sometimes u wonder y izit like tat....

when u try 2 avoid someone
unfortunately u always cant do a gud job
coz god will always play wit u
by putting tat person near u or in front of u
darn it
duno wan hapi or sad

yesterday german exam....
to me it was ok....totaly can write....
when u dun wanna look at him...
ur eyes will always happen 2 swept past him....
a lot of times somemore! =.=
reach the hall tat time...saw him =.=
sit down tat time....thought he will sit far far away...
noooo.....he sat 2 spaces from me =.=
then after exam....ok la....he came n find his fren ma....his fren bside me ma...
tat wan can accept la...
but the thing is....i still c him! stil no reaction.....still so dungu...
cant u get over it adi???

the 2day....housekeeping...
i was late coz jam
when reach hall....everybody in adi....
goin up the stairs....lift my head then first thing is saw him.....=.=
i thought he went in adi aso...but no he still outside...
n i can fantasize tat he is waiting 4 me 2 come....how stupid can u get?
if tis continue.....i realy will simply think again!
if there is no hope....plz dun let me simply think!

then coz i realy need 2 pee....run 4 toilet...lol
came out....didnt c him or anybody adi...so i aso went in....
went in saw my frens....walk towards them lo....
thought can sit wit them...but no....i got 2 sit in front =.=
so sad lo....
but then?? saw him walking in front of me aso =.=! god reali playing wit me!
he aso goin 2 sit in front =.=
i reali dun wan but no choice
lucky got 1 of his fren between me n him....
if not i reali will sit right bhind him
exam tat time looked at his back =___= stupid stupid u...

yesterday i left earlier than him
2day he left earlier than me
n i think he straight balik adi coz i didnt c him afterwards....
so wateva la...
went makan wit frens....
eli got korean bf! so jealous n hapi 4 her >.<
they reali make a great couple n they look good 2gether :)

pretty odd sometimes....haiz....stop playing adi can anot....

damn right! xD

2day went curve wit mum
saw ninja again....
omg.....still so full of sexyness!
i fall in love again wit rain bi!
totally the best of 2009! :)

then 2day bought new mascara, lipstick n a choker necklace!
hee hee~~
so hapi ^^

then when having some snacks at a western cafe wit my mum
saw ihtm8 korean guy! so lucky wei! xD
i hope he saw me too
kakax....except i noe tat chance is slim
but who cares???
i saw him! tats the most important.....lol...

then do manicure n pedicure.....heehee...
saw orphan at the shop while doin nails....
finaly c joh....not bad wei the show....nice~

after nails went mcd grab late supper.....
so fun 2day wit mum ^^ love ya~~~

my love.....

2day went c movie wit deidre, chee hui n her bro!
a lot of ppl le!
long queue early in the morning!
terlampau!
but finaly bought the tix for movie
so hapi :)

met my mum's fren's son
younger than me wan la
no biggie....lol
saw a lot of leng chai xD
my entertainment =p

ninja rain was the bomb!
totally sexiness~
so yeng man!

after 1st movie
jalan eat honeymoon
my fav :)
bought kelvin present too
hope he like it....hehe

4pm....new moon!
i can say graphics totaly better than twilight!
rob n taylor n kristen look divine!
everyone look great!
story line similar 2 book
i love it....not bad....satisfy :)

a christmas carol....

went c movie wit dic, kel, kin n eli
first time go wit tis kind of group
not bad le....
after movie then jalan jalan wit them....
coz eli wan shop for her stuff....
i notice i cant shop wit them....hehe
not use yet bah....

i bought 3 rings for rm10 ^^
i really love rings
coz they keep goin round round n round
it aint goin 2 stop :)

after tat go honeymoon
eli never been here bfore
so we took photo....
so fun lu
keekee ^^
then balik....
overall not bad...

then 2day at home lo
coz 2molo goin out again! heehee ~
2day gym gym gym
2moro wear nice nice.....
money reali not enough lo!
hope to get my allowance earlier....
get more ang pao next year!
being college kid reali aiyo! XD

i think truth caught up wit me....

i feel nothing.....
miss nothing....
see nothing....
jus having fun wit my buddies
which makes it all the better.....

guess im finaly getting over it
accepting tat i cant force something tat is impossible

went pd wit mum tis weekend....bore like helll......my godddd
finaly back....but at least got a lot of my fav food.....free from mum fren....
tat was the best of all....hehe....

i stil love swimming....it's in my blood :)
now jus hanging around...waiting 4 holiday....taiwan trip....
hope something good will happen !

love.....

Love is a legend, love is a story.
Love is a feeling, an experience, and a memory.
It’s something I can’t see,
It’s something just for two.
Yet I feel so special,
When I’m with you.
Through storm and fire,
I feel the strong desire.
Down cliffs and rivers,
So we can be together,
Up mountains and hills,
Just me and you forever.”

something nice.....

Love; It can make you smile for the rest of your life, but it can also make you cry for the rest of your life.

Yet why are we always taking the risk, and even plunge further into the river of love when we know we are going to drown in sorrow?

Maybe that’s the power of love: I will be contented, even with two hours of tears alone, just for that one second of kiss with you.

When you fall in love, you get controlled by your emotions: You will do the silliest and stupidest thing. You follow what your emotions tell you to do.

And your emotions are controlled by the person you love deeply. Your lover’s emotions are controlled by you.

Basically, when you are in love, you only laugh because he laughs, or you only cry because she cries.

Emotions are no longer controlled by humans, but by the love shared.

The power of love: So strong that you wonder hopelessly what had happened to you.

you must try to create fate. Come on, fate don’t just fall from the sky!