i'm not in love~ tis is not my heart~
yeah....mayb yes mayb no...duno!
after i noe his true feelings....didnt reali bother 2 think about him adi...
hope when go bek skool tat time aso the same bah....jia you! >.<
my fren jus sent me the pangkor trip pics.....
the first person i look at is surely myself lo....
then the 2nd....i look 4 the other guy...xD
so not bad lo....my eyes were not searching 4 him....
got improvement lo....kekeke...
tats y i can do it! there's stil so many guys in the world....
i dun believe i cant find the one tat is mine!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
the other one.....mayb it was nothing.....
i didnt notice him wan lo...
i thought he n wei han like pui yan de ma....
or mayb he n tis gal named lee ping was an item or something...tats wat i thought...
coz they always 2gether....she even hold his arm.....
so i didnt reali bother....
but then....since the 1st day till the last...he kept popping up near me...making...reali reali tiny talks....the longest was at least 5 minutes oni...
but it was reali at least something!
but aso mayb he was jus being polite n friendly...
first it was at the temple....
when i was praying...he always was standing near me...its either right behind or by the side.....but sometime when i turn aroud....he is gone....n i duno y....
n when me n chee hui was the last one coming down from the temple mountain....
he was by the pond....by himself....like waiting for something....duno y he not wit the group on the other side lo...
the next wan was the beach tally match...
he got hurt....but i was a coward....not brave enough to chek on him...his lao po jus went over n comfort him...so gud......she so deserve him n he so deserve her....treat each other so gud....
n then when i was mad at myself n looking at them wit a kind of sorrow feeling...
i notice he was looking at me...but i didnt act like anything wrong....jus walk over 2 my group lu....mayb he was not even seeing me aso...
next was the swimming...totally didnt notice him lo....
too busy swimming...
when wei han got up 2 go back...he didnt folow wo....
then i got up lo....
then he was behind me wo....
then i went 2 the store 2 ask whether they got towel coz i didnt bring mine....
when i came out n walk wit my fren 2 go back 2 room...
he was aso bhind wo....alone as usual....
funny guy lo....xD
then our 1st nite of dinner....
everyone sat on benches....
i didnt noe la...but then at the end i notice...
my back n his back was against each other...no touching la....coz im another table....he is the other one too....
then when i wan get up take food.....he aso get up wo....so coincidence meh? o.O
then after dinner.....sitting back the van 2 go 2 pasar malam....
when i wan walk across....he aso wan walk across...nearly bang into each other....
veri weird lo 4 me....mayb its nothing xD
after tis few times....i suspect lo.....then i notice...then the situation confirm my curiosity lo....if my brain is workin well la...mayb its interpreting wrong xD
coz the 1st nite at bianca room....i was sitting outside wit chee hui n lee ping...
then he came along wit wei han n gang....
they all went in lo...
he sat wit lee ping n chatted...
lee ping somemore lie bside him oh....
then suddenly lee ping get up n went in....
then he was sitting facing me ma....his back against chee hui ma....so he stare at me.....i stare at him...then i kind of do the eye expression 2 breack the awkward....then look back out at the environment....the silence was ok between us...
then when i look back at him the second time...
he ask me where i stay wo....=.= typical question 2 open a conversation....
then i answer lo....
then we talk about a guy tat i met during orientation....tis guy is in business wan
at first i duno who he was talking about...
then i think think think...then remember adi....i think he noe him aso gua....
since he ask me about it....
n when he answer me about it....i aso notice something...
i ask him whether he saw me wit the guy during orientation izit...
then he say yes wo...tat means he adi so long notice me adi la? walao....if like tat then geng lo....
coz i seriously never c him lo....until when we separate class wit the chef....
he ask me whether i noe tat guy veri long adi ah...
then i say no ah...jus met tat day lo...
then duno how the conversation went 2 ns there wo...
then no topic adi...then i call out the chee hui....ask her she sleep adi la....
she said no...
then i think he stil wan 2 talk 2 me wan....
then the stupid kin lam....tats his name....came out 2 find his lao po...=.=
then wei loon tease him say u zhui dao ur gal adi la....
then kin lam say back him....then wei loon went back in =.=
if kin lam didnt come out.....sure can talk more de gua....
stupid kin lam! go pak tou wit ur lao po elsewhere!
then 2nd day after snokeling....
we aso jump into the pool again...xD
tat time wei loon was playing pool ball wit the guys....then we gals wan 2 cross over 2 the other side ma.....
my fren all cross adi lo...oni left me wit our AA
he was there ma....
i was trying 2 avoid him coz i noe he was playing.....then need 2 concerntrate ma....so dun wan kacao lo....
i wan swim behind him ma...then duno y...
the more i swim further bhind him...the more he move bhind aso lo...
but tat time the ball was in front lo...he should b moving in front ma.....=.= weird wan lo he...keep moving bhind...make me veri hard 2 cross...
then suddenly he look at me...like wanted 2 say helo or splash me water like tat coz he lift his hand...but then half my head was in the water....so i canot giv him any reaction aso xD jus made eye contact....hahax....
then after the swim....everyone get up....he was again reali close bhind me lo....=.=
when walking back 2 the room...he was in front in lee ping ma....
he aso turn bhind n look at me wo....=.=
if he is wit lee ping adi...plz dun giv me any hope plz....
i hate guys being two timer....
o ya.....i miss out something...at the boat making dock....
when the tourguide was giving the details...
he was standing bside me lo...
trying 2 peek at my notes...but i didnt let him look lo...pretend 2 cover my notes....hahax....
then bbq nite.....
i was bbqing my food...
then wei han squeeze bside me lo....i somemore thought adi gao no space adi hoh...
but tis wei loon somemore can squeeze between me n wei han wo...
like tat then i sure got 2 make space 4 him lo...so i move aside...let him come in...
he ask me where 2 put his chicken...then i mai show him some space lo...
then he aso pinjam my bbq tongs....
when kin lam n wei han borow it was like normal....
but when wei loon borow it was like something lo...
coz he usually dun come near me lo....
coz like i said i thought he like pui yan....n he never come talk 2 me bfore aso....
now suddenly like wanna get close....feels weird..but nice aso la xD
then the 2nd time....he came over n chek on his chicken lo....aso come squeeze bside me wo...hahax....his chicken not ready lo...then he gone again.....
both time he aso came reali near lo....touching me lo....hahaxxx...
then the next time....i was taking water.....then he was taking more chicken 2 bbq...
when he pass me by.....he aso came real close lo....xD weird fellow....
when eating at the table....i aso feel like he watching me like tat....
mayb i perasan lo...i tend 2 do tat =.= reali hate tat....
ever since tis trip....its like he is always near me....
no matter wer we go lo....
then the last day....at the marine department....
when we have tea break....
i was taking food....
kin lam n dickson was on my left n right de....
then they both left....
then wei loon come wo....
touching me aso lo....
taking the kuih muih....
weird fellow.....if u adi got a gal...stay away from me plz....
i dun wan empty anticipation n hope anymore !
i had it adi!
i thought he n wei han like pui yan de ma....
or mayb he n tis gal named lee ping was an item or something...tats wat i thought...
coz they always 2gether....she even hold his arm.....
so i didnt reali bother....
but then....since the 1st day till the last...he kept popping up near me...making...reali reali tiny talks....the longest was at least 5 minutes oni...
but it was reali at least something!
but aso mayb he was jus being polite n friendly...
first it was at the temple....
when i was praying...he always was standing near me...its either right behind or by the side.....but sometime when i turn aroud....he is gone....n i duno y....
n when me n chee hui was the last one coming down from the temple mountain....
he was by the pond....by himself....like waiting for something....duno y he not wit the group on the other side lo...
the next wan was the beach tally match...
he got hurt....but i was a coward....not brave enough to chek on him...his lao po jus went over n comfort him...so gud......she so deserve him n he so deserve her....treat each other so gud....
n then when i was mad at myself n looking at them wit a kind of sorrow feeling...
i notice he was looking at me...but i didnt act like anything wrong....jus walk over 2 my group lu....mayb he was not even seeing me aso...
next was the swimming...totally didnt notice him lo....
too busy swimming...
when wei han got up 2 go back...he didnt folow wo....
then i got up lo....
then he was behind me wo....
then i went 2 the store 2 ask whether they got towel coz i didnt bring mine....
when i came out n walk wit my fren 2 go back 2 room...
he was aso bhind wo....alone as usual....
funny guy lo....xD
then our 1st nite of dinner....
everyone sat on benches....
i didnt noe la...but then at the end i notice...
my back n his back was against each other...no touching la....coz im another table....he is the other one too....
then when i wan get up take food.....he aso get up wo....so coincidence meh? o.O
then after dinner.....sitting back the van 2 go 2 pasar malam....
when i wan walk across....he aso wan walk across...nearly bang into each other....
veri weird lo 4 me....mayb its nothing xD
after tis few times....i suspect lo.....then i notice...then the situation confirm my curiosity lo....if my brain is workin well la...mayb its interpreting wrong xD
coz the 1st nite at bianca room....i was sitting outside wit chee hui n lee ping...
then he came along wit wei han n gang....
they all went in lo...
he sat wit lee ping n chatted...
lee ping somemore lie bside him oh....
then suddenly lee ping get up n went in....
then he was sitting facing me ma....his back against chee hui ma....so he stare at me.....i stare at him...then i kind of do the eye expression 2 breack the awkward....then look back out at the environment....the silence was ok between us...
then when i look back at him the second time...
he ask me where i stay wo....=.= typical question 2 open a conversation....
then i answer lo....
then we talk about a guy tat i met during orientation....tis guy is in business wan
at first i duno who he was talking about...
then i think think think...then remember adi....i think he noe him aso gua....
since he ask me about it....
n when he answer me about it....i aso notice something...
i ask him whether he saw me wit the guy during orientation izit...
then he say yes wo...tat means he adi so long notice me adi la? walao....if like tat then geng lo....
