day =)
then later harris call me 2 meet me
awhile la coz i wan go home adi...sis on the way
then tis kel keep teasing say harris like me =.= whack u la
then saw harris lo...talk awhile then we chao adi...
went 1 round 2 cineleisure....
then it was time 4 me 2 leave =.=
say bai bai lo....
then in car wit sis...
teman her go carrefour....beli barang....
met mat salleh guy from asia cafe....selling italian food de...
veri handsome wei xD
then tats all lo
ate a lot
but dun care la
saw biggestloser on tv....
motivated 2 lose weight!
so 2molo must gym!
2molo aso driving!
n harris is totaly not my type i guess...
im gonna call off the prom date quick bfore anyone get hurt
im so sory >.<
coz i think think think
go single n go wit frens stil better la....=)
first time i appreciate myself being single....
Thursday, July 30, 2009
brief yum cha.....
well.....
yesterday german in the morning lo...
was not reali paying attention
duno y
chit chat wit chee lo
duno y deidre didnt come
she say she sick wo
then after german...it's time 2 go yum cha wit harris xD
hahax
met him at the entrance lu
he was chit chat wit his frens
so chee n me wait 4 him
then later he came over...
then i went out wit him lu
sory chee >.<
we mai walk out of skool lo
then the yen yen gang was aso walking out of skool at the same time wo
saw me but didnt talk la
not close wit them aso....
then dickson was there aso
he super quiet man...haiz...kersian him...after his break wit deidre...hope he feels better....
then me n harris go mamak makan lo...
then ask questions about each other lifes..
my conclusion about him after yesterday
is tat he is reali mature, independent, responsible.....
veri serious type de....
like not reali my type wei =.=
i like 2 hav a little fun type wan leh....
anyway its oni 1st day
c how it goes lu.....
overalll not bad...
noe him as a fren aso gud ma....hehe...
then pdp class....wit ihtm6...
memalukan lo....
tis ms.puteri stil say i dun smell gud =.=
i noe la...its my body odour....since birth....
haiz...wateva la...
i totaly didnt go near kin lam anymore lo...HaHAx....duno y
coz he warn me adi ma....
then i mai go kacao other ppl lo during pdp
like kelvin, dickson n wei han.....HaHAx n other ppl lo
then after class....
met harris...he on the way go prayers....
he ask me out
but i told him i got a date wit my sis...HaHA....
then me n chee go comp lab
half of my classsmate was there again...
play comp lo
then harris was there too
go find him lo....no other intentions ah =p
now i jus wannna noe him n b his fren....
he say 1 day wil take me fencing....KaKAx....cool!
so 2day is another day
harris say he wil b in skool too
so c whether wil get 2 c him anot lo
2day mayb after class goin 2 go out wit chee n kelvin
tis kelvin wan go ikea wo...n the curve....teman him lo
anyway go 1u aso sienz joh
c wat happen 2day la!
yesterday german in the morning lo...
was not reali paying attention
duno y
chit chat wit chee lo
duno y deidre didnt come
she say she sick wo
then after german...it's time 2 go yum cha wit harris xD
hahax
met him at the entrance lu
he was chit chat wit his frens
so chee n me wait 4 him
then later he came over...
then i went out wit him lu
sory chee >.<
we mai walk out of skool lo
then the yen yen gang was aso walking out of skool at the same time wo
saw me but didnt talk la
not close wit them aso....
then dickson was there aso
he super quiet man...haiz...kersian him...after his break wit deidre...hope he feels better....
then me n harris go mamak makan lo...
then ask questions about each other lifes..
my conclusion about him after yesterday
is tat he is reali mature, independent, responsible.....
veri serious type de....
like not reali my type wei =.=
i like 2 hav a little fun type wan leh....
anyway its oni 1st day
c how it goes lu.....
overalll not bad...
noe him as a fren aso gud ma....hehe...
then pdp class....wit ihtm6...
memalukan lo....
tis ms.puteri stil say i dun smell gud =.=
i noe la...its my body odour....since birth....
haiz...wateva la...
i totaly didnt go near kin lam anymore lo...HaHAx....duno y
coz he warn me adi ma....
then i mai go kacao other ppl lo during pdp
like kelvin, dickson n wei han.....HaHAx n other ppl lo
then after class....
met harris...he on the way go prayers....
he ask me out
but i told him i got a date wit my sis...HaHA....
then me n chee go comp lab
half of my classsmate was there again...
play comp lo
then harris was there too
go find him lo....no other intentions ah =p
now i jus wannna noe him n b his fren....
he say 1 day wil take me fencing....KaKAx....cool!
so 2day is another day
harris say he wil b in skool too
so c whether wil get 2 c him anot lo
2day mayb after class goin 2 go out wit chee n kelvin
tis kelvin wan go ikea wo...n the curve....teman him lo
anyway go 1u aso sienz joh
c wat happen 2day la!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
some luck!
