love love love

making me have stupid thoughts
the heart that's thinking of you
is not a good heart to me

what do i do
i know that i cant be like this
if i say that it's a lie
will i not think about it

im reali veri foolish
i know of no one other than you
you're looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this
only you
i only looked at you
as i watch you walking past
im still happy
even yet you still dont know my heart
i should stop this and go
i keep on hoping
i'll keep hoping
that you will b my boy

though i tell it to go
though i tell it to stop
my heart keep going towards you
y is my love like tis
really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have become a fool that's blind from love

yesterday
to me
i couldnt move
i was caught in your spell
will you catch me

stop it
if i come close to you
you run away from me
let go
im tired of your light plays
i dont have any strength
to the point that i hate my heart
tell it to me once geinuinely
you're not it
i cant take it anymore
i want you

<3

i never told you

i think of you today
through out the day
lol
irony izit it
but i aso saw a lot of handsome dudes today
hahahahahax
food fest day
not bad le
but veri tired lo
morning semangat la
come afternoon
sien joh
lol
but overall it's good :)
looking around =p
then one of my classmate's fren ask me whether i work at pc fair bfore wo
coz he think i veri familiar
unfortunately i dun work at pc fair
so sory
he asked the wrong question
such a pity.......hahax.....

haizzz
feel like wanna b in love le ==
but this thing oi will come naturally !
not by force
so got to wait lu....
hmmmmmm

you r my drug

i cant get you off my mind
i think about it all the time
you r driving me crazy baby

i heard his voice 2day :D
i was filling up my bottle water
then he standing there talking to his frens
quite nice lo the voice
lol
your average guy voice
speak english
veri good...
lol =p

haizzz
2day he tat gal fren not here
so get to c him more thru the mirror reflection
so mayb she mean something to him ?
coz when she here....he wont like tat de lo
he wont even choice me...
lol
haixxx
n during push up
he aso was in front of me
usually he veri far de ma.....when the gal is there
then he sit wit his back facing the stage....his front facing me.....
lol
that time i reali duno wat to do
look here or there aso not corect
sometime jus steal a peek at him
lol
no eye contact aso
charm le......

the guy standing there

well
my eyes stil goes to you
dun ask me y
i duno the answer to that
mayb i jus hav something wrong
if only i noe your status
then mayb it will make me sad coz mayb you r taken
then only i can stop this stupid act !
haizzz
how do you chase after a grown man ?
lol
i hav no desire to b the 3rd party if he is taken
tats y i dun dare look anymore
coz it jus dun feel right if u keep staring at ppl bf ==
so wrong............

he's jus so irresistable to me
2day he wore a white cap
wah~
i was like quite handsome
lol
paranoid la me -.-
siao kia
feeling like an idiot
lol
dun dare to look in the mirror for your reflection
i duno how 2 read signs even if i am given one

it's so hot !!!

help
weather is killing me !
i think earth is really heating up
or izit jus me ?
even my mum feels t
but she goin through menopause
so tats different right ?
but aiyo !
stil freaking hot !

went to gym
i love gym now
no matter who is the trainer
n wat guy i see ! =p
i dun care !
gym makes me fit
i can c the changes
i wont actually say thin n slim
but healthy n fit !
guys you lookin for skinny
well dun find me !
i wan a guy tat love me for who i m !

n i bought a cute lace skirt !
finally something lace !
hehehe! hapi :) weee~~~<3
being hapi as myself !

dangerously straight

lol
no doubt there
im straight
hahax
but actually im not talking about tat
tis shampoo i bought
it said silky straight
after use
hair aso not straight
mayb a little
but it stil goes back to normal
sway one sided
lol
dun care le
waiting for sis to come back to go cut hair !

morning went to skool
suppose to b doin work
but ended up playing
lol
geng leh
hahax
but it was fun
my frens r more obsessed over dressing up than me
help ! im goin crazy !
do i look like a their personal fashion designer?
im so not....
i only permit you to ask the question nice anot
not how 2 wear tis wear tat
abit is ok
too much is terlampau !
im not a freaking fashionista !
i like to keep my own fashioon too
i dun like ppl copying me
haizz
im scare....
but it's their life
im not in control
i noe im in control of my life...
tats it
except the love part....
i wanna close my eyes so i wont see any male in sight !
lol

woohoo~

nice day i guess~~
woke up at 11am
then makan biscuit n milo
then change to out wit chee n dei n bianca
went to curve....
the garden lifestyle cafe
walao eh
so nice ! ><
kersian my hp no battery
if not i reali would take lotx of pics !
then jalan jalan....
bought a 12.90 belt
weeee~~~~
then send bianca home
go uptown wit chee n dei
jalan jalan
then makan at starbucks !
wow!
nice xD
hahax....
then jalan jalan again
bought mag....
lol
then chee bought clothes again....
lol
geng la she
hahax...
then send them back....
weeee~~~
at curve
i saw a gym guy
well he is a man
saw him wit his wife or gf and daughther....
or mayb it's jus his someone....
thats y you see!
in gym look young n single
but actually married n taken !
mayb mine aso would b like tat....
the staring is jus a game to him i guesss
anyway staring is no crime....
no blame there...
i aso like to stare.....
dun care !
im now concentrating on my fashion......

