u gonna miss me when im gone....

well
goin ns adi, it's 2molo! =.=
wont b coming 2 blog no more until cny
omg omg =.= help me
go ns is goin 2 ruin my complexion, my skin, my hair! =.=
reali no mood...
n i dun wanna get fat! plz!
no gym 4 3 months! babi la =.=
later im totally goin gym 4 the last time...
haiz
i'll miss everything here
how can i live without my internet? music? comics?
all my handsome guys pics?
the fashion magazines?
the shopping?
omg omg =.=

twilight quotes

Few reasons why a lot of girls love Edward Cullen.

A normal guy would say: I luv u, baby!
Edward would say: You are my lyf now.

While you've gone far away

A normal guy would say: I miss you.
Edward would say: It's like you've taken half myself with you.

"I wish normal people have a heart that vampires do. Once they fall in love, they never fall out of love." - Twilight

Instead of a Prince with a Horse, I want a Vampire with a Volvo.

Are you a vampire? Coz you dazzle me.

you're my personal brand of pure heroin

Edward Cullen: "If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it."

I'll be your lamb, if you'll be my lion.

"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb."
"What a stupid lamb"
"What a sick, masochistic lion"

Look after my heart.
I've left it with you.- Edward Cullen

Be Safe.- Edward Cullen

Edward Cullen: "It was like my heart was gone---like I was hollow. Like I'd left everything that was inside me here with you."

" i'll do whatever it takes just to make you safe again"----edward cullen

the curve.....

went the curve yesterday
saw twilight in cinema 4 the second time XD
siao hoh? hahax
but edward cullen aka robert pattinson stil drive me crazy XD
now even emmett n jasper n jacob aso drive me crazy liao XD hahax
then went shopping
the dress tat i hav been drooling on
finaly i bought it!
coz it was veri expensive at first
but the price went down adi
n somemore got my size XD i totally got it =p
n a nice white jacket
kakakakax hapi
n a sweet pink handbag
yeah~~~~
finaly got a new bag
then yesterday i duno y suddendy got mood to clean! XD
i practically cleared my whole room XD
now it's like so empty n clean =.=
im not use 2 it =p
so far tats all....
2day went gym lo
but i stil ate a lot
kakakakax
c how it goes la =)

pyramid again....

wer can we youngster go except pyramid? =.=
went wit mei yen n mei yee! XD
it was ok....quite fun lo....
i drank my fav chocolate milk tea n then i realise tat i love chocolate mint too! XD woohoo!!! new drink tat is added 2 my love list....wahahaha =p
then take Da Tou Tie lo....tat was the most fun lo....hehe
jalan jalan....got thing 2 buy but so expensive T.T
nothing 2 buy leh but then veri cheap wo....
stupid lo....playing wit me meh
i wan go sungai wang la....
sungai wang or time square totally more fun lo
or mayb 1u
long time no go 1u liao lo
haizzz
how 2 b beautiful but hav fun at the same time?
tats veri hard 4 me lo =.=
if i wan 2 hav fun....i'll eat a lot =.=
wan 2 b beautiful....got 2 tahan
then like tat no fun liao....buhuhuhuhu
y like tat geh
haizzzz
it's call a balance! huh! =.=!
must balance....=.=
balance my money aso
i c a lot of ppl working adi wei
i aso wan work wei
i wan money wei
stupid ns!!!! ugh!!!!
n i wan long hair
nice body
nice skin
fair skin
haiz
a lot thing i wan la
veri greedy hoh
im a gal wei
XD
the ring tat i wan was 19.90 wei! stupid! 9.90 mayb la....=.=
then the bags....aiyo....ok ok oni...nothing special...
the journey 2 beatiful is tough =.=

day trip 2 fren house! =)

2day went mei yee house play play
kakax
then teman her go a nearby saloon dye her hair
walk there lo
eat roti canai lo XD
then jus shok shok at her house lo
it was fun =)
i love u mei yee!!! XD
siao lang liao =p

then came back
never go gym again
haiz
no choice
mum tired
hav 2 abide by her
went sumo 4 dinner
eat lagi more! =.=
sashimi
my fav! XD
love it so so much
mum says i hav high taste
i noe i noe
so my future husband plz b somebody tat can afford it XD
the ice cream was the best la
especially the black sesame flavour
wakakaka
the black sesame ice cream stolen my heart XD
im stil addicted 2 the song
wakakaka
you hav stolen my heart~~~~~~~~~~~ =D
i dun care la
i cant resist myself from food
but i wil stil continue 2 work hard!
determination!
for a sexy curvy body! XD
n beautiful skin! =p
tats every gal dream ok
im gonna work 4 it
i noe it needs time!
but my hardwork wil surely pay!
wakakaka
sexy back! XD

chilly cold day....

water cold as ice
wind tat freeze u to the bone
hahax
not tat bad la
but 2day reali was a extraordinary cold day
the tap water tat i use 2 wash my face was chilly n i like it =)
i like cold
hate the hot
coz hot make me sweat
actually i can sweat in the cold too
but it's not tat bad
hehehe
u noe ma
im thinking tat mayb it's god punishment 2 me 4 dumping my ex
tats y i cant go 2 prom
the prom tat i hav been waiting 4 such a long time
no guy ask me n no guy wil ever ask me i guess T.T
no frens wanna go
haiz!
i accept it alreadi! satisfied????? =.=
anyway im goin 2 wear my prom dress go hav a nice dinner in kl wit my mum
huh
i'll wait patiently for my own love story 2 come
if only it wil come
plz