coz i seriously never c him lo....until when we separate class wit the chef....
he ask me whether i noe tat guy veri long adi ah...
then i say no ah...jus met tat day lo...
then duno how the conversation went 2 ns there wo...
then no topic adi...then i call out the chee hui....ask her she sleep adi la....
she said no...
then i think he stil wan 2 talk 2 me wan....
then the stupid kin lam....tats his name....came out 2 find his lao po...=.=
then wei loon tease him say u zhui dao ur gal adi la....
then kin lam say back him....then wei loon went back in =.=
if kin lam didnt come out.....sure can talk more de gua....
stupid kin lam! go pak tou wit ur lao po elsewhere!
then 2nd day after snokeling....
we aso jump into the pool again...xD
tat time wei loon was playing pool ball wit the guys....then we gals wan 2 cross over 2 the other side ma.....
my fren all cross adi lo...oni left me wit our AA
he was there ma....
i was trying 2 avoid him coz i noe he was playing.....then need 2 concerntrate ma....so dun wan kacao lo....
i wan swim behind him ma...then duno y...
the more i swim further bhind him...the more he move bhind aso lo...
but tat time the ball was in front lo...he should b moving in front ma.....=.= weird wan lo he...keep moving bhind...make me veri hard 2 cross...
then suddenly he look at me...like wanted 2 say helo or splash me water like tat coz he lift his hand...but then half my head was in the water....so i canot giv him any reaction aso xD jus made eye contact....hahax....
then after the swim....everyone get up....he was again reali close bhind me lo....=.=
when walking back 2 the room...he was in front in lee ping ma....
he aso turn bhind n look at me wo....=.=
if he is wit lee ping adi...plz dun giv me any hope plz....
i hate guys being two timer....
o ya.....i miss out something...at the boat making dock....
when the tourguide was giving the details...
he was standing bside me lo...
trying 2 peek at my notes...but i didnt let him look lo...pretend 2 cover my notes....hahax....
then bbq nite.....
i was bbqing my food...
then wei han squeeze bside me lo....i somemore thought adi gao no space adi hoh...
but tis wei loon somemore can squeeze between me n wei han wo...
like tat then i sure got 2 make space 4 him lo...so i move aside...let him come in...
he ask me where 2 put his chicken...then i mai show him some space lo...
then he aso pinjam my bbq tongs....
when kin lam n wei han borow it was like normal....
but when wei loon borow it was like something lo...
coz he usually dun come near me lo....
coz like i said i thought he like pui yan....n he never come talk 2 me bfore aso....
now suddenly like wanna get close....feels weird..but nice aso la xD
then the 2nd time....he came over n chek on his chicken lo....aso come squeeze bside me wo...hahax....his chicken not ready lo...then he gone again.....
both time he aso came reali near lo....touching me lo....hahaxxx...
then the next time....i was taking water.....then he was taking more chicken 2 bbq...
when he pass me by.....he aso came real close lo....xD weird fellow....
when eating at the table....i aso feel like he watching me like tat....
mayb i perasan lo...i tend 2 do tat =.= reali hate tat....
ever since tis trip....its like he is always near me....
no matter wer we go lo....
then the last day....at the marine department....
when we have tea break....
i was taking food....
kin lam n dickson was on my left n right de....
then they both left....
then wei loon come wo....
touching me aso lo....
taking the kuih muih....
weird fellow.....if u adi got a gal...stay away from me plz....
i dun wan empty anticipation n hope anymore !
i had it adi!
dun care...im goin 2 continue.....
at nite....everyone squeeze 2 bianca house....
some drank alcohol n got drunk.....xD i didnt touch it lo
play mahjong.....play cards.....
tats when half the truth came out...
she slept on his lap....
he was stroking her hair....
then blah blah blah....
i was sleepy....balik tidur at 1am....
next morning....brekfast....
met wei han n boon tong n china guy....
sit 2gether....
typical wei han....joking again lo...
then boon tong play him n his lao po....make them sit 2gether....
his lao po confess 2 me she dun wanna b in a relationship yet...
but now all i hope is he wil get her....dun wan him 2 b sad....
next is snokeling!
totaly fun....it was the best....
i love water....i seriously do! =)
after tat go back hotel....some of us jump into pool XD
he was there too.....
then we play pool ball wit other of our classmates....reali veri fun lo...
i kicked dickson at his neck xD
it was an accident....
reali didnt wan 2 get up from the pool....
but at last got 2 coz time 4 dinner....
dinner was bbq by the beach tat we sit boat go snokeling wan....
veri simple....veri hot coz i kept bbq....panas betul....
then it was dodo birthday....took photo wit him n i bbq some sotong 4 him as his birthday present....gud leh me xD
then i duno y the guys like 2 squeeze at my there lo....
first was wei han...then it was him...then is was another guy....wei loon....
ask me whether got place 2 put his chicken =.=''''
then i was bbqing chicken 4 dickson coz i hit him wit my leg in the pool ma...
wanna make up 4 him xD
but the chicken was not cook....kersian xD
then back 2 hotel...
after lecturer meeting...totaly boring....
went 2 bianca room again....
tis time i drank alcohol o....
it was the last night ma.....
drank 2 cup then face red adi...xD
then i smart lo....stop drinking adi
coz his lao po got drunk...
but he didnt came over 2nite....
kelvin say he pass out over alcohol n slept adi...
everyone face all red lo xD
then 1 am canot tahan...balik liao.....
next morning....totaly tired n sleepy....but got 2 wake up aso...
got 2 go marine department.....ask questions.....
then after tat balik lo! xD
make long story short so sory
coz theres 1 more veri interesting thing 2 tell!
there's this guy tat i notice.....like keeping a close distance wit me.....
im not sure la....mayb i perasan...but i stil wanna write tis down xD
in the next blog!
some drank alcohol n got drunk.....xD i didnt touch it lo
play mahjong.....play cards.....
tats when half the truth came out...
she slept on his lap....
he was stroking her hair....
then blah blah blah....
i was sleepy....balik tidur at 1am....
next morning....brekfast....
met wei han n boon tong n china guy....
sit 2gether....
typical wei han....joking again lo...
then boon tong play him n his lao po....make them sit 2gether....
his lao po confess 2 me she dun wanna b in a relationship yet...
but now all i hope is he wil get her....dun wan him 2 b sad....
next is snokeling!
totaly fun....it was the best....
i love water....i seriously do! =)
after tat go back hotel....some of us jump into pool XD
he was there too.....
then we play pool ball wit other of our classmates....reali veri fun lo...
i kicked dickson at his neck xD
it was an accident....
reali didnt wan 2 get up from the pool....
but at last got 2 coz time 4 dinner....
dinner was bbq by the beach tat we sit boat go snokeling wan....
veri simple....veri hot coz i kept bbq....panas betul....
then it was dodo birthday....took photo wit him n i bbq some sotong 4 him as his birthday present....gud leh me xD
then i duno y the guys like 2 squeeze at my there lo....
first was wei han...then it was him...then is was another guy....wei loon....
ask me whether got place 2 put his chicken =.=''''
then i was bbqing chicken 4 dickson coz i hit him wit my leg in the pool ma...
wanna make up 4 him xD
but the chicken was not cook....kersian xD
then back 2 hotel...
after lecturer meeting...totaly boring....
went 2 bianca room again....
tis time i drank alcohol o....
it was the last night ma.....
drank 2 cup then face red adi...xD
then i smart lo....stop drinking adi
coz his lao po got drunk...
but he didnt came over 2nite....
kelvin say he pass out over alcohol n slept adi...
everyone face all red lo xD
then 1 am canot tahan...balik liao.....
next morning....totaly tired n sleepy....but got 2 wake up aso...
got 2 go marine department.....ask questions.....
then after tat balik lo! xD
make long story short so sory
coz theres 1 more veri interesting thing 2 tell!
there's this guy tat i notice.....like keeping a close distance wit me.....
im not sure la....mayb i perasan...but i stil wanna write tis down xD
in the next blog!
为什么我不是你喜欢的人?
为什么我喜欢的人
没有和我有同的感觉呢?
我真的觉得我没希望了
心淡了
心碎了
心痛了
不想期待了
期待根本就没好处
只会带给我伤害
懂了
了解了
不要再浪费力气了
静静地祝福你
要把你从我脑海抛开。。。。
不要来找我了
没有和我有同的感觉呢?
我真的觉得我没希望了
心淡了
心碎了
心痛了
不想期待了
期待根本就没好处
只会带给我伤害
懂了
了解了
不要再浪费力气了
静静地祝福你
要把你从我脑海抛开。。。。
不要来找我了
pangkor.....the happiness n the pain....
pangkor was the bomb!
but as always....when it came 2 an end....it wasnt so bomb 4 me anymore...
everytime aso like tat de....
starting gao nice de....
when end tat time...for me la....sure not nice wan =.=
well....lets get the story started.....
morning reach skool lu....
then morning morning....wei han come n kacao me adi =.=
coz the guy tat like me was there.....n i was like avoiding him....
but avoid aso cant la...in the end he stil saw me...then got 2 talk 2 him =.=''''
i dun reali like talkin 2 him lo....
he jus veri wat la...=.=
the wei han somemore there laughin at me
he came late lo....i think he overslept gua xD
duno y tat morning....i feel him like very emo n lonely lo...duno wat happen 2 him...
then the bus came...then we board it lo....
he sat alone lo...duno wats up wit him....
u noe sometimes i wan guan xing him....but its jus so hard 2 open my mouth =___=
in bus joke around a lot lo....xD
then went 2 visit places around perak.....
aso a lot of fun lu....
n wei han is totaly after pui yan lo....
i can sense it....xD
i jealous lo...but no choice...he like her rite?
so xin fu lo...>.<
somemore help them take bag....haizzz...
i tell u ah.....in my whole life ah....not 1 guy tat im even a little bit interested wil help me wit anything wan...like take my bag or anything....or care about me....
