fat lol.....

after gym went 2 makan marco's pizza wit dad...
my god....
we ordered starter main dish n dessert...me la xD
even my dad cant finish his last pizza....lol....
i can finish la....hahax....my appetide can b big.....xP

we talked alot....
not bad....better when u least expect :)
we ate veri long coz reali lotz of food i tell u

then later balik.....no need eat dinner aso coz too full xD
balik tidur.....lol pig babi la....but i sleep coz i reali tired ma....
then tat was all....jus at home...wit mum....
c 2molo how....fren ask me out...duno how....

i need a miracle
plz let me b ur gal
1 day u'll c it can happen to me ~~~
cascada <3

things r nice when least expected :)

woke up early coz mum wanna go gym early do her dancing
so i folow lo
in the end i aso dance coz nothing 2 do....
walao eh...gao c c dance.....=.= lol.....no choice le
for fun lu....
then after tat body combat....no semangat liao coz of the dance =.=

after gym go py!
gao lots of ppl
but not as much as megamall
lucky =.= if not reali zhat sei me....
watch 2 movies....treasure hunter lame la....but sherlock holmes rox! :D
robert downey jr.....so yeng.....n jude law.....so yeng than i expected....hahax...

then bought 1 blouse....better than nothing.
my mission 2 buy shoe stil fail...haizzz....
then for late dinner we ate zen jap! :D sashimiiii
finalyyyy....heehee.....

so tat day was great.....
2day is another day....
goin gym now....later meeting up wit dad....hmmmmmm
lets c wat happens....lol

brain malfunction !

it's christmas n christmas eve
on 24th nite went out wit yee n her frens
ok ok lo....
at least i was out, not at home....
drank alcohol.....i still so fast red =.= n will headache.....
AND !!! think of him....
n i somemore thought tat the guy tat was sitting opposite me on the other table look like him =.=
brain totaly went haywire or something...
2nd time tat i drank tat time think of him....
y like tat ah????
he so big deal meh???
thought i was over him adi !! =.= haizzzz

25th....went wit mum 2 megamall....
crowded like hell wei
so uncomfortable.....
somemore got period.....
at least i got a book n bought all my neccesities....
then balik.....
coz mum aso never c anything.....
tat was how i spend christmasss
not bad la.....overall okkkk
duno new year how.....
stay at home aso better
coz im not a nite person la....
unless got something 2 do la....
c how le....

the best dream so far.....

why r u just a fragment of my dream?
can u plz b real?
i wan u 2 b....

i dreamt again....no...not him....looks like ihtm8 guy but half look like one of the movie star on tv too....lol....but still i love it no matter who he is....so i cant b sure who he really is....
im positive.....more than 50% is ihtm8 guy coz it was in college.....

me n my classmate were at the table....u noe those big round 10 ppl table....
as usual, kelvin was bside me xD
then we were like studying for exam.....
then he walked in.....i didnt reali look at him but i notice him looking at me....
then he sat down at the next table where he was in my line of sight....i was in his too.....
me n kelvin continue studying....
suddenly he wave 2 catch my attention
he ask me 2 come over n study wit him...
i said yes so me n kelvin move 2 his table....
i sat bside him....
after tat....he keep chatting 2 me....n my eyes oni hav him....
he joke about the ithm6 guy name aso....i duno y....tis dream can b weird....
but he kept smiling at me ^^

the suddenly another scene...
we were in my house....n i think we pak tou adi...
so he keep hugging me n kissing me :) it was wowwww
we were jus fooling around like a normal couple......
then i even planned 2 change my status on fb
but then i woke up !!!!
arghhhhh
wat a dream
this is my dream dream....
haizzz
when will he appear in my life
i wanna get imprint or something.....

combat!

wow!
yesterday combat was the bomb!
even though at first raymond was late n he was reali taking everything so slow 2 prepare but in the end.....all the moves was to the max!
so i dun blame him coz he reali worked me out!

came back tat time tired like shit
dont even wanna move my limbsss

mum made more tong yuan when we were back...
her moood was better after gym....i can tell....she finaly open up n complain about her day....i understand.....my mood aso sometime like tat....bfore gym n after gym...gym reali makes a difference in ur mood :) n i love it!

200th post!

wow
worth celebrating?
number 200 posting...
HaHax....

jus came back from a short outing wit my fren....
short outing coz it was like 12 to 4....
veri short but nvm lu....long time no c her le....veri nice le :)

wan c movie de....but she got 2 go back early.....so we jus makan n jalan jalan lu....
then now im at home....waiting for gym....
2day raymond's class....should b great....

