thank you my fren =)

wah
ok la
start wit thurs la
thurs nothing lo
go skool attend accouting lu
everything ok ok
then makan lunch wit my frens
all plan 2 skip eng in the afternoon
except eli n chee
coz chee got 2 finish her hw

so i told dei i goin 1u to buy my make up
then kin say wan sing k
they ask me go
but i dun wan lu
coz when kin in a bad mood
i dun feel like goin luuu
n chee aso not there
so no go
i jus drop both of them there
then go buy my benefit ! :)
i noe it's expensive but i love it !
got new products too !
cant wait 2 save money 2 buy them....huhuhuhu
then go buy a storybook 2 read luuuu
then balik rumah tidur makan comp.....hehehehe

Then fri !
chee n me plan go sg.wang
went there around noon.....
totally fun n nice wit her :D
thx chee
i love you wo ai ni
hehehehehe
im glad that she bought lotz of stuff
i bought 1 set oni coz not enough money but satisfy aso
next time must reali bring rm300 to go sg wang lol
so fri was reali a good day :D
i love it
i told chee next time we go again
n go other destination aso
kekekekeke.....

so now im thinking of buying shoes ah....make up ah....
tats all lu.....n of coz more clothes....lol....
n accesories....! so means i practically wanna buy everything :P
im a gal
of coz lo....
typical.....hehehehe
gym first ! fit first !
i noe i got big legs :( n a big abdomen :(
i'll try 2 smaller them i guess.....especially stomach....huhuhuhu
jia you !
i love kl :)

what if.....

i believe in what if
even though i noe tat sometime im dreaming

so if today was a fairy tale
you would b my prince
n i would b ur gal :)

if 2day was a fairy tale
you would tel me tat u love me
that i look beautiful when actually im not

if 2day was a fairy tale
we would now b holding hands
n walking wit no destination in mind
jus as long as we hav each other

but 2day is not my fairy tale
but i bet tat it is someone else
so i wish them all the happiness they can hav :)

monday...tuesday....

monday was great i guess
had fun wit frens
chat sohai things again....
n him! name tat i wil always c on number plate when i drive
i noe u veri fren wit my frens adi
tats y u keep folowing us around
i duno whether it's a gud or bad thing for me
or mayb nothing
so im not doin anything about it
my frens sometime stil tease me about it
but so wat?
i said i giv up adi
n by my attitude
mayb i reali giv up adi
jus sometime when i c him
i wont c anyone else
tats all
tats it
n ihtm9 guy r whoever
watevs la hah
get a life

tues ! cocktail !
not bad.....
2hours class oni
then i balik joh
frens all go makan n bai nian
but i say i balik
coz wan come home clear stuff n study little bit....
do my thing
i gt some stuff done at least :) hehe
althought it's stil messy
nah....not bad adi......hahax
enjoying solitude time.....

skool start le ==

huhuhuhu
i boh mood for skool ah
y la
u noe wats my life?
gym gym gym !
eat of coz got lol
read books, comic, internet comp !
sometime little bit tv
go cinema c movies
gai gai at mall
shopping....
lol
tats my lifestyle
but i noe it wont happen
im not so lucky
i reali love gym
but my car is goin 2 b taken from me!
coz of sake of my bro
haiz
ok lo
for him =p
till his new car come
i no car =.=

n sat catch up wit my buddy kz
i stil veri good frens wit him
thx :)
he let me relaxx
we went to watch true legend
i like tat show lo xD
nice!
u noe y?
coz got the last time act wong fei hongguy inside
i love him la !
he now should b quite old le
but stil so yeng n handsome xD
lol

n im fat officially
go skool sure kena cakap de ==
shit la
no guys le
huhuhu
i zhu ding like tat le
but i guess i dun mind
it's not tat bad i think
coz the more i think
the more i fan
i dun wan le
huhuhuhu
but i noe my mind not so guai de
will go over there de
so sometimes wil down de
tats my life
for now
hehehehe =p

rawang day.....

2day went rawang visit kin house wit dei !
didnt noe so far lo !
walao eh ! =.=
but anyway it was an adventure 2 me
so wateva la....

it was quite ok lo....
anyway my conclusion is tat kin reali treat his fren like shit n treat the one n oni girl tat he like, like the queen
technically....
quite rude.....
but wat can i do...
it's his life.....
i jus wanna shout out here tat tis kind of ppl, gud luck in finding a gf....
trust me....
he's smart.....but i dun feel the sincerity in him.....
anyway stil my fren....

n here to dei !
i love you lol
2day talk a lot ^^
appreciate it.....

to korean guy
i wil always c ur name everywhere
n think of you
but i guess it is just a mere thought
n it wil past soon
i think so..... ^^

nice day to remember.....

wow
i was reali hardworking
woke up at 8am 2 get ready for gym xD lol
leo's abt class
muscle pain like shit lo
went wit mum
totaly nice :)

then after tat went hospital vsit grand aunt
it was fun
u noe
when old ppl sick
i think tat they r the cutest
lol
not mean tat i wan them 2 sick or anything
she was jus cute :)
made me laugh out loud in the hospital xD
laugther is gud for her
suppose wannna go gai gai
but i told my mum no need le
coz tired
so after visit went back home rest

then get ready for gym again at 7pm ! xD
siao lang lo
reali muscle pain
but i enjoyed it :)
n i reali dun like 2 play staring game
plzzzzz

then after gym kin lam ask me go sing k
wit korean guy
i mai go lo
midnite singing
first time xD
it was nice
he sang so nice
i was captivated @@
but does not mean im gonna fall for him again
no way
i dun think so
im not tat crazy
i like ur singing
but im not head over heels over you again....
im better tis time
he didnt even bother about me
so y frut over tis guy again?
u wil oni get hurt tats all there is

i enjoyed 2day :D

FAT !!!!

wow cny reali makan banyak
anyway i dun care
coz it's the hols !
so now im back from pd adi
can start goin gym again
so exercise back again
tats life rite?
up n down
here we go !

ang pao money ok ok la
as long got money
hehehehe
jus enjoying my hols now
nothing much reali
i feel like wan go buy harvest moon n play
but i wil chek price first
hope got pc wan then cheaper lu
no if no internet pun boleh main kan ?

