Friday, October 31, 2008

Quotes...

1. if u cant get someone out of ur head, mayb they r suppose 2 b there

2. if only he/she knew

3. u can always start liking someone over n over again but u can never stop loving someone

4. every gal wants a man tat she can go to in her sweats, hair a mess, make up running down her face, eyes red from crying n the first thing he says to her is Baby You're Beautiful n means it

5. i want 2 b the gal tat u point to n says tat's her

6. u giv me butterflies

7. i wish i knew wat 2 say so i can b the one tat take ur breath away

8. the greatest gift in life is to love n to b love in return

9. u can fall in love at any age

10. kisses r the words tat canot b spoken

11. bfore i met u, i never know what it was like 2 look at someone n smile 4 no reason

12. its funny how a heart is 2 tear drops upside down

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Feli.....

Feli....hahax....=p
all earlier post r 4 the author own eyes oni......tq....hahax
Feli....u light up my sky! =D
u r the fren tat i never had....so when i hav u now....im veri grateful =p
dun cry plz.....hahax....
however....no matter u cry or laugh....i wil always b by urside....=)
gratuation day is crawling near....we wil c each other tat day....n i wil giv u a BIG BEAR HUG.....a kiss if u wan =p (totally optional) hahax....
P.S. feli is a gal....n she has a bf.....n we r not lesbian! hahax =p

i heart u feli!!! =D

next is lydia! cool cute malay gal.....love 2 sing 2 me XD
hope 2 c u on graduation day so i can giv u a hug too........=)
i dun think a kiss is require aso...=p
me n her r looking 4 the perfect guy.....sory feli! u alreadi found urs....=p
next is gud luck 4 spm! both of u! =D heart u lydia too!!!!!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

i think again.....

nononono....i doubt he is interested.....if he was....he should hav taken a little bit time off 2 chat wit me at the very least? show a little interest in our conversation? mayb tis is a sign....a sign tat he is not interested.....oh....i accept it already =.= damn away with it.....shit....
last but not least....i wil 4get about all tis 2molo n b my normal self again...
so i need not wori i guess....it wont affect me largely....focus on spm n prom!
thinking of prom wil certainly get me in a high mood....of coz =D
who need a guy tat is not interested in her? she should not press it further than it should b.....leave it at rest where it wants 2 b.....

i think......

i think i failed at least half of my attempt 2 talk wit him over the net....haizzz....it has already lower half of my confidence....
well....i tried.....n at least do not regret if i have failed....
anyway its bfore exam....he must b focusing....as i must focus too...not fooling around =.=
how stupid n ridiculous can i get? damn it....get over urself....
tis time u tried.....u made an effort....n tats wat tat counts! mayb i can try again after spm if my confidence resumed its level of 100%.....i doubt or undoubt it will...unless there is a sign...plz giv me a sign!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

kiss me

Oh, kiss me, beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

splendid day! =D

hahax....its a nice day coz i finally saw him after more than 1 week! hahax...
i realised jus how much i miss him....=p
n it was quite a surprise when i can recognise him even though i was not paying attention at the moment....
i was reading a novel written by my fren...sitting at the corridor there...wit mei yee.....hahax....n then i heard some voices....then 2 pengawas guy past by....i was curious who they were...hoping 1 of them was him...n it reali was! =D
hahax....how shocked i was! but i was kind of hapi it was him......finaly he came 2 skool!..=D
n in class....i kept getting glances of him....hahax =) n sometime he was behind me....i duno y he is behind me aso but he was jus there....n i duno wat 2 do! y m i so useless? =.=
anyway it was a great day! during recess aso saw him...how lucky i can get? me n my frens sat the table next to his table....=) n he came over 2 chat aso....wit my fren la...i cant even look at him...omg.....XD
n my fren ask me 2 buy drink 4 her....n he was there buying too! XD omg...i think
2day my luck wit him is veri gud izit? keep seeing him....XD so im veri hapi! =D
but feli n her big mouth went n spoil it i guess....she said 2 me **** never come....**** is another guy.....i jus look at him sometime oni de....it was nothing....my feelings 4 HIM r totaly strongeR! then my other frens aso heard then say i like **** isit? n he was there! =.= i hope plz he don salah faham! =.= i was like....no way.....=.= but then after tat he left...omg....
all i wan 2 tell him is tat i like him oni....haizzz....no wan else....
if he oni knew.....=(

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

perfect!!!!! =D

***Guy's point of view

This is very cute! And even written by a guy!
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens, 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.'

Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.
I'dbe utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!'instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can thinkof.
On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.

Girls:I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY AGUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRYDISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREATYOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

*****Give the nice guys a chance*****

> Holdin Hands-
> Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
> Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

> Cuddling-
> Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
> Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

> Movies-
> Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
> Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

> Loving each other-
>Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, giveher a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.