2day 10am go service lo
not as boring as i thought
veri interesting lo
we learn how 2 arrange the cutleries, plates, fold napkins, hold plates on hand, balance tray wit bottles xD
my left hand no strength lo....KaKAx....
then after tat....go find kelvin n chee they all lo...
they aso service....doin the same thing...
then tis kin lam said something tat kind of hurt me...
but i noe he dun like...so wont do it 2 him anymore lo...
he told me tat sometime i touch him....he wil reali get angry n upset lo...
=.= huh....then i mai dun touch him lo....
i scare adi....
so after he said tat....
i reali whole day never touch him lo...Keke....
must get use 2 it =) he is nothing!
then 2day the most kind of hapi thing happen! xD
we were all at the main entrance there chit chatting lo....
then suddenly kan sha n a fren of his approach chee....they noe each other ma....
then chee mai start talking 2 him lo...
i mai jus stand there lo...
suddenly kan sha fren smile at me n say hi n start talking 2 me wo! xD
HaHAx...a guy lo...
name is haris...cindian....22 years old....bd is oct 4th....HaHAx...
culinary jus graduate de.....not bad wo xD
shorter then me la....but looks like a nice guy....HeHe....
then we mai chat chat chat
then suddenly talk about prom...
he ask me whether i got date
i said no
then he ask me b his date!
i was like @.@ har?
he serious keh?
then he say he serious...
then i say if he serious i mai go wit him lo
then he say ok
then ask 4 my num xD
i aso got his wan lo
then later say bai bai coz he wan chao adi xD
everything happen so fast wei XD
it was like i jus noe the guy
then the next thing he is my prom date
hahahahahax =p
cant get any better wei....
at first i thought he malay...
but no lo...cindian...Hahax....mum wont object i think...hahahax...
think too far liao...
chee was like har? u got date liao? HAHAHAHAHAx....hao xiao lo....
anyway i talk 2 him bfore wan lo...
i was in the lift wit kel n chee....then he aso taking the lift ma...
then he turn 2 face me n said: y u wear ur uniform like tat wan?
then i answer coz hot ma.....
then we reach our floor then i said bai bai 2 him
it was jus a moment....but i remember....HaHax...
didnt noe now i wil noe him like tat....
reali a surprise wei xD
i told my sis...
she was like....woh......HaHAx...
22years old ok la...in my range....KeKe.....=p
not a bad day!
not as boring as i thought
veri interesting lo
we learn how 2 arrange the cutleries, plates, fold napkins, hold plates on hand, balance tray wit bottles xD
my left hand no strength lo....KaKAx....
then after tat....go find kelvin n chee they all lo...
they aso service....doin the same thing...
then tis kin lam said something tat kind of hurt me...
but i noe he dun like...so wont do it 2 him anymore lo...
he told me tat sometime i touch him....he wil reali get angry n upset lo...
=.= huh....then i mai dun touch him lo....
i scare adi....
so after he said tat....
i reali whole day never touch him lo...Keke....
must get use 2 it =) he is nothing!
then 2day the most kind of hapi thing happen! xD
we were all at the main entrance there chit chatting lo....
then suddenly kan sha n a fren of his approach chee....they noe each other ma....
then chee mai start talking 2 him lo...
i mai jus stand there lo...
suddenly kan sha fren smile at me n say hi n start talking 2 me wo! xD
HaHAx...a guy lo...
name is haris...cindian....22 years old....bd is oct 4th....HaHAx...
culinary jus graduate de.....not bad wo xD
shorter then me la....but looks like a nice guy....HeHe....
then we mai chat chat chat
then suddenly talk about prom...
he ask me whether i got date
i said no
then he ask me b his date!
i was like @.@ har?
he serious keh?
then he say he serious...
then i say if he serious i mai go wit him lo
then he say ok
then ask 4 my num xD
i aso got his wan lo
then later say bai bai coz he wan chao adi xD
everything happen so fast wei XD
it was like i jus noe the guy
then the next thing he is my prom date
hahahahahax =p
cant get any better wei....
at first i thought he malay...
but no lo...cindian...Hahax....mum wont object i think...hahahax...
think too far liao...
chee was like har? u got date liao? HAHAHAHAHAx....hao xiao lo....
anyway i talk 2 him bfore wan lo...
i was in the lift wit kel n chee....then he aso taking the lift ma...
then he turn 2 face me n said: y u wear ur uniform like tat wan?
then i answer coz hot ma.....
then we reach our floor then i said bai bai 2 him
it was jus a moment....but i remember....HaHax...
didnt noe now i wil noe him like tat....
reali a surprise wei xD
i told my sis...
she was like....woh......HaHAx...
