beautiful day! =)

well.....the weather is bad la....coz got a lot of haze....i dun like lo...
the smell is hideous =.=

2day went 2 lab to touch up assign....
some of my classmates were there adi...all aso busy...
then kelvin came...i mai work wit him 2 do assign lo...
then mr. kin lam came xD
kacao me wan lo....kakax....
play play at lab there then it was time 2 go anand class....
on the way out....finaly get 2 c kin lam bao bei at the lab....
quite small size compare 2 me....
suitable 4 him lo.....
haiz....y im so big? xD
at class....
late adi....kena lock outside wo =.= so strict lo...
chee chee adi inside adi lo...
deidre aso kena lock outside wit other classmate....
then dickson came....he lagi late lo....swt....

later finaly can go in....
mr.anand face so serious....i think coz its a formal thing...c.anot play play la...
then kelvin sit bside me lo.....
coz he wan me ajar him his assign....
after class....me, chee,han,lam n pinn mai work 2gether 2 finish it...
veri funny wan lo they all xD love u guys....hahax...
then later the 3 guys got french....
me n chee go toilet take funny photos of ourselves.....hahax...
then met deidre......deidre another group de...her assign....
then go beli makanan...
then go lab somemore continue! =.=!
then after french...they 3 came lo...
tis kin lam oni play play coz he finish adi....
me, chee, han n pinn doin our own wan.....

nearly late 2 class lo....
but at the end made it...
then when we stand in front 2 present...
tis kin lam veri funny lo...
i was standing next 2 dickson ma...
then he is at the other side ma...
then he suddenly come squeeze between me n dickson...
duno wat he thinking wan sometime =.=

our presentation rocks lo!!! xD
anand said tat it was the best so far....kakakakkakakax =p
i promise 2 treat them 2molo 4 celebration...
but i kersian the next group....anand straight away said zero marks wei....
kersian...
but nvm! xD our group rocks lo.....kakakakakax....
so hapi day....hapi nite....kakax...

then tis li mei ah....come ask me stupid question....ask me whether i reali like wei han? i was like huh?????? =.=
coz i joke wit wei han n 'gao bai' to him ma...
then he plus li mei n tat gang think tat i reali like him....
i was like shock lo =.=
i totaly nothing 2 wei han lo...jus treat him as fren oni...
duno wer they got tat concept....
i scare them adi izit...HAHAx....funny lo...
i told li mei if they say i like kin lam i aso accept lo...
but wer did they get the idea tat i like wei han? =.=
swt lo....totaly 100% swt!

tats the stuff 4 2day....nice day! =D

monday! period! =.=

i tel u ah....my period leaking like a paip water like tat man 2day...=.=
reali geram lo....haiz....
finaly im back home adi...2day skool until 7pm wo.....babi the lecturer la...
lucky during presentation he listened 2 wat i said...
if not tembak him....

then 2day kin lam mood aso not gud...
haiz...i lazy go care adi lo....he veri hard 4 me 2 get close 2 him n understand him leh.....
i hug him again 2day lo xD
i was like wan piggy back on his back lo...but didnt la...later i break his bone xD
then 2day i oni noe tat the whole class say i like kin lam...
hahax...but i told them he adi got gal adi lo...so they understand....
i like him aso no use la....he aso dun like me...
its a 2 way thing....
so anyway im quite ok wit it adi...
now all i wan is tat he bcome his oldself...hapi n smiling...tats all i wan.....

i called him on the phone yesterday lo...
jus 2 talk 2 him 4 fun....
but mostly it was bcoz kelvin asked me 2 do it....i aso duno y....
then i had the courage....so i jus called...
i like 2 hear his voice over the phone....unfortunately he is not my guy....
so cant call him everyday....=.= haizzz

2day somemore call me lao po...
i think his brain reali got problem or something =.=
like i wil believe it....he calls every gal he's lao po...
not oni me....so its nothing special....
i told him i rather him call me monkey xD

n then duno y reali hoh...tis few days extra close wit kelvin....
he keep like kind of temaning me....
izit bcoz the msg i wrote on msn?
i wrote tat y everyone aso pair pair except me?
did he get tat?
my other frens got tat lo...tats y 2day they ask me about it....hahax..
well....if he reali acted coz of tat...well...he does not hav 2 wori la...
im totaly fine lo...
i can sense like either he like elizabeth or elizabeth like him...
i reali duno lo...
confuse wei =X
but now me n him r like closer frens....he's stil childish n funny....xD
n dickson aso....stil wit deidre...
chee chee still chee chee xD

karaoke maniac!!! xD

hahahahahax....
last night.....me, sis, mum, bro n his gf went 4 japanese dinner....wakakaka....
sashimi....my favourite.....keke =p
then later......me n sis decided go karaoke at redbox!!! XD
so geng wei!
we drank beer n sing our hearts out....kakax...
redbox sound system totaly better tham newway lo....

