out of place

out of place, out of mind. I dun wanna b butler. I wanna b something else. But the job at marriot. Aiks. No hope lo. Damn it. 2day merdeka. But no off. Working. Folowing senior. Fren ask me go karaoke after work. Duno wil b ok anot coz i dun blend in. Jus try my luck lo. At least im making an effort!

daydreaming

wats my daydream
you
wat im thinking
you
let me show you

i was thinking of a silent date wit you
jus holding hands walking around anywhere quietly
feeling your hand in mine

then we will take a rest at any sitting area
n i hug you n put my chin on your shoulder
feeling your body warm against mine
just one day
just one time
just one date

how long

how long will it last
would it even last

it's been 6 months
n counting i guess
since i cant stop goin to gym n stop goin body combat class
coz im so tempted to see him

sooner or later
it may end
the answer will b obvious
to me
he is just a dream
cant touch
cant hold

if you are the one

Im not over
Im not over you just yet
Cannot hide it
You're not that easy to forget
Im not over

What if?
What if im the one for you?
And you're the one for me?
What If...

If you are the one
then us meeting here is fate

This is the first I've seen your face
but there's a chance we are soul mates
I know that this might sounds crazy,
Cause you don't know my name

Don't know what tomorrow brings
but I'm still hoping
that you are the one for me
Oh and what if I had you and, what if you had me and
baby what's the reason we can't fall in love?

the truth

u wanna know the truth?
the damn truth is
im still into him?
aiks
why
i duno
oni god knows
even i duno wat im feeling
something wrong
he is a stranger
but y he mean so much

i better find your loving
i better find your heart
i wanna b forgotten
but it's so hard
the day that i was stuck on you
im reali stuck
no other guy can compare 2 you
wats so special about u

2day his gal was aso there
but he still stare
all he do is stare
me ah i avoid
lol
i look back sometime
but nothing is gonna happen aso

he must b old
he must b unavailable
so y r u stil in the same spot ?
cant move on?

erase me

cant get u out of the sunlight
cant get u out of the rain

i saw him yesterday
kept staring at me since he was alone
u c la
when his gal is there
it is like im invinsible
so plz dun kacao me if u r taken !
god reali playing wit me
i said wanna 4get
then saw him ==
great la
thx a lot
in love wit a stranger
damn it
aint liking it

I keep on running, keep on running
And nothing works
I can't get away from you
No, I keep on ducking keep on ducking and nothing helps
I can't stop missing you

why

why get so uptight when u know ppl already got gf or married or wateva? Y so emo? Y ? U dun even know them enough 2 like them. But everything about them affects ur mood. Damn it. I wanna go home rite now but cant. Feel so sucky. Ma de. Ni ma de. Lol. Sory i curse. But tis is where i can write anything at all! Loner ppl mmg like tat de. We need somewhere to frut about. Mine is here or writing on any paper i can find n tear it up if im outside. So bore.