guy friends

kelvin is so far my best guy fren in skool
mayb its bcoz he's a sagitaurius n im an aries
if u believe in tis kind of thing
coz both of these signs goes gud wit each other
some ppl c us think tat we r an item or something
but actually we're not
we r jus reali close but nothing over the line
coz i think tat kelvin has someone tat he reali love or like in his heart
i can c it in his eyes
tats y there never wil b anything between us
coz we like discuss leng chai n leng lui in front of each other
if 2 ppl like each other
they wont b doin tis
they'll can jealous
but we don feel tat way
tats y lo
so kelvin is jus my veri best fren in college
n im glad 2 b his too
i hope 2 support him the whole way
in no matter wat =)
i wish him happiness....
even if we sit real near 2 each other n touch each other....
its not awkward at all...
its very natural....
n im hapi about it =)

wit dickson...well...
im trying 2 comfort him as a fren....tats all i can do
hope he heals fast =)
2day can joke wit him la
so the results look promising....

kin lam leh
after he tell me dun touch him
im like restraining myself from being near him
i like suddenly realise
i dun like him as much as i do anymore
the feeling is gone.....
i even prefer kelvin over him as a guy fren....
coz sometime i jus dun understand him
n now i dun reali bother 2 understand anymore
its tiring....

harris is a mature guy
i hope i stil can b frens wit him
n tats the limit we'll reach n no more

first time i appreciate tat im single lo =)
thx god
let me realise
tat its not tat bad anymore
when it comes, i noe it will
till then!

not so miracle....

morning wit ms. gan lu....
walk 2 class room....
then some of the ihtm6 ppl outside ma...
then there's tis guy....but he smokes.....but stil sometime i look xD6 foreign guy
after tat walk in 2 class lo...
chee not there yet wo
so jus simply find a place 2 sit....
then chat wit eli
she say canot folow us jalan jalan 2day wo
so oni got me, chee n kelvin lu
then finaly wait until chee come adi....
then chit chat lo
2day was totaly a slow day
during break time kelvin came over 2 talk
tats all lo...
saw ihtm6 foreign guy......
tis few days keep seeing him near me xD
then after tat next class....mr.hor.....gao boring.....
but mood gets better coz had fun wit kel,eli,chee,dic n kin.....
kakax.....

so at the end....me,chee,kel go ikea!
HAHAx...
first of all
wait 4 chee 2 balik rumah ambil duit....
so me n kel wait at the shop there....
saw a lot of leng chai wei 2day xD
then after tat balik skool 2 take the skool bus 2 ikea coz cheaper...

we 3 2day go out reali veri fun lo
laugh like shit like tat xD
in bus aso gao stupid adi wei....
finaly reached ikea lu
got down then walk the short distance there
straight go cafeteria makan lu
we ordered meatballs, pasta n chicken 2 kongsi.....
we shared 1 drink coz can keep refill wan xD
laugh like shit aso lo at ikea
babi wei xD
after tat go jalan jalan at ikano
tis kelvin keep kutuk me say i local wat aso dono about the place =.=
ppl 4getful canot ah =p
kelvin take us go 2 the pet shop there lo....
a lot of cute dogs wei xD
i wan them all man! hahax...
then all those snake ah....reptiles ah....geli but nice wei! long time no c tis kind of thing up close....hahax...
kelvin scare of snake wei....HAHAx....
then saw the fishes....so nice wei! xD

next destination is popular bookstore!
chee hui bought a book lo...
tis kelvin no patient wan lo....
keep on say chee so slow =.=

then next place go the curve!
chee never been 2 curve bfore so took her there lo
jalan jalan around lo
then past by baskin robin ma
2day 31st so got discount
so we bought a pint n share wit each other
chee n kel first time eat baskin robin lo
so im glad we got 2 eat it 2day =)
then later harris call me 2 meet me
awhile la coz i wan go home adi...sis on the way
then tis kel keep teasing say harris like me =.= whack u la
then saw harris lo...talk awhile then we chao adi...
went 1 round 2 cineleisure....
then it was time 4 me 2 leave =.=
say bai bai lo....