~lalalalala~

my current addicted song...
DAshboard COnfession - Stolen
hehe
You Have Stolen My Heart ~~~ =p

finaly went gym! woohoo~~ totaly feel better! not so lazy n tired liao =D
repaint fingernails.....kakakakkax...
then eat christmas cookies n cake....yum yum....

now relaxing at home...totaly semangat =D
u hav stolen my heart ~~~~~
to no one in particular i guess =p

corection 2 previous post...

i saw him in genting la...
not gym....
i think i too miss gym until i type gym =.=
i saw him in GENTING! =D
out of all the places!
i was jus sitting in a corner.....enjoying the cold wind outside....kakakax...
then around the corner....he appear....kind of shock me wei..!
i was like.....izit him? 0.O
after he past by me...i turn around n double chek.....hahax....
then real de woh......hahax....XD he was standing there wit his family....
his younger bros all aso so cute leh.....XD

genting!!!!!!

i jus came back from genting.....wooohooo~~~~
first....got fat...XD
second.....veri tired.....@.@
third...now is 2 am in the morning.....veri hungry...XD
but bro n bro fren downstairs.....gambling...=.= scare 2 go down....buhuhuhu...
i slept at 4pm....woke up at 2am....XD
reached home fron genting 4pm....

i need 2 go gym......!!! XD

n i saw him at gym !!!!
no the HIM but another him laa......hahahahax....
so it was better than nothing............hahahhahax....
stil so handsome.....XD
duno whether he recognise me anot.....
hope he does......kakakakakax....

it's hard 2 find the corect person!!!!

it's hard 2 find a person tat wil love ur everything....
love u when u r fat.....
love u when u r thin...
love u when u dress like crap
love u when u dress la a goddess....

argh......y izit so hard?????????????
i need tat someone ASAP!!!!!

arghhhh i dun noe whether i like him or distaste him!

went out wit feli 2day....coz she oni finish spm 2day....HAAHAHAHAx...
totaly fun lo....hahax =p

never burn pocket 2day la...such a pity.....kakax...
then at night went 2 class party....ok ok lo....normal normal lo....
but y does he hav 2 come n b near me?
i totally ignore him lo....hahax....
coz i noe it wont work out between us....
but y does he hav 2 b near me?!!!!????

stand near me, sit near me, no other place ah?!!
shoulders got 2 brush mine! =.=
make me think about stupid things now! ugh!
all his fault la...
if i stil canot 4get him......it's his fault!
i totaly blame him!
got a gal u like adi then plz jus concentrate on her la.....=.=
dun kacao me....
if u feel the same way as me.....then surely u r welcome 2 approach me...
but if it is no.....then move away plz......

im jealous of loving couples n.....

2day went out wit my frens.....it was a great day! =D burn my wallet but i dun care.....HAHaHAAHAHAHAHax....=p

n since im single wit totaly zero guys interested in me....im jealous of loving couples....im jealous of gals tat alreadi hav a bf....im jealous of gals tat can b so beautiful n catch a guy eye so easily! =.=

call me a jealous queen but watever....so wat....im single...
i guess it's normal 2 feel tis way....haiz....
even thinking about yunho or robert pattinson aso no use coz they aint real!
they r in tis world but i duno them!

guys jus dun notice me.....wat hell la.....

i'll try 2 think about something else 4 sure!

there is got 2 b someone out there 4 me!

robert pattinson - n about me of coz =D

well well
robert pattinson
edward cullen
sexiest vampire
aH!!!!! XDXDXDXD
currently the guy tat im in love wit....bsides yunho.....(sory yunho) somemore same age wit yunho! cool! =D
if oni he was mine.....*sigh* but guys like him dun come 2 malaysia....n when i get 2 london....i bet u he is in a relationship alreadi...=.= buhuhuhu...
so sad....tats too bad....

but so wat??? im stil crazy about him.....HaHaHAHaHaHa.....he is jus so irresistible.
twilight was the best! his acting was totaly the bomb!
if he 'pak tou' wit kristen stewart i dun mind la coz they totaly hav chemistry!
but wit other ladies...aiyayaya...=.= i dun reali approve....depends its who la =p
i wanna watch twilight again but the pirated vcd havent come out yet =.= ugh
so im waiting....
im totally goin 2 watch it until my heart content! n bfore i go ns! =.=

2moro im gonna go out wit my frens....finaly! =D
eehehehe....so hope i hav fun la.....=p

holiday n stupid ns!!!! =.=

firstly..spm over...so i surely veri hapi lo....kakakax....then the stupid ns letter came....all mood gone like the wind =.= shit ns...
then now sick aso...=.='''' never go gym for 5 days adi! =.= hope i dun get fat lo hoh...plzz.....=(

then feli cancel prom so i cant go prom aso...not mean i blame u feli but i reali wanted 2 go! haizzz....

then im veri restlessly wit my pet bro...duno y....suddenly think tat he is veri irritating....=X everytime aso say me tis say me tat....tats y i fed up wit him alreadi....patience aso has a limit ok! tats y i dun wan 2 talk 2 him....ma fan...

