3 more paper to go!

3 more paper 2 go until i finish my trials!!! n all i can say about it is tat it sucks!!! =p
n i got 2 keep my eyes off of him.....i jus got to....other guys aso not too bad mah...hahax....swt....
c whether i can la....=p
he's jus a boy....im jus a gal....can i make it more obvious?
everybody knows who he is....but no one knows who m i....
he's famous wit ppl....im jus a normal gal....wat more can i say....
secretly i like him......he jus don know it......
i don think we could ever b....so im jus hanging here....
i dun wanna care...dun wanna noe...but i always cant resist myself.....
mayb its jus a crush...mayb its more than tat.....
mayb im nothing 2 him.....its confusing! n i dun wanna misinterpret anything....dun wanna hav my hopes too high.....
n im goin 2 prom dateless! XD HAHAx.....n currently oni feli n her bf goin 2 teman me there....n i totaly dun wanna b their 'lightbulb'......no offense la....but they surely wan 2 b wit each other rite?
i jus wanna noe is he goin prom wit a date or wit his fren....if he has a date....well i truly madly deeply got 2 get over my feelings......hehe.....its jus tat simple i guess...hmm..mm..mmm

take time 2 realise

take time 2 realize.....tat im by ur side....
i cant spell it out 4 u....it ain't tat simple....i can't even show it....
if u jus realize, wat i jus realized....then we would b perfect 4 each other....
we never hav 2 wonder whether we missed out on each other....
i try 2 read between the lines....i try 2 look into ur eyes....i wan a simple explanation wat im feeling inside....

your voice...is the soundtrack of my heart.....do u noe tat u're unlike any other? u're always b on my mind....ur eyes r the brightest of all the colours....i jus wanna let u noe....tat i cant keep my eyes off of u.....

HOHOHO comp is back! =D

comp is back! =D ~lalalala~
songs come 2 life in my ears...hahax....=p
2day went swimming in the morning....yoohoo~ so relaxing.....i love being in the water...its soothing n calming.....it drowns out the outside world when im in it...=)
im currently japanising n koreaning.....hehe....duno y...i think coz they r so handsomeee.....=DDDD hahax....
miura haruma is the BOMB! hahax...
so now im here...trying 2 put my comp back 2 its normal state...full of my crap...=p
n i cleared my room again....a miracle! =D suddenly got the mood...duno y...kakax...swept the floor aso....i geng leh...kakax...
mood 4 2day is high high high...i think its the comp's fault....=p but at long last i got it back....yoohoo~~~
so hapi until i dun care whether 2molo is exam or wat la...i'll jus go get it! =)
crash n burn la u paper!

screw chemistry.....

we held hands.....literally....Hahax....i mean....he shook everybody hands la...not oni mine....but his touch stil lingers on mine...firm n comfortable....weird feeling....weird day too....hahax....if oni he knew wat i felt....i wonder whether he had any feelings when he held my hand....i hope my hand didnt disgust him! tats the worst tat can happen coz i can say tat my hands r not the best of hands....=(
n i duno y....now my class switch adi...=.= switch wit the form 3 class....it totally sucks lo....the class is so small n damp....
lights aso not good....n they hav stupid curtains hanging at the door...=.= got 2 bend down everytime i go out or in....coz im too tall....hahax =p so the placing during exam aso switch liao....hahax....now i sit behind.....n he sit in front....tats y its weird....=/
n im suddenky worried about my future....ppl keep on talking n talking n talking about theirs n its scaring me =.=
but i reali hope everything wil b ok in the end =)

the exam continue.....

2day is bioogy....bapak i tak tao bagus or tak bagus la....Hahax..=p anyway 2day went skool veri sleepy so nothing was on my mind at the moment....jus wrote my brain out....hope it gonna b ok....hehe...
n i clear my cupboard adi....im not THAT messy anymore....mum was shock....HAhax...well....i was in a mood....changing my wardrobe ma...changing my fashion....throw out all the old stuff....then can go shopping! =D my favourite!
n my mood reali can change like the clouds tat r floating in the sky....little bit can get irritated....little bit can get extremely hapi...not bad huh? =/
currently addicted 2 the song by ( taylor swift : love story )
romeo n juliet song....veri romantic...hahax...XD for me la...
i dun care wat happens....im jus gonna live my life...=)

=.=

hormones r doin a roller coaster in me....=.= tats y my mood is like the ppl on the roller coaster...up n down...up n down.....2day aso like another not so gud day 4 me....stuck at home....bapak boring....=.=

im the most foolish person on earth

i suddenly realise tat im the most foolish person on earth....to think tat i can make it happen between me n him....no no...its not tat easy...i finally got it into my head....he is totaly better off wit her..whoever she is....i dun care anymore....me n him r from different world....we r like the sky n sea tat wil never ever touch each other.....like the sun n the moon....will always b kept at a certain distance....can oni look at him from afar....i accept tat fact....looking at him i wil b satisfied gua....i think so....try 2 resist bah...hahax....try 2 look at other guys gua....hahax...draw my attention away from him....tats the best thing i can do....