then in car wit sis...
teman her go carrefour....beli barang....
met mat salleh guy from asia cafe....selling italian food de...
veri handsome wei xD
then tats all lo
ate a lot
but dun care la
saw biggestloser on tv....
motivated 2 lose weight!
so 2molo must gym!
2molo aso driving!
n harris is totaly not my type i guess...
im gonna call off the prom date quick bfore anyone get hurt
im so sory >.<
coz i think think think
go single n go wit frens stil better la....=)
first time i appreciate myself being single....

brief yum cha.....

well.....
yesterday german in the morning lo...
was not reali paying attention
duno y
chit chat wit chee lo
duno y deidre didnt come
she say she sick wo

then after german...it's time 2 go yum cha wit harris xD
hahax
met him at the entrance lu
he was chit chat wit his frens
so chee n me wait 4 him
then later he came over...
then i went out wit him lu
sory chee >.<

we mai walk out of skool lo
then the yen yen gang was aso walking out of skool at the same time wo
saw me but didnt talk la
not close wit them aso....
then dickson was there aso
he super quiet man...haiz...kersian him...after his break wit deidre...hope he feels better....
then me n harris go mamak makan lo...
then ask questions about each other lifes..
my conclusion about him after yesterday
is tat he is reali mature, independent, responsible.....
veri serious type de....
like not reali my type wei =.=
i like 2 hav a little fun type wan leh....
anyway its oni 1st day
c how it goes lu.....
overalll not bad...
noe him as a fren aso gud ma....hehe...

then pdp class....wit ihtm6...
memalukan lo....
tis ms.puteri stil say i dun smell gud =.=
i noe la...its my body odour....since birth....
haiz...wateva la...

i totaly didnt go near kin lam anymore lo...HaHAx....duno y
coz he warn me adi ma....
then i mai go kacao other ppl lo during pdp
like kelvin, dickson n wei han.....HaHAx n other ppl lo

then after class....
met harris...he on the way go prayers....
he ask me out
but i told him i got a date wit my sis...HaHA....
then me n chee go comp lab
half of my classsmate was there again...
play comp lo
then harris was there too
go find him lo....no other intentions ah =p
now i jus wannna noe him n b his fren....
he say 1 day wil take me fencing....KaKAx....cool!

so 2day is another day
harris say he wil b in skool too
so c whether wil get 2 c him anot lo
2day mayb after class goin 2 go out wit chee n kelvin
tis kelvin wan go ikea wo...n the curve....teman him lo
anyway go 1u aso sienz joh
c wat happen 2day la!

some luck!

2day 10am go service lo
not as boring as i thought
veri interesting lo
we learn how 2 arrange the cutleries, plates, fold napkins, hold plates on hand, balance tray wit bottles xD
my left hand no strength lo....KaKAx....

then after tat....go find kelvin n chee they all lo...
they aso service....doin the same thing...
then tis kin lam said something tat kind of hurt me...
but i noe he dun like...so wont do it 2 him anymore lo...
he told me tat sometime i touch him....he wil reali get angry n upset lo...
=.= huh....then i mai dun touch him lo....
i scare adi....
so after he said tat....
i reali whole day never touch him lo...Keke....
must get use 2 it =) he is nothing!

then 2day the most kind of hapi thing happen! xD
we were all at the main entrance there chit chatting lo....
then suddenly kan sha n a fren of his approach chee....they noe each other ma....
then chee mai start talking 2 him lo...
i mai jus stand there lo...
suddenly kan sha fren smile at me n say hi n start talking 2 me wo! xD
HaHAx...a guy lo...
name is haris...cindian....22 years old....bd is oct 4th....HaHAx...
culinary jus graduate de.....not bad wo xD
shorter then me la....but looks like a nice guy....HeHe....
then we mai chat chat chat
then suddenly talk about prom...
he ask me whether i got date
i said no
then he ask me b his date!
i was like @.@ har?
he serious keh?
then he say he serious...
then i say if he serious i mai go wit him lo
then he say ok
then ask 4 my num xD
i aso got his wan lo
then later say bai bai coz he wan chao adi xD

everything happen so fast wei XD
it was like i jus noe the guy
then the next thing he is my prom date
hahahahahax =p
cant get any better wei....

at first i thought he malay...
but no lo...cindian...Hahax....mum wont object i think...hahahax...
think too far liao...
chee was like har? u got date liao? HAHAHAHAHAx....hao xiao lo....