y always other gals get tis kind of treatment?
n when the guy tat giv me tis kind of treatment is the guy i totally dun wan?
haizzz....
i tell u i jus got no love luck...
as tis holiday proceed...im like learning the truth....
then sit ferry go pangkor lo...
on the ferry the wind was totaly fun lo....
then i c they all take photo wit the guys....i aso jealous lo...
but wat can i do? nothing....so dun care....
i noe i enjoyed it then can la....
then after tat get down from ferry....
wait 4 van 2 take us 2 go resort.....
play around wit him n my frens lo...
fun n funny lo xD
finaly reach teluk dalam resort....
go chek in 2 chalet...
then get ready 4 beach tally match! totally fun! xD
got 3 groups.....
my group call pink panda XD
his group call hot n sexy xD
wei han group call so hapi ppl in zimbabwe language....hahax....
my group all the guys veri skinny lo...but at the end we won! HAHAHAHAX!
coz got the tug of war ma...
walao wei.....wei han group so strong lo...got all those big size guys =___=
but lucky we won! xD we got pink panda semangat! xD
then after tat....everyone jus jump into pool! xD
swim wit t-shirt n shorts on....
some sexy girls wear bikini lo.....
so lucky...haiz...
me cant show off lo....=.=
then the guys all took out their shirts...
the body not bad wo xD
he didnt la...he got tummy la....XDXDXD
i think he shy gua...
but doesnt matter de lo....i think he wan take off mai take off lo...nothing 2 shy about....he is a guy ma....
then balik take bath get ready 2 go out 4 dinner!
dinner was ok ok....
malay food.....
after dinner go jalan jalan at something like a pasar malam....
saw a lot of stuff but never buy >.< reali regret never buy lo! haizzzz...
then saw him n his lao po so loving again....haizz.....totally jealous lu....
dun care la....coz during tis trip i learn the truth adi!
n i jus learn it now....talking 2 him on msn....9.51pm on 29th may....
me....tham ai ling...lost tis guy adi....
he say he like her....coz i ask 2 confirm...he somemore bought her a present in pangkor....i choose the present wan leh....n it suppose 2 b mine....coz i wanted 2 buy it....but i let him buy 4 her....
now wan write the whole thing about pangkor aso veri lazy adi....
mayb next time gua.....
coz no mood adi....
will try 2 continue next time bah.....
but as always....when it came 2 an end....it wasnt so bomb 4 me anymore...
everytime aso like tat de....
starting gao nice de....
when end tat time...for me la....sure not nice wan =.=
well....lets get the story started.....
morning reach skool lu....
then morning morning....wei han come n kacao me adi =.=
coz the guy tat like me was there.....n i was like avoiding him....
but avoid aso cant la...in the end he stil saw me...then got 2 talk 2 him =.=''''
i dun reali like talkin 2 him lo....
he jus veri wat la...=.=
the wei han somemore there laughin at me
he came late lo....i think he overslept gua xD
duno y tat morning....i feel him like very emo n lonely lo...duno wat happen 2 him...
then the bus came...then we board it lo....
he sat alone lo...duno wats up wit him....
u noe sometimes i wan guan xing him....but its jus so hard 2 open my mouth =___=
in bus joke around a lot lo....xD
then went 2 visit places around perak.....
aso a lot of fun lu....
n wei han is totaly after pui yan lo....
i can sense it....xD
i jealous lo...but no choice...he like her rite?
so xin fu lo...>.<
somemore help them take bag....haizzz...
i tell u ah.....in my whole life ah....not 1 guy tat im even a little bit interested wil help me wit anything wan...like take my bag or anything....or care about me....
y always other gals get tis kind of treatment?
n when the guy tat giv me tis kind of treatment is the guy i totally dun wan?
haizzz....
i tell u i jus got no love luck...
as tis holiday proceed...im like learning the truth....
then sit ferry go pangkor lo...
on the ferry the wind was totaly fun lo....
then i c they all take photo wit the guys....i aso jealous lo...
but wat can i do? nothing....so dun care....
i noe i enjoyed it then can la....
then after tat get down from ferry....
wait 4 van 2 take us 2 go resort.....
play around wit him n my frens lo...
fun n funny lo xD
finaly reach teluk dalam resort....
go chek in 2 chalet...
then get ready 4 beach tally match! totally fun! xD
got 3 groups.....
my group call pink panda XD
his group call hot n sexy xD
wei han group call so hapi ppl in zimbabwe language....hahax....
my group all the guys veri skinny lo...but at the end we won! HAHAHAHAX!
coz got the tug of war ma...
walao wei.....wei han group so strong lo...got all those big size guys =___=
but lucky we won! xD we got pink panda semangat! xD
then after tat....everyone jus jump into pool! xD
swim wit t-shirt n shorts on....
some sexy girls wear bikini lo.....
so lucky...haiz...
me cant show off lo....=.=
then the guys all took out their shirts...
the body not bad wo xD
he didnt la...he got tummy la....XDXDXD
i think he shy gua...
but doesnt matter de lo....i think he wan take off mai take off lo...nothing 2 shy about....he is a guy ma....
then balik take bath get ready 2 go out 4 dinner!
dinner was ok ok....
malay food.....
after dinner go jalan jalan at something like a pasar malam....
saw a lot of stuff but never buy >.< reali regret never buy lo! haizzzz...
then saw him n his lao po so loving again....haizz.....totally jealous lu....
dun care la....coz during tis trip i learn the truth adi!
n i jus learn it now....talking 2 him on msn....9.51pm on 29th may....
me....tham ai ling...lost tis guy adi....
he say he like her....coz i ask 2 confirm...he somemore bought her a present in pangkor....i choose the present wan leh....n it suppose 2 b mine....coz i wanted 2 buy it....but i let him buy 4 her....
now wan write the whole thing about pangkor aso veri lazy adi....
mayb next time gua.....
coz no mood adi....
will try 2 continue next time bah.....
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
sory but i didnt think of u.....xD
didnt reali talk or think about him...xD
too busy having too much fun....hahax....
2day class start oni at 10am.....
so i was early...went library....study little bit german lu....
then met bianca there aso...she aso studying wo...coz she failed the last one....
then when it was 10am....go class wit her lo....
he was alreadi there wit 2 other guys....
call me monkey again =.= then i poke him lo....then nothin adi....xD
but i was ok lo...not bad....hehe....
then felicia came....
then yen n yan came....then the fun part comes again....laugh like hell...xD
talking about the pangkor trip......
he aso came over n talk a little....but he didnt acknowledge me...but i didnt mind aso lo...=p
then his lao po came.....ask me how my greman thing....she met alvin outside when she came in.....i told her i cant find mine T.T
sms him aso no answer wo...stupid....
then i rehearse her dialog wit her lo....veri funny aso lo xD
i cant stop laughing xD then she hit me on the head pulak =.=
then wei han aka funny guy come adi.....aso veri funny lo...xD
yen n yan there singing wo....
then we talk about duno who who handsome....when wei han ask us who handsome....i say he handsome...he like very swt lo xD
yen somemore say we say handsome surely do not mean him....lagi swt lo xD
then time 4 german.....
saw my partner - reanson...told me he 4got about the whole thing =.='''' reali swt...
german was fun lo xD alvin n reanson sit bhind me n my fren ma....
they jus canot stop laughing over all of the joke.....especially alvin xD
totaly canot tahan him wei....
then after german...
me, chee hui, reanson n alvin oni find an empty classroom 2 record our stuff....
tis alvin ah....like buli me aso de....
keep sayin me...stay in subang...so far =.=
then take the earphone...swing around my head.....later kena me how? xD
he say kena me then i can hit reanson wo =.=''''reali swt
then tis reanson keep on scolding bad words...aso gao funny wan lo the bad words he scold....xD
at last...we finish adi! then balik! woohoo!!
2day ate a lot
big appetide....duno y xD
2molo pangkore trip adi....
so when i come back oni continue blog bah! muack!
tats y day got much fun so no think about him....
even after class he come find his lao po n never speak 2 me coz i act like didnt c him XD i aso not much feeling lo....=p
but then on the way home.....
too busy having too much fun....hahax....
2day class start oni at 10am.....
so i was early...went library....study little bit german lu....
then met bianca there aso...she aso studying wo...coz she failed the last one....
then when it was 10am....go class wit her lo....
he was alreadi there wit 2 other guys....
call me monkey again =.= then i poke him lo....then nothin adi....xD
but i was ok lo...not bad....hehe....
then felicia came....
then yen n yan came....then the fun part comes again....laugh like hell...xD
talking about the pangkor trip......
he aso came over n talk a little....but he didnt acknowledge me...but i didnt mind aso lo...=p
then his lao po came.....ask me how my greman thing....she met alvin outside when she came in.....i told her i cant find mine T.T
sms him aso no answer wo...stupid....
then i rehearse her dialog wit her lo....veri funny aso lo xD
i cant stop laughing xD then she hit me on the head pulak =.=
then wei han aka funny guy come adi.....aso veri funny lo...xD
yen n yan there singing wo....
then we talk about duno who who handsome....when wei han ask us who handsome....i say he handsome...he like very swt lo xD
yen somemore say we say handsome surely do not mean him....lagi swt lo xD
then time 4 german.....
saw my partner - reanson...told me he 4got about the whole thing =.='''' reali swt...
german was fun lo xD alvin n reanson sit bhind me n my fren ma....
they jus canot stop laughing over all of the joke.....especially alvin xD
totaly canot tahan him wei....
then after german...
me, chee hui, reanson n alvin oni find an empty classroom 2 record our stuff....
tis alvin ah....like buli me aso de....
keep sayin me...stay in subang...so far =.=
then take the earphone...swing around my head.....later kena me how? xD
he say kena me then i can hit reanson wo =.=''''reali swt
then tis reanson keep on scolding bad words...aso gao funny wan lo the bad words he scold....xD
at last...we finish adi! then balik! woohoo!!