no at home....jus finish gym...
sis having her guys over 4 a little gathering....
got bacardy leh...she bought wan =.= yer....
guess they gonna paaaarty....

wel....im up here...isolating...xD
wit new moon...wit edward cullen...
veri noisy la they all....i think i wan go in my room la....hmmmm

aries.....

最活潑、最糊塗、最大膽、最粗心、最純情、最用功、最衝動、最怕無聊、最阿沙力、最常裝傻、最會告白、最容易翻臉、最勇於改變、最容易犯罪、最容易鬼迷心竅、最有正義感、最不會寫情書、最不怕上鏡頭。...

i guess its quite true about aries lo....tats me xD
its says im brave......true la....i can b veri brave at times wan lo xD
n it aso says that im the most likely wan to propose 2 someone i like....true true....xD sometime i jus wanna tell him i like him! keke....
but then it aso says tat i duno how 2 write love letter wo =.=
swt lo....i think i noe how 2 write gua....hahax =p

anyway this few days kin lam in a veri bad mood lo...i heard from deidre tat he got some problems wit his bao bei...haiz....hope everything turns out 2 b ok 4 him...
everyday c him so moody....i wori leh T.T

then tis few days duno y bcame quite cloase wit kelvin lo....
he veri funny de lo...n childish....hahax...=p
had fun wit deidre, dickson, kelvin n chee chee 2day lo...xD
chee chee the best wan la...keep teasing deidre n dickson....xD made me laugh until stomach pain....xD
n i ask deidre adi....she like dickson wan lo....
but oni duno whether dickson like her anot...
i think he like her wan gua....
he very take care of her de lo....
then tis kelvin n elizabeth....xD
but deidre say elizabeth got guy tat she like liao wo...
so i tak tao lo...
then actually chee chee got bf adi leh! walao wei! =.=
not fair lo...
means in our gang im the oni wan tat is alone =.= yer...no fair...

then i got nickname 4 all of them lo....
my chee chee, my han han, my deidre ( deidre dun wan me cal her lian lian =.=), my pinn pinn, my qiao qiao, my lam lam xD
hahax.....
we 2gether is hapi family lo...=p
hapi everyday...=D

there will b tat special day....

会有那么一天
当‘你’出现在我的世界里
我尽量会耐心等待
但请不要太久喔~
我怕我会受不了
因为当我看到别的情侣那么的恩爱
我好妒嫉啊~

有时看到他们
我会突然伤心起来
很不喜欢这种感觉
希望它会消失吧!

i seriously cant stop want 2 hug u....
i duno y....i guess im addicted 2 it....
does tis means i stil like him?
i wonder....

2day went sing k wit them again....geng leh xD tis time got chee hui teman me....
not so sad n not so affected by deidre n dickson 'closeness' lo....haizz....
sad wei....they all...so gud =.=
n kin lam wan aso....he wan bao bei here bao bei there his problem la...dun care...
i hug him in the taxi lo....xD
funny wei.....super love 2 hug him...it feels so comfortable...
deidre somemore keep saying i love him.....
but he aso like nothing....so i aso act like nothing...
i aso told him i love him lo....
but i guess he wil jus think its nothing....
he like 2 flirt wan la....he loves girls attention...so surely he's enjoyin it...
anyway i dun care aso...
i hug him coz i wanted to....when i get the chance....
he somemore jokingly say tat i wan separate he n his bao bei =.=
i not so bad ok......=.=
he like her mai like her lo....
tats his thing....not mine.....
i like him is my problem....
so deal wit it.....

i think.....

i think i love u....
even though i noe u r not mine...tat u r taken adi
its ok....
i get 2 c u everyday n b best bud wit u....
im quite satisfied adi....

i get 2 tease u n steal a hug from u now n then.....
im content.....reali =)
bcoz i reali like spending time wit him each n everyday at skool!
after he couple wit his bao bei....
i bcame even closer 2 him...
so its a gud thing n a bad thing i guess...
gud is tat im closer wit him...
bad is tat he's alreadi taken.....