canot work during the holiday....argh!!! stupid ns...=.=
holiday is gud...i get 2 sleep late....wake up late....read all the books i wan....
on9 all i wan...so far so gud....but sick...=.= haiz! i wanna go gym! get well soon!
mayb try 2 go 2molo...i dun care...will run like lightning 2 lose the calories
HAHAHAHA =p dun wanna b fat! argh!

so far so gud....=) enjoying my life bfore ns! ugh!

determination

im now more than ever determined in leading a better life!
the more i read the book PRINCESS, the more im agitated 2 bring goodness in life!
such cruelty, such sadness, such evilness, tat i wil never ever imagine in my life, have i not red tis particular book.
it open up my mind, heart n my spiritual soul.
i noe the journey it's goin 2 b tough
however, i wil try my best!

voicing out

im grateful 4 being born in my homeland....even though sometime i wish i was somewhere else....i wil not insult it since it is where i grew up but sometime i dislike the way it handle the country's matters....n the unfairness of it...
but im stil grateful coz i realise there r many many ppl all over the world tat has a worst fate than me.
example, after reading the book PRINCESS, i recommend tat all of u should read it...
women especially, we wil b grateful tat we r born as who we r....except for some unfortunate ones....im sad to say....hope god r wit them...
tis book is about Saudi Arabia n it's lifestyle...from a princee point of view...
the princess did not view her trueself fear tat danger wil fall upon her...
from tat point, i can c tat until tis day....women's right in Saudi Arabia is stil greatly poor....
im halfway through the book now....n im brave 2 say tat im distasteful at all the men mention in tat book!
cruel n brutal men....treat women without respect n dignity....it's like women r jus toys wit no feelings!
the book makes me hate men....but i noe there r stil men wit kind souls out there...
n i hope they r expanding....
n women....plz fight 4 ur rights....dun b monopolize by men....
n plz plz plz....2 everyone out there....dun sell urself or children jus bcoz of money! it's dreadful n sad 2 c that in tis story...those poor ppl sell their little girl...not even past 10 years old....to men tat sexually abuse them 4 their own needs...these evil men! i curse them 4 life....for wat they hav done tat hav harm a innocent child....
i read about it....n i feel disgusted....
i noe u r poor....but family is the most important 2 us....so plz protect them no matter wat happen....
if u dun...they wil suffer in a way tat u canot even imaging....
in the book....there was a religious man...but even he sexually abuse gals!
ugh!!!! yuck!!!
if u hav moral....n practise religion...dun abuse ur power!
use it 4 gud...not evil....
i m not a reali religious person...n i hav sins too...im working on them....
but i believe in my own god....i believe tat ppl tat practise evil deeds wil b punish!
but if u stil wan 2 indulge in evil....plz mix wit those tat wan them too! dun harm the innocent.....stay away from us!
at last....i wil say tat god is always watching.....n therefore i leave it 2 god 2 set about justice....bcoz i noe tat our world is not fair....
i leave it in the hands of god 2 protect the ppl....

tat special guy...

im waiting 4 tat special guy....
mayb like edward cullen in Twilight....
but i hope he is not a vampire! HAHAx....
someone tat play the piano n sparkles....
someone tat can take my breath away....
i can always feel his presence whenever he is near me....its a feeling....hahax....
one twist of my head....n i can c him smiling at me....
he is the music in me...
every song i hear makes me think of him....
he wil lead me dancing as swiftly as butterflies on the dance floor...
he'll hold me tight....arms tat r warm n secure...
his kiss....light n soft....electricuting through my whole body

hapi hapi....quite hapi =)

after gym im always hapi! hehehehe =p
2day quite not myself at skool again....but afterwards it became better..so im relieved....=) hehe
i think im 4getting about him adi...n it's obviously a gud thing =) im hapi about it....hehe...tats the whole reason im writing tis....i can 4get about him!
n i guess its all bcoz im focusing on someone else....it reali helps....=)
im grateful 4 tat someone....i duno whether i wil like tis someone as i do 2 him....
mayb i will....but all is fine now....im keeping it low =) it is best like tis.

im crazy over edward cullen! XD
twilight....so handsome....so mesmerizing! hyperventilating over him XD
mr.edward cullen in my fantasy aso helped me get over him....HAHAx...
thx a lot =)
must c twilight! cant wait!
bella's lullaby is great!
soothe my mood....=)

到底谁才是我的真命天子呢？

不管是想到你,見到你，只要有你，就會幸福的想微笑

当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会
　　急著寻找她/他...
　　你已经爱上她了

当她/他和别人要好时， 你会感到吃不知其味...
　　你已经爱上她了

当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人
你已经爱上她/他了

n u noe ma? i was damn it thinking about him! =.=

如果你真的喜欢她，我该放弃了吗?
但是我还放不了
我不敢对你怀有希望
我只想喜欢你

HAnd pain....

walao wei....spm reali no joke...i duno whether it's jus me or wat.....but i write until hand pain wei =.=!

haizzzz......sobxxx...when tis is over i'll b extremely grateful! =)

cant wait till 2molo 2 gobble all the tasty yummy cake tat i wanna eat.....it's in the frigde @.@
HAHAHAx....i keep on resisting it coz i never go gym due to exam...kekeke....
2molo gonna go gym so i can eat as much as i wan! hooray! =D

u noe it's weird!!! =.= coz when he is there i dun wanna look...then when he is gone...im finding 4 his presence! damn it la...=.=

i noe im not suppose 2 like him anymore but i cant resist it! n im not the one 2 b blame...cant help it tat my eyes r looking 4 him....following him....