2day ate a lot
big appetide....duno y xD
2molo pangkore trip adi....
so when i come back oni continue blog bah! muack!
tats y day got much fun so no think about him....
even after class he come find his lao po n never speak 2 me coz i act like didnt c him XD i aso not much feeling lo....=p
but then on the way home.....
Monday, May 25, 2009
you.....
I turn my head
I can’t shake the look you gave
And I’m good as dead
Cause oh those eyes are all it takes
And all I want is you
So I pull away
All I do is sit and wait
And I might as well write the words right on my face
That all I want is you, oh is you
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
And all my fears creep and crawl across my skin and
These four walls are after me and moving in
And all that I want to do
Is give up, give in, let this one stay where it is
But I don’t suppose I will
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
One of these days I’m gonna find myself a way
I’ll find the courage and I’ll find the grace
And I’m gonna know just what to say
And you’ll walk on up when you want this love
When you’ve had enough and you’ve given up
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
I can’t shake the look you gave
And I’m good as dead
Cause oh those eyes are all it takes
And all I want is you
So I pull away
All I do is sit and wait
And I might as well write the words right on my face
That all I want is you, oh is you
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
And all my fears creep and crawl across my skin and
These four walls are after me and moving in
And all that I want to do
Is give up, give in, let this one stay where it is
But I don’t suppose I will
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
One of these days I’m gonna find myself a way
I’ll find the courage and I’ll find the grace
And I’m gonna know just what to say
And you’ll walk on up when you want this love
When you’ve had enough and you’ve given up
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
nice day! =D
firstly it was great bcause i finish my assign!
i do it until early in the morning... with veri little sleep....
tired n exhausted....but at least i finish it....
at 1am.....he msg me on msn....tell me he wan sleep liao...tat time i stil rushing my assign....i thought he was reali sweet....ask me dun sleep so late xD
but i totaly slept late or didnt even sleep at all lo....xD
at 5am.....sleepy like hell....so told my mum i wan skip morning class...which is not important....jus eng.....
he msg me at 6 something lo....told me his ktm late.....again =.=
ask me 2 help me tick his attendance in class...coz he thought i goin skool....
i told him i not goin lo....n wil ask other fren help him tick....xD hapi lo tat time....didnt noe he is goin 2 miss class too....
went 2 skool oni at 9am for the pdp class.....
met dickson at the empty class....he aso never attend eng xD
lucky not oni me lo....then china guy aso never attend...cool man xD everybody rushing assign until too tired 2 go eng....
we chatted until everyone else came....
all my frens ask wat happen 2 me....hahax....
then everything start 2 get funny....
wei han was joking around....teasing me n my frens....totally gao funny lo xD
suddenly feel veri fren wit him adi....
i saw him oni after pdp class.....
he went to the ptptn ceramah ma....
chatted lo...
then he went 2 find teacher wit his frens....
he reali cut hair adi lo....
tats wat he told me on msn yesterday....
quite short n im not use 2 it lu....
but im sure i'll get use 2 it by 2molo...xD
later folow frens go comp lab....
everyone rushing 2 print assign.....
i didnt need 2 rush cause im printing mine outside that has colours
met him there again....
joke around wit frens....
then he tease me again lo.....
steal my phone somemore xD
got 2 chase him all the way upstairs 2 get it bek xD quite fun
then later he went 2 the classroom first....i stayed bhind wit my frens....
at the end we were late lo.....xD dun care....AA meeting oni ma....
during AA meeting got 2 take group photo 4 the class's blog....
didnt get a chance 2 stand wit him again =.= he stand wit his lao po....
but i didnt mind...coz i had fun wit the other guys....they r funny too xD
after AA meeting i think he balik liao....coz never c him adi....
so i went 2 coffee shop there 2 print my papers.....on the way there met class mate....a guy...seok qing....never reali talk in class but i always wanted 2 talk 2 him n make frens...jus say hi lo...better than nothing xD
the guy at the shop there veri friendly n funny....
ask me how old is he....i purposely said 30....xD
he somemore laugh lo....i was shock he not offended....anyway i told him i was joking....
after i said he was 30....he somemore said he like me...i was like o.o????
mayb he joking but i was kind of shock la...n hapi xD guy say like u wo....even though its either a joke or wat....but stil a guy told it 2 me....in a very long time....hahax....plus his real age is 26 la....a bit old 4 me la xD but can b frens in the future i guess....=)
after tat balik skool....
met front office alvin! =)
i like tat guy lo....not like how i like him la...
but tat guy is friendly
i hope i was his partner in the german thing but instead i partner his fren =.=
n his fren everytime keeep hilang diri...duno when oni i can do the german thing wit him.....
chatted wit him lo....
then say chao n continue our way 2 a classroom where all my frens were doin their german thing except me n another gal =.= at least tat gal partner is the same course wit us....so its easy 2 find....my partner different course....veri hard wei =.=
after tat i was boring n tired.....so didnt talk much adi....
met my cousin bro n my uncle in the class...say hi say bye....tat's it...
then wwait 4 mum fetch me balik....
so now at home...in front of comp...he aso on9 lo...got chat lo....keke =p
so 2day is so far so gud....^.^v
i do it until early in the morning... with veri little sleep....
tired n exhausted....but at least i finish it....
at 1am.....he msg me on msn....tell me he wan sleep liao...tat time i stil rushing my assign....i thought he was reali sweet....ask me dun sleep so late xD
but i totaly slept late or didnt even sleep at all lo....xD
at 5am.....sleepy like hell....so told my mum i wan skip morning class...which is not important....jus eng.....
he msg me at 6 something lo....told me his ktm late.....again =.=
ask me 2 help me tick his attendance in class...coz he thought i goin skool....
i told him i not goin lo....n wil ask other fren help him tick....xD hapi lo tat time....didnt noe he is goin 2 miss class too....
went 2 skool oni at 9am for the pdp class.....
met dickson at the empty class....he aso never attend eng xD
lucky not oni me lo....then china guy aso never attend...cool man xD everybody rushing assign until too tired 2 go eng....
we chatted until everyone else came....
all my frens ask wat happen 2 me....hahax....
then everything start 2 get funny....
wei han was joking around....teasing me n my frens....totally gao funny lo xD
suddenly feel veri fren wit him adi....
i saw him oni after pdp class.....
he went to the ptptn ceramah ma....
chatted lo...
then he went 2 find teacher wit his frens....
he reali cut hair adi lo....
tats wat he told me on msn yesterday....
quite short n im not use 2 it lu....
but im sure i'll get use 2 it by 2molo...xD
later folow frens go comp lab....
everyone rushing 2 print assign.....
i didnt need 2 rush cause im printing mine outside that has colours
met him there again....
joke around wit frens....
then he tease me again lo.....
steal my phone somemore xD
got 2 chase him all the way upstairs 2 get it bek xD quite fun
then later he went 2 the classroom first....i stayed bhind wit my frens....
at the end we were late lo.....xD dun care....AA meeting oni ma....
during AA meeting got 2 take group photo 4 the class's blog....
didnt get a chance 2 stand wit him again =.= he stand wit his lao po....
but i didnt mind...coz i had fun wit the other guys....they r funny too xD
after AA meeting i think he balik liao....coz never c him adi....
so i went 2 coffee shop there 2 print my papers.....on the way there met class mate....a guy...seok qing....never reali talk in class but i always wanted 2 talk 2 him n make frens...jus say hi lo...better than nothing xD
the guy at the shop there veri friendly n funny....
ask me how old is he....i purposely said 30....xD
he somemore laugh lo....i was shock he not offended....anyway i told him i was joking....
after i said he was 30....he somemore said he like me...i was like o.o????
mayb he joking but i was kind of shock la...n hapi xD guy say like u wo....even though its either a joke or wat....but stil a guy told it 2 me....in a very long time....hahax....plus his real age is 26 la....a bit old 4 me la xD but can b frens in the future i guess....=)
after tat balik skool....
met front office alvin! =)
i like tat guy lo....not like how i like him la...
but tat guy is friendly
i hope i was his partner in the german thing but instead i partner his fren =.=
n his fren everytime keeep hilang diri...duno when oni i can do the german thing wit him.....
chatted wit him lo....
then say chao n continue our way 2 a classroom where all my frens were doin their german thing except me n another gal =.= at least tat gal partner is the same course wit us....so its easy 2 find....my partner different course....veri hard wei =.=
after tat i was boring n tired.....so didnt talk much adi....
met my cousin bro n my uncle in the class...say hi say bye....tat's it...
then wwait 4 mum fetch me balik....
so now at home...in front of comp...he aso on9 lo...got chat lo....keke =p
so 2day is so far so gud....^.^v
Saturday, May 23, 2009
under control
u c....i noe how 2 control my feelings liao...
my feelings 2 him is not as hectic as the last few days liao....
but when he call lao po lao po i stil quite irritated la...
but other than tat...im cool =)
2day got extra german class in the morning....
not bad lo....get 2 chat wit the guys....
the day tat i get 2 chat wit the guys or hav a laugh wit my frens....are the happiest....
at least im not jus sitting there....doin nothing...boring wei...
the stupid wei han aso teasing me lo =.=
i think he got gf leh...duno how his gf tahan him lo xD
ask me sit bside him in german....i say i dun sit bside him bcoz i scare of him
XDXDXD hahahax....
then he stil ask me sit wit him...somemore help me pull the table n chair....hahax...
but then at the end didnt sit wit him lo....
coz mr.thomas ask us arrange the tables n chairs....
so 2day class was quite fun lo....
i somemore talk 2 the alvin guy....he from front office de....
he's quite fun.....
so overall 2day is can say great =)
my feelings 2 him is not as hectic as the last few days liao....
but when he call lao po lao po i stil quite irritated la...
but other than tat...im cool =)
2day got extra german class in the morning....
not bad lo....get 2 chat wit the guys....
the day tat i get 2 chat wit the guys or hav a laugh wit my frens....are the happiest....