like 2day...he kept teasing me...
it was fun....=)
my fren even told me it was like me n him was an item or something...
i was kind of hapi about it....
but he gave no reaction...
obviously....

i adi saw the present he wanted 2 giv 2 his bao bei...
reali nice present...hope she wil like it...
im hapi 4 him...truly...
sometime the one u love...not necessary has 2 b wit u....
i hav learn tat...

when i saw dickson n deidre 2gether 2day...
i was jealous again....=.= haizzz...
coz me, him, dickson n deidre go sing k ma...
dickson n deidre obviously goin 2 b an item in a short time soon...
but me n him....totaly no chance...
he kept smsing his bao bei...
well...wateva la....
i adi hide my feelings adi....
so tats the way its goin 2 b...

anyway now he more care about me adi lo..
so im guess im hapi wit tat....
2day he aso automatically come find me de....
so gud >.<
coz i was talking 2 dickson first wan...then kelvin came over...then he came over..
then deidre arrive...then chee hui...tats our gang xD o ya...n elizabeth! kelvin n her aso r obviously goin 2 b an item real soon! >.<
so many couples! im totaly jealous wei!

now i touch him or hug him...
he aso never move away adi wei....hapi xD
i put my chin on his shoulders he aso nothing wei....=)
honestly, i like 2 hug him xD
shocking rite? i noe.....i was shock too...
but the first time i hug him n got close 2 him....
seriously....the feeling was right 4 me...
mayb not 4 him i guess....

then in eng class...he aso automatically come find me 4 the 2nd time....
when teacher ask us take back our paper lo...
i move 2 another chair....then he was right bside me....
then he keep playing wit me...
making fun of me xD
of coz i aso made fun of him la...keke =p
we were playing rock paper scissors...xD stupid hoh?
then he kept hitting me wit the paper =.=

n i squeeze his face aso lo xD
so cute! xD
squeeze his face into a goldfish....ahahahahax....=p

then kevin aso came over 2 talk 2 me...
kelvin veri funny de lo...hahax...
talk more wit eugene adi la....hehe...
wei han aso got talk lo 2day....
n jason...gayish guy but he is nice...no offence on the gayish thing....

all i wanna do is say i love you.....

i'll wait....

i'll wait 4 the true wan 2 come....if oni it would come!
i'll b patient ok? haiz....
no choice lu...wat else i can do wo?
coz my sis jus told me my aunt love story....
n i was totaly touch by it >.<
i hope it wil happen 2 me too.....my own story...

well....my aunt....never had a bf all through her college years....
so if i cant find 1....i wont feel bad after all...hehe =p
n she aso said tat u cant predict ur future...
u duno wats coming until it comes....
well....im anticipating it...

so my aunt oni met my uncle during work.....
n she was engage at tat time 2 another guy...
but she fall 4 my uncle! tat is like so....unbelievable....
i thought those oni happen in dramas....
n my uncle won her over....
tat is totaly romantic.....xD
n they r totaly happily married now...
so im glad....=)
i'll wait if oni you'll find me.....

all aso got pair pair wan! =.=!

everyone aso got pair....
let me list out ah.....
kelvin n elizabeth....
dickson n deidre....
chee hui tak ada org but stil.....
kin lam n his bao bei...
y no guys c me wan izit?
discriminate me coz of my size ah =.= haiz!
dun care la...
i b spinster aso can la....
like no hope in finding a decent guy tat at least i click wit!
none lo...none! omg! =.=
i'll jus strut my single swag la ok....'
satisfied god? i dun care anymore! sucks then sucks!
aint finding love....aint finding it!

frens wit the guys is not a bad thing!

well...tis few days i totally veri gud n fun lo!
talk wit the guys....had fun wit everyone lo....xD

hug kin lam xD.....i noe he is taken adi tats y i oni dare hug wan lo....
coz i noe he wont like me lu...
but seriously....i like 2 hug him...it feels comfortable....
i duno wat he feels la....but sometime he jus let me hug...
so i guess he is fine wit it...
though sometime he keep on saying he taken adi...
but i dun care....stil wanna hug him xD

i try get close 2 the other guys....some dun like wan lo...
so i dun dare near them...oni near kin lam lu....xD he do not seem 2 mind de....
me n him r like best buds adi gua...
so i dun feel anything when he talk about his bao bei
i somemore support wan lu...
c how gud m i as a fren? xD
then 2day i wore the necklace....he say veri nice...wan buy 4 his bao bei...
i was like =.= ....surely i dun let lo...
tats my necklace....wer can go buy 4 his bao bei leh?
i ask him go buy other thing....=p