anyway i talk 2 him bfore wan lo...
i was in the lift wit kel n chee....then he aso taking the lift ma...
then he turn 2 face me n said: y u wear ur uniform like tat wan?
then i answer coz hot ma.....
then we reach our floor then i said bai bai 2 him
it was jus a moment....but i remember....HaHax...
didnt noe now i wil noe him like tat....
reali a surprise wei xD
i told my sis...
she was like....woh......HaHAx...
22years old ok la...in my range....KeKe.....=p
not a bad day!

sienz n interesting....i duno!

well
college classes kind of sienz la...
its like im dreading classes....
frens r stil great.....the best =)

havent been updating coz no line 4 2 days! =.=
now im back....KeKe =p

well....monday go skool lo...
morning then mr.hor class joh....gao boring de...
went 2 class....
everybody outside wo...include ihtm6 de.....got leng chai there lo >.<
but got 1 leng chai smoke d =.= wasted...aiks....
then i was jus standing outside aso lo coz chee not here yet....no one 2 talk to...
then kelvin came over...
he is the best la =p
then saw eli....talk 2 eli aso...
then finaly go in joh....
sat wit eli n kelvin lu....
wait 4 cheee, deidre n dickson 2 come....
chit chat lu....
then class....my god =.=

after tat! AA meeting =.=
met kin lam....didnt c him during mr.hor class lo...
tak tao mana dia pergi....
monday he whole day keep kacao me lo....weird =.=
duno wats up wit him...but its fun....kakax XD
kelvin aso veri stupid de lo....
then tis chee like so excited 4 prom...siao kia ah? xD

after tat! karaoke! coz mr.don class cancelled! woohoo!
chee dun wan go wo....no money....
so it was oni kin,kel,eli,dic,dei, n me!
but firstly we were all at the entrance waiting 4 dic n dei 2 come back from home....
they went back 2 get stuff....
waiting tat time aso veri funny lo xD
then finaly deidre came! then she, eli , kin decide 2 go first wo...=.=
leave me n kel waitin 4 dickson....
then finaly dickson came....then we chao lu...
dickson veri weird de...
he always mix when oni deidre is around...
when she not around leh...he like so quiet...
not healthy wei! =.= anyway i dun care....his problem....
so on the way n 2 karaoke....i keep talking 2 kelvin oni lo.....
tis dickson talk reali gao little....
then finaly got 2 karaoke...
tis kel veri cute de lo xD
he got a funny way 2 ask me teman him beli barang wan lo...
he wan buy bag ma....
then he say he duno how 2 buy =.= how swt is tat? hahax
then i mai auto say i teman lo....i dun like 2 beat around bushes =p
alone wit him is reali not awkward at all lo...kind of fun lo xD
then after tat i went back 2 karaoke...
he sendiri jalan lu....
karaoke was ok ok 4 me tat day...
coz kind of tired...
i was lying down xD
tis kin keep kacao me =p i love him....as a best fren now i guess....=)
then after finish....sms kel......then 2gether wit him go wait taxi....
go bek skool....kitchen class!
hot like hell!
learn how 2 cut....
cut my finger sikit =.=
but its ok la.....
so everything was overall ok la =)

tuesday! 2day woke up....seriously dun feel like getting up but wats the choice?
german in the morning...not bad.....could concerntrate....
then kitchen! so tired wei! until i headache....
if i can get headache....means its quite bad....
then tid deidre told me n kin lam tat she dun like dickson anymore?
no feeling liao...
i was like so swt u noe? omg...so fast lo...
but its her choice so anything la...i stil support her de =)

then met chee after class....
chit chat lo...nearly whole day no c each other..KaKax...
then met cula2 guy.....i notice him since start of college de lo...
unfortunately he's gonna graduate adi =.= haizzz....
hope i get 2 c him in prom! n hope he dun hav a gf! xD

then sis fetch...went 2 py!
my appetide bek joh lo xD so hapi
ate at honeymoon....bought french fries.....eat sushi...HaHaHAHAaHaAHHax....
yum yum wei...
then tis kevin call me wo =.=
ask me help him buy wax....
im like reali his best fren like tat izit...
anyway i dun mind
coz i was out adi
if i was at home....
like last time i was at home....he ask me buy top up 4 him...totaly wont lo =p
so bought the wax adi.....
n a new bottle 4 me....n a lipbalm =)
then balik n here m i! =)
hope 2molo is better! n it gets better!