at least im not jus sitting there....doin nothing...boring wei...
the stupid wei han aso teasing me lo =.=
i think he got gf leh...duno how his gf tahan him lo xD
ask me sit bside him in german....i say i dun sit bside him bcoz i scare of him
XDXDXD hahahax....
then he stil ask me sit wit him...somemore help me pull the table n chair....hahax...
but then at the end didnt sit wit him lo....
coz mr.thomas ask us arrange the tables n chairs....
so 2day class was quite fun lo....
i somemore talk 2 the alvin guy....he from front office de....
he's quite fun.....
so overall 2day is can say great =)
Thursday, May 21, 2009
2day not bad lo xD
2day was like a new turn
happier n more fun! =)
met bianca at the entrance....then took the malaysia's today from the news stand...
then met yen, yan, and mei at the class.....
wait 4 the uncle 2 unlock the classroom then oni we masuk lo....
tis bianca ah...scare of dark....wan me n mei go in first wo =.=....
switch on the lights oni she come in pulak....reali swt xD
then went in...choose a gud spot....
sit wit they all...start reading the lovescope section in the newspaper....
tats when things start getting veri funny xD
then he aso came.....join in the fun lo xD
he aso tell my fren tat my msn display pic is about 'fat hao for guys' XD
told them tat i so need a guy wo....i wan 2 ask him y lo....jealous ah? but n ever ask....hahax...
he aso read his lovescope lo....hahax....
then it was time 4 class....kena scold....coz never do slide...
but at the end it was ok....
we got into our groups....
he sat bside me lo...
i was curious....i mean i thought he was goin 2 sit wit his lao po wei....
reali a surprise lo...
then again keep kacao me lo...
say i keep on touch him wo...
the more he say....the more i purposely touch him 2 kacao him lo xD
then when i talk 2 the other guy bside me....then he say i 'fat hao' =.='''
reali swt wan lo him....
someone tell the black guy from zimbabwe me is 'fat hao' =.='''
when sit bside me...our shoulders aso always touch xD gud thing geh....
later go eng...omg....the guy tat like me sit so near me wei....=.=
omg....n another irritating guy keep annoying me about him....ugh!!!!
then after class go comp lab do assign....
quite semangat 2 do lo....kakakakax....
then i didnt noe he miss call me 3 times on my hp wei....
haiz...if i knew i sure wil pick up geh! >.< wasted.....
wanna try talk on the hp wit him ma....
then after tat the next class....he was angry wit his lao po bcoz she irritate him n kacao his hair....
i suppose 2 b hapi lo they quarrel...
but weird oh...i wan them 2 get back 2gether....o.O
c them not talking 2 each other veri weird lo....hahax...
im even more weird lo....xD
tats all lo 2day! getting better! hope everyday like tat lo! =)
happier n more fun! =)
met bianca at the entrance....then took the malaysia's today from the news stand...
then met yen, yan, and mei at the class.....
wait 4 the uncle 2 unlock the classroom then oni we masuk lo....
tis bianca ah...scare of dark....wan me n mei go in first wo =.=....
switch on the lights oni she come in pulak....reali swt xD
then went in...choose a gud spot....
sit wit they all...start reading the lovescope section in the newspaper....
tats when things start getting veri funny xD
then he aso came.....join in the fun lo xD
he aso tell my fren tat my msn display pic is about 'fat hao for guys' XD
told them tat i so need a guy wo....i wan 2 ask him y lo....jealous ah? but n ever ask....hahax...
he aso read his lovescope lo....hahax....
then it was time 4 class....kena scold....coz never do slide...
but at the end it was ok....
we got into our groups....
he sat bside me lo...
i was curious....i mean i thought he was goin 2 sit wit his lao po wei....
reali a surprise lo...
then again keep kacao me lo...
say i keep on touch him wo...
the more he say....the more i purposely touch him 2 kacao him lo xD
then when i talk 2 the other guy bside me....then he say i 'fat hao' =.='''
reali swt wan lo him....
someone tell the black guy from zimbabwe me is 'fat hao' =.='''
when sit bside me...our shoulders aso always touch xD gud thing geh....
later go eng...omg....the guy tat like me sit so near me wei....=.=
omg....n another irritating guy keep annoying me about him....ugh!!!!
then after class go comp lab do assign....
quite semangat 2 do lo....kakakakax....
then i didnt noe he miss call me 3 times on my hp wei....
haiz...if i knew i sure wil pick up geh! >.< wasted.....
wanna try talk on the hp wit him ma....
then after tat the next class....he was angry wit his lao po bcoz she irritate him n kacao his hair....
i suppose 2 b hapi lo they quarrel...
but weird oh...i wan them 2 get back 2gether....o.O
c them not talking 2 each other veri weird lo....hahax...
im even more weird lo....xD
tats all lo 2day! getting better! hope everyday like tat lo! =)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
you.....
i think he like someone...n im sure its not me
coz the msg he wrote on his msn is so deep
no way it is me....coz we jus met....
haizzz....
even more sad...
2day i ignore him lo....
wait until he find me oni i talk 2 him lo....
tats all lo....
nothing excited lo....haizzz
no hope adi lo....should jus giv up....
im positive about tis bcoz he send me a frenship msg......haizzzz.....
love, plz leave me alone unless it is someone tat is goin 2 love me back as well....
coz the msg he wrote on his msn is so deep
no way it is me....coz we jus met....
haizzz....
even more sad...
2day i ignore him lo....
wait until he find me oni i talk 2 him lo....
tats all lo....
nothing excited lo....haizzz
no hope adi lo....should jus giv up....
im positive about tis bcoz he send me a frenship msg......haizzzz.....
love, plz leave me alone unless it is someone tat is goin 2 love me back as well....
就是爱你
我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像云雨给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根，我翅膀
永远陪在我身边
我愿意， 我也可以
付出一切也不会可惜
就在一起，面对着全世界
要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你，爱着你
有幸有心， 有你
遇到你有了意义
就是爱你，爱着你
甜蜜又欢心
那种感觉就是你
你给我想不到的快乐
像云雨给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根，我翅膀
永远陪在我身边
我愿意， 我也可以
付出一切也不会可惜
就在一起，面对着全世界
要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你，爱着你
有幸有心， 有你
遇到你有了意义
就是爱你，爱着你
甜蜜又欢心
那种感觉就是你
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Different.....
for all i care...he can jus get real wit his tat lao po....
whole day aso lao po lao po lao po....irritating! =.=
i think love is not easy....
finding the right fren tat suit urself aso not easy!
tats wat i felt 2day....
Lonely....
nobody understands....
y i got 2 so care about him? is not like theres no other guy out there?
focus on someone else plz!!!!
tis week duno wat happen la...mood totaly down wei.....so low wei....haizzz...
i reliase tat mayb i dun suit the frens tat i hang out wit at coll...
totaly different world lo i feel....
n him....mayb aso veri different from wat i thought....
should not simply like a person wei...
u'll oni get hurt in the end...
mayb i'll stay single 4ever =.=
finding the right person is jus not easy....
this kind of thing reli dun come everyday...
the more i anticipate...the more tat i feel tat it wont come....haizzz
whole day aso lao po lao po lao po....irritating! =.=
i think love is not easy....
finding the right fren tat suit urself aso not easy!
tats wat i felt 2day....
Lonely....
nobody understands....
y i got 2 so care about him? is not like theres no other guy out there?
focus on someone else plz!!!!
tis week duno wat happen la...mood totaly down wei.....so low wei....haizzz...
i reliase tat mayb i dun suit the frens tat i hang out wit at coll...
totaly different world lo i feel....
n him....mayb aso veri different from wat i thought....
should not simply like a person wei...
u'll oni get hurt in the end...
mayb i'll stay single 4ever =.=
finding the right person is jus not easy....
this kind of thing reli dun come everyday...
the more i anticipate...the more tat i feel tat it wont come....haizzz
Monday, May 18, 2009
somewhere in between....
SoMeWhErE bEtWeEn AlL oF oUr LaUgHs,sTuPiD little fIgHtS,
AnD aLl Of OuR jOkEs
*.i.*.f.e.l.l.*i.n.*l.o.v.e*
he'd be all that i'd ever wanted.
You know when you start out friends and every little joke is hilarious. Then everything he does annoys the hell out of you. Then finally one day you look at yourself and think, "S**t, I fell in love"
Don’t call me beautiful,
I won’t know what to say,
Don’t tell me you love me,
‘Cuz I might run away,
Don’t tell me you care,
Or that you give a damn,
Because I’m afraid I might feel the same
Don’t hold me so close
That I feel your body move up and down,
Don’t whisper you love me
Without uttering a sound
Don’t interwine your fingers with mine
And bring me too near
Because I may never want to let you go
Don’t look at me with those deep set eyes
And flash your glorious grin
Or run your fingers through my hair
Don’t catch my eye in your gentle stare
I may never want to look away
I’m scared to fall in love with you
what are u doin for the rest of ur life? will u marry me? ( BEST PROPOSAL!!!)
dont you love it when some one can make you laugh when you dont even wanna smile..
In every girl's life there will always be those three guys: the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she can't get enough of. And in the end, they're all the same guy.
u cant control falling in love n you cant make urself fall in love
Boy: why dont you like me??
Girl: i do... its just...
Boy: just what?
Girl: I dont want to fall...again..
Boy: this time its different
Girl: why?
Boy: because this time...I will catch you.
when i say im not jealous IM REALI AM!
when i say i dun care I REALI DO!
when i act like i dun care tat u r talking 2 another gal over there I REALI DO!
problem with girls:
"they make you believe they dont love you when they do."
i'm 99% sure that he doesnt like me.
but it's that 1% that keep me hangin on.
"If he is the first person you look for when you walk into a room, he is more than just a friend!!!"
i wanna be the girl you fall for
when everybody else is falling for you
He's not that great-really.
He can be somewhat of a jerk at times,
But you know what...?