when in rome

best movie ever
when in rome <3
i wish i coul pick up a coin from the fountain of love
which belongs to the guy of my destiny
n fall in love wit him
head over heels
or rither i dun need the coin
i jus need someone like josh duhamel in the movie
he wasnt under the spell
but he went after the gal
awwww <3

where is the guy
for me
he can b the most clumsy or stupid guy on earth
but he will b mine :)

hols for a week
but stil got 2 rush assign
so wat hols man ?
im slacking
lol
hope wont kena tembak
lol
like i care
i noe i wil finish it in the end
but jus the process
i will surely less sleep

2day went py wit yeeee
had fun la :)
karaoke n korean food
weeeee <3
my fav
at amp square.....
at che go
nice wei !
then walk walk
shopping
got my pants n sweater :)
yeah!
n saw him at gym
when u wanna avoid his glance
well you cant
like 2day i stand by the side
so no reflection of him
but still i will c him
it's a auto reaction
i think his gf/gal fren noe liao
huhuhuhu
im sry
but looking is not a crime =p
im not snatching your guy !
hope tis pass soon
when i start training
duno still can go gym anot
mayb then i wont get 2 see him
now i oni see him twice a week
by then it'll b zerooooo

kaiji :)

wow
accounts exam
sure veri low
everyone was like so lost
when lecturer went out
all curi curi ask each other
lol
haizzz
dun care le
it's over....
=p
god wll decide wat mark i wil get
i will accept anything

then lunchie
lol
chris dei chee n me <3
weeeeeee
we suka discuss stupid stuff
lol
pour out each other secrets
wakakakaka xD

then chris balik
dei busy wit assign
so left me n chee
went clinique workshop
quite boring lo
then eng class ==
lucky presentation oni lo
i not yet present yet
kekekeke
2day last day of skool
mid term break !
woohooo~~~~

so 2day after skool go 1u tengok wayang wit chee :)
kaiji ~~~~
nice show le
veri meaningful
teach u about life....

then after tat jalan jalan....
chee buy clothes lo
so goood
huhuhu
if i got bring money i aso wanna buy
so nice ><
the spring fashion i think....

huhuhu
then balik lo
then meet my sales gal from internet to colect my clothes...
not ba le
next time can continue do business wit her
ehehehehhe
then bought boks n mag
weeee :)
makan banyak lo aso 2day
huhuhuhuhu
=p

stupid gal

u think he reali like u ?
dream on
2day was like the worst day
since yesterday adi veri bad adi !
huhuhuhuhu

forget forget forget !
must go through this phrase again
how many time ah
i duno man....
haizzz

shit
jus now got think of some lyrics de
but then now forgot joh
lol
mayb my sad time will b less
hehe :)
new hope.....

baby i need you now

i wonder do i ever cross your mind
to me it happens all the time.....

2day in skool not bad ah
but memalukan lo
lol
alcohol drink drink drink
but open botttle
like a fool
lol
so sory
im memang like tis de =p

then main main
wakakaka
eat aso so hai lo....
so stupid
coz when im drunk
i get high
more semangat
do stupid stuff
lol
but headache
the worst ==

then gym
duno y
mood veri monotone
hmmmm
c him
i feel he aso veri monotone
he cut his hair ah ?
haizz
duno where tis wil lead
keep looking
keep staring
but no ending.....
i jus like you like tat
i like to like you like tat
a lot of like
hahax....
looks like he quarel wit he gals frens...
coz usually he will chat wit them de ma....
haizzz


wanna noe who u r
wanna noe what u do !
wanna noe wats ur name !
are u taken single married engaged ???
lol
wats ur age ?
tell me baby
coz i need you now
literally
<3
i know nuts about u
just nuts...
n it's like dreaming for snow in msia
i noe it wont come true
:)
anyway i jus like it like tat
i guesss

fatty cravingsss

lol
jus like the title
been having cravings
n enjoying n regreting them
good thing or bad thing?
i duno....lol
period faster come !
i wanna get u over wit !

