i havent found wat i've been looking for...

nope
havent found wat im looking for
either hav i found wat im feeling for
nobody's crossing the frenship line so far
nothing.....a big zeroooo

coz sometimes even frens aren't there for u
so how can u expect more?
sometime i feel tat i dun belong
so its kinda hard....

i wonder whether 1 day i'll feel like i belong somewhere out there....
feeling empty inside
like there's no purpose
but i noe i got a purpose in life
b a better person
tats the most vital
2nd is treat other ppl n famili n frens wit loving care
repair my attitude
get fitter....firmer....so ppl wont call u fat or big size....
im tired of tat alreadi...

try 2 take a picture of love
didnt think i wan it tat much
try 2 fill tis new frame
but it's empty~~~
mayb we're trying.....we're trying too hard...
mayb we're torn apart
mayb the timing is beating our heart
it's empty~~~

i wan 2 b the gal tat makes u stay
the one tat makes u turn ur head
put a smile on ur face
n hear ur laughther everyday
n i'll noe tat i can count on u no matter wat
when im in sorrow u'll always b there...
but it's hard 2 find
n mayb u dun even exist...
only in my dreams

but i'll stil try my best
2 find u
even if i dun succeed
i think i wil b content
tat at least i've been looking for u

if i dun say tis now
i wil surely break
as im leaving the one i wan 2 take
4get the urgency
but hurry up n wait
my heart has started 2 separate~~~

always the one tat u wan
is not the one tat u wil hav
should i giv up?
or keep dreaming?
keep waiting?
or jus move on?

when i c couples
im jealous >.<
y do i feel like tat
i dun wanna feel tis emptiness
my mind wants a bf
but my heart cant find one =.=
r the odds against me or something?
im tired adi.....