love drunk

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met
Was like a hit and run
And I
Still taste it on my tounge
(Taste it on my tougne)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you
Oh so bad it hurt
But girl
In case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don't call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip
Would make me sick
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
But now its over

Hot sweat and
Blurry eyes
Were spinning round
A rollercoaster ride
The world stuck in
Black and white
You drove me crazy
Everytime we touched
Now I'm so broken
I can't get up
Oh girl
You make me such a rush

I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
Love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don't call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip
Would make me sick
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
Love you forever
Forever is over

All the time i wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab
Cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hung over
I'll love you forever
But now I'm sober

kitchen day!

2day was my first kitchen day....
not bad leh....quite fun lo....
everybody aso veri funny xD
my group got kin,dei,yuen,andrew,sha,nkosana,brian,haziq,jason n me!
it was better than i thought keke =p
the chef....mr.kenneth....veri expressionless wan....my god...like a dead fish like tat =.= is all chef like tat ah? =/
anyway dun care......at least we had fun xD
made pasta 2day....
i put too much salt in my pasta....xD salty like hell xD
anyway first timer is like tat lo....kakax....

after finish....met kelvin n chee n entrance 2 go makan....
then chee say she wan balik tukar baju first...so me n kelvin go makan lo....
alone wit him ok leh.....no awkwardness or anything....
we r reali frens =)
we talk talk then he order his rm8 western food....looks mouth watering wei xD
then we eat finish chee aso havent come....xD reali slow lo...HaHAx...
then we go eat cendol.....
ok lo the cendol....
then finaly chee arrive!

then walk back 2 skool lu.....
set at the chairs at he entrance so chee can eat her lunch.....
then my chef fren came....4got her name xD sory!
chat chat chat lo....
then kelvin wan go 1u c stuff....then i mai aso folow lo....
chee stay at skool lab do comp lo....

jalan jalan wit kelvin totally veri relax de leh....kakax...
quite ok lo....
then he wan go play video games....
teman him lo...
then suddenly, puiyan,weilun,andrew,bianca,lisa appear bhind us wei...
i shock lo....
didnt thought wil c them there...
tis lisa keep looking at me n kelvin...
plz la...
tats nothing between us =.=

wah! that i finaly noe tat weilun n puiyan like couple joh wo! =.=!
walao wei! my tis class y got so many couple wan! no fair lo!
haiz....y like tat geh
anyway i wish anyone tat couple or wil couple happiness too
i not tat bad geh =p

then later we mai folow them go buy ticket 4 their movie lo....
me n kelvin dun wan watch movie ma.....
then! wat do u expect! met hugo,lily,eugene n jerry at counter =.=!
swt wei! how lucky can u get by meeting so many ppl!
tis eugene n hugo aso look at kelvin n me like 1 kind like tat =.=
wateva la...

then finaly deidre,dickson,leeping,yuen came lo.....for their movie aso...
me n kelvin noe they were coming.....
after tat....
we say bai bai n go jalan jalan lo.....
teman him c his stuff
he got a lot of stuff wan buy wei =.=
save money lo kelvin....
after tat balik!
kelvin balik college....
me waiting 4 my sis...
me n kelvin hoh....
like 2 talk about leng chai leng lui de lo....
he always wil point leng lui /leng chai 4 me 2 c wan...
duno y....weird....
its our thing lo....
HaHAx...
tats y i say tat we r frens.....=)
overall nice day!
except im jealous of couples!

been sick but now better! xD

been sick 4 2days
but now im ok! xD
so im semangat back adi lo...
kakax....

my 2nd sem start adi lu....
not bad la.....
not reali use 2 it yet coz jus back from holiday ma...
but the timing totally more flexi so its better =)
n i get 2 c ihtm6....the guys r not bad >.< kakax...