He makes me smile that stupid smile
like i was a little kid again
and when i'm around him
I act like myself- my whole self.
The dorky nerdy girl but i don't try to hide it.
Cuz he makes me feel special.
Like i'm worth a second look.
He's nowhere near prince charming
but he's still good enough for me!
She says she doesn’t care, but the look
on her face tells a whole different story.
AnD aLl Of OuR jOkEs
*.i.*.f.e.l.l.*i.n.*l.o.v.e*
he'd be all that i'd ever wanted.
You know when you start out friends and every little joke is hilarious. Then everything he does annoys the hell out of you. Then finally one day you look at yourself and think, "S**t, I fell in love"
Don’t call me beautiful,
I won’t know what to say,
Don’t tell me you love me,
‘Cuz I might run away,
Don’t tell me you care,
Or that you give a damn,
Because I’m afraid I might feel the same
Don’t hold me so close
That I feel your body move up and down,
Don’t whisper you love me
Without uttering a sound
Don’t interwine your fingers with mine
And bring me too near
Because I may never want to let you go
Don’t look at me with those deep set eyes
And flash your glorious grin
Or run your fingers through my hair
Don’t catch my eye in your gentle stare
I may never want to look away
I’m scared to fall in love with you
what are u doin for the rest of ur life? will u marry me? ( BEST PROPOSAL!!!)
dont you love it when some one can make you laugh when you dont even wanna smile..
In every girl's life there will always be those three guys: the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she can't get enough of. And in the end, they're all the same guy.
u cant control falling in love n you cant make urself fall in love
Boy: why dont you like me??
Girl: i do... its just...
Boy: just what?
Girl: I dont want to fall...again..
Boy: this time its different
Girl: why?
Boy: because this time...I will catch you.
when i say im not jealous IM REALI AM!
when i say i dun care I REALI DO!
when i act like i dun care tat u r talking 2 another gal over there I REALI DO!
problem with girls:
"they make you believe they dont love you when they do."
i'm 99% sure that he doesnt like me.
but it's that 1% that keep me hangin on.
"If he is the first person you look for when you walk into a room, he is more than just a friend!!!"
i wanna be the girl you fall for
when everybody else is falling for you
He's not that great-really.
He can be somewhat of a jerk at times,
But you know what...?
He makes me smile that stupid smile
like i was a little kid again
and when i'm around him
I act like myself- my whole self.
The dorky nerdy girl but i don't try to hide it.
Cuz he makes me feel special.
Like i'm worth a second look.
He's nowhere near prince charming
but he's still good enough for me!
She says she doesn’t care, but the look
on her face tells a whole different story.
read tis n love it! xD
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for
who they are:
I'm sorry
That I'm not enough of a slut
to sleep with you on a first date
I'm sorry
That I don't smother my face in make-up
To look a different way
I'm sorry
That my boobs aren't big enough
to "satisfy" your needs
I'm sorry
that I'm not anorexic
and skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry
That I'm not pretty enough
to be "your girl"
I'm sorry
That I'm not a Playboy model
so I can't act like a porn star for you
I'm sorry
I don't have a dream body
that turns you on
But most of all I'm sorry
That you can't accept me
for who I am
who they are:
I'm sorry
That I'm not enough of a slut
to sleep with you on a first date
I'm sorry
That I don't smother my face in make-up
To look a different way
I'm sorry
That my boobs aren't big enough
to "satisfy" your needs
I'm sorry
that I'm not anorexic
and skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry
That I'm not pretty enough
to be "your girl"
I'm sorry
That I'm not a Playboy model
so I can't act like a porn star for you
I'm sorry
I don't have a dream body
that turns you on
But most of all I'm sorry
That you can't accept me
for who I am
if only u knew.....
im noT the girL who ruNs up tO u wheN i see u anD im not tHe giRl who jUmps at eVery momEnt to taLk to u, buT i am tHe girl wHo keEpsz it all iNside and thEn regRets it latEr
The boy you can't have is the one you want the most.
i talked louder and laughed harder just to get you to look my way
i often ignore those who want me, and crave for those who don't
i'm the type of girl who will try not to like you, but i just end up falling even harder
if he takes the time to argue with you then he cares more about you than you think he does
love is like a rumor. everyone talks about it, but only few know the truth
When you get a little jealous remember, it means you love someone enough to value them.
find a guy who doesn't care if u laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open, sing off key,cry
at the movies, or act like an insane person...
&& all it does is make him love you even more
I can't promise that I won't fall in love with you because i did.
I can't promise that we'd only be best friends because i want us to be more.
I can't promise i'll walk down the aisle with someone else because i want to be your bride...
sometimes i look at you...and you seem to be looking back at me...but sometimes you look away...like your afraid of what might happen if you stare just a second longer
The boy you can't have is the one you want the most.
i talked louder and laughed harder just to get you to look my way
i often ignore those who want me, and crave for those who don't
i'm the type of girl who will try not to like you, but i just end up falling even harder
if he takes the time to argue with you then he cares more about you than you think he does
love is like a rumor. everyone talks about it, but only few know the truth
When you get a little jealous remember, it means you love someone enough to value them.
find a guy who doesn't care if u laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open, sing off key,cry
at the movies, or act like an insane person...
&& all it does is make him love you even more
I can't promise that I won't fall in love with you because i did.
I can't promise that we'd only be best friends because i want us to be more.
I can't promise i'll walk down the aisle with someone else because i want to be your bride...
sometimes i look at you...and you seem to be looking back at me...but sometimes you look away...like your afraid of what might happen if you stare just a second longer
reali dun wanna bother!!!
the stupid idiot like ignore me the whole day....
keep on talk 2 my frens oni n his lao po =.=! ugh!
i dun wan like him adi la....i wanna leave it! if i notice him but he does not notice me oni make me frustrated! ugh!
he wan ignore me then ignore la....wan choi me then choi la....coz i notice tat if i care more...i unhapi more....n i aso dun noe how he feel....so dun wanna bother!
n i fail my body odour smelling test! lagi tak shok lo! i noe i got BO but it's not my fault la ok? i was born wit it! damn it! 2day whole day like all wrong la! =.=
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
可不可以看我
虽然我对自己没有一点把握
为什么你明明想靠近却还在犹豫
害我每次都得保持冷静
闭上眼睛，这么都是你?
暗恋真的很痛苦
keep on talk 2 my frens oni n his lao po =.=! ugh!
i dun wan like him adi la....i wanna leave it! if i notice him but he does not notice me oni make me frustrated! ugh!
he wan ignore me then ignore la....wan choi me then choi la....coz i notice tat if i care more...i unhapi more....n i aso dun noe how he feel....so dun wanna bother!
n i fail my body odour smelling test! lagi tak shok lo! i noe i got BO but it's not my fault la ok? i was born wit it! damn it! 2day whole day like all wrong la! =.=
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
可不可以看我
虽然我对自己没有一点把握
为什么你明明想靠近却还在犹豫
害我每次都得保持冷静
闭上眼睛，这么都是你?
暗恋真的很痛苦
Sunday, May 17, 2009
love song....
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing
Saturday, May 16, 2009
i think and i think and i think!
i think think think hoh....mayb im reali thinking too much....yeah...tats rite...
im thinking too much...i dun reali like him la....
its jus the case of jealousy when he is wit other gals....is not called like or love...its jus u jealous he never talk 2 u....tats all...nothing more i guess....
coz there's this magazine i read....4got which wan adi...later go find n read again....it says tat sometime ur 'like' is not actually wat u think it is....so mayb i got it all wrong lo! pheww!! finaly figured tis wan out....kekekeke...clever leh =p
n actualy now i suppose 2 do my assignment but im here blogging! xD dun care la...i'll do wat i wan...then later mai rush rush rush lo....kakakakax
now im gonna find the magazine first! reali wanna explain it la...
ok! here it is!
PHASE 1: LUST
LASTS: about 2 weeks
WHAT HAPPENS: u may feel like you've lost control, ur heart beats faster and ur palms get sweaty. ur brain is telling ur body 2 giv off sexual hormones, like estrogen, which make u feel attracted to another person.
is tat me? duno about them sexual hormones....=/ lets c how tis goes....
PHASE 2: ROMANCE
LASTS: about 1 or 2 months
WHAT HAPPENS: u move beyond feelings of nervousness n want 2 get as close to him as u can. being around him makes ur brain release serotonin and dopamine, the same stuff tat's released when u eat chocolate!
hmmmm.....mayb yes mayb no....coz the nervous stage wit him is totaly over....stil it can b nothing....=?
PHASE 3: TRUE LOVE
LASTS: maybe forever!
WHAT HAPPENS: those butterflies are replaced wit a warm security blanket. ur brain gives off oxytocin, a hormone tat helps u bond. it's a commitment drug tat makes u wan 2 stay 2gether - in gud times n bad.
totally not tis stage 4 me....aint got no commitment drug xD
so is it love or jus a hot crush! honestly i duno =p but i answered all the question in the book...n the answer is not love....so mayb its jus a crush....
so im back 2 the original stage.....stil waiting n longing for "YOU"!!!!!
i believe in love at first sight....but i havent got any sights for anyone! =.=
im thinking too much...i dun reali like him la....
its jus the case of jealousy when he is wit other gals....is not called like or love...its jus u jealous he never talk 2 u....tats all...nothing more i guess....
coz there's this magazine i read....4got which wan adi...later go find n read again....it says tat sometime ur 'like' is not actually wat u think it is....so mayb i got it all wrong lo! pheww!! finaly figured tis wan out....kekekeke...clever leh =p
n actualy now i suppose 2 do my assignment but im here blogging! xD dun care la...i'll do wat i wan...then later mai rush rush rush lo....kakakakax
now im gonna find the magazine first! reali wanna explain it la...
ok! here it is!
PHASE 1: LUST
LASTS: about 2 weeks
WHAT HAPPENS: u may feel like you've lost control, ur heart beats faster and ur palms get sweaty. ur brain is telling ur body 2 giv off sexual hormones, like estrogen, which make u feel attracted to another person.
is tat me? duno about them sexual hormones....=/ lets c how tis goes....
