if they ask me.....

if they ask me
i will say i dun even noe ur name
but there's jus something about the way you look to me ~

heheehe
thinking about gym guy
saw him 2day
well
whole class surely look at him oni lo
wat can i do ?
im so helplessss
lol

2day was ok la....
quite nice aso....
now tis few days ordinary but great....
duno y
hope it continue :D
mayb coz my bd coming gua
kakakakax....

after beverage class go chee house sleep
lol
she there play comp n makan
i slept like a pig xD
wakakaka
elvin say 2day i look thin wo
lol
hapi xD
even though mayb it's not true....
hahax...
2day wear batman jumper...not tight anymore....so mayb i lose weight joh.....
hahahahhaahhahx....
hope so =p

nothing actually

hahax
like i say
im always overeacting
gym guy
aiyaaa
nothing lu
lol
i dun feel anything
nor sad nor hapi
i jus will continue look at him tats all i guess
:) heehee

2day wore new tshirt n skinny jeans n my fav flats....
huhuhuhu
dun feel comfortable
i reali hate jeans i guess...lol....
but nice day la overall
i love fortified wine la....
hahax...
make me little high
siao liao....
lol

i will never sing of love if it doesnt exist ~
you r the oni exception....
paramore <3

~ordinary but great....

duno y
2day like any other ordinary day
but duno y i feel great xD
wit frens lagi great....
hahax.....
like there's something great
a feeling
veri nice :)

class lo english....
then marketing....
had lots of fun wit frens.....
costing little bit boring coz sleepy le....
then balik rumah lu....

love letters n peanut butter <3
goes well 2gether :D
my fav !
mum aso back early
eat eat eat
then rest
then gym at 8pm
didnt c him
but duno y i not sad leh
veri hapi day gua....lol
2day combat new release
i like the pirate of caribbean song
they use new song lo
make it quite modern le....
nice ~~
feeling great :D
eli kena dengue....
hope she get well soon !
muack !

singa mode.....lol

back from hols
it was the bomb la....
i rate it best hols ever
keke

bought lots of stuff
so no need go shopping for like awhile xD
hahax....
thx mum :)

now back to skool time
so lazy
don wanna bother about 2molo
2molo oni start 2 worry
heheehe

i kinda miss gym guy
but i noe tat if i put too much hope
i wont get 2 c him
haizzzz
dun think too much !

2nd day in singa land :D

woke up
bath
makan
change nice nice xD
then jalan jalan go orchard road
on the way
saw muzium hav some opening
so went inside
paid ticket
walk around the egyht exhibition & singapore history
wow
i love it :)

of coz bought lots of stuff
got take pix too
heehee
orchard road done lots of shopping xD
love singa land
wahahahhaahha
went to seoul garden for dinner
yum yum !
lunch was hot chocolate n chocolate cake n vege sandwiche
overall rating 10/10
i should hav been born in singa land
lol

singa land

woke up in the morning
feeling sleepy
got 2 pack my bags n get ready
take taxi go airport
babi not shiok lo
i think coz i was like half wanna sleep =.=
reach singa land
luck continue to go down
hotel room not ready
got 2 wait
alone at cafe
coz mum go work =.=
then finally room ready joh
go in on9
drink the mini sparkling wine tat i bought :D
then tidur a bit
mum come back
go shopping xD
didnt know wil buy so much
lol
luck bcame good
nite go mum boss house eat
nice house laaa
my dream =p
after tat go clark quay
wow
i love the place
totaly my thing
i swear im gonna get successful n live like tat =p

korean show :)

2day thursday
accounting class in the morning
boring......
talk about assignment
make me worry =.=
like veri hard leh

then after tat pergi makan dgn kawan
beli majalah....
ehehehehhe
the go library
do eng preentation
no marks wan
so simply buat lu
then 1pm eng class
omg
lagi boring than finance
=.=
tahan until so long oni finish
then chee me dei go 1u !
chee bought her hat
but i had second thoughts
so no buy
save me money too :)
so half sad half hapi coz didnt buy it
then we went 2 c a korean movie ! :D
it is call the tao fighter woochi !
i drool over tat guy
saw him bfore de
so handsome ><
love the show
kinda funny
then after tat mai balik lo
jam for like an hour
not too bad adi.....
balik makan lo......
then tats all leh
overall not too bad....

another love drunk ?