2day aso tong yuan day....
i ate 3 biji....mum make de....hehe yum yum ^^

christmas eve duno wan do wat le??? frens all not sure de....
i feel lonely only during festives n hols coz i dun have another half 2 teman me....
tats the only thing im jealous of the most....out of most things.....
someone 2 lean on
to hug.....to cuddle on.....

nice workout oni....other suckssss3

wah...raymond class i reali veri tired lo i tell u xD
so it's cool :)
he is back for good....

then kena marah by my dad...out of the blue
he mood no good dun come n marah me ok!!!
im not his anybody aso...just his daughter....
say wat i got nothing 2 talk..
memang nothing 2 talk ma...stupid....
we hav jus the blood related thing oni...tats alll....n the name....
i noe i say tis veri harsh but it's memang like tis ok.....

n internet line veri bad aso...
nothing been good since i came back....
great la....

tai wan ~

im back from my trip 2 taiwan wit mum
overall was ok la
not use 2 goin holiday wit mum anymore....
mayb i older adi gua...
hehe
i giv it 5/5 coz got unhapi moments n nice moments too
nice wan surely is shopping la ^^
oni got a guy on tis trip tat catch my eye lo
keekeee
chinese d....duno name....heard from mum talking wit his mum tat he come from klang =.=
so far...
look younger than me wei
haizzz
i old le xD

so now im back
fat le ==
haizzz
2molo gym! raymond! :D cant wait...
hope i will sweat lotz lotz...
wan jian fei jian fei
bought lots of new make up n face wash!
hope 2 hav a better me! aza aza fighting!

愛德華.....

why do i love you
like i do
dun even wan to ~ ~ ~

every little thing u do
makes me fall in love u
izit ur smile? ur laugh? or ur heart?
it doesnt reali matter why i love you ~~~

当你真真喜欢或爱一个人的时候
你的心中只容得下他而已
根本没有空间想着别人
眼中也只有他
在多人间 立刻会找到他 眼珠只跟着他 怕他一下子会消失似的
见不到他的天子里
就会想他到底怎么了
只能期待下一次见到他的时候
虽然没有和他说话
但只是看到他就很开心了
单恋也是一种爱情!

sometimes when i dun think about it
im ok
but when it comes back n grip my memory
i'll go emo
i guess he is doin great now....back in his own country...
he post status saying white christmas....
so goood.....i aso wan a white christmas....T.T
i bet u 100% he is not thinking of me.....he wont b having any emotion always running through his head like me....

no ever ever......

i think korean guys better dun add me on fb....
or any guy tat im interested in....even the tiniest bit
coz i wil think about lot of stuff tat wont b true
n when i c them falling in love wit another gal
it makes my heart cant breathe even more....

my imagination is too big for me....
arghhh
when m i goin 2 stop thinking stupid things?
when m i goin 2 leave my fantasy love bhind n look into reality?
u always hope there's goin 2 b ur prince charming
after so many heartbreak....
u stil wont giv up
i wonder when u wil giv up n come out from ur shell?
n c tat there is no prince charming
that wat u dream of wont come true
u read too much....u think too much.....
it's time 2 stop
easy 2 say
hard 2 do....
damn it.....

plz stop invading me.....

holidaaaaay.....

everyone aso balik kampung liao
i will miss u guys ^^

duno wat 2 do in holiday
got taiwan trip planned out oni
everyday i still will concerntrate on my gym
hehehehe
tats the most important

每天都要更美一点
my goal...

everything in a jumble....

like i said....
when u wish for something too much
it does not happen
last day of exam....
walk upstairs....saw him....
but me n deidre was looking 4 kelvin....
coz it's his bd so wanna giv him present...
deidre said that when kelvin receive the present tat time....veri cute....
unfortunately i didnt get 2 c it coz he was facing her =.=''' wasted....
it was bianca bd too....so wish her too ^^

everybody talk talk talk lo....
then time 2 go in joh....as i walk....he stil sat...so sure i go in first d lo....
tis time i get 2 sit bhind ^^
i thought he will sit in front..
but he go n sit lagi behind then me =.=
i thought no place joh? he so lucky meh.....haix....
so could not c him....
he left early too....
so anything la.....
now he aso in korea adi lo....
duno whether i will miss him anot
mayb the distance is good....

went n c ninja assassin wit kel dic kin dei! chee dun wan so she went home....
my 3rd time seeing.....terlampau wei....lol...but stil sexy :) dream guy....
next go wong kok!
since it's kel bd.....we have free huge cup of milk tea....
hahax....the pix is in fb.....

after tat....drop dickson.....then kin kel dei n me go buy alcohol for 2nite drink at chee house.....hehehehe....
bought adi...then drop them at lee ping house 4 the bbq.....
dei go home first...me aso....chee aso.....

night time...fetch dei dic chee go lee ping bbq!
reach there....dark dark....
but my classmate do it until quite nice le....
so bbq bbq bbq....eat eat eat lu.....fun :)
kel blow his cake n candles....
we smash his face into cake....LOL.....
chee hui high wei....HaHax....veri funny....

after tat...alcohol at chee house....
dic kin dei chee n me
little high....me la....lol....
we play truthful game.....
i like it...i more high, bcome more truthful....lol.....
anyway wat spilt tat day, stays on tat day.....=p

slept oni at 6am! =.=
woke up wit a big headache....=.=
lazy wear contacts....lazy bath...great...
after say bai bai 2 dic kin dei
me n chee go buy bubble tea.....
first time wear specs go there jalan...Hahax...
finaly waited 4 my chocolate bubble tea! xD
fuel my energy then drove back home lu.....

went home....on comp....sleeep....
make long story short....food kena eaten by stupid F dog!
coz i too geram wan talk about it here!
so now im still hungry! =.=