> Laying below the stars-
>Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on hischest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
>Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make awish about something you would like to happen Between you and yourcrush....

> guys: no grabbing!!!

> Guys repost this if you agree.

> Girls repost this if you think it's cute.

> Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the> girls that read this will repost this .

> Now copy and repost this; if you don't you'll have bad relationships for 69 years.

> By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.

> If you don't repost this, you will have bad luck for your entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

> repost as: Guy's point of view

Sunday, October 19, 2008

i miss u dearly....n i like u even more....

hearing the love song again...thinking of him again....=)

i think i fell in love wit him quite a long time ago...jus tat i didnt reliase...
bcoz i had a bf at tat time....n i dont even noe him...i jus thought of him as the prefect tat sometime come 2 my class....the prefect tat catch my eye everytime he appear.....
until now when i finally broke up.....i realise tat i reali like him n its not fake...he's been in my heart 4 a veri long time....jus not visible....
now i see it....=) n m i glad.....

i duno if it is too late...but i jus wanna try....i wanna make a effort tis time...
to tell a guy tat i reali like him...even though we dont talk much...

i duno whether he is the one....or whether i wan 2 spend the rest of my life wit him....or either mayb we r not compatible....i jus noe tat tis feeling inside me ain't gonna stop until i get an answer from him....whether it wil break my heart or make me fly....=)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

how did i fall in love with u?

what can i do to make u mine? falling so hard so fast this time....
what did i say, what did u do? how did i fall in love with u?

tis song is by backstreet boys....its a veri old song...but stil veri sweet 2 me...
=) n of coz when i heard tis song...i thought of him again....typical me =p

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

i dunooooooo

kind of shit or wat la but im slacking again...=.= n i duno y....but stil got study la....but its jus like bit by bit....hmmmm....wil try 2 work harder >.currently reading the book trainman.....love story...veri cute....its about a geek who met a lady on the train....n fall 4 the lady....n change his appearance 2 go out wit her....scoop up huge courage 2 ask her out....then so on so on...still reading....hehe =)
if oni romance was as easy n as smooth as novel.....the world wil b happier wit love.....
n im stil thinking about him! =.=
if the rumour is true...n he do like her....then screw me la.......haizzzz.
dun wanna care but it keeps coming back into my mind....wat 2 do?????
all i wanna do is tell u how much i like u....n whether u feel the same way...
is it so hard? i think so...=(
currently addicted 2 nickelback, yellowcard......hehehhehe...music is my soul...besides love =D
n u noe....when i saw mamma mia in the cinema wit my mum.....through out the whole show.....all i think about was him...like tis show remind me of him....but the storyline does not hav anything 2 do wit him! o.O i duno y.....every song inside there makes me miss him more! =.=
actually every love song i hear aso let me think about him....



Tuesday, October 7, 2008

trying really hard.....=) n never giving up!!!

im so motivated 2 study tis few days....i think its bcoz of the bad results XD.....hahax....
at least its aso a gud thing rite? kakax.....
now jus taking a break....alone at home T.T sobxxx.....mum went 4 open house....waiting 4 her 2 come back luuu.....quite boring sikit....kekex....
n it keeps rain rain rain...=.=! make me cant go swimming.....=( anyway cant blame the weather..
mum say its bcoz of the nice heaven god prayers.....im veri the 'yellow string' tat is required 2 wear by ppl who went 2 the prayers.....to me....the yellow string is a kind of luck n protection....
im even wearing 2 of them! coz the previous wan the monk wear 4 me de....so i dun wanna take it out....unless it ownself fall off =) sometime i jus believe in tis kind of thing....hehe...
n a guy in class tat i admire bsides HIM is aso wearing the yellow string leh! i didnt noe he was a buddhist coz he has an english name besides his chinese name....hahax....so funny wei when i told my fren....hahax...=p tis guy aso not too bad la....kakax....who ask him never come 2day....i look at others canot ah? blek.....

Thursday, October 2, 2008

raya-ing....holiday-ing....working hard! =D

go raya raya.....go swimming...eat eat eat....study little bit....go gai gai...tats wat i do tis holiday lo..
kakax....not bad adi lo....at least not boring....n i got a new mp3 n laptop! =D tats the best thing la.
thx 2 my mum....=) although sometime i quarrel wit her....but i stil love her the most deep down in my heart....she is reali veri important 2 me.....without her i aso duno how la....hahax....
so now im updating my laptop n mp3.....kekeke.....then later got 2 study aso la....HAHax....=p
im jus living my life =D a lot of thing happen tis few days...hapi n sad de aso got....but aiyo i veri lazy 2 write la...hahax.....funny n stupid wan aso got.....XD aiya..nvm la....next time la....kekekex....love ya =p