2day morning beverage class dun hav wo !
yeah ~~
so send chris go to his exam
then me n chee fool around to past time coz waiting for chris
then after tat bertolak ke 1u!
sakae sushi!
took pics n eat eat eat
i only went 2 sushi zanmai shop 2 buy the ice cream
my fav :D

then jalan jalan
saw a hat i like leh ><
cost rm85
but first time i pakai i so like a hat leh....
huhuhuhu
wan get anot leh?
stilll thinking

then back to college to attend some ceramah
about 1 of hilton hotel
call double tree
no heard bfore lo
look nice leh
they giv u chocolate chips cookies at the reception xD
i wan tat oni ! lol

then after tat
balik lo.....
then sleep awhile
then get ready for gym
he was there 2day too
i cant keep my eyes off him.....:)
i dun care whether it's a crush
nor do i care whether it's temporary or permenant
or mayb he is taken
i jus appreciate wats goin on now.....:)
tis week saw him 3 times joh....
so lucky....
usually oni c him once a week
n 2day lagi lucky
after bath n change....
came out saw him leh.....><
he look nice in normal clothes
his hair jus wash look nice too xD
n he aso park his car in basement....
but mum walk too slow so cant catch up wit him....
anyway 2day was great :)

i noe it wont last
but....hehehe
now it's all tat matter

marketing exam....

well
i skip beverage class in the morning coz havent read finish marketing
ehehehehe
2day wear most simple lo =.=
but the result was not bad...
jeans wit big college t shirt....
pair wit my cross heart necklace....
tie hair with the cotton ball rubberband....
wear blue crystal earrings which can catch the eyes
hehehhe
combination not as bad as i thought
2molo wear wat leh ? hmmmm
thinking n planning
i love 2 mix n match....
o ya....plus my new yellow polka dots bag bought by mum.....:)

2day gym
try not to see him
but i will always c him through the reflection of the mirror T.T
haizzz
cant avoid lo
it can oni b like this
nothing more....
n im content.....

2 weeks to 19 !

2 more weeks to my bd
but my fren say april is not a relax month
a lot of stuff 2 do for college =.=
haizzz
but stil my bd
im gonna enjoy it !

heehee
2day ok la
eng class was torture as usual
then marketing
teacher let us off to library to study
so good leh
so mai go lo
finish up assign wit chee
had fun wit frens at library
ehehehhehe
talkin about the new intake students
saw guys tat of coz caught my attention
but oni caught a glimpse
so duno whether will stil remember face
anywhere i think im like so old
those new intake look like small kids 2 me wei xD
hahahahax

didnt went out for lunch
wit chee buy bread go comp lab
saw korean guy
he aso came in
as usual talk 2 chee oni
typical
im used to it
then after tat went 2 costing exam....
hope all go well gua....
then aa meeting
then wait wit dei to gether book back from fren coz i got no car aso
waiting for mum
then finaly balik rumah n makan makan makan !

then gym
wow
i didnt expect the guy 2 b there
he was like looking at me too, i think xD
n duno y 2day he stand bhind
so kinda awkward for me too
always c him through mirror but 2day he was right in front of me =/
felt veri stupid
didnt reali concerntrate leh
im always a fool in front of someone im interested
i think the guy didnt even notice or care about me la
it's jus my little gal dream tats all
but saw him 2day quite nice i guess
im aso not sure wat im feeling
im not liking anyone right now
so no biggie
i noe my looking always wont turn into something
so no hopes there....

hapi bd dad...

ugh
at first start of day was bad =.=
sis call me
woke me up from beauty sleep
adi geram adi
then somemore tell me 2day dad bd
he sad coz i never wish him
plz la
im sleeping !
when i wake up i wil wish him la
n she wer got right 2 say me?
my dad where got right 2 complain 2 her?
he does not even care
y act it up ?
then after sis phonecall
i call my dad
say him lo
i say where can like tat
u complain....u big deal la
i kena la...
ma hai wan lo....
in the end somemore stil got 2 celebrate bd wit him
lucky not as bad as i assume
if not......grrrrr
surely bought him present aso la
tats my custom
to anyone aso the same

2day went gym lo
leg muscle pain lehhh
but stil eat alot
coz i geram
never indulge in ice cream or choc adi veri gud adi coz didnt go buy

2molo exam
got 2 study n finish assign =.=
jia you bah !
are you a shark or a goldfish ?
im the goldfish tats gonna b a shark !
this book is good :)
inspirational....

alice !

finaly i get 2 c alice
wonderful show
heehhe :)

2day morning went moral for presentation
quite ok...
finaly get it over wit adi
then came back home
eat half bar of big choc ==
damn it
100% fat
no running away now
then thought wan go gym
but mum back early
so no go ==
2molo oni go
2molo must work harder !
we went 2 curve :D
i stil love tat place
bought necklace hairband ring
hee hee :)
tats y hapi
n mum bought me a new bag for my bd
using it oni on my bd too
hehehhehehe
wit my gothic 16 century dress
cant wait !
overall day is superb !

