i think and i think and i think!

i think think think hoh....mayb im reali thinking too much....yeah...tats rite...
im thinking too much...i dun reali like him la....
its jus the case of jealousy when he is wit other gals....is not called like or love...its jus u jealous he never talk 2 u....tats all...nothing more i guess....

coz there's this magazine i read....4got which wan adi...later go find n read again....it says tat sometime ur 'like' is not actually wat u think it is....so mayb i got it all wrong lo! pheww!! finaly figured tis wan out....kekekeke...clever leh =p

n actualy now i suppose 2 do my assignment but im here blogging! xD dun care la...i'll do wat i wan...then later mai rush rush rush lo....kakakakax

now im gonna find the magazine first! reali wanna explain it la...

ok! here it is!

PHASE 1: LUST
LASTS: about 2 weeks
WHAT HAPPENS: u may feel like you've lost control, ur heart beats faster and ur palms get sweaty. ur brain is telling ur body 2 giv off sexual hormones, like estrogen, which make u feel attracted to another person.

is tat me? duno about them sexual hormones....=/ lets c how tis goes....

PHASE 2: ROMANCE
LASTS: about 1 or 2 months
WHAT HAPPENS: u move beyond feelings of nervousness n want 2 get as close to him as u can. being around him makes ur brain release serotonin and dopamine, the same stuff tat's released when u eat chocolate!

hmmmm.....mayb yes mayb no....coz the nervous stage wit him is totaly over....stil it can b nothing....=?

PHASE 3: TRUE LOVE
LASTS: maybe forever!
WHAT HAPPENS: those butterflies are replaced wit a warm security blanket. ur brain gives off oxytocin, a hormone tat helps u bond. it's a commitment drug tat makes u wan 2 stay 2gether - in gud times n bad.

totally not tis stage 4 me....aint got no commitment drug xD

so is it love or jus a hot crush! honestly i duno =p but i answered all the question in the book...n the answer is not love....so mayb its jus a crush....

so im back 2 the original stage.....stil waiting n longing for "YOU"!!!!!

i believe in love at first sight....but i havent got any sights for anyone! =.=