22years old ok la...in my range....KeKe.....=p
not a bad day!
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
sienz n interesting....i duno!
well
college classes kind of sienz la...
its like im dreading classes....
frens r stil great.....the best =)
havent been updating coz no line 4 2 days! =.=
now im back....KeKe =p
well....monday go skool lo...
morning then mr.hor class joh....gao boring de...
went 2 class....
everybody outside wo...include ihtm6 de.....got leng chai there lo >.<
but got 1 leng chai smoke d =.= wasted...aiks....
then i was jus standing outside aso lo coz chee not here yet....no one 2 talk to...
then kelvin came over...
he is the best la =p
then saw eli....talk 2 eli aso...
then finaly go in joh....
sat wit eli n kelvin lu....
wait 4 cheee, deidre n dickson 2 come....
chit chat lu....
then class....my god =.=
after tat! AA meeting =.=
met kin lam....didnt c him during mr.hor class lo...
tak tao mana dia pergi....
monday he whole day keep kacao me lo....weird =.=
duno wats up wit him...but its fun....kakax XD
kelvin aso veri stupid de lo....
then tis chee like so excited 4 prom...siao kia ah? xD
after tat! karaoke! coz mr.don class cancelled! woohoo!
chee dun wan go wo....no money....
so it was oni kin,kel,eli,dic,dei, n me!
but firstly we were all at the entrance waiting 4 dic n dei 2 come back from home....
they went back 2 get stuff....
waiting tat time aso veri funny lo xD
then finaly deidre came! then she, eli , kin decide 2 go first wo...=.=
leave me n kel waitin 4 dickson....
then finaly dickson came....then we chao lu...
dickson veri weird de...
he always mix when oni deidre is around...
when she not around leh...he like so quiet...
not healthy wei! =.= anyway i dun care....his problem....
so on the way n 2 karaoke....i keep talking 2 kelvin oni lo.....
tis dickson talk reali gao little....
then finaly got 2 karaoke...
tis kel veri cute de lo xD
he got a funny way 2 ask me teman him beli barang wan lo...
he wan buy bag ma....
then he say he duno how 2 buy =.= how swt is tat? hahax
then i mai auto say i teman lo....i dun like 2 beat around bushes =p
alone wit him is reali not awkward at all lo...kind of fun lo xD
then after tat i went back 2 karaoke...
he sendiri jalan lu....
karaoke was ok ok 4 me tat day...
coz kind of tired...
i was lying down xD
tis kin keep kacao me =p i love him....as a best fren now i guess....=)
then after finish....sms kel......then 2gether wit him go wait taxi....
go bek skool....kitchen class!
hot like hell!
learn how 2 cut....
cut my finger sikit =.=
but its ok la.....
so everything was overall ok la =)
tuesday! 2day woke up....seriously dun feel like getting up but wats the choice?
german in the morning...not bad.....could concerntrate....
then kitchen! so tired wei! until i headache....
if i can get headache....means its quite bad....
then tid deidre told me n kin lam tat she dun like dickson anymore?
no feeling liao...
i was like so swt u noe? omg...so fast lo...
but its her choice so anything la...i stil support her de =)
then met chee after class....
chit chat lo...nearly whole day no c each other..KaKax...
then met cula2 guy.....i notice him since start of college de lo...
unfortunately he's gonna graduate adi =.= haizzz....
hope i get 2 c him in prom! n hope he dun hav a gf! xD
then sis fetch...went 2 py!
my appetide bek joh lo xD so hapi
ate at honeymoon....bought french fries.....eat sushi...HaHaHAHAaHaAHHax....
yum yum wei...
then tis kevin call me wo =.=
ask me help him buy wax....
im like reali his best fren like tat izit...
anyway i dun mind
coz i was out adi
if i was at home....
like last time i was at home....he ask me buy top up 4 him...totaly wont lo =p
so bought the wax adi.....