sat morning go class
rush assign
finally past up liao
so no worries about stupid moral anymore =p

after that balik makan 5 bread n a drink
lol
then gym !
wow
nice nice....
then went movie wit mum :D
dragon toothless and date night
i love them <3
funny like bomb
weeee~~~~
then makan ireland's potato
n jap ice cream <3
my fav

after movie then balik lo
coz next day go qing ming !
woke up 4.30 am D:
so sleepy o.o
slept whole way to segamat
lol
then woke up
eat breakfast at mamak store....
nasi lemak
long time no eat
sedap nya !
then continue journey
finaly reach le
i feel veri light after prayers ^^
thank you veri much my ancestors and god....
then eat little bit rice at site aso
yum yum
then stop by station to toilet n buy ice cream n drink coz so hot !
then balik lu
slept the whole way again
lol
then reach home le
saw mum....
:)
eat food then she bought
fat n greedy
lol
then folow hergo subang parade to buy stuff
then came back
she pack
i on9
then at 1830
she go airport lu
goin australia....
huhuhuhu
wed oni come back
so now oni me at home
i cooked can mushroom n abalone
lol
sauce is mayo thousand island chili n tomato
lol
tis time ok ok le
not as nice as the 1st but stil nice ^^
ownself cook sure ownself eat la....
hehe
greedy fatty aiai~~~~~
hav to stop lo....

finaly gym back !

wow
reali lazy
makan banyak somemore
think period coming liao
if not y like tat de ?

fri no skool
stay at home
fool around
suppose to assign for 2molo
but im so lazy =p

do my thing
then gym time at 5pm
hehe
nice nice !
totaly power on
lol
then balik rumah
makan !
cravings man !
mum c me go back n fro from kitchen lol
then she went uncle house
left me alone
i went kitchen fry clam
clam from can xD
reali reali period coming
coz i seldom cook
but once i cook
it's the good stuff xD
fried clam no oil mixed wit mayo n thousand island
not bad not bad :)

now full le
cravings under control
time to get assign done
2nite no no sleep i guess :)
jus make the best outta it....
weeee~~~~

dinner at kdu......

woohoo
2day rush rush eng assign
coz no finacial class in the morning
yeah ~~~~
so go skool oni at 12pm
i 4got m comp lab password liao lo
how ah ==
huhuhuhu
reali dun remember leh
must figure out lu

then go class....
had fun too
hehehe
watch my frens preent first
mine wil b next week bah
then teacher let us go le
yeah !
then go chee house rest rest rest
hehe
coz having dinner at kdu
chee no folow lo....
so oni me dei kin kel n dic
hehe
not bad le....
got white wine somemore xD
nice nice
but veri dark le
lol
after tat balik lo
never go gym
feel fat le
2molo must go !

didnt go gym....

wow
10 am beverage class
drink red wine
lol
red face liao xD
took pics too
uplod in fb
kekekeke
promote my domo-kun :)
hehehehe

after tat while waiting for chris
saw siti
then 2gether go cafe makan
coz this chee attracted 2 menu
lol
nice leh the food
worthy
heehee
then chris came
aso makan lo
then dessert too nice liao
so da bao
hehehehe

take to finance class
hahax
we all so hai 2gether lo xD
so funny
kakakakax...
then balik
hehe....
another hapi day lu ^^

then 2day no gym =(
got reason lo
coz bro belanja dinner
then show his gf
lol
so no choice le
didnt got c him 2day
miss him lo....xD
we eat korean !! =p
delicious
th taipan wan
kakax....
healthy lo.....at least....hahax...
then dessert go snow flake ss15
walao wei
banyak org
eat until so full lo now
lol
but aso veri enjoy ^^
bought mag then now at home
hehe
got 2 rush hw !
jia you !

weeeee ~~ xD

hahax
i duno y im so hapi
stil in birthday mood gua
2day skip morning class coz go c doctor for my eye
hehehehe
kersian i miss lo
they all drink sparkling wine
huhuhuhuhu
came in at 9 something
meet chee n frens at room
they all playing n drunk xD
hahahahahahax
take pic take pic wit lee ping cam....
kakakakax....
funny.....
eli reali terlampau
lol
keep tidur
then chee aso
at last they cant tahan joh
went to toilet vomit xD
i folow lo
so never reali listen in class aso
kakax
then in the end i got 2 drive car 2 take them to chee house
coz eli too drunk le
hahax
reach chee house straight tidur
lol

after wae up
eli n chee feeling better le
deidre eli n me say dun wan go class
xD ponteng lo
chee wan go
so i fetch they all go their destination then balik
eat eat tidur comp comp xD
then gym !
i see him again
haizzzz
the object of my desire
lol
everytime hit a few stroke then look
hahax
im stil not sure whether he got look at me aso
i dun wanna b too perasan
hehe
2day he quite funny
let's jus assume he was looking at me....coz tat's wat i feel
then i was aso looking back
then i do the corect stroke
but then he suddenly lost
hahax....
then he laugh....lol
i cant laugh la...
later ppl think i crazy
i jus sort of smile....
hehe.....
if you r taken tats too bad
i need a miracle coz i wanna b your gal
you may b older then me a lot
but im stil attracted to u
age does not matter to me :)