PHASE 2: ROMANCE
LASTS: about 1 or 2 months
WHAT HAPPENS: u move beyond feelings of nervousness n want 2 get as close to him as u can. being around him makes ur brain release serotonin and dopamine, the same stuff tat's released when u eat chocolate!
hmmmm.....mayb yes mayb no....coz the nervous stage wit him is totaly over....stil it can b nothing....=?
PHASE 3: TRUE LOVE
LASTS: maybe forever!
WHAT HAPPENS: those butterflies are replaced wit a warm security blanket. ur brain gives off oxytocin, a hormone tat helps u bond. it's a commitment drug tat makes u wan 2 stay 2gether - in gud times n bad.
totally not tis stage 4 me....aint got no commitment drug xD
so is it love or jus a hot crush! honestly i duno =p but i answered all the question in the book...n the answer is not love....so mayb its jus a crush....
so im back 2 the original stage.....stil waiting n longing for "YOU"!!!!!
i believe in love at first sight....but i havent got any sights for anyone! =.=
Friday, May 15, 2009
another day!
another day n the stupid idiot is still irritating me! xD hahax....i guess u noe who i mean....but at least i had fun 2day....=) dun reali wanna care about the jealous thing anymore la....waste my energy....
he sms me at midnite yesterday lo....ask me 2 meet him at library in the morning coz morning class cancel.....i was excited lo
but then! at 5am....he cancel it...=.=....say he busy wo....
then surely i not hapi lo....
went 2 skool thinking tat y like tat geh!
but then again! things change!
maet my fren at the entrance.....invite me go makan breakfast....mood starts 2 get better adi....
then at the restaurant....met more frens....n the guys....hahax.....mood totally getting better.....=p
chit chat...makan makan...then go bek college 4 german.....
break time lu.....my frens makan lunch lu....
then i jus sit there n chat wit them....
his lao po aso there lo....then her phone ring.....i think is he calling her lo...
tats wat she say when she left.....say go find her lao gong =.= haizzz.
tat time didnt reali care adi lo...so nvm lu....
then after a long while.....he come n knock me on the head wit his bottle from bhind at the cafeteria....i surely shock lo....thought he wit his lao po ma....
then i purposely say his lao po balik liao....he somemore tell me he noe wo =.= stupid idiot....huh.....then chit chat....then he say he go library....
tat time i aso hope tat me n my frens r goin library later too...
then so lucky! my frens suggest go library! hahax.....
when go in library.....i noe he was sitting there...but i ignore...jus let my frens decide where 2 sit.....but then he call me....ask me go his place there....bullying me again lo....then at the end my frens aso came over...then i sit bside him lo....
i wanted 2 sleep wan....but he keep on bothering me....veri funny aso xD
then it was time 4 class.....n even though his lao po sat bside me.....n he aso keep talk wit her....but i was reali ok lo...dun reali wanna care anymore....
me n him aso got play play lo....coz he always tease me...so its fun....so i dun reali mind if he wanna lovey dovey wit his lao po..at least we stil hav fun...
=) so u see! i can control my feelings.....=p
but then im curious aso....
coz in the library tat time....i told him i noe tat he got his lao po num coz he ask me where is his lao po....(he always like 2 ask me where is his lao po =.=)
then he was like shock lo....say how i noe....i lied n say i guess wan....(i noe coz in the cafeteria her hp rang n it was him calling ma)
then he was like kind of explaining 2 me.....say tat he noe her num oni yesterday oni....say tat is she call him first wan....like i wan 2 noe like tat.,,,,,huh....=.=
mayb i wanted 2 noe la...but im not too sure...
so dun wanna care aso...
i'll jus leave it 2 faith.....
anyway he is a cancer....the horoscope say cancer dun go wit aries wo =.=
haiz...duno la....
leave it 2 time...time will tell....=)
he sms me at midnite yesterday lo....ask me 2 meet him at library in the morning coz morning class cancel.....i was excited lo
but then! at 5am....he cancel it...=.=....say he busy wo....
then surely i not hapi lo....
went 2 skool thinking tat y like tat geh!
but then again! things change!
maet my fren at the entrance.....invite me go makan breakfast....mood starts 2 get better adi....
then at the restaurant....met more frens....n the guys....hahax.....mood totally getting better.....=p
chit chat...makan makan...then go bek college 4 german.....
break time lu.....my frens makan lunch lu....
then i jus sit there n chat wit them....
his lao po aso there lo....then her phone ring.....i think is he calling her lo...
tats wat she say when she left.....say go find her lao gong =.= haizzz.
tat time didnt reali care adi lo...so nvm lu....
then after a long while.....he come n knock me on the head wit his bottle from bhind at the cafeteria....i surely shock lo....thought he wit his lao po ma....
then i purposely say his lao po balik liao....he somemore tell me he noe wo =.= stupid idiot....huh.....then chit chat....then he say he go library....
tat time i aso hope tat me n my frens r goin library later too...
then so lucky! my frens suggest go library! hahax.....
when go in library.....i noe he was sitting there...but i ignore...jus let my frens decide where 2 sit.....but then he call me....ask me go his place there....bullying me again lo....then at the end my frens aso came over...then i sit bside him lo....
i wanted 2 sleep wan....but he keep on bothering me....veri funny aso xD
then it was time 4 class.....n even though his lao po sat bside me.....n he aso keep talk wit her....but i was reali ok lo...dun reali wanna care anymore....
me n him aso got play play lo....coz he always tease me...so its fun....so i dun reali mind if he wanna lovey dovey wit his lao po..at least we stil hav fun...
=) so u see! i can control my feelings.....=p
but then im curious aso....
coz in the library tat time....i told him i noe tat he got his lao po num coz he ask me where is his lao po....(he always like 2 ask me where is his lao po =.=)
then he was like shock lo....say how i noe....i lied n say i guess wan....(i noe coz in the cafeteria her hp rang n it was him calling ma)
then he was like kind of explaining 2 me.....say tat he noe her num oni yesterday oni....say tat is she call him first wan....like i wan 2 noe like tat.,,,,,huh....=.=
mayb i wanted 2 noe la...but im not too sure...
so dun wanna care aso...
i'll jus leave it 2 faith.....
anyway he is a cancer....the horoscope say cancer dun go wit aries wo =.=
haiz...duno la....
leave it 2 time...time will tell....=)
Thursday, May 14, 2009
quotessssss
Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it acutally hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
Dear Girls (from us guys)...
*Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do.
It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of.
*Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends.
We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them.
When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous.
You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust.
*On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room.
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
*Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
*Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Smile and say "thank you."
Let us pay for you.
Don't "feel bad."
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say - everybody together now - "thank you."
*Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed.
*You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
*Don't flirt with guys when we're not around.
We'll find out. Trust us.
We have eyes everywhere.
And when we find out, we're pissed.
Not necessarily with the guys you flirted with, more-so with you.
*Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
*Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
*Whatever happened to the word "handsome"?
Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy"?
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity.
**Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change.
Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population ass, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her"....
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
When you feel cold and warm at the same time,
when you read over the same line for the tenth time,
when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,
and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,
then you are in deep trouble my friend... you are in what they call, "love".
Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
if you cant get someone off your mind they are probably supposed to be there
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.
"WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...
____________________________________________________
WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
____________________________________________________
ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.
____________________________________________________
REQUIREMENTS:
- Add this to ur favorites after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
____________________________________________________
IF YOU (LIKE), (LOVE), OR (MISS) SOMEONE RIGHT NOW:
- and can't get them out of your head.
- then add this to ur favorites within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it acutally hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
Dear Girls (from us guys)...
*Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do.
It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of.
*Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends.
We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them.
When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous.
You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust.
*On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room.
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
*Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
*Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Smile and say "thank you."
Let us pay for you.
Don't "feel bad."
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say - everybody together now - "thank you."
*Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed.
*You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
*Don't flirt with guys when we're not around.
We'll find out. Trust us.
We have eyes everywhere.
And when we find out, we're pissed.
Not necessarily with the guys you flirted with, more-so with you.
*Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
*Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
*Whatever happened to the word "handsome"?
Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy"?
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity.
**Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change.
Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population ass, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her"....
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
When you feel cold and warm at the same time,
when you read over the same line for the tenth time,
when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,
and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,
then you are in deep trouble my friend... you are in what they call, "love".
Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
if you cant get someone off your mind they are probably supposed to be there
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.
"WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...
____________________________________________________
WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
____________________________________________________
ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.
____________________________________________________
REQUIREMENTS:
- Add this to ur favorites after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
____________________________________________________
IF YOU (LIKE), (LOVE), OR (MISS) SOMEONE RIGHT NOW:
- and can't get them out of your head.
