this canot, that canot....=/ wat can ?

seriously
something broken in me
i think
lol
after presentation
ok ok lo
see guys in skool aso nothing wei.....==
reali broken joh......lol
sis fetch me back.....
then go home makan makan....
then rest
then sis wake me up to go carrefour to buy her stuff....
went carrefour.....
saw quite a few guys.....
guys that look like they work n veri grown up.....
lol
but i feel nothing?
seriously ?
i duno.....==
wtf....
i like c them....but i think of him? haizzz....
siao deh adi me....

then gym time
i keep looking around for him !
omg ==
then didnt c him....
class start aso he never come
then feel disappointed woh ==
haizzz....
then suddenly after music start....
when i turn to mirror to look
eh?
saw him sitting bhind there tying his hand for combat....
lol....
he late wo....
hapi to see him wo....
== damn....
but then i dun think he interested adi...
cant c him through the mirrors liao...
he would look at me anymore....

wat to do la !!!
dun c him aso sad
c him aso sad
dun look at him sad
look at him aso sad
arghhhhhh
should i confess?
i feel like confessing
then b sad n heartbroken
then get over it
not hanging here like an idiot....

i rather hurt than feel nothing at all.....