Lovely bonesss

wow
eerie and suspense movie
veri meaningful leh
worth :)
except the ppl sitting bside my mum was so noisy !
think their own house meh
girls somemore
omg
memalukan....

2day slept until 12pm
lol
pig xD
then get up makan
eat choc again....hahax...
sory cant tahan
read book a little while
then sleep back again wo!
lagi piggy
lol
then woke up 2 get ready go gym
then after gym wit mum went py c the movie lu
nice nice :)
at least saw a movie
alice in wonderland no place again =.=
i swear im gonna c tat movie
i dun care !
n lotz other movies too !

crazy idea XD

the guy tat can carry me and say im not fat
lol
i'll love him xD
hahahahax
if possible
which i dun think so
that guy must be so strong
and tall
nowadays very hard find le

im jus dreaming
dun mind me
i bet u he was not looking at me
even though i think he is looking at me
which i always do
haiz !
y !
i turn around 2 talk 2 my guy fren
then when i turn back
saw him jus turning his head from my angle =.=
y let me c tat ?!?!
i dun wanna c anything
not when it's nothing !

2day talk 2 a promotion guy
lol
my type lo xD
he promoting his 100 plus ma....
not bad not bad
he carrying a tv on his back
i ask him the tv heavy anot
hahahahahax......
funny....:)

being paranoid....

dun mind me again
crazy love drunk again
just coz of a few stares and look and eye contact
through the mirror la plz...
and conclusion !
50% guy is married
20% engaged
20% taken n has a gf
10% single

do not take tat into consideration
wat r the odds tat 1 day he ill talk 2 me?
wat r the chances u n him r even gonna b something?
answer: NOthing !

wat the heck
stop dreaming
when ever was ur looking n staring n eye contact turn into something tat u have been wishing wishing n wishing ?
none
zero
nil
only the ones u dun wan will come ur way
the ones u wan fly fly away.....
typical life....

fatty period.....

since mum came back
been
eating like a pig
n memang expected
period come liao ==
damn it
2molo adi plan wan wear nice nice
wit period
surely look fatter ==
damn it

must tahan !
tis few days quite better
didnt go for german karaoke
went back home and sleep
tat was the best :)
sory mr.thomas =p
will try 2 get back 2 routine soon
but mum bought another bar of chocolate
ahhhhhh
how leh
weekend eat lo
lol =p
if thurs got body combat
im surely goin
hehehee
tis week period mah
if got chance then work out more
i heard from biggest loser winner
say work out at least 7 hours a week
im working oni 5 hours a week leh....
hmmmmmm
must think of ways to increase
but sometime u noe u r jus so lazy
jia you jia you !
cant wait 4 my bd
i noe it's still long
but still :D
rushing assignments toooo
wooo hooo~~

under the weather

mum back liao
mood aso better liao
but stil quite under the weather ==
haizzz
hope it will get better soon
i dun feel right
wit frens aso not right
everytime when wanna separate wit frens adi
then bcome not good le
y ah ==
no mean i dun like them ah
i feeltat is my problem
like i no mood
haizzz
plz hav back mood !
b the crazy siao gurl plzzz
leng chai smile at me i aso no reaction
lol
so there is definitely something wrong wit me
now studying ! arghhhhhhhhh
jia you bah !

50/50

well
actualy goin 2 class on sat was beneficial
get 2 c how the groups present
hav an overall impression of how 2 present
but stillll
bore day
after class balik rumah
makan !
fat !
lol
skip gym !
read book !
sleep all day !
internet !
yup
then come evening
ask dad teman me go summit buy more books
lol
then say go watch movie
under the mountain
not bad
nice scenery
make me wanna go new zealand to 2 volcanoes
gonna suggest it 2 mum when she gets back
hehehehehe