1st day!

dress nice nice
make up nice nice
went down greet mum n makan breakfast wit her
wait bro change
then took photos at home
then bertolak 2 grandpa house
greet everyone lu
more eating lol
then is ang pao n photo session.....

then balik tidur rest awhile coz i reali veri tired lo
then wait mum balik from her gym
then tis is the part i like :)
valentine!
went hagen das eat ice cream!
yum yum!
the best !
hehe!
i belanja of coz
belanja my mum hehe...
then jalan jalan little while then balik
balik eat somemore snacks lol
then bath
then change again
my valentine tshirt
hahax
then go grandpa house for dinnner
yum yum aso
long time no eat rice le ......hehe
chit chat collect angpao
sit watch tv
then balik
balik drink sparkling juice + wine xD
n eat fruits
now veri red n little dizzy
my alcohol level stil low ==
but anyway
nice day :)
2molo port dickson!
c u in a few days !

cny is fat FAT day !

went gym in the morning
last gym in 4 days
huhuhuhu
come back home makan banyak wei ==
how la
y appeitide so gud la?
after makan go ikano buy my book
hehe
finaly ~hapi~~

then balik rumah
on9 on9 on9
read read read

5pm
help mami buat steamboat ! yummy!
the best steamboat i hav so far
mayb coz it's wit my mum n bro :)
i love you n thx for everything <3

2molo wan colect ang pao
hope got lotz of money bah
but percentage veri low
but dun care leh
must enjoy!

who i m

2day is a another better day gua
mood is normal
woke up in the morning 2 fetch kel go airport
ate ice cream n bought mag....
the mags reali make my day
hehe....
after c him off
balik rumah lo
wah
makan banyak lo
eat bak gua
choc
kacang....
drink sparkling juice
ownself enjoy
lol
then go gym
hahax
2day got sweat gao gao
veri gooood....
2molo go again...
coz cny wont b goin for at most 4 days i think.....
hope wont b too fat by then
hahax....
after gym meet mum n bro 2 makan dinner
sakae sushi
my first yeesang wit mum n bro
super nice ~~
then balik rumah.....
atmosphere ok ok wit mum
at least we r not quarelling....
c 2molo whetehri wan go get my books at ikano anot leh !
hmmmm thinking....
got allowance adi
but c how lehhh
saving money
if save then now i got rm1000 le....^^^
if use then need wait wooo....
hmmmm
how leh?

mayb im jus not reali hapi.....

this year the environment at home reali is the worst of the worst
keep quarelling wit mum
i hatee it

everything is like my fault like tat
i feel lke i jus dun belong
im suffering inside

wit frens aso not reali good
i dun find any console anywhere
mayb like ppl say
tis is reali not a good year
i try avoiding saying tis
but memang like tat

laptop jus buy wan
but internet explorer like my old laptop like tat
omg
did i spoil it?
mayb
my fault again

*after 1 hour*
i fix it!
lol
like tat i aso so hapi
mayb proud of myself coz so smart
lol
jus now hang de
then i go help mum coz she ask me to
no reason 2 reject
mood better now
uninstall some stupid program adi
anyway
try not 2 b negative
coz it does not sound like me
im gonna b positive
there is always sunshine day after a storm

it's gonna b a bright bright bright sun shining day !

finaly im back!

sory gone for so looooong
coz laptop spoil joh
so no privacy 2 write blog

well
so long never write not use wei
hahax
well well well
i oni got 1 sentence
that im thinking rite now
说不在意是假的，但是说在意又不对喔，到底是什么了 ? 有可能什么都不是

mayb it's time for miracles
coz im thinking of giving up on love

he nothing
i oni got 1 thing 1 say about him
he veri fren wit my frens =.= but not me
he aso ignore me gua.....i feel his ignoration....lol
coz i jus dun feel like choi him ok?
it's normal rite?
everytime i choi him
he no choi me
so tis time i jus ignore coz i had enough adi
so it's fine wit me
but y i stil so care about it when i say i dun wanna care? why why why?
tell me why

n i hate staring game wit the opposite sex
interested then come talk
not then buzz off
dun stare stare
stare stare means nothing ok.....
ihtm9 guy aso
i say wanna go get 2 noe him la
but i think im not brave enough....
always im the one who make the effort
sometime jus veri tired adi u noe

n to my frens
no offence
but plz dun take me for granted
i noe i got car
but i fetch u coz i wanna fetch u ok?
dun act like u r my boss or wateva
coz u r not
plz b more appreciative coz im the wan doin the driving

tats y i cant wait for a decent guy to appear
even my guy frens can b an idiot

anyway conclusion is im jus hapo now coz finaly got my comp back
that is the best
if i dun think about it
i wont emo over it
it's my life