i try n try 2 concerntrate on something else but my attention wil always go back 2 him! so sory! >.< cant help it if i like u.....when i noe im not suppose to.....
well, jus let me appreciate the litte time left 2 look at him....haizzzz

song lyrics n wat i feel at the moment! =.=

u're on my mind
u're in my heart
all i wanna do is b wit u, b wit u
there's nothing we cant do, jus wanna b wit u, oni u
no matter where life takes us, nothing can break us apart,
i jus wanna b wit u.......

walk a little slower n open up ur eyes,
sometimes its so hard 2 c the good things passing by,
why not take a crazy change?
why not do a crazy dance?
if u loose the moment u might loose a lot
so why not?
i could b the one 4 u,
mayb yes mayb no,
wat im saying is tat u got 2 let me noe

y when u wanna avoid someone and ignore tat he is there is jus so hard??? =.=
there's wat im goin through now bsides spm
trying 2 avoid him, ignore his presence, yah dah yah dah....blah blah blah....u noe it...u noe wat im talking about....
its a gud thing im sitting in front aso ( Thank God! ) so i wont c him.....
can concerntrate! huh!
i dun care whether he notice, dun notice me, coz the finaly conclusion is tat he adi has a gal he like, so i dun wanna b all crazy hapi jus bcoz i made eye contact wit him coz there is nothing 2 b hapi about!

anyway there's another thing at the moment, but i wont tell u yet....c how it goes first....hmmmm....at least tis wan is better! =)

can i have this dance?

take me hand, take a breath
pull me close and take one step
keep ur eyes lock on mine
let the music b ur guide

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

graduation day....

woh....a lot of ppl cry....hahax....but i didnt....guess i was not emo enough...
so sory....=p

i think after i noe the truth about.....i was not reali like myself....but i guess it wil past....im not sad or anything.....i jus feel like i dun blend well wit ppl....duno why....hmmm...

i totally wil make sure tat when i go college....i wil try 2 make many frens....n not jump into any stupid relationship like a lighting....=.= i learnt my lesson....n totaly regret it greatly!!! =.=! socialise!

i realise tat frens r the most important thing bsides family! talk about bf? talk about serious wan tat can last......start from dating can la....

i'll miss skool i guess....the uniform....the classes....the nagging....the recess....the punishment....hahax....the morning speeches....hahax......
my frens....love u guys....=) everyone of u.....*hearts*

i've run out of words
i've run out of time
i've run out of reasons
i noe it's over....so it's best tat i dun c u at all
BUT!!!! im gonna face his 'face' during the whole period of spm....wtf...i wan change la....=.= deleting, erasing, canceling!!!!

i used 2 b tripping over, missing u but im not gonna anymore!!! =.=!
im gonna erase u from my mind
coz it's over

change 'boat'...hahax....not 2 insult la...
tats jus a joking way of putting it =p

ain't thinking of u no more
ain't missing u no more

Finaly...

spm is coming....everyone is trying their best....gud luck n best wishes!

sometime u learn it the hard way, sometime u learn it the easy way, i guess i got it the hard way =.=
watching the guy tat u like fall 4 another gal....hmmm...hard but i think is not the hardest yet i guess....hmmmm....
when i think about it, im sad...but if i dun think about it....im actually quite ok =)
so far so gud.....
when i c hapi couples, im kind of jealous....=.= dun wanna b but tats how i feel
sucks rite? i hate it tooo....

Quotes...

1. if u cant get someone out of ur head, mayb they r suppose 2 b there

2. if only he/she knew

3. u can always start liking someone over n over again but u can never stop loving someone

4. every gal wants a man tat she can go to in her sweats, hair a mess, make up running down her face, eyes red from crying n the first thing he says to her is Baby You're Beautiful n means it

5. i want 2 b the gal tat u point to n says tat's her

6. u giv me butterflies

7. i wish i knew wat 2 say so i can b the one tat take ur breath away

8. the greatest gift in life is to love n to b love in return

9. u can fall in love at any age

10. kisses r the words tat canot b spoken

11. bfore i met u, i never know what it was like 2 look at someone n smile 4 no reason

12. its funny how a heart is 2 tear drops upside down

Feli.....

Feli....hahax....=p
all earlier post r 4 the author own eyes oni......tq....hahax
Feli....u light up my sky! =D
u r the fren tat i never had....so when i hav u now....im veri grateful =p
dun cry plz.....hahax....
however....no matter u cry or laugh....i wil always b by urside....=)
gratuation day is crawling near....we wil c each other tat day....n i wil giv u a BIG BEAR HUG.....a kiss if u wan =p (totally optional) hahax....
P.S. feli is a gal....n she has a bf.....n we r not lesbian! hahax =p

i heart u feli!!! =D

next is lydia! cool cute malay gal.....love 2 sing 2 me XD
hope 2 c u on graduation day so i can giv u a hug too........=)
i dun think a kiss is require aso...=p
me n her r looking 4 the perfect guy.....sory feli! u alreadi found urs....=p
next is gud luck 4 spm! both of u! =D heart u lydia too!!!!!

i think again.....

