my sanctuary

reading my fav books is my sanctuary. I lost my book tat day n i totaly felt down. I found it, i feel like myself again after reading it. Karaoke was ok. It is decided tat i dun fit in. But at least i improved my relationship wit them by a fraction by goin. Like the ass.manager treat me better after hearing i went out wit them. Then the laundry lady aso treat me better after i gav her the paper bag which was actualy mine. Ppl r jus so wat wei. Do something then can buy them over. Lol. But even though i dislike, but at least relationship improve in hotel. Cant wait 4 offday. Cant wait 2 c him. I miss him suddenly. Duno y. God help me.