n i think hoh...the oni way 2 get guy attention...avoid the fellow!
coz if u try 2 look....u wont get wat u wan de...
but if u dun look....he wil b right there xD

n i jus mean any guy....get it?
me n him aso can b best fren lu....
coz i reali dun feel anything anymore.....
its reali ok joh =)

not bad lo....

family situation stil on
but i feel much better adi
been goin gym everyday since my holiday started
but monday goin bek college liao =.= haizzz so fast lo

go gym aso no use de lo
i exercise a lot but stil eat a lot =.=

when skool starts hope 2 c more leng chai xD
july got new intake....the last intake of tis year.....kekekex...
i kind of miss the foreign guy n library guy at college lo....
1 week no c them joh...

well
hope things get better la
i answer 1 of the facebook question
it says im gonna get a bf in 2 weeks xD
c whether real anot la....kakakax...=p

never reali miss him so its a gud thing =)
1 day i'll miss tat someone
n tat someone wil b missing me too....

life sucks

well
currently at the moment
life sucks
i duno y
mayb all my gud luck has run out or something
bcoz my family
jus sucks
everything is like turn over
mum moody
dad mooody
all aso physcho or something
mum is the worst
me n sis
we r jus hanging
i wont say tat we r saints
but sometimes mum jus drive us nuts
n we dun feel like bothering about her

im jus hanging in there
on my own
feel so alone

你在哪里?

where r u?
i reali reali need u
i duno who u r
i duno where u r
i duno how u look like
but i jus noe i need u

ppl tat found their true love adi should b veri grateful
some ppl like me n u havent found them yet
my family's in a mess
but i dun care
i noe i can do it!
with or without u....

sometime, someday
i noe u'll b there for me
i love u

god
take me through tis hard state
plz protect my love ones
u let me single 4ever n die a spinster aso can
but plz jus protect my family n frens!

i noe im waiting 4 him....
but i wil understand if he does not exist at all

我很爱很爱你
不需要你的回应
待在你身边
专属天使
守护着你

爱你，没有选择

有些人说，爱一个人会很难~
那...如果被爱呢？难吗？
没有任何原因地要为你付出...
任劳任怨都无所谓~
为的只想让你开心...
让你幸福~快乐...
在你需要人陪的时候；
他永远都会在你身边~
忠诚的像只小狗;
没得到你的允许绝不敢偷吃~
辛苦的时候，他总自己面对...
不让你担心~
在你感到不适时；
他总想尽任何办法让你度过~
没有你的日子里...
他不眠不休，无时无刻地想念着你~
只要你的一个微笑，
他能开心一整天~
虽然他有时会闹别扭，
但都是在你累了却还不休息的时候~
他习惯了把你的声音当饭吃，
你的每一句话都是他的美味菜肴...
这种人会绝种了吗？答案是还没~
他也许在你生活中的某个不起眼小角落，
只是你一直都忽略了他的存在~
可是他还是无怨无悔地在为你付出着~
爱上一个人真的不容易...
那如果让你发觉了有那么一个人，
真的不容易地爱上你
不怕辛苦的深深爱上你~
你会不会也试着去接受他呢？
会不会暂时把爱上一个人很难的观念；
先放开的去紧紧地拥抱着他呢？
他无论再怎样坚强，“心”还是肉做的~
他无论再怎么忍着辛苦，也只能在你背后~
或许你的一个拥抱，真的可以让他觉得；
“我”所作的一切都值得的！
虽然我们的距离有1000步的遥远，
只要你愿意踏出第1步
我会毫不犹豫的朝向你走完那剩下的
999步...
你懂吗？？我爱的人~

只要你幸福就足够了
我不需要你想着我，眼里只有我
最重要是我遇见了你
是上天给我的最好的一份礼物

eveyone is different.....

well.....deidre confess 2 me...
she told me tat even thought she like dickson....
she dun feel the feel tat she wants when she is in love....
so she aso confesss to dickson tat they cant get any farther than this...
n dickson is practically heartbroken now i guess....
but at least deidre told him the truth...she has guts i tell u 2 do tat...
i hope their relationship is stil goin 2 b ok...
i dun wan tis 2 ruin it...>.<
hope tis 1 week holiday wil b able to cover it...

so wat i wan 2 say is tat...
it canot get better than tis man....
like me n him...
tis is the best...
n i dun wish 2 rock it...