nononono....i doubt he is interested.....if he was....he should hav taken a little bit time off 2 chat wit me at the very least? show a little interest in our conversation? mayb tis is a sign....a sign tat he is not interested.....oh....i accept it already =.= damn away with it.....shit....
last but not least....i wil 4get about all tis 2molo n b my normal self again...
so i need not wori i guess....it wont affect me largely....focus on spm n prom!
thinking of prom wil certainly get me in a high mood....of coz =D
who need a guy tat is not interested in her? she should not press it further than it should b.....leave it at rest where it wants 2 b.....

i think......

i think i failed at least half of my attempt 2 talk wit him over the net....haizzz....it has already lower half of my confidence....
well....i tried.....n at least do not regret if i have failed....
anyway its bfore exam....he must b focusing....as i must focus too...not fooling around =.=
how stupid n ridiculous can i get? damn it....get over urself....
tis time u tried.....u made an effort....n tats wat tat counts! mayb i can try again after spm if my confidence resumed its level of 100%.....i doubt or undoubt it will...unless there is a sign...plz giv me a sign!

kiss me

Oh, kiss me, beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

splendid day! =D

hahax....its a nice day coz i finally saw him after more than 1 week! hahax...
i realised jus how much i miss him....=p
n it was quite a surprise when i can recognise him even though i was not paying attention at the moment....
i was reading a novel written by my fren...sitting at the corridor there...wit mei yee.....hahax....n then i heard some voices....then 2 pengawas guy past by....i was curious who they were...hoping 1 of them was him...n it reali was! =D
hahax....how shocked i was! but i was kind of hapi it was him......finaly he came 2 skool!..=D
n in class....i kept getting glances of him....hahax =) n sometime he was behind me....i duno y he is behind me aso but he was jus there....n i duno wat 2 do! y m i so useless? =.=
anyway it was a great day! during recess aso saw him...how lucky i can get? me n my frens sat the table next to his table....=) n he came over 2 chat aso....wit my fren la...i cant even look at him...omg.....XD
n my fren ask me 2 buy drink 4 her....n he was there buying too! XD omg...i think
2day my luck wit him is veri gud izit? keep seeing him....XD so im veri hapi! =D
but feli n her big mouth went n spoil it i guess....she said 2 me **** never come....**** is another guy.....i jus look at him sometime oni de....it was nothing....my feelings 4 HIM r totaly strongeR! then my other frens aso heard then say i like **** isit? n he was there! =.= i hope plz he don salah faham! =.= i was like....no way.....=.= but then after tat he left...omg....
all i wan 2 tell him is tat i like him oni....haizzz....no wan else....
if he oni knew.....=(

perfect!!!!! =D

***Guy's point of view

This is very cute! And even written by a guy!
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens, 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.'

Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.
I'dbe utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!'instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can thinkof.
On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.

Girls:I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY AGUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRYDISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREATYOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

*****Give the nice guys a chance*****

> Holdin Hands-
> Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
> Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

> Cuddling-
> Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
> Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

> Movies-
> Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
> Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

> Loving each other-
>Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, giveher a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.

> Laying below the stars-
>Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on hischest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
>Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make awish about something you would like to happen Between you and yourcrush....

> guys: no grabbing!!!

> Guys repost this if you agree.

> Girls repost this if you think it's cute.

> Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the> girls that read this will repost this .

> Now copy and repost this; if you don't you'll have bad relationships for 69 years.

> By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.

> If you don't repost this, you will have bad luck for your entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

> repost as: Guy's point of view

i miss u dearly....n i like u even more....

hearing the love song again...thinking of him again....=)

i think i fell in love wit him quite a long time ago...jus tat i didnt reliase...
bcoz i had a bf at tat time....n i dont even noe him...i jus thought of him as the prefect tat sometime come 2 my class....the prefect tat catch my eye everytime he appear.....
until now when i finally broke up.....i realise tat i reali like him n its not fake...he's been in my heart 4 a veri long time....jus not visible....
now i see it....=) n m i glad.....

i duno if it is too late...but i jus wanna try....i wanna make a effort tis time...
to tell a guy tat i reali like him...even though we dont talk much...

i duno whether he is the one....or whether i wan 2 spend the rest of my life wit him....or either mayb we r not compatible....i jus noe tat tis feeling inside me ain't gonna stop until i get an answer from him....whether it wil break my heart or make me fly....=)

how did i fall in love with u?

what can i do to make u mine? falling so hard so fast this time....
what did i say, what did u do? how did i fall in love with u?

tis song is by backstreet boys....its a veri old song...but stil veri sweet 2 me...
=) n of coz when i heard tis song...i thought of him again....typical me =p

i dunooooooo

kind of shit or wat la but im slacking again...=.= n i duno y....but stil got study la....but its jus like bit by bit....hmmmm....wil try 2 work harder >.currently reading the book trainman.....love story...veri cute....its about a geek who met a lady on the train....n fall 4 the lady....n change his appearance 2 go out wit her....scoop up huge courage 2 ask her out....then so on so on...still reading....hehe =)
if oni romance was as easy n as smooth as novel.....the world wil b happier wit love.....
n im stil thinking about him! =.=
if the rumour is true...n he do like her....then screw me la.......haizzzz.
dun wanna care but it keeps coming back into my mind....wat 2 do?????
all i wanna do is tell u how much i like u....n whether u feel the same way...
is it so hard? i think so...=(
currently addicted 2 nickelback, yellowcard......hehehhehe...music is my soul...besides love =D
n u noe....when i saw mamma mia in the cinema wit my mum.....through out the whole show.....all i think about was him...like tis show remind me of him....but the storyline does not hav anything 2 do wit him! o.O i duno y.....every song inside there makes me miss him more! =.=
actually every love song i hear aso let me think about him....