050491 is 19 :D

omg
im so so so so so hapi
hahahahax

in the morning
hapi hapi
sis call me
so later go skool
anyway adi plan 2 skip eng class wit chee
hehehe
morning go her house
chit chat chit chat xD
so niceeee

then walk 2 skool for 10am marketing
walao eh
i walk in hoh
then i heard someone say birthday gal come joh xD
hahax
then they all sing birthday song for me ^^
i veri malu lo
but aso veri hapi :)
thx my frens
love you all
you all r the best !
then receive present from deidre n chris !
nice nice nice :)
i love the presents.....

but sory cant celebrate wit my frens
coz i wan balik le
hehe
tired ma
but i enjoyed the day just bcoz my frens were wit me :)
i am forever thankful to hav you guys

so balik sleep sleep sleeep
then mum woke me up
say got ice cream cake xD
the last surprise lo tis wan
but we go gym first
hehe
gym aso so geng ! weeeeeeeeee~~~ :)
came back
whack the cake
sapu habis habis
got leave some for my bro la
hehe
then eat lay's potato chips
lol
im addicted =p

so this is the happiest birthday ever ! :D
thank you so much god for letting hav such a great birthday !
great frens n family !
i love them !
wish them all the happiness in the world ! <3

the best ever :D

i love everyone
seriously
lol
it's been goin great since i went to singapore...
i love it !

2day went to gym =D
i miss gym on weekend
seriously
felt so great
then bath
then go eat sakae sushi wit mum first for lunch.....
the sakae sushi aso felt extra good 2day xD
then after that went curve !
c movie wit mum
daybreakers
wow
i love tis show
nice man !
then later pedicure n medicure
my fav =D
then at there aso saw movie
hav u seen the morgans
i thought this show not nice
mana tau
it was aso great xD
it jus get better :)

then mum fetch me go 2 my surprise dinner
it was at jaya one mall
where my bro work
the restaurant was totaly lovely !
they pakat togther wan
hahax....
everything was great
the foood....my cocktail....kekekeke....
then i thought after dessert then nothing adi woh
mana tau !
my bro came out wit a chocolate cake ><
n all the staff sang hapi birthday 2 me
hahahahahahax
it was the bomb :)
thank you so much
i love it !

then went back home lo......
then thought surprise was over adi
mana tau !
my best buddy kuan zee put a surprise present in my postbox
my mum found it n gave it to me
xD
i love him for tat aso
he is reali 1 of my great buddy :)
thx everyone.....
the happiest day of my life....

bday wit daddie !

wow
2day another great day xD
went 2 skool for moral class first
not as bad as i thought woh
but duno y my eye little bongkak =.=
skin too dry i guess
look like kena box or not enough sleep
lol

then had fun wit chee dei chris....
kakaaaax xD
then after tat balik
n went out wit dad !
we went 2 mivaley !
suppose wan eat the kiku zakura jap restaurant
but then i saw the korean restaurant
so went to korean lo ^^
is was worthy lo ><
food so nice
service pun bagus....
kekeke
took photo le
upload in fb
wakakakak....
so walk around wit dad lo
bought reading material....
kekeke
then went back le
best outing wit dad so far ^^
came back
ate the doughnut that mum bought
sedap ~~~hmm hmmm
xD
then comp comp
read read
talk 2 sis over msn
love her muack !
saw my gaga lippie over msn
xD
waiting for it 1 month....kekeke
then mum balik
suddenly tel me 2molo no need go ching ming
woo hoo!
semangat ......hahax
so try on all the clothes that i bought
wah ~~~~~~
all so nice n fit me le ^^
i reali love shopping at kl <3
waiting for 2molo lo ~~~~

i cant get enough :D

well
2day great day !
like i said
i cant get enough of sg wang n time square shopping ! :D
always bring not enough money de
hahax
me n chee cant even make it to sg waNg everytime....
walk whole time square adi take up whole dy
n every shop is jus so attractive ><
i think i need rm1000 to shop there lol
i enjoy it :D
shopping wit chee at there is the best !

im more motivated 2 get fit !
:D jia you jia you !
so i can wear more clothes.....
buy more stuff !
b beautiful :)

CLash wit titans !

wow wow wow
watch clash of the titans
i love it ! xD
so nice man
love all these talk about greek god stuff
keekeke

2day quite ok le
in class finance n eng
didnt reali pay attention
mind wasnt in class
lol
then somemore i have a cold ==
coz yesterday got kena rain
==
veri suffer lo
haizzz
but bd coming adi....
so i dun reali care
im still goin 2 enjoy
=p