then i aso quite close 2 kelvin tat day....
we were having our fidelio class...
i sat wit him...
then his comp spoil canot sign in...
so we shared....
he veri weird but in a funny way lo...made me laugh xD

then wit dickson is ok ok lo...
coz he always wit daidre...
he like her izit? xD
i think so lo....
tats y sometime i wont disturb them de lo....
they look quite sweet 2gether aso lo....=)
sure i jealous c them like tat lo...
but wats the choice?
no guy interested in me aso =.=
dun care...
b frens wit them then i aso satisfied jor =)

then 2day the eugene n ee chian said hi 2 me lo...
i was like shock lo...
then we chatted lo...
i mean usually they dun chat wit me wan ma....
so i quite hapi lo xD
they somemore say wan follow me n my frens (kin lam, dickson,daidre) go makan wo...
we went uptown lu...
the big ice cafe....
at the end they came wit wei loon n pui yan....
they sat another table la...
tis eugene n ee chian like so funny lo...xD
when they go back tat time somemore ask me sit their car....
i wan la...but im wit my frens ma...not gud ma...so i said no >.<
first time guy ask me sit their car leh...haiz....
aso duno whether got next time anot >.<
i wit my frens ma! cant jus dump them like tat.....hehe...i gud leh =p

so im practically veri gud at skool tis few days lo =D hapi!
but my horoscope! say until i veri hua xin like tat lo.... =.= geram
it said tat someone wanna get intimate wit me....but i dun wan...wanna hav fun...
dun wan settle down....
omg.....
i dun wan the guys think tat im a hua xin gal lo! =.=

1，2，3，4

i got
1 thing
2 say
3 words
4 youuuuu
i love u.....

说我爱你或你爱我
都太罗唆
什么结果 以后再说
别想太多

我的感受
难以形容
是不是爱 我自己也不懂 却有心动
我会静静闭上眼 想你
你却不懂

最近我变得很奇怪
而谁都看不出来
希望你不要被吓坏
只想说我喜欢你
不知不觉爱上你
对不起 别生气
没有勇气告诉你
如果你明白我的爱
有多好呢

i guess im invincible....

im transparent 2 guys i think....or mayb not i think...im totaly 100% positive tat im transparent 2 guyS!
im invincible to them....i dun attract their attention....

even my sis is pro in tis! wtf!!!
in gym there's like 2guys wooing after her....
in skool....
all guys woo after other gals....
where is mine? can u plz tell me?
y the one tat woo me aint the one tat i wan?
the one i wan wont woo me?
keep saying im fat or something? im ugly or shitty things tat r similar...
diu them la....

haiz!!! tis sucks!

2 days never write blog adi! xD

two days never write blog adi....xD
guess im hapi n not lonely anymore since my sista is back from usa 4 3months!
XDXDXD
i surely veri hapi lo...
wont b the oni child in the house anymore....=D =D

n he is not available anymore...
so move on! next next! xD
duno y im not tat sad anymore....mayb its bcoz i hav my sis here wit me....
it's a gud thing =)
i aso wish him hapi wit tat gal....
im gonna find my own guy...no wories!
yunji n zheng adi book me on 4th of july 2 outing...
i was like....4th of july? independence day? reali swt...
yunji somemore tell me he duno it was usa independence lo...lagi funny...=.=
n william ask me out too...
he is kind of ok lo...
im jus dating....so its nothing =p
stil searching....stil looking....

its kind of hard....

how can i continue 2 like u anymore when u tell me tat u like 2 girls at the same time? means tat u do not even concerntrate on jus 1? means there is a possibility of u liking others too while at the same time u tell me tat u adi fall for another wan?

that is totally even worst then me tat jus looking at random guys n interested in everyone of them....at least im not beating around the bush n playing games wit each of them.....

its like he n the gal jus 'gao ai mei' but they r not bf n gf coz both aso scare when they couple.....1 of them sure will hua xin...

i was like wtf???
both of them r jus afraid of the stupid commitment la ok?
they jus dun wanna commit in a relationship....
while liking someone....they stil wanna play play...
well....they can kiss my ass....
coz tat make me totaly loate him....