trying really hard.....=) n never giving up!!!

im so motivated 2 study tis few days....i think its bcoz of the bad results XD.....hahax....
at least its aso a gud thing rite? kakax.....
now jus taking a break....alone at home T.T sobxxx.....mum went 4 open house....waiting 4 her 2 come back luuu.....quite boring sikit....kekex....
n it keeps rain rain rain...=.=! make me cant go swimming.....=( anyway cant blame the weather..
mum say its bcoz of the nice heaven god prayers.....im veri the 'yellow string' tat is required 2 wear by ppl who went 2 the prayers.....to me....the yellow string is a kind of luck n protection....
im even wearing 2 of them! coz the previous wan the monk wear 4 me de....so i dun wanna take it out....unless it ownself fall off =) sometime i jus believe in tis kind of thing....hehe...
n a guy in class tat i admire bsides HIM is aso wearing the yellow string leh! i didnt noe he was a buddhist coz he has an english name besides his chinese name....hahax....so funny wei when i told my fren....hahax...=p tis guy aso not too bad la....kakax....who ask him never come 2day....i look at others canot ah? blek.....

raya-ing....holiday-ing....working hard! =D

go raya raya.....go swimming...eat eat eat....study little bit....go gai gai...tats wat i do tis holiday lo..
kakax....not bad adi lo....at least not boring....n i got a new mp3 n laptop! =D tats the best thing la.
thx 2 my mum....=) although sometime i quarrel wit her....but i stil love her the most deep down in my heart....she is reali veri important 2 me.....without her i aso duno how la....hahax....
so now im updating my laptop n mp3.....kekeke.....then later got 2 study aso la....HAHax....=p
im jus living my life =D a lot of thing happen tis few days...hapi n sad de aso got....but aiyo i veri lazy 2 write la...hahax.....funny n stupid wan aso got.....XD aiya..nvm la....next time la....kekekex....love ya =p

3 more paper to go!

3 more paper 2 go until i finish my trials!!! n all i can say about it is tat it sucks!!! =p
n i got 2 keep my eyes off of him.....i jus got to....other guys aso not too bad mah...hahax....swt....
c whether i can la....=p
he's jus a boy....im jus a gal....can i make it more obvious?
everybody knows who he is....but no one knows who m i....
he's famous wit ppl....im jus a normal gal....wat more can i say....
secretly i like him......he jus don know it......
i don think we could ever b....so im jus hanging here....
i dun wanna care...dun wanna noe...but i always cant resist myself.....
mayb its jus a crush...mayb its more than tat.....
mayb im nothing 2 him.....its confusing! n i dun wanna misinterpret anything....dun wanna hav my hopes too high.....
n im goin 2 prom dateless! XD HAHAx.....n currently oni feli n her bf goin 2 teman me there....n i totaly dun wanna b their 'lightbulb'......no offense la....but they surely wan 2 b wit each other rite?
i jus wanna noe is he goin prom wit a date or wit his fren....if he has a date....well i truly madly deeply got 2 get over my feelings......hehe.....its jus tat simple i guess...hmm..mm..mmm

take time 2 realise

take time 2 realize.....tat im by ur side....
i cant spell it out 4 u....it ain't tat simple....i can't even show it....
if u jus realize, wat i jus realized....then we would b perfect 4 each other....
we never hav 2 wonder whether we missed out on each other....
i try 2 read between the lines....i try 2 look into ur eyes....i wan a simple explanation wat im feeling inside....

your voice...is the soundtrack of my heart.....do u noe tat u're unlike any other? u're always b on my mind....ur eyes r the brightest of all the colours....i jus wanna let u noe....tat i cant keep my eyes off of u.....

HOHOHO comp is back! =D

comp is back! =D ~lalalala~
songs come 2 life in my ears...hahax....=p
2day went swimming in the morning....yoohoo~ so relaxing.....i love being in the water...its soothing n calming.....it drowns out the outside world when im in it...=)
im currently japanising n koreaning.....hehe....duno y...i think coz they r so handsomeee.....=DDDD hahax....
miura haruma is the BOMB! hahax...
so now im here...trying 2 put my comp back 2 its normal state...full of my crap...=p
n i cleared my room again....a miracle! =D suddenly got the mood...duno y...kakax...swept the floor aso....i geng leh...kakax...
mood 4 2day is high high high...i think its the comp's fault....=p but at long last i got it back....yoohoo~~~
so hapi until i dun care whether 2molo is exam or wat la...i'll jus go get it! =)
crash n burn la u paper!

screw chemistry.....

we held hands.....literally....Hahax....i mean....he shook everybody hands la...not oni mine....but his touch stil lingers on mine...firm n comfortable....weird feeling....weird day too....hahax....if oni he knew wat i felt....i wonder whether he had any feelings when he held my hand....i hope my hand didnt disgust him! tats the worst tat can happen coz i can say tat my hands r not the best of hands....=(
n i duno y....now my class switch adi...=.= switch wit the form 3 class....it totally sucks lo....the class is so small n damp....
lights aso not good....n they hav stupid curtains hanging at the door...=.= got 2 bend down everytime i go out or in....coz im too tall....hahax =p so the placing during exam aso switch liao....hahax....now i sit behind.....n he sit in front....tats y its weird....=/
n im suddenky worried about my future....ppl keep on talking n talking n talking about theirs n its scaring me =.=
but i reali hope everything wil b ok in the end =)

the exam continue.....

