do i ?

do i wanna make my own faith? Hurt better than feel nothing at all or jus dont do anything or do something? Seriously, i dont know. If i make a move, wil it make a difference? Saw him on wed. There is an attraction obviously. He kept staring, vice versa. Didnt c him close wit his gf tat day. Then there is something else. At work. But he is leaving soon so wil end up in nothing too. I dun wan a long distance relationship. He jus curi took my pic 2day coz he think it is funny. I wonder wats so funny. Lol. Stil half of my heart is occupied by gym guy. Half a year adi lo. Omg omg. Lol. Tis is my longest i guess. I oni get 2 c him once a week. Wat so special? Tel me. I aso wanna know.