4th day?????

hahahax....moral was ok gua but history...screw it la....AHAHhahax...
n saw him 2day again >.<
walao eh....tis few days keep thinking about him n noticing him....=p
n he is like always so near me la...duno whether he on purpose or wat de...hahax...i too perasan hoh...XD....a gal can dream rite?
when talking wit my funnie Buddie tat time....he was like opposite...back against me la...=.= swt...but he was so near....nearly touching my fren table wei....like everything i say he aso can hear....HAHAx....then after tat when i went back 2 my place tat time....i noe he was walking there aso tats y i aso walk there....AHAHAx...
at least i got make an effort rite? =p
n goin back home tat time....our shoulders brush each other n i looked at him in the eye...HAHAx....count as another effort rite? hohohox...
i think i reali dun care whether he got a gal he like adi...i jus wan 2 let him noe how i feel even though i wont get a reply....at least tis time i wont regret it...hehe....
i falling hard n heavy man HAHAHAx....sei lo

3rd day!!!!

all i can say is sejarah paper is damn wat wei....but dun care la....past is past...tats all i can say...wahaha....i think im back 2 my normal self adi =D yeah!
2day quite fun....after sejarah paper then ppl can do wat they wan adi except the islam students la....2day is jus better than yesterday is all i can say....hehe...=p
saw him 2day again...hahax...totally felt happier....when i went in class 2day...he was sitting near my fren place....then i casually went over 2 my fren there n sit bside her....HAHAx....i didnt look at him la but i noe he's there....wahaha....at least i done soemthing bold 2day...duno whether he wil notice anot...
then after sejarah paper.....coming bek fron toilet 2 go bek 2 class.....i bump into my bro...kz...then we chat 4 a little while at the staircase there...then he past by wit his bagpack....wanna go home adi i guess.....i thought he was jus gonna past by but then on the way he met 1 of his frens too....n he n his fren start chatting 2 each other near me n my bro.....walao eh....i wan like so wat....i reali dun wan he 2 misunderstand me n my bro...a lot of ppl do tat...n i hate it...coz my bro has a gal he likes too....n duno y tis few days im afraid 2 look at him straight in the face...HAHA....so while they chat....n i chat wit my bro...i noe he is there...but i jus cant look over at him....veri stupid wei...hahax...then at the end...my bro wan go makan then i aso balik class lo...then i stand outside the corridor wit my fren awhile....then he was on the corridor opposite us 2 the right....then i look at him....duno whether he got look at me anot...haiz....hahax...weird la me....last time i use 2 b soo brave n look him in the eye....now duno y bcame like tat.....
mayb bcoz he got another gal tat he like.....haizzz......but so far im ok wit it....dun wanna care about it...its his life...he can like whoever he wan to....=p

2nd day

2nd day of exam....english....boleh tahan i think...but the essay not enough time la =.= malay got 2 hours plus....english oni get 1 hour plus....totally not fair wei....
2day my mood is totally better than yesterday....yeah =) hope it will get even better 2molo....hands r healing but stil feel like crap =.= i guess tats a thing 2 b happy about....so far so good....

first day of exam!!!!

hey all, its the first day of exam....i like paper 1 ...dislike paper 2.....tats all i can say.....n i dun feel like myself 2day...i duno y....but aiya....dun care la...now currently exam is the most important stuff....so i dun wanna care about others.....
i hope i wil recover soon...n the allegy on my hands too....they make me disgusted 2 c my hand in such a state....these hands of mine can scare ppl away...=.= haizzz
i reali serious wei.....even a guy wont wanna hold my hand wei.....haizzz!
2molo english paper...can relax coz i love english....hahax....im even using english now la...but not mean i say the paper is easy la...but i noe i can handle it better than 2day....=p if i canot even cheer up when i saw him 2day a skool....i think i reali got a problem wit myself.....i avoided looking at his face too....but i noe he is there la....overall the day was ok.....frens n family were of coz stil the greatest =p

