why ?

i duno why
y i always get ahead of myself
alway so perasan
fall for the wrong guy
jus bcoz ppl treat u good then bcome soft joh
damn it
cant i b stronger
i think too much
i feel too much
i dun wanna feel anything
coz all is wrong
wat im facing right now
i think all is the wrong one
make me wonder whether i am ever getting the right wan ?
mayb nothing at all....