im a person tat will b totaly truthful n honest when i realy like someone....
totaly not like him!
tats y i dun like 2 reali flirt wit guys or get close 2 any guys unless we R reali close....
coz i wanna hav tat wit a special guy...not jus any guy....
n tat guy possibility can b my bf is high...
he wil feel the same way i feel....
my expectation of a guy is not high...
but the feelings are high i guess....
tat makes a whole lot of difference....
but i dun care...
lucky tis time i didnt jump straight in the the pool.....like bfore....
tis time im gonna make it right....

new news

heard some news....
he is currently smsing a ihtm5 gal.....somemore call her bao bei....
is tat the 2nd gal tat he like? i think so lo.....he say tis gal veri similar 1 him wo....character la...n she aso got little bit like him....
n then he told me in class 2day tat he alreadi chosen 1 2 like adi....the only special one....but he wont tel me is who =.= diu him la....
so currently im like floating in air about his stuff....
dun reali wanna care adi coz i giv up...
like so many gals at a time...wateva la him....

2day went out wit him, kelvin, dickson, deidre n chee hui! karaoke! xD
totaly fun n rockssss lo! to the max wei! xD
then played bowling n makan makan...
reali like 2 hang out wit them....
tis gang is great! =D

met the other gang at karaoke aso....
they aso went singing lo....
jus say hi hi lo...
nothing wan lo....
stil classmate even though we dun hang out wit them.....

so far so gud la....
not bad adi...
if tis continue i'll b content at skool.....
does not matter whether he like me anot...
no matter whether i hav a potential of finding the right guy...
jus make my everyday n i'll b fine!

wat the!?!?!?!

now he tell me he like 2 girls!?!?!
n i'll b stupid 2 think tat 1 of them is me lo....
stop thinking! stop imagining!
it wont b u.....he said so adi!
dun hope! dun wish!
argh!
then he aso wont tel me is who!
argh!
shit la....
getting shittier....by the second!

how do i not love u

canot touch
canot hold
canot b together

canot love
canot kiss
canot have each other

must b strong
n we must let go
canot say
wat our hearts must noe

how can i not love u
wat do i tell my heart?
when do i not wan u
here in my arms

how does one walks away
from the truth
how do i not miss u

canot feel
how i feel
must pretend its nothing

must not say
wat im feeling

i wil never find a bf ever i guess like tis

actually....honestly...
i dun click wit either group lo....
veri shitty wei....
now i doubtful about whether i hav made the right choice of choosing kdu.....
i feel like i dun belong.....help me =.= haiz......

n i noe im fat la....ok....nobody wants a gal fatter than them la....
i noe i dun reali get close wit the guys la....
tats oni bcoz i wan it 2 b special wit my own bf ok....
if i do it wit everybody else.....it'll not b special anymore.....

n mayb i dun like him....mayb im jus jealous tat someone is after someone.....
coz i got nobody after me....
tats aso shitty.....

my lovelife like goin down the drain la...
n everyday got 2 c them lovey dovey.....
i jus cant stand it!
everything jus aint everything....
aint clicking wit frens....
chances of finding bf is totaly zero....

我知道我不是

没用的期待
期待你会看着我
而不是她

希望你会对我有特别的感觉
想我对你的一样

来上课
最想看到的是你
但我知道你只看到她
为什么我还那么傻
帮你和她造机会
因为要看到你的微笑

因为我知道你心里只有她
没有我

我还能做些什么
来引起你的注目
脑袋告诉我
放弃吧
但心还是徘徊着
在你的世界里

唯一爱的就是你
想和你在一起
别把爱情藏在心里
但我的应该会永远不被你懂
慢慢的学着离开你
我羡慕你的她。。。。。

half nice half not nice....

2day went 2 skool...
didnt feel like myself lo...haiz....
went 2 comp lab....on9 lo...nothing 2 do aso....
then after little while....met kelvin there....
he aso come in play play wo coz he come early....
he totally got gf adi lo....
coz his hp theme is so lovey dovey wan....xD
after he chek his malaysian study stuff....
then me n him walk 2 class lo....

saw him lo.....
he ask me he yesterday so scary izit? then i say yes lo.....hahax...
then i say i guan xin him canot ah...xD
i think me n him can bcome normal fren la....dun wan cross tat line...
then after tat i sit bside him wo.....
but sit bside him nothing 2 talk aso...cheh....
then his lao po came late....
he is totaly into her lo =.= haizzzz....
then got some new students come n c how we study wo....
3 guys la....then he tease me say the bhind wan leng chai ho...ask me go zhui xD
i say can ah....
hahax...
then kelvin come sit by me awhile...
then his eyes keep on pointing at kelvin....
i was like =.=''''' reali swt wei.....
then kelvin aso point a leng chai 4 me wo....tat came in 2 find teacher de....xD
then dickson aso start saying....xD funny lo....
totaly having a great time wit the guys....

