Thursday, November 11, 2010

gym

dun b lazy
tired for one more day only
for 24 hourssss
go gym then go out the go work
i know it will b exhausting
but worthy !

always get emo after listening to emo song
hahax
well the solution ?
stop listen to emo song lo
but i dun wan to
i wan to listen to them
coz it's jus the way i feel

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

selfish

yes
selfish
unappreciative bitch
lol
i feel like it
skip work
for 4 days adi
i mean im still weak
dont feel like myself
cant eat properly
so i dun wanna go

2day mum is goin gym wit me
hope it gets better
i dun wan to hav to face him
or anyone
im a loner
jus leave me alone
since u dun hav the guts to come over n talk to me

i cried

yes i did
i cry always when im sick

im not in the mood
im emo
when i heard the sound here without you by 3 doors down in gym
i lagi emo
haizzz

skip work
feeling weak
anyway i was right
thought ok adi then eat eat eat
mana tau
stomach still not well
damn it

n in gym
it's hard to ignore him
y walk in front of me when im goin to walk by
it doesnt mean anything
i hav lost interest anyway
trying not to care
no biggie
he got a gal right there
when the gal not there oni he does this kind of stupid thing
typical man

Monday, November 8, 2010

sorry

`yeah
im anti social
so sorry
i dont keep in touch
im a bad fren
i noe that
it happens a lot

duno y
mayb i dun find any satisfaction
mayb i dun find myself
i duno
im lost
but im ok
alone.....
sometime it's great
when i hav my family
but mum is oni gone for 1 day n im missing her
m i too dependent on mum?
mayb
alot.....
but i duno
i love hanging out wit my mum
haizzz
m i weird or wat
anti social weirdo
boooks n gym makes me hapi
yup
lifeless thing
oh yea n mr.darcy
which is not real