come sunday !
finaly go gym
was ok
then walk around
but didnt c anything 2 buy
so balik
eat again !
lol
more bookie n internetie
n tv
hehehehe
then for dinner
decide 2 open a can of mushroom n put it with maggie mee
not bad wo
after eating
got a lot of cooking ideas for future home alone period
hahax =p
then start do assignment
mana tau ! =.=! blackout!
i was lke wtfffff
everytime aso when im alone the bad things all coming
then call dad come teman me
coz it's jus so dark
at least got someone
better than nothin
coz my dad is not really any help at all actually
halfway then i ask him balik
coz aso so late adi
canot expect him 2 stay
then mai went up n sleep lo after sent him off
canot do anything
then near midnite
lights on
wow
hapi ~
tats y im here
writing this
hehehe
can continue my assign
the moral assign gross me out
about abortion
i canot believe how those mum can actually abort their own child
oni someone wit the wrong mind would do tat
bcoz i wont n i wont even suggest it
i will ban it....
unless reali hav no choice like endanger 2 mother's health or something
but hey look n c
a lot of news aso mother sacrifice 2 giv birth 2 child
c how big is mother's love?
it's pricelesss
and looking at all those tools for abortion in the old centuries
my god
i duno how a human can do tat
crush the baby head?
pull it out wit tat screwdriver sharp looking thing?
cut the baby body in pieces
may god do justice......
the feeling was undescribe
a life have rights !

WTh !!

no eating as much as i want
coz got 2 tahan again
coz 2molo stil gtg 2 skool =.=
y laaa
i dun wan go wan lo
but my frens say must go
say veri important =.=
so no choice leh
haizzz
eating postpone 2 2molo after i come back bah.....
now like now so tempting 2 eat aso =.=
no fun adi....
2molo saturdAy leh!
y must go skool wo =.=
ma fan......

lifelessss

omg
wit mum gone
im like so boring
living alone is reali not my thing
super bore
duno wat 2 do
duno how 2 entertain myself
2day mood at skool aso like veri under the weather
got laugh laugh n play play
but feel that there is like something wrong like tat
canot reali grasp wats wrong wo
just something not right like tat

i duno how ppl survive without ppl
i noe i cant
it's ike a torture
or how ppl survive without doin anything
helpppp
íf can eat then different la
but no cant eat
coz 2molo stil got skool
must fit fit
2molo oni can eat chocolate
huhuhuhuhuh.....

independent for 5 days.....

mum went 2 india
wont b back until monday
huhuhuhuh
so tat's 5 days alone at home
bro does not count coz i dun even c him ==
ownself eat eat eat lol

tis few days ok ok lo
nothing special le
not up not down
veri normal
i jus keep thinking of food
but i wanna keep fit too
so im resisting
lol
geng leh?
i wonder wat m i gonna do for the 5 days
entertaining myself
hehe

i still look at guys which i dun even know anything about them
that's my pasttime i guess XD
now trying 2 decide wat to wear 2moro so i can eat eat eat
lol
wonder if it wil work
hmmmmm

hey yo let's go !

sat !
went gym in the morning
not bad not bad
can sweat....
then go back home alone
coz mum went 2 her gym for a few hours
so i thought i ask yeee go out again c movie
lol
she thought i joking but in the end she agree
so off we go again :)

went summit coz not enough petrol
lol
saw little big soldier
humour n sad story
coz jacky chan die in the end :(
overall nice day !
coz after movie went buy comic
kekekekeke
then yeee aso bought a rm10 watch
veri cute lo....

then sun !
went gym without mum again
coz she wan do her airlines thing
gym was good again....:)
then after tat balik makan
then go out again ! hohohohoh
pyramid lo....
wan c movie wit mum
saw book of eli and solomon kane
wow
nice movie man
needed some eng movie coz saw too many cina movie lol
actually can buy shoe wan
but ! :( no size....buhuhuhuh.....y ah skechers.....=.=
then after movie balik lo
bought magsss
hehehehehhe
so nice lo :) thx mum

so 2day is monday
back 2 skool
boreeee eng n marketing....
he got come over....
done something stupid then we all laugh....
then i think he talk something in korean then left joh =p
sory lo but i wont choi him no more
unless he ownself talk 2 me
or either i have 2 talk to him =p
2day saw a lot of my type of guys lol
thank you god for the scene

then costing class....reali wan tidur joh
half way left for german karaoke rehearsal
lol....
there pun ada my type of guys....lol...
thank you again =p
all went well
veri funny
i kinda like the people and atmosphere
then after tat balik lo.....
rush home makan....
then get ready for gym
after gym tired but hapi :)
whack like helll
hehehehe
i must always remember no matter how tired i am
i must always go gym
coz i feel good :)

here comes fortune !

went 2 skool for marketing ==
boring like walao lo....
but wit frens is :D

eli goin up genting wit jh
so hapi for her
jealous aso xD
but hope them all happiness
ehehehehe

