Thursday, June 4, 2009

its kind of hard....

how can i continue 2 like u anymore when u tell me tat u like 2 girls at the same time? means tat u do not even concerntrate on jus 1? means there is a possibility of u liking others too while at the same time u tell me tat u adi fall for another wan?

that is totally even worst then me tat jus looking at random guys n interested in everyone of them....at least im not beating around the bush n playing games wit each of them.....

its like he n the gal jus 'gao ai mei' but they r not bf n gf coz both aso scare when they couple.....1 of them sure will hua xin...

i was like wtf???
both of them r jus afraid of the stupid commitment la ok?
they jus dun wanna commit in a relationship....
while liking someone....they stil wanna play play...
well....they can kiss my ass....
coz tat make me totaly loate him....

im a person tat will b totaly truthful n honest when i realy like someone....
totaly not like him!
tats y i dun like 2 reali flirt wit guys or get close 2 any guys unless we R reali close....
coz i wanna hav tat wit a special guy...not jus any guy....
n tat guy possibility can b my bf is high...
he wil feel the same way i feel....
my expectation of a guy is not high...
but the feelings are high i guess....
tat makes a whole lot of difference....
but i dun care...
lucky tis time i didnt jump straight in the the pool.....like bfore....
tis time im gonna make it right....

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