爱....love jus touch me n went away....
so now i'll hav 2 let u go...
u'll b buried deep in my heart....
until 1 day i'll hav the strength to dig u out...
n say gudbye 2 you...
will u miss me? i noe i will...

i cant stay away....

i shouldnt love u but i wan 2
i jus cant turn away
shouldnt c u
but i cant move, i cant move away
n i dun noe
how 2 b feel fine when im not
n i duno how 2 make tis feeling stop

jus so u noe
tis feeling is taking control of me
n i cant help it
thought u should noe
i try 2 let go of u
but i dun wan 2
jus so u noe......

i could hav been the one u noticed
i could hav been all over u
i could hav been like all the others
is tat wat im supposed 2 do?

i try 2 b sensitive, i try 2 b tough, i try 2 walk away,
i try 2 b innocent, i try 2 b rough but i cant stay away

you're my daydream, u noe tat i've been thinking about u lately
n everytime i look at u
i cant explain, i feel insane, i cant get away
you're my daydream

if i tel u wat im thinking
i i let myself trust u
can u giv me wat im missing
can u make my dreams come true?
but i noe u cant....
coz we'll jus remain frens....
tat is the best 4 both sides.....
he practically unofficially dumb me....
he told me bfore we jus can remain frens...
tat monkey n human does not go 2gether....
anyway he has a gf now
dun go n mess things up

2day was a nice day
after the stupid exam went out wit dickson n deidre...
they r totaly 2gether la! xD hugging here....hold hand there....
i dun care wat they say but totaly a couple!

went to 1u to get kin lam present...2 make up 4 yesterday....
i didnt noe he was at 1u aso lo...deidre told me de.....
so got his present....
then met up wit him...
he was his wit frens at first
then later he join us....
i was reali hapi coz he like the present....=)
after tat we all jus play around n makan lo...
coz karaoke too expensive n bowling all fulll.....
so nothing 2 do...
but we stil had fun....
i get 2 b near 2 him lo...
so im contented la....
he keep on bao bei tis bao bei tat but watever la...
im his buddy....tats all i care...
someday i'll find my own wan too...
so no worries...
someday i'll 4get my feelings to u....=)

disgusted!

ugh!
im so glad i miss his birthday on purpose....
he wrote on his msn there....saying tat...
BAO BEI, THX 4 UR PRESENT, NOW I CANT SHOCK OTHER GALS ANYMORE....
means he's been shocking other gals coz he was sad over his bao bei...
WTF.....go 2 hell la...
tis kind of guy ah...ai ling...u can find better wan!
i noe u can do it....u r not so weak!

i noe i hav no right 2 b angry n not suppose 2 b jealous or anything...
but hell it i am!
i noe i lost my own chance....its all my own fault....not his....

y do i love u? i wanna erase this heart? tell me how 2 do it? so i can get u out of my mind?

his birthday....

2day is his birthday....
unfortunately i couldn't celebrate it wit him....
my tis sis la =.= ask me teman her....haizzz.....

i reali reali wanna celebrate it wit u de plz understand >.<
but i think mayb he dun even care whether i celebrate wit him or not lo
haizzzz

they all went 1u lo....
c movie n duno do wat i guess...
hope he's hapi......
he keep on moody de....=.=

out wit sis 2day was fun =)
woke up late then went gym....
then go buy new make up....xDxD
then go carrefour 4 groceries.....
we like wanna move in 2gether wit each other coz its jus so much fun wit her xD

im joey....she's chandler...xD
we c frens 4 2 nights straight adi....
n totally funny wei xD

so im like half hapi n sad....
sad tat i didnt help him celebrate...
hapi tat our frens got teman him celebrate.....
n hapi wit my outing wit my sis 2day! xD

movie n karaoke!

last night....
went karaoke wit sis at nite coz mood not gud...
coz by papa n mama...they 2 got something wrong la...
sang our hearts out lu....

