i'm not in love~ tis is not my heart~
yeah....mayb yes mayb no...duno!
after i noe his true feelings....didnt reali bother 2 think about him adi...
hope when go bek skool tat time aso the same bah....jia you! >.<
my fren jus sent me the pangkor trip pics.....
the first person i look at is surely myself lo....
then the 2nd....i look 4 the other guy...xD
so not bad lo....my eyes were not searching 4 him....
got improvement lo....kekeke...
tats y i can do it! there's stil so many guys in the world....
i dun believe i cant find the one tat is mine!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
the other one.....mayb it was nothing.....
i didnt notice him wan lo...
i thought he n wei han like pui yan de ma....
or mayb he n tis gal named lee ping was an item or something...tats wat i thought...
coz they always 2gether....she even hold his arm.....
so i didnt reali bother....
but then....since the 1st day till the last...he kept popping up near me...making...reali reali tiny talks....the longest was at least 5 minutes oni...
but it was reali at least something!
but aso mayb he was jus being polite n friendly...
first it was at the temple....
when i was praying...he always was standing near me...its either right behind or by the side.....but sometime when i turn aroud....he is gone....n i duno y....
n when me n chee hui was the last one coming down from the temple mountain....
he was by the pond....by himself....like waiting for something....duno y he not wit the group on the other side lo...
the next wan was the beach tally match...
he got hurt....but i was a coward....not brave enough to chek on him...his lao po jus went over n comfort him...so gud......she so deserve him n he so deserve her....treat each other so gud....
n then when i was mad at myself n looking at them wit a kind of sorrow feeling...
i notice he was looking at me...but i didnt act like anything wrong....jus walk over 2 my group lu....mayb he was not even seeing me aso...
next was the swimming...totally didnt notice him lo....
too busy swimming...
when wei han got up 2 go back...he didnt folow wo....
then i got up lo....
then he was behind me wo....
then i went 2 the store 2 ask whether they got towel coz i didnt bring mine....
when i came out n walk wit my fren 2 go back 2 room...
he was aso bhind wo....alone as usual....
funny guy lo....xD
then our 1st nite of dinner....
everyone sat on benches....
i didnt noe la...but then at the end i notice...
my back n his back was against each other...no touching la....coz im another table....he is the other one too....
then when i wan get up take food.....he aso get up wo....so coincidence meh? o.O
then after dinner.....sitting back the van 2 go 2 pasar malam....
when i wan walk across....he aso wan walk across...nearly bang into each other....
veri weird lo 4 me....mayb its nothing xD
after tis few times....i suspect lo.....then i notice...then the situation confirm my curiosity lo....if my brain is workin well la...mayb its interpreting wrong xD
coz the 1st nite at bianca room....i was sitting outside wit chee hui n lee ping...
then he came along wit wei han n gang....
they all went in lo...
he sat wit lee ping n chatted...
lee ping somemore lie bside him oh....
then suddenly lee ping get up n went in....
then he was sitting facing me ma....his back against chee hui ma....so he stare at me.....i stare at him...then i kind of do the eye expression 2 breack the awkward....then look back out at the environment....the silence was ok between us...
then when i look back at him the second time...
he ask me where i stay wo....=.= typical question 2 open a conversation....
then i answer lo....
then we talk about a guy tat i met during orientation....tis guy is in business wan
at first i duno who he was talking about...
then i think think think...then remember adi....i think he noe him aso gua....
since he ask me about it....
n when he answer me about it....i aso notice something...
i ask him whether he saw me wit the guy during orientation izit...
then he say yes wo...tat means he adi so long notice me adi la? walao....if like tat then geng lo....
coz i seriously never c him lo....until when we separate class wit the chef....
he ask me whether i noe tat guy veri long adi ah...
then i say no ah...jus met tat day lo...
then duno how the conversation went 2 ns there wo...
then no topic adi...then i call out the chee hui....ask her she sleep adi la....
she said no...
then i think he stil wan 2 talk 2 me wan....
then the stupid kin lam....tats his name....came out 2 find his lao po...=.=
then wei loon tease him say u zhui dao ur gal adi la....
then kin lam say back him....then wei loon went back in =.=
if kin lam didnt come out.....sure can talk more de gua....
stupid kin lam! go pak tou wit ur lao po elsewhere!
then 2nd day after snokeling....
we aso jump into the pool again...xD
tat time wei loon was playing pool ball wit the guys....then we gals wan 2 cross over 2 the other side ma.....
my fren all cross adi lo...oni left me wit our AA
he was there ma....
i was trying 2 avoid him coz i noe he was playing.....then need 2 concerntrate ma....so dun wan kacao lo....
i wan swim behind him ma...then duno y...
the more i swim further bhind him...the more he move bhind aso lo...
but tat time the ball was in front lo...he should b moving in front ma.....=.= weird wan lo he...keep moving bhind...make me veri hard 2 cross...
then suddenly he look at me...like wanted 2 say helo or splash me water like tat coz he lift his hand...but then half my head was in the water....so i canot giv him any reaction aso xD jus made eye contact....hahax....
then after the swim....everyone get up....he was again reali close bhind me lo....=.=
when walking back 2 the room...he was in front in lee ping ma....
he aso turn bhind n look at me wo....=.=
if he is wit lee ping adi...plz dun giv me any hope plz....