2day oni me chee chris
dei no come wo
so we chat chat play play makan
then help chee take ur project pic
fool around

as usual
i always c guys tat interest me
kekekekeke
a lot lo 2day
kekeke
him aso of coz
but as usual
im invinsible to him

but stil nice 2day
wait mum fetch me home
then reach home tidur like pig
fri is choc day =p
ate choc
hahahax
then yee ask me out movie
mai go lo
c canto show
not bad wo
hehehehe
then bought new wallet lipgloss n cross necklace
so far so good
kekeke
wan buy comic but none
wan buy clothes not enough money
next time bah
heehhehe
im stil in shopping mode !
remember fit fit fit !
i noe ate choc adi
but stillll
2molo gym !
sometime u jus got 2 eat choc to satisfy urself
hehehe

german karaoke !

wahahahahaha
i jus join the german karaoke
lol
geng leh geng leh xD
i alreadi say i wan join de
jus havent got a chance oni
then 2day so lucky
after eng class then saw mr.thomas
he ask us join
lol
i was like saying yes yes yes
hahahahahax
but kesian 2day sing hlf way i got 2 balik le
huhuhuhu
veri enjoy lo
the songs veri nice leh
kekekekeke

2day ok ok la
accounting
lotz of wrong coz i never c properly
so plz learn from the mistake TAL !
dun make it anymore leh !

n i wanna fit fit fit
but 2day mum jus beli mcd for me ==
haiz but at least i ate bfore 5pm la
hehehehehe
2day no gym somemore
2molo dun eat ah !

wolf wolf !

lol
2day went c wolfman wit chee n dei
the story line not plain as i thought
hehe
so not bad le ^^

then bought comic n storybook 2day
ekekeke
i no money but sure wil buy books material stuff de
my fav =p

oh ya
2day lecturer let us try make cocktail
he ask ppl volunteer but he choose me 2 do first
lol
then everybody laugh say this is volunteer meh
but im glad he choose me
i get 2 try :)
i make mojito....
i kinda like the drink too lo
i remember at bngsar i aso got drink bfore
so it's nice :)
then got osme aso veri nice de
sex on the beach ah, cosmopolitan ah....
others forgot the name joh =.=
if remember then good
next time can order
keke

staring is not a crime
looking aint a illegal either
so i keep staring at tat guy at gym is ok de hoh?
he no talk 2 me aso
his physical appearance is totally the type i paling like de lo
tall enough, wear high heel stil he taller quite much de
not on the thin side
not on the fat side either
meat meat de lol.....
good looking
so i like xD
but i think he should b in his twenties or thirties leh ==
y la
y age range no near me de
if twenties ok la
but to me he look older lo....==
mayb got gf or engaged or married aso possible u noe ==
well so can oni stare n look oni la....

then 2day got a guy at gym
aso quite good looking de
got muscle....meat meat aso
except height if i wear high heel will b quite near bah
he acutally walk opposite direction of me
then i saw him, he saw me,
then he suddenly turn right,
so i thought wont intercept wit him ma
then he turn back left again when he is veri near me
LOL
mayb i perasan
but i reali wanna laugh during tat time lol
coz he like walk zig zag
hahax....

so 2day at gym not bad leh....
i dun care la the guy taken or not
coz looking at him is not a crime =p
i didnt do anything wrong ok.....

helplessss

i cant breathe i cant smile evryday so bcoz of you ~
untouchable - living in my heart
my current addict song
the best :)

i duno y
mayb im perasaning again
well i always do
no surprse there
but whenever i look, i see him !
y y y la
n i noe it's him wan wo
n i so 'jie yi' wan you noe
y ah y ah
he should not mean anything to me anymore
but haizzzzzz

2day i try new hairstyle 2 tie my hair
kekeke
so after eng class
is marketing class which combine with ihtm6
so i was standing there
chatting wit my gang
then he suddenly came out from the lecture hall
n i noe it's him wan wo ==
come out 2 time i aso noe it's him -.=
i little bit over joh gua lol

then 2day chee say dun wan sit the low wan coz veri broken
so we try 2 sit higher
then sit higher
i turn back
line of sight same wit him de wo ==
n his fb go put he is single
ma hai
i dun care la HUH !
n he veri fren wit weiloon jac they all ma
mai go lo
i admit i jealous but i wont care at all !
haizzz
not even other guys would take me off him
he is the most 'jie yi' wan ==
y laaaa
to him i dont even mean anything
he treat me like the air