the meaning of tis....

finaly
the day tat i anticipated has come
first body combat class after 10 days....
i have been dreaming about wat it will be like
but of coz my dream is better than reality

mom followed me
so i was no lonely
of coz saw him la....
d0no wat tis mean....
but jus let me talk the crap of 2day here ok? =p

mom went out first....
so when i went out....
go looking for her....
saw him through glass window...
he adi standing there wit his gf....(I THINK!!!)
u noe y i think?
bcoz they everytime 2gether....
arghhh
idc....
my mum was standing where i can c him veri clearly ==
anyway after tat we jus went in lo
the new floor
lol
reali veri new....
makes the room bigger or it is jus i long time no been inside joh...lol
then the mirrors like so clear
i could c him practically from anywhere....
lol
anyway i try to avoid looking at him at first
but after little while
aiksss
couldnt resist
so sorry....
lol

conclusion is nothing happen ok !
so no big deal
still the same
you know nothing about tis guy....
wats the point?
so exciting to look at him twice a week which will result in nothing?
forget forget forget !
which u apparenty cant unless you stop gointo combat
or he stop goin to combat !
ughhh
see how it goes during july
when training comes
i wont b able to see him anymore....
good or bad?
mayb for the better....

tal
u always hav crushes that would never ever result in anything
it is always moot
so enjoy while u can
bfore it goes away....