veri lazy

i noe exam is veri extremely near.....jus 1 more day n a few hours 2 go.....but i jus cant help by feeling extremely lazzzzzzzy.......i mean....its the weekend....n i naturally relax on a weekend....mayb its jus in my mind i guess XD cant help it....so here i am....blogging....coz long time no blog adi....hand veri itchy....n yesterday the whole day i didnt get 2 on9 coz my comp broke down.....now im using my mum's laptop....im like a fish without water when i dun hav my comp n internet n music.....im addicted 2 them....=p n yesterday was like 1 of the boredest day in my life.....after enough of studying tat my brain could take....i was like lost of wat 2 do.....i usually will on9 but the comp broke down =.= i ended up reading storybook....tats wat i do last time when i dun hav a comp....u c....the problem is im not a TV person....TV shows dun reali attract me.....except some tat reali gets my attention.....special case la tat wan....=.= so finALY....2day got my hands on mum's laptop n the internet connects!!!! =D hapy again....
well....my event 4 2day was....
swimming in the morning!!!! trying 2 b like michael phelps but apparently i was dreaming....=.= even the uncle aso faster than me XD i think so la....or either i was jus cruising la....swt...but my swimming improve so it was gud....feels great 2 b in the water....=D then after tat was sauna!!!
the changing have a extremely old n small sauna =.= well, me n my mum made the best of it....so no complains there i guess....we wan it ho hot hot....so we add add add!!! hahax.....add water la....=p
breakfast was tosei at the restorant at ss15.....i think its call sri devi or something...the wan at the maybank tat row.....my mum ate nasi lemak.....=.= somemore tambah sambal chicken....swt....ask me eat....im trying 2 keep fit here but sadly its not working at all....as long as im living wit my mum....i dont think i can ever get the body i wan =.= oh well....she's my mum....she's the boss....not everytime la....=p
oh ya....n i saw leng chai at the restorant! =D yeah....2 leng chai somemore...not bad not bad.....kind of skinny but at least 1 had some muscles....HAHAx....so sory im looking at the wrong area....=p but it was kind of obvious since he is wearing sleeveless!!! u cant blame a gal like my age 4 looking....anyway....i think he wanted 2 show it off too....hahax....
then the whole afternoon was at home.....c tennis on tv wit mum....read storybook.....kind of boring....but overall ok la......then eat eat eat =.= haizz.....my dream body....fly fly away~
tennis was super interesting! we watched the repeat la.....1st match...muller vs federer......2nd match....roddick vs jokavic......i duno whether i speeled corect but watever.....3rd match....man's double final...the bryants won!!! hurray!!! hahax....but i like tat indian dude too...he won the mis doubles....so gud 4 him too....=)
the bazaar 4 dinner!!!!! told u it was a fattening day! =.= tats y 2molo got 2 swim like michael phelps again!!! lose weight!!!! off wit the fat!!!! n finally we reach night....means its now.....mum laptop works with the internet....so here i m.....engrossed in my baby....XD......hapi hapi....veri fulll...=.=.....my sister thin adi....so i wannna b thin too =.=
woh...i wrote a lot.....hahax...

That guy....

if he only knew, what i knew but could not say
i know he got a girl that he likes, and i know that girl is not me
i know its too late, but i can't keep my eyes of off him
if he only feel, what i feel right here in my heart
everytime i hear a love song, he's the one that occupies my mind
when i don't see him, i wonder what's he doing?
do he ever think of me? or he only think of her?
i really want to know what's on his mind
maybe someday, i will have enough courage to ask him
me and him, we are 2 strangers from different world, totally different personalities
that's why i wonder whether we will have a chance to be together? if ever faith was on our side?

say hi 2 a new me!!! =D

actually tis new me begin at the start of 2008 January 1st....but now i only hav the time n heart 2 express it in my blog 4 all 2 c...=D isn't tat great?
on december 31th, i finaly hav the guts 2 break up wit my long-term boyfriend 4 2 years tat i didn't noe was torturing me inside.....i was a bird in a cage tat could not fly when im with him.....i think i was blinded by the feeling of having a bf.....tats y after i start working during my 2007 end of the year holidays....i came 2 realise tat he was the one tat stopped me from doin the things i love....n with some advise from my co-workers n my family.....i broke up wit him! i was so proud of myself! =D
working wit ppl reali giv u a whole new image of the world....a whole new experience....n im glad =)
after tat....2008 year was a bomb!!! i now have frens tat r reali the greatest of all 2 me....n highskool bcame so interesting....tat now i dun feel like graduating from it!
but sadly....2008 is my last year of highskool....so i wil 4ever cherish it 4 ever....=)
now im facing my trials.....n i hope the best 4 all my frens....i reali love u guys....u all brought light 2 my life...=)

Long time no c...my lovely blog =)

woh! i think i reali long time no update my blog....well....i was lazy i guess....or i jus could not b bother.....