- then add this to ur favorites within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you
你给的恶作剧
我找不到很好的原因
来解释这一切
这感觉太轻
我抱歉不能说明
我想跟着爱情的力量
奇迹会发生也不一定
温柔的讯息
也许飘来好消息
一切新鲜
有点冒险
请告诉我这么走到终点
没有人了解
没有人和我有同一个感觉
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我情愿投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧~~~~
来解释这一切
这感觉太轻
我抱歉不能说明
我想跟着爱情的力量
奇迹会发生也不一定
温柔的讯息
也许飘来好消息
一切新鲜
有点冒险
请告诉我这么走到终点
没有人了解
没有人和我有同一个感觉
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我情愿投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧~~~~
stupid guy!!!!! =.=!!!!!
i noe i told u tat i wont simply jus fall 4 a guy but!
there's tis guy tat keep calling a gal his lao po......n im damn jealous! =.=
n they r not even reali in a relationship but he introduce her 2 everyone as his lao po....damn it! n im jealous! y the heck m i jealous i duno y....=.= god plz tell me!
me n him r quite close lo....he always tease me n buli me....then i aso everytime hit him....then he aso say me wit another guy n tell the world =.=.....the wan tat is in the previous post tat wan lo...haiz...
then now he keep lao po lao po 2 tat gal! =.=! even buy her ice cream n water....
walao eh....if he is taken plz let me noe la! so my feelings wont go any deeper!
i sometime somemore thought he got little bit like me....but 2day i c hoh....haiz...
no hope la....=( so i'll jus ignore.....
but i somemore same group wit them wei =.=....he n his lao po....walao wei....y god treat me like tis....they wan love love go far far away from me can anot....i veri suffering adi la...
then tat day he somemore told me tat if someone wan 2 b his lao po...must hav tis n tat....1.....noe how 2 cook.......2.......smart......3......rich....=.= duno whether he jk or real de.....but im totally not all of tat.....then the last wan he told me tat if the gal canot fulfill all 3.....then at least she must b compatible wit him.....=.=
n i think he got sort of ask me b his lao po...but i think he was jk so i said no....
aso duno when he real or when his jk de....
anyway if a guy wan me 2 b his lao po....he must at least zhui me n tell me he like me first la....not in tis way la...i totaly won accept lo....n he keep on lao po lao po 2 tat gal....i lagi tak suka! =.=
i think she got like him little bit lo.....then i think he aso like her gua....especially after 2day i c them....haiz =.=
tham ai ling! jus 4get all about it! keep it all bhind!
me n him jus remain fren lo....i like him but i dun think i wan so fast pak tor....jus noe him 4 1 month oni leh.....haiz....but i think he taken jor....
but 2day even though i jealous them....i stil quite hapi...
i talk 2 ppl in my class tat i never talk 2 bfore....
like talking 2 the guys...wahahahaha....
so i quite hapi lu...overall....kekekeeke
no need 2 sad over 1 guy...huh...=p
he wan her....he can hav her....
there's tis guy tat keep calling a gal his lao po......n im damn jealous! =.=
n they r not even reali in a relationship but he introduce her 2 everyone as his lao po....damn it! n im jealous! y the heck m i jealous i duno y....=.= god plz tell me!
me n him r quite close lo....he always tease me n buli me....then i aso everytime hit him....then he aso say me wit another guy n tell the world =.=.....the wan tat is in the previous post tat wan lo...haiz...
then now he keep lao po lao po 2 tat gal! =.=! even buy her ice cream n water....
walao eh....if he is taken plz let me noe la! so my feelings wont go any deeper!
i sometime somemore thought he got little bit like me....but 2day i c hoh....haiz...
no hope la....=( so i'll jus ignore.....
but i somemore same group wit them wei =.=....he n his lao po....walao wei....y god treat me like tis....they wan love love go far far away from me can anot....i veri suffering adi la...
then tat day he somemore told me tat if someone wan 2 b his lao po...must hav tis n tat....1.....noe how 2 cook.......2.......smart......3......rich....=.= duno whether he jk or real de.....but im totally not all of tat.....then the last wan he told me tat if the gal canot fulfill all 3.....then at least she must b compatible wit him.....=.=
n i think he got sort of ask me b his lao po...but i think he was jk so i said no....
aso duno when he real or when his jk de....
anyway if a guy wan me 2 b his lao po....he must at least zhui me n tell me he like me first la....not in tis way la...i totaly won accept lo....n he keep on lao po lao po 2 tat gal....i lagi tak suka! =.=
i think she got like him little bit lo.....then i think he aso like her gua....especially after 2day i c them....haiz =.=
tham ai ling! jus 4get all about it! keep it all bhind!
me n him jus remain fren lo....i like him but i dun think i wan so fast pak tor....jus noe him 4 1 month oni leh.....haiz....but i think he taken jor....
but 2day even though i jealous them....i stil quite hapi...
i talk 2 ppl in my class tat i never talk 2 bfore....
like talking 2 the guys...wahahahaha....
so i quite hapi lu...overall....kekekeeke
no need 2 sad over 1 guy...huh...=p
he wan her....he can hav her....
Thursday, May 7, 2009
weird feeling but still goin good!
all of my fren is driving me crazy!
coz there's tis guy tat told everyone tat another guy was my husband =.=
so not true ok!
im single....so dun spoil my reputation in getting a great bf! =p
im like so doom man.....n tis guy tat is so not my 'husband'...thinks tat im reali his wife....n kind of like me too =.= tat is the worst part of all....not all the teasing....but the teasing actually being true! tis fact of coz oni i noe coz he confess 2 me oni la...so sory la...i gave no reaction lo...i was like 'ooh...' =.=
coz we jus met each other....n after knowing him until now....i know tat he is not my bf material...for me la....as fren totaly ok...but bf...nope....i thought about it....n i c tat me n him dun reali click.....its he the wan doin all the talking n tats boring...=.= coz 4 me hoh....my bf material....we wil surely hav click or a little tiny bit of chemistry for me to him from the start.....so no way....totally not....
n he sometimes scare me....trying 2 b nice n kind wit me....=.= plz la....i jus think tat is 'terlampau' wei....=.= i dun like it when a guy u jus treat as a fren, treat me like special, its pretty obvious n i dun like it....haizzz.....but how leh...canot stop him rite....babi la...
im currently on frens term with everyone....no special treatment.....
some guys attract my attention but tats all its gonna b....frens....for now...
in the future...wanna expand....i'll leave it till then....faith....
coz there's tis guy tat told everyone tat another guy was my husband =.=
so not true ok!
im single....so dun spoil my reputation in getting a great bf! =p
im like so doom man.....n tis guy tat is so not my 'husband'...thinks tat im reali his wife....n kind of like me too =.= tat is the worst part of all....not all the teasing....but the teasing actually being true! tis fact of coz oni i noe coz he confess 2 me oni la...so sory la...i gave no reaction lo...i was like 'ooh...' =.=
coz we jus met each other....n after knowing him until now....i know tat he is not my bf material...for me la....as fren totaly ok...but bf...nope....i thought about it....n i c tat me n him dun reali click.....its he the wan doin all the talking n tats boring...=.= coz 4 me hoh....my bf material....we wil surely hav click or a little tiny bit of chemistry for me to him from the start.....so no way....totally not....
n he sometimes scare me....trying 2 b nice n kind wit me....=.= plz la....i jus think tat is 'terlampau' wei....=.= i dun like it when a guy u jus treat as a fren, treat me like special, its pretty obvious n i dun like it....haizzz.....but how leh...canot stop him rite....babi la...
im currently on frens term with everyone....no special treatment.....
some guys attract my attention but tats all its gonna b....frens....for now...
in the future...wanna expand....i'll leave it till then....faith....
Friday, May 1, 2009
soul mates.....
does soul mates exist?
well, to me....it does....
to me....there is that somebody 4 everybody out there....
nobody is alone....
sometime u cant find it is bcoz of the choices u make in life....
i guess tat is call unlucky....
but no matter wat....even though sometime u r unlucky....but i believe u wil hav something in life tat completes u other than ur soulmate....
everyone surely wonder whether they wil ever find their soul mates....
i wonder too.....
wat if we cant find them? wil we b any sadder than the ones tat found them?
surely we wil b jealous of them....but we wil stil b hapi rite? we stil can live rite?
well, to me....it does....
to me....there is that somebody 4 everybody out there....
nobody is alone....
sometime u cant find it is bcoz of the choices u make in life....
i guess tat is call unlucky....
but no matter wat....even though sometime u r unlucky....but i believe u wil hav something in life tat completes u other than ur soulmate....
everyone surely wonder whether they wil ever find their soul mates....
i wonder too.....
wat if we cant find them? wil we b any sadder than the ones tat found them?
surely we wil b jealous of them....but we wil stil b hapi rite? we stil can live rite?
where's mine? =(
college is getting greater by the day! woohoo~~~~
frens r fun.....a lot of guys 2 look at everyday....xD
however...i aso learned 1 thing...
that most ppl in college....are already taken....
so no matter whether im even a little bit interested....anyway no hope liao =.=
haizz...
while everyone has their other half....i hav none =.=
so where's mine????
i read some of my classmates blogs....woh...i was surprised....all aso talking about their 'who who who'....
even the guy tat im a little bit interested...woh...he's taken...no way....
no chance liao....cheh...
so i wil always remember....bfore u do anything stupid....plz check the guy's status....make sure he is SINGLE like u...=p
but something i read somewhere cheer me up...a little bit la...
it said tat if love comes around everyday....then it's not special anymore...
well....i wan my love 2 b special....so i'll wait 4 u! i'll b patience! =)
hope i can tahan....huhuhuhu....
i bet u nearly my whole class has their own 'who who who'....=.=
well...except me....i seriously not feeling anything special wit anyone....
im jus like looking only....
shit....m i rosak or wat leh? =/ i scare the love feeling wont come anymore after my last breakup....haizzz
so im leaving it 2 faith....plz....giv me a good sign!
frens r fun.....a lot of guys 2 look at everyday....xD
however...i aso learned 1 thing...
that most ppl in college....are already taken....
so no matter whether im even a little bit interested....anyway no hope liao =.=
haizz...
while everyone has their other half....i hav none =.=
so where's mine????
i read some of my classmates blogs....woh...i was surprised....all aso talking about their 'who who who'....
even the guy tat im a little bit interested...woh...he's taken...no way....
no chance liao....cheh...
so i wil always remember....bfore u do anything stupid....plz check the guy's status....make sure he is SINGLE like u...=p
but something i read somewhere cheer me up...a little bit la...
it said tat if love comes around everyday....then it's not special anymore...
well....i wan my love 2 b special....so i'll wait 4 u! i'll b patience! =)
hope i can tahan....huhuhuhu....
i bet u nearly my whole class has their own 'who who who'....=.=
well...except me....i seriously not feeling anything special wit anyone....
im jus like looking only....
shit....m i rosak or wat leh? =/ i scare the love feeling wont come anymore after my last breakup....haizzz
so im leaving it 2 faith....plz....giv me a good sign!
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