n a new bottle 4 me....n a lipbalm =)
then balik n here m i! =)
hope 2molo is better! n it gets better!
college classes kind of sienz la...
its like im dreading classes....
frens r stil great.....the best =)
havent been updating coz no line 4 2 days! =.=
now im back....KeKe =p
well....monday go skool lo...
morning then mr.hor class joh....gao boring de...
went 2 class....
everybody outside wo...include ihtm6 de.....got leng chai there lo >.<
but got 1 leng chai smoke d =.= wasted...aiks....
then i was jus standing outside aso lo coz chee not here yet....no one 2 talk to...
then kelvin came over...
he is the best la =p
then saw eli....talk 2 eli aso...
then finaly go in joh....
sat wit eli n kelvin lu....
wait 4 cheee, deidre n dickson 2 come....
chit chat lu....
then class....my god =.=
after tat! AA meeting =.=
met kin lam....didnt c him during mr.hor class lo...
tak tao mana dia pergi....
monday he whole day keep kacao me lo....weird =.=
duno wats up wit him...but its fun....kakax XD
kelvin aso veri stupid de lo....
then tis chee like so excited 4 prom...siao kia ah? xD
after tat! karaoke! coz mr.don class cancelled! woohoo!
chee dun wan go wo....no money....
so it was oni kin,kel,eli,dic,dei, n me!
but firstly we were all at the entrance waiting 4 dic n dei 2 come back from home....
they went back 2 get stuff....
waiting tat time aso veri funny lo xD
then finaly deidre came! then she, eli , kin decide 2 go first wo...=.=
leave me n kel waitin 4 dickson....
then finaly dickson came....then we chao lu...
dickson veri weird de...
he always mix when oni deidre is around...
when she not around leh...he like so quiet...
not healthy wei! =.= anyway i dun care....his problem....
so on the way n 2 karaoke....i keep talking 2 kelvin oni lo.....
tis dickson talk reali gao little....
then finaly got 2 karaoke...
tis kel veri cute de lo xD
he got a funny way 2 ask me teman him beli barang wan lo...
he wan buy bag ma....
then he say he duno how 2 buy =.= how swt is tat? hahax
then i mai auto say i teman lo....i dun like 2 beat around bushes =p
alone wit him is reali not awkward at all lo...kind of fun lo xD
then after tat i went back 2 karaoke...
he sendiri jalan lu....
karaoke was ok ok 4 me tat day...
coz kind of tired...
i was lying down xD
tis kin keep kacao me =p i love him....as a best fren now i guess....=)
then after finish....sms kel......then 2gether wit him go wait taxi....
go bek skool....kitchen class!
hot like hell!
learn how 2 cut....
cut my finger sikit =.=
but its ok la.....
so everything was overall ok la =)
tuesday! 2day woke up....seriously dun feel like getting up but wats the choice?
german in the morning...not bad.....could concerntrate....
then kitchen! so tired wei! until i headache....
if i can get headache....means its quite bad....
then tid deidre told me n kin lam tat she dun like dickson anymore?
no feeling liao...
i was like so swt u noe? omg...so fast lo...
but its her choice so anything la...i stil support her de =)
then met chee after class....
chit chat lo...nearly whole day no c each other..KaKax...
then met cula2 guy.....i notice him since start of college de lo...
unfortunately he's gonna graduate adi =.= haizzz....
hope i get 2 c him in prom! n hope he dun hav a gf! xD
then sis fetch...went 2 py!
my appetide bek joh lo xD so hapi
ate at honeymoon....bought french fries.....eat sushi...HaHaHAHAaHaAHHax....
yum yum wei...
then tis kevin call me wo =.=
ask me help him buy wax....
im like reali his best fren like tat izit...
anyway i dun mind
coz i was out adi
if i was at home....
like last time i was at home....he ask me buy top up 4 him...totaly wont lo =p
so bought the wax adi.....