想念一个人。。。想念一个不知道我想他的人。。。
想念一个知道了也不会想我的人！
几时可以告别单身呢?

then 2day went out wit pinn,chee,lam,han,eli n lily!
went 2 c transformers! finaly lo! xD
so geng wei...got part 3 lo......veri exciting n a lot of action lo....kakakax....

then after tat was karaoke! xD
last nite eng songs.....
2day chinese songs....wahahahaha....
sang my heart out again.....keke =p

爱你又不敢告诉你，只怕告诉你了我们的距离越来越远 不要问我为什么喜欢你 我真的不懂回答 我真的很欣赏你 每次看到你我心里都傻傻的笑着 当你冷淡的对待我时我心碎了 每时每刻我都在想着你 你的冷淡导致我对你的勇气完全扑灭，我爱你 从很久以前我就很喜欢你了

megan fox is jus so hot in the movie la...even me as a gal aso think she is so attractive....sure guys drool over her lo xD

then tis kelvin keep pointing out leng lui 4 me 2 c all around the mall....
got point some leng chai aso la....
then during singing tat time aso point out leng lui in the mv 4 me 2 c....
he is totaly gonna b my best fren oni lo....we wont go farther than tat....
n im hapi about tat...=) reali like him as my fren....

then dickson leh...deidre no come aso folow us leh...
thought he wont join us de lo xD

then kin lam....stil wit his bao bei....
so plz plz plz try ur best 2 4get wat u r feeling inside....
sometime i aso feel tat me n him reali not mend 4 each other de..
so its a gud start! n it wil continue!
dun wori! im gonna make it!

then 2day first time i out wit eli n lily lo...
they r fun leh xD
didnt noe both of them can sing until so geng xD

so overall nice day lo keke =)

我还在期待，还在等待，你的到来

no way.....

no way do i hav a chance 2 tel him i like him coz he is stil totaly in love wit his bao bei....he jus told me he quarel wit her....haiz..
i aso duno wat i can say 2 make him feel better..jus hope he does get better....
there's reali not much i can do....

so reali must stop tis feeling adi ai ling! end it!

2day was a nice day lo....
arrive jus in time wit chee at exam hall...
everyone seated adi.....hahax.....

after exam went wit chee go 7 eleven buy drink....
then go library......
nearly whole of IHTM 7 was there lo....
veri funny lo...
eli, kelvin, lam, chee, n me, play around lo.....
then got andrew, elvin n limei aso.....
took pics of everyone....
i think we r the nosiest class in the library xD

2day eugene sat wit me n chee 2 study lo....weird o.O first time like tat...
i ask 4 his bd.....he is a pieces...cheh...not compatible xD
then i pakat wit elvin 2 buli li mei...xD
took funny pics of everyone...
eli is my model lo...she is totaly so cute la XD
who is her bf veri lucky lo =)

then exam time.....
after exam...
wit same gang go lab paly games...
at lab met foreigner guy >.<
heard him speak 4 first time.....
kind of nice voice....not bad.....
reali from middle east de...speaking arab =.=
but stil handsome XD

then after the 1st exam hoh.....met a guy tat i always c in library de....>.<
so lucky lo 2day....
n if im not perasan....i made eye contact wit both of them! XD mayb imagining de...
duno =p
overall nice day =)
hope everything is gud....
n dickson n deidre confirm couple de la...
2day deidre use his jacket wei xD....
jealous la =.=

all i wanna do.....

u noe tat all i wann do is tell u how i feel?
tell u tis feeling inside me tat is permanent inside my heart?
but i cant....
i cant bcoz i dun wan 2 spoil our perfect frenship....
i scare u wil reject me coz u never treat me as a gal bfore....
this frenship now is aso veri precious 2 me...
im afraid of losing it....
i hope u can understand how i feel?
but i noe u wont...
coz u enjoy goin out wit other gals....
u dun see me.....
all u c me as is ur best buddy....
i guess im content...
i guess im satisfied...
but i noe im not...
mayb i'll regret 1 day....
mayb i'll hav the guts 2 tell u 1 day....tat actually i love you since then....

