Thursday, November 11, 2010


dun b lazy
tired for one more day only
for 24 hourssss
go gym then go out the go work
i know it will b exhausting
but worthy !

always get emo after listening to emo song
well the solution ?
stop listen to emo song lo
but i dun wan to
i wan to listen to them
coz it's jus the way i feel

Tuesday, November 9, 2010


unappreciative bitch
i feel like it
skip work
for 4 days adi
i mean im still weak
dont feel like myself
cant eat properly
so i dun wanna go

2day mum is goin gym wit me
hope it gets better
i dun wan to hav to face him
or anyone
im a loner
jus leave me alone
since u dun hav the guts to come over n talk to me

i cried

yes i did
i cry always when im sick

im not in the mood
im emo
when i heard the sound here without you by 3 doors down in gym
i lagi emo

skip work
feeling weak
anyway i was right
thought ok adi then eat eat eat
mana tau
stomach still not well
damn it

n in gym
it's hard to ignore him
y walk in front of me when im goin to walk by
it doesnt mean anything
i hav lost interest anyway
trying not to care
no biggie
he got a gal right there
when the gal not there oni he does this kind of stupid thing
typical man

Monday, November 8, 2010


im anti social
so sorry
i dont keep in touch
im a bad fren
i noe that
it happens a lot

duno y
mayb i dun find any satisfaction
mayb i dun find myself
i duno
im lost
but im ok
sometime it's great
when i hav my family
but mum is oni gone for 1 day n im missing her
m i too dependent on mum?
but i duno
i love hanging out wit my mum
m i weird or wat
anti social weirdo
boooks n gym makes me hapi
lifeless thing
oh yea n mr.darcy
which is not real

Tuesday, October 26, 2010


I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if Im in love with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

why ?

i duno why
y i always get ahead of myself
alway so perasan
fall for the wrong guy
jus bcoz ppl treat u good then bcome soft joh
damn it
cant i b stronger
i think too much
i feel too much
i dun wanna feel anything
coz all is wrong
wat im facing right now
i think all is the wrong one
make me wonder whether i am ever getting the right wan ?
mayb nothing at all....

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


healthy lifestyle!!!!
boo yaaaa
trying to motivate myself
gonna start drinking some fitness drink
which is chocolate
but duno how it is supppose to tone body n build muscle
that is wat said in the magazine
should b good !!!
hope get results

gym gym gym ~~