after tat it was german!....
ok ok lo.....coz i totaly dun reali click anymore wit the other group...
veri sien wit them adi....even chee hui aso say like tat....
mr.thomas separate us in the pairs again...
guess wat! i thought FO alvin didnt come ma...
i thought i was goin 2 partner my class de elvin....
i didnt noe FO alvin was bhind....shock me lo xD
i quite hapi partner wit him lo....
at first he quiet quiet de....
but at the end talk a lot xD
as kme a lot of stuff....
even reanson aso got talk 2 me....xD
he somemore point at reanson's red underwear xD
stupid wan lo him....
after tat break time lo...
then never sit wit him adi -.- hahax....wan sit wit him ma....

after german....met felicia at cafeteria...
then kin lam n kelvin aso there....
his lao po went 2 find him first lo....
then oni i went over wit felicia....
then tis kin lam n dickson keep bullying me wo xD
veri funny lo....
i think kin lam purposely ignore his lao po lo....2 make her jealous.....
he spray me wit hair spray man =.= stupid fellow....
i noe he is trying 2 catch her attention...
i can jus feel it lo....haizzz....nvm lu...
i aso accidently my fingernail cut his hand lo....>.< reali sory!

then we went up 2gether...
he dun wan let me c his bleeding finger...
then i say i call ur lao po come ah....
then he say can wo....=.=
if is his lao po then can la...huh....
tats y i dun wan care liao...
i mai go call his lao po lo.....
then blah blah blah....u noe la...no need say much....

n after skool...he aso walk wit her....
i can c tat he reali care oni 4 her lo....
giv up la tham ai ling! u n him oni can b frens!

心跳

你的眼神充满美丽
带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近
带走我的心跳

now i all listen to is love songs.....
if i concentrate on other thing...
actually i ok de.....
wont think so much about him....
but apparently now the oni thing i think of is him....
so no choice la...
cant avoid....
dun wanna avoid too.....
几时我的爱情故事才会到来?

mayb next time i should b more selfish....
i always go temple pray 4 my family health....
even make a wish at the pond aso i wish 4 my family health...
but tat is a gud thing rite?
should i b selfish n pray oni 4 my benefit?
i think tat is reali selfish lo...
so i dun wanna do it even though i thought about it....
god wont wan me 2 b like tat rite?

duno wat goin 2 happen 2molo....=___=

im like dreading 2molo man....haizz....
but i cant wait 4 fri coz my sis coming back adi! xD
hopefully things wil get better by then....
plz....
if i got no love life aso nvm la...
plz make my fren life interesting....
canot bear wit the pain 2 c him like tis....
n to c his lao po like so fan like tat aso.....

if u oni noe...
wat im thinking about...
coz im oni thinking about u....
but i noe u aint thinking about me...
so i'll jus leave it at there....
im not reali connecting wit my frens aso....
tats the worst part lo...
now they all aso talking 2 the guys adi...
me leh....
stil here....stil the same....
like tat veri wat wan lo....haizzz....
y cant i change....
i talk more from last time adi...
but im stil the same me tat do not noe how 2 talk 2 a guy....=(
i hate it....

i guess i jus dun hav it

yeah....i jus guess i dun hav it rite now...
n i duno when it wil come 2 me!
i reali wan it....
i reali hope 2 find a person i wil click wit...
the person tat wil feel the same as me....
wer r u???

like i said....the other guy got gf adi...
n i think nearly all the guys in my class adi got gf adi...
either tat or they adi got a gal tat they like...
example 4 him....
2day had fun wit him in thr morning wit our frens....
but then when his lao po came....he was like so down =.=
it hurts my heart 2 c tat u noe....
sometime i jus wish she aso wil like him back....
even thought it hurt my heart....
coz i wan him 2 smile n b hapi....
surely i wish tat the person tat he needs is me....
but unfortunately....he doesnt need me...he need her....
now i'll jus b his shoulder.....his fren....tats all i guess.....
i wish i can turn back time....
to the day when he jokingly ask me 2 b his lao po....
i would hav said yessss.....