n a new bottle 4 me....n a lipbalm =)
then balik n here m i! =)
hope 2molo is better! n it gets better!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
love drunk
Top down in the summer sun
The day we met
Was like a hit and run
And I
Still taste it on my tounge
(Taste it on my tougne)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you
Oh so bad it hurt
But girl
In case you haven't heard
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don't call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip
Would make me sick
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
But now its over
Hot sweat and
Blurry eyes
Were spinning round
A rollercoaster ride
The world stuck in
Black and white
You drove me crazy
Everytime we touched
Now I'm so broken
I can't get up
Oh girl
You make me such a rush
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don't call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip
Would make me sick
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
Love you forever
Forever is over
All the time i wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab
Cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever
But now I'm sober
The day we met
Was like a hit and run
And I
Still taste it on my tounge
(Taste it on my tougne)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you
Oh so bad it hurt
But girl
In case you haven't heard
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don't call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip
Would make me sick
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
But now its over
Hot sweat and
Blurry eyes
Were spinning round
A rollercoaster ride
The world stuck in
Black and white
You drove me crazy
Everytime we touched
Now I'm so broken
I can't get up
Oh girl
You make me such a rush
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don't call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip
Would make me sick
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
Love you forever
Forever is over
All the time i wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab
Cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever
But now I'm sober
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
kitchen day!
2day was my first kitchen day....
not bad leh....quite fun lo....
everybody aso veri funny xD
my group got kin,dei,yuen,andrew,sha,nkosana,brian,haziq,jason n me!
it was better than i thought keke =p
the chef....mr.kenneth....veri expressionless wan....my god...like a dead fish like tat =.= is all chef like tat ah? =/
anyway dun care......at least we had fun xD
made pasta 2day....
i put too much salt in my pasta....xD salty like hell xD
anyway first timer is like tat lo....kakax....
after finish....met kelvin n chee n entrance 2 go makan....
then chee say she wan balik tukar baju first...so me n kelvin go makan lo....
alone wit him ok leh.....no awkwardness or anything....
we r reali frens =)
we talk talk then he order his rm8 western food....looks mouth watering wei xD
then we eat finish chee aso havent come....xD reali slow lo...HaHAx...
then we go eat cendol.....
ok lo the cendol....
then finaly chee arrive!
then walk back 2 skool lu.....
set at the chairs at he entrance so chee can eat her lunch.....
then my chef fren came....4got her name xD sory!
chat chat chat lo....
then kelvin wan go 1u c stuff....then i mai aso folow lo....
chee stay at skool lab do comp lo....
jalan jalan wit kelvin totally veri relax de leh....kakax...
quite ok lo....
then he wan go play video games....
teman him lo...
then suddenly, puiyan,weilun,andrew,bianca,lisa appear bhind us wei...
i shock lo....
didnt thought wil c them there...
tis lisa keep looking at me n kelvin...
plz la...
tats nothing between us =.=
wah! that i finaly noe tat weilun n puiyan like couple joh wo! =.=!
walao wei! my tis class y got so many couple wan! no fair lo!
haiz....y like tat geh
anyway i wish anyone tat couple or wil couple happiness too
i not tat bad geh =p
then later we mai folow them go buy ticket 4 their movie lo....
me n kelvin dun wan watch movie ma.....
then! wat do u expect! met hugo,lily,eugene n jerry at counter =.=!
swt wei! how lucky can u get by meeting so many ppl!
tis eugene n hugo aso look at kelvin n me like 1 kind like tat =.=
wateva la...
then finaly deidre,dickson,leeping,yuen came lo.....for their movie aso...
me n kelvin noe they were coming.....
after tat....
we say bai bai n go jalan jalan lo.....
teman him c his stuff
he got a lot of stuff wan buy wei =.=
save money lo kelvin....
after tat balik!
kelvin balik college....
me waiting 4 my sis...
me n kelvin hoh....
like 2 talk about leng chai leng lui de lo....
he always wil point leng lui /leng chai 4 me 2 c wan...
duno y....weird....
its our thing lo....
HaHAx...
tats y i say tat we r frens.....=)
overall nice day!
except im jealous of couples!
not bad leh....quite fun lo....
everybody aso veri funny xD
my group got kin,dei,yuen,andrew,sha,nkosana,brian,haziq,jason n me!
it was better than i thought keke =p
the chef....mr.kenneth....veri expressionless wan....my god...like a dead fish like tat =.= is all chef like tat ah? =/
anyway dun care......at least we had fun xD
made pasta 2day....
i put too much salt in my pasta....xD salty like hell xD
anyway first timer is like tat lo....kakax....
after finish....met kelvin n chee n entrance 2 go makan....
then chee say she wan balik tukar baju first...so me n kelvin go makan lo....
alone wit him ok leh.....no awkwardness or anything....
we r reali frens =)
we talk talk then he order his rm8 western food....looks mouth watering wei xD
then we eat finish chee aso havent come....xD reali slow lo...HaHAx...
then we go eat cendol.....
ok lo the cendol....