1st day of finals....

not bad la....
reach skool then went straight 2 class.....
i was kind of blur lo.....didnt noe tat we join class wit CULA2...
then tis kin lam keep banging me....means annoying me....
then tis wei loon n eugene like keep looking at me or nearing me or im perasan ah? sometimes i think some guys like purposely near me de...weird....O.O
i think my senses inbalance la....hahax....

then exam lo...
then i aso feel like tis CULA2 guy was looking at me....m i crazy? xD too perasan i guess....
after exam gave cupcakes 2 han, chee n deidre.....hahax...
first come first serve....
then went 2 7eleven buy some stuff wit them...n photostat aso...
then go library....
there got everyone lo....
saw kin lam...chating wit some ppl...
diidnt wanna care whether his bao bei was there.....=p

then later sat wit deidre n dickson...totally a couple adi lo they all...
i was like so boring....
lucky tis kin lam n kelvin came over n kacao...
if not i die...=.=
tis 2 ask me 4 cupcake....i say habis joh xD hahahahax....
then later they 2 chao again.....i so boring again...=.=
library got a lot of ppl lo....
the foreigner leng chai aso there....xD
then suddenly phone got msg....
kelvin msg geh =.= he very swt lo...
sit next table aso wan sms....
anyway he save me la...
i was like boring adi...so i went over his there....
he ask me teach him study wo...
mai teach lo...saw foreigner guy close up coz he sit near kelvin xD
then kin lam come kacao lo....
hug his hand lo xD really love n like him i guess...but no hope...=.=
then eli came over....
tis kelvin i think got like eli de lo...
he like jealous de lo...
say that tis eli say wan teach him...at the end go talk 2 other guys....
hahax....dai sei....he is falling in love....i noe it xD
then went lunch wit them at cafe.....i c them eat la...
all aso very funny lo...
foreigner guy nearby again wo >.<
eli told me he got smile at her lo...yer >.< no fair lo...
then chit chat chit chat lo...
then balik library....
then tis kin lam call every gal his lao po i think =.=
then when i say lao po lao po out loud...he ask me diam...=.= y leh? coz dun wan let his bao bei hear.....diu him la....then i ask u not single adi meh....he say single but stil dun wan let bao bei hear...after that i was like wtf....
reali wanna dun wan like him anymore.....
no use geh the fellow....

go back library.....stil having fun wit pinn n lam....so stupid....n wit everyone aso....then tis pinn say wan sit sofa....ask me folow...
mai folow lo...tis lam aso folow wo...
somemore sit bside me....kacao me....nearly wan spoil my hp....
he look scare lo when my hp spoil....but i told him at the end it was nothing la....
then he look relieve again...the look on his face realy was worthless 2 me ! xD

then exam time...pinn is my lucky star so we decided 2 sit 2gether...xD
but at the end he like mood not gud like tat...anyway end of the day my mood like down like tat so didnt bother anyone.....then balik adi...
wat a way 2 end 2day la =.=

stupid stupid idiot.....

jus now we were having group conversation on msn la...
then i complain tat they all pair pair geh....kersian me a little bit....
then tis stupid idiot babi kin lam come out n say he single n no one wan him....
i was like wtf la u....
say like tis gal like tat gal...
no come out n tel me u single again....
how u wan me 2 believe.
even if i like u, i aso think u veri no hope ah...
simply change here change there wan.....

dun wan care him adi...
he wan single wan couple his own problem
totaly not concerntrating on him anymore
tats tis guy la....
who i meet in library 2 times adi lo...
veri cute lo...
duno wat course de...
i think he aso got look at me wan lo...
i hope wat i think is true la...
kekekkeke =p
mayb i perasan la...
but i dun care lo...
hahax....=p

then there is another tis foreigner lo...
so leng chai wei! >.<
but by the look of him should b older than me a lot la
but stil....aiyoyoyo....
saw him at comp lab too....
elizabeth aso agree he veri leng chai wei
means its true la xD
aso duno wat course wei....
wakakaka....

u c....i can think of other ppl wan lo...
like now kelvin n dickson aso quite close 2 me....
gud buddies....so kin lam aso 1 of my gud buddies lo....
corect rite?

anyway tis few days getting fat...
sure no one wan me joh....xD

then yesterday sent off bro back to UK
his hospitality fren aso came 2 sent him off 2gether wit the gang
shock me lo...
should hav wore contacts coz i was wearing specs....
haiz...
sure they saw how ugly i was joh....
dun care la
c my true looks lo...

horoscpe say tat im the most resemble-guy de horoscope =.=
geng la....great la....
no wan wants me la....
babi la...
anyway i want someone who can accept my whole self
no matter wat i bcome....
=)