2day is bioogy....bapak i tak tao bagus or tak bagus la....Hahax..=p anyway 2day went skool veri sleepy so nothing was on my mind at the moment....jus wrote my brain out....hope it gonna b ok....hehe...
n i clear my cupboard adi....im not THAT messy anymore....mum was shock....HAhax...well....i was in a mood....changing my wardrobe ma...changing my fashion....throw out all the old stuff....then can go shopping! =D my favourite!
n my mood reali can change like the clouds tat r floating in the sky....little bit can get irritated....little bit can get extremely hapi...not bad huh? =/
currently addicted 2 the song by ( taylor swift : love story )
romeo n juliet song....veri romantic...hahax...XD for me la...
i dun care wat happens....im jus gonna live my life...=)

=.=

hormones r doin a roller coaster in me....=.= tats y my mood is like the ppl on the roller coaster...up n down...up n down.....2day aso like another not so gud day 4 me....stuck at home....bapak boring....=.=

im the most foolish person on earth

i suddenly realise tat im the most foolish person on earth....to think tat i can make it happen between me n him....no no...its not tat easy...i finally got it into my head....he is totaly better off wit her..whoever she is....i dun care anymore....me n him r from different world....we r like the sky n sea tat wil never ever touch each other.....like the sun n the moon....will always b kept at a certain distance....can oni look at him from afar....i accept tat fact....looking at him i wil b satisfied gua....i think so....try 2 resist bah...hahax....try 2 look at other guys gua....hahax...draw my attention away from him....tats the best thing i can do....

4th day?????

hahahax....moral was ok gua but history...screw it la....AHAHhahax...
n saw him 2day again >.<
walao eh....tis few days keep thinking about him n noticing him....=p
n he is like always so near me la...duno whether he on purpose or wat de...hahax...i too perasan hoh...XD....a gal can dream rite?
when talking wit my funnie Buddie tat time....he was like opposite...back against me la...=.= swt...but he was so near....nearly touching my fren table wei....like everything i say he aso can hear....HAHAx....then after tat when i went back 2 my place tat time....i noe he was walking there aso tats y i aso walk there....AHAHAx...
at least i got make an effort rite? =p
n goin back home tat time....our shoulders brush each other n i looked at him in the eye...HAHAx....count as another effort rite? hohohox...
i think i reali dun care whether he got a gal he like adi...i jus wan 2 let him noe how i feel even though i wont get a reply....at least tis time i wont regret it...hehe....
i falling hard n heavy man HAHAHAx....sei lo

3rd day!!!!

all i can say is sejarah paper is damn wat wei....but dun care la....past is past...tats all i can say...wahaha....i think im back 2 my normal self adi =D yeah!
2day quite fun....after sejarah paper then ppl can do wat they wan adi except the islam students la....2day is jus better than yesterday is all i can say....hehe...=p
saw him 2day again...hahax...totally felt happier....when i went in class 2day...he was sitting near my fren place....then i casually went over 2 my fren there n sit bside her....HAHAx....i didnt look at him la but i noe he's there....wahaha....at least i done soemthing bold 2day...duno whether he wil notice anot...
then after sejarah paper.....coming bek fron toilet 2 go bek 2 class.....i bump into my bro...kz...then we chat 4 a little while at the staircase there...then he past by wit his bagpack....wanna go home adi i guess.....i thought he was jus gonna past by but then on the way he met 1 of his frens too....n he n his fren start chatting 2 each other near me n my bro.....walao eh....i wan like so wat....i reali dun wan he 2 misunderstand me n my bro...a lot of ppl do tat...n i hate it...coz my bro has a gal he likes too....n duno y tis few days im afraid 2 look at him straight in the face...HAHA....so while they chat....n i chat wit my bro...i noe he is there...but i jus cant look over at him....veri stupid wei...hahax...then at the end...my bro wan go makan then i aso balik class lo...then i stand outside the corridor wit my fren awhile....then he was on the corridor opposite us 2 the right....then i look at him....duno whether he got look at me anot...haiz....hahax...weird la me....last time i use 2 b soo brave n look him in the eye....now duno y bcame like tat.....
mayb bcoz he got another gal tat he like.....haizzz......but so far im ok wit it....dun wanna care about it...its his life...he can like whoever he wan to....=p

2nd day

2nd day of exam....english....boleh tahan i think...but the essay not enough time la =.= malay got 2 hours plus....english oni get 1 hour plus....totally not fair wei....
2day my mood is totally better than yesterday....yeah =) hope it will get even better 2molo....hands r healing but stil feel like crap =.= i guess tats a thing 2 b happy about....so far so good....

first day of exam!!!!