then finaly chee arrive!
then walk back 2 skool lu.....
set at the chairs at he entrance so chee can eat her lunch.....
then my chef fren came....4got her name xD sory!
chat chat chat lo....
then kelvin wan go 1u c stuff....then i mai aso folow lo....
chee stay at skool lab do comp lo....
jalan jalan wit kelvin totally veri relax de leh....kakax...
quite ok lo....
then he wan go play video games....
teman him lo...
then suddenly, puiyan,weilun,andrew,bianca,lisa appear bhind us wei...
i shock lo....
didnt thought wil c them there...
tis lisa keep looking at me n kelvin...
plz la...
tats nothing between us =.=
wah! that i finaly noe tat weilun n puiyan like couple joh wo! =.=!
walao wei! my tis class y got so many couple wan! no fair lo!
haiz....y like tat geh
anyway i wish anyone tat couple or wil couple happiness too
i not tat bad geh =p
then later we mai folow them go buy ticket 4 their movie lo....
me n kelvin dun wan watch movie ma.....
then! wat do u expect! met hugo,lily,eugene n jerry at counter =.=!
swt wei! how lucky can u get by meeting so many ppl!
tis eugene n hugo aso look at kelvin n me like 1 kind like tat =.=
wateva la...
then finaly deidre,dickson,leeping,yuen came lo.....for their movie aso...
me n kelvin noe they were coming.....
after tat....
we say bai bai n go jalan jalan lo.....
teman him c his stuff
he got a lot of stuff wan buy wei =.=
save money lo kelvin....
after tat balik!
kelvin balik college....
me waiting 4 my sis...
me n kelvin hoh....
like 2 talk about leng chai leng lui de lo....
he always wil point leng lui /leng chai 4 me 2 c wan...
duno y....weird....
its our thing lo....
HaHAx...
tats y i say tat we r frens.....=)
overall nice day!
except im jealous of couples!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
been sick but now better! xD
been sick 4 2days
but now im ok! xD
so im semangat back adi lo...
kakax....
my 2nd sem start adi lu....
not bad la.....
not reali use 2 it yet coz jus back from holiday ma...
but the timing totally more flexi so its better =)
n i get 2 c ihtm6....the guys r not bad >.< kakax...
n i think hoh...the oni way 2 get guy attention...avoid the fellow!
coz if u try 2 look....u wont get wat u wan de...
but if u dun look....he wil b right there xD
n i jus mean any guy....get it?
me n him aso can b best fren lu....
coz i reali dun feel anything anymore.....
its reali ok joh =)
but now im ok! xD
so im semangat back adi lo...
kakax....
my 2nd sem start adi lu....
not bad la.....
not reali use 2 it yet coz jus back from holiday ma...
but the timing totally more flexi so its better =)
n i get 2 c ihtm6....the guys r not bad >.< kakax...
n i think hoh...the oni way 2 get guy attention...avoid the fellow!
coz if u try 2 look....u wont get wat u wan de...
but if u dun look....he wil b right there xD
n i jus mean any guy....get it?
me n him aso can b best fren lu....
coz i reali dun feel anything anymore.....
its reali ok joh =)
Friday, July 17, 2009
not bad lo....
family situation stil on
but i feel much better adi
been goin gym everyday since my holiday started
but monday goin bek college liao =.= haizzz so fast lo
go gym aso no use de lo
i exercise a lot but stil eat a lot =.=
when skool starts hope 2 c more leng chai xD
july got new intake....the last intake of tis year.....kekekex...
i kind of miss the foreign guy n library guy at college lo....
1 week no c them joh...
well
hope things get better la
i answer 1 of the facebook question
it says im gonna get a bf in 2 weeks xD
c whether real anot la....kakakax...=p
never reali miss him so its a gud thing =)
1 day i'll miss tat someone
n tat someone wil b missing me too....
but i feel much better adi
been goin gym everyday since my holiday started
but monday goin bek college liao =.= haizzz so fast lo
go gym aso no use de lo
i exercise a lot but stil eat a lot =.=
when skool starts hope 2 c more leng chai xD
july got new intake....the last intake of tis year.....kekekex...
i kind of miss the foreign guy n library guy at college lo....
1 week no c them joh...
well
hope things get better la
i answer 1 of the facebook question
it says im gonna get a bf in 2 weeks xD
c whether real anot la....kakakax...=p
never reali miss him so its a gud thing =)
1 day i'll miss tat someone
n tat someone wil b missing me too....
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