hey all, its the first day of exam....i like paper 1 ...dislike paper 2.....tats all i can say.....n i dun feel like myself 2day...i duno y....but aiya....dun care la...now currently exam is the most important stuff....so i dun wanna care about others.....
i hope i wil recover soon...n the allegy on my hands too....they make me disgusted 2 c my hand in such a state....these hands of mine can scare ppl away...=.= haizzz
i reali serious wei.....even a guy wont wanna hold my hand wei.....haizzz!
2molo english paper...can relax coz i love english....hahax....im even using english now la...but not mean i say the paper is easy la...but i noe i can handle it better than 2day....=p if i canot even cheer up when i saw him 2day a skool....i think i reali got a problem wit myself.....i avoided looking at his face too....but i noe he is there la....overall the day was ok.....frens n family were of coz stil the greatest =p

veri lazy

i noe exam is veri extremely near.....jus 1 more day n a few hours 2 go.....but i jus cant help by feeling extremely lazzzzzzzy.......i mean....its the weekend....n i naturally relax on a weekend....mayb its jus in my mind i guess XD cant help it....so here i am....blogging....coz long time no blog adi....hand veri itchy....n yesterday the whole day i didnt get 2 on9 coz my comp broke down.....now im using my mum's laptop....im like a fish without water when i dun hav my comp n internet n music.....im addicted 2 them....=p n yesterday was like 1 of the boredest day in my life.....after enough of studying tat my brain could take....i was like lost of wat 2 do.....i usually will on9 but the comp broke down =.= i ended up reading storybook....tats wat i do last time when i dun hav a comp....u c....the problem is im not a TV person....TV shows dun reali attract me.....except some tat reali gets my attention.....special case la tat wan....=.= so finALY....2day got my hands on mum's laptop n the internet connects!!!! =D hapy again....
well....my event 4 2day was....
swimming in the morning!!!! trying 2 b like michael phelps but apparently i was dreaming....=.= even the uncle aso faster than me XD i think so la....or either i was jus cruising la....swt...but my swimming improve so it was gud....feels great 2 b in the water....=D then after tat was sauna!!!
the changing have a extremely old n small sauna =.= well, me n my mum made the best of it....so no complains there i guess....we wan it ho hot hot....so we add add add!!! hahax.....add water la....=p
breakfast was tosei at the restorant at ss15.....i think its call sri devi or something...the wan at the maybank tat row.....my mum ate nasi lemak.....=.= somemore tambah sambal chicken....swt....ask me eat....im trying 2 keep fit here but sadly its not working at all....as long as im living wit my mum....i dont think i can ever get the body i wan =.= oh well....she's my mum....she's the boss....not everytime la....=p
oh ya....n i saw leng chai at the restorant! =D yeah....2 leng chai somemore...not bad not bad.....kind of skinny but at least 1 had some muscles....HAHAx....so sory im looking at the wrong area....=p but it was kind of obvious since he is wearing sleeveless!!! u cant blame a gal like my age 4 looking....anyway....i think he wanted 2 show it off too....hahax....
then the whole afternoon was at home.....c tennis on tv wit mum....read storybook.....kind of boring....but overall ok la......then eat eat eat =.= haizz.....my dream body....fly fly away~
tennis was super interesting! we watched the repeat la.....1st match...muller vs federer......2nd match....roddick vs jokavic......i duno whether i speeled corect but watever.....3rd match....man's double final...the bryants won!!! hurray!!! hahax....but i like tat indian dude too...he won the mis doubles....so gud 4 him too....=)
the bazaar 4 dinner!!!!! told u it was a fattening day! =.= tats y 2molo got 2 swim like michael phelps again!!! lose weight!!!! off wit the fat!!!! n finally we reach night....means its now.....mum laptop works with the internet....so here i m.....engrossed in my baby....XD......hapi hapi....veri fulll...=.=.....my sister thin adi....so i wannna b thin too =.=
woh...i wrote a lot.....hahax...

That guy....

if he only knew, what i knew but could not say
i know he got a girl that he likes, and i know that girl is not me
i know its too late, but i can't keep my eyes of off him
if he only feel, what i feel right here in my heart
everytime i hear a love song, he's the one that occupies my mind
when i don't see him, i wonder what's he doing?
do he ever think of me? or he only think of her?
i really want to know what's on his mind
maybe someday, i will have enough courage to ask him
me and him, we are 2 strangers from different world, totally different personalities
that's why i wonder whether we will have a chance to be together? if ever faith was on our side?

say hi 2 a new me!!! =D

actually tis new me begin at the start of 2008 January 1st....but now i only hav the time n heart 2 express it in my blog 4 all 2 c...=D isn't tat great?
on december 31th, i finaly hav the guts 2 break up wit my long-term boyfriend 4 2 years tat i didn't noe was torturing me inside.....i was a bird in a cage tat could not fly when im with him.....i think i was blinded by the feeling of having a bf.....tats y after i start working during my 2007 end of the year holidays....i came 2 realise tat he was the one tat stopped me from doin the things i love....n with some advise from my co-workers n my family.....i broke up wit him! i was so proud of myself! =D
working wit ppl reali giv u a whole new image of the world....a whole new experience....n im glad =)
after tat....2008 year was a bomb!!! i now have frens tat r reali the greatest of all 2 me....n highskool bcame so interesting....tat now i dun feel like graduating from it!
but sadly....2008 is my last year of highskool....so i wil 4ever cherish it 4 ever....=)
now im facing my trials.....n i hope the best 4 all my frens....i reali love u guys....u all brought light 2 my life...=)

Long time no c...my lovely blog =)

woh! i think i reali long time no update my blog....well....i was lazy i guess....or i jus could not b bother.....

u have a bad day

~ u have a bad day ~ the angels dun care ~ u singing a hapi song ~ so u could turn it around ~

u dun wanna 2 b lonely in ur life coz trust me...i been there....done tat....n is totaly so not nice....