i hate guys being two timer....
o ya.....i miss out something...at the boat making dock....
when the tourguide was giving the details...
he was standing bside me lo...
trying 2 peek at my notes...but i didnt let him look lo...pretend 2 cover my notes....hahax....
then bbq nite.....
i was bbqing my food...
then wei han squeeze bside me lo....i somemore thought adi gao no space adi hoh...
but tis wei loon somemore can squeeze between me n wei han wo...
like tat then i sure got 2 make space 4 him lo...so i move aside...let him come in...
he ask me where 2 put his chicken...then i mai show him some space lo...
then he aso pinjam my bbq tongs....
when kin lam n wei han borow it was like normal....
but when wei loon borow it was like something lo...
coz he usually dun come near me lo....
coz like i said i thought he like pui yan....n he never come talk 2 me bfore aso....
now suddenly like wanna get close....feels weird..but nice aso la xD
then the 2nd time....he came over n chek on his chicken lo....aso come squeeze bside me wo...hahax....his chicken not ready lo...then he gone again.....
both time he aso came reali near lo....touching me lo....hahaxxx...
then the next time....i was taking water.....then he was taking more chicken 2 bbq...
when he pass me by.....he aso came real close lo....xD weird fellow....
when eating at the table....i aso feel like he watching me like tat....
mayb i perasan lo...i tend 2 do tat =.= reali hate tat....
ever since tis trip....its like he is always near me....
no matter wer we go lo....
then the last day....at the marine department....
when we have tea break....
i was taking food....
kin lam n dickson was on my left n right de....
then they both left....
then wei loon come wo....
touching me aso lo....
taking the kuih muih....
weird fellow.....if u adi got a gal...stay away from me plz....
i dun wan empty anticipation n hope anymore !
i had it adi!
i thought he n wei han like pui yan de ma....
or mayb he n tis gal named lee ping was an item or something...tats wat i thought...
coz they always 2gether....she even hold his arm.....
so i didnt reali bother....
but then....since the 1st day till the last...he kept popping up near me...making...reali reali tiny talks....the longest was at least 5 minutes oni...
but it was reali at least something!
but aso mayb he was jus being polite n friendly...
first it was at the temple....
when i was praying...he always was standing near me...its either right behind or by the side.....but sometime when i turn aroud....he is gone....n i duno y....
n when me n chee hui was the last one coming down from the temple mountain....
he was by the pond....by himself....like waiting for something....duno y he not wit the group on the other side lo...
the next wan was the beach tally match...
he got hurt....but i was a coward....not brave enough to chek on him...his lao po jus went over n comfort him...so gud......she so deserve him n he so deserve her....treat each other so gud....
n then when i was mad at myself n looking at them wit a kind of sorrow feeling...
i notice he was looking at me...but i didnt act like anything wrong....jus walk over 2 my group lu....mayb he was not even seeing me aso...
next was the swimming...totally didnt notice him lo....
too busy swimming...
when wei han got up 2 go back...he didnt folow wo....
then i got up lo....
then he was behind me wo....
then i went 2 the store 2 ask whether they got towel coz i didnt bring mine....
when i came out n walk wit my fren 2 go back 2 room...
he was aso bhind wo....alone as usual....
funny guy lo....xD
then our 1st nite of dinner....
everyone sat on benches....
i didnt noe la...but then at the end i notice...
my back n his back was against each other...no touching la....coz im another table....he is the other one too....
then when i wan get up take food.....he aso get up wo....so coincidence meh? o.O
then after dinner.....sitting back the van 2 go 2 pasar malam....
when i wan walk across....he aso wan walk across...nearly bang into each other....
veri weird lo 4 me....mayb its nothing xD
after tis few times....i suspect lo.....then i notice...then the situation confirm my curiosity lo....if my brain is workin well la...mayb its interpreting wrong xD
coz the 1st nite at bianca room....i was sitting outside wit chee hui n lee ping...
then he came along wit wei han n gang....
they all went in lo...
he sat wit lee ping n chatted...
lee ping somemore lie bside him oh....
then suddenly lee ping get up n went in....
then he was sitting facing me ma....his back against chee hui ma....so he stare at me.....i stare at him...then i kind of do the eye expression 2 breack the awkward....then look back out at the environment....the silence was ok between us...
then when i look back at him the second time...
he ask me where i stay wo....=.= typical question 2 open a conversation....
then i answer lo....
then we talk about a guy tat i met during orientation....tis guy is in business wan
at first i duno who he was talking about...
then i think think think...then remember adi....i think he noe him aso gua....
since he ask me about it....
n when he answer me about it....i aso notice something...
i ask him whether he saw me wit the guy during orientation izit...
then he say yes wo...tat means he adi so long notice me adi la? walao....if like tat then geng lo....
coz i seriously never c him lo....until when we separate class wit the chef....
he ask me whether i noe tat guy veri long adi ah...
then i say no ah...jus met tat day lo...
then duno how the conversation went 2 ns there wo...
then no topic adi...then i call out the chee hui....ask her she sleep adi la....
she said no...
then i think he stil wan 2 talk 2 me wan....
then the stupid kin lam....tats his name....came out 2 find his lao po...=.=
then wei loon tease him say u zhui dao ur gal adi la....
then kin lam say back him....then wei loon went back in =.=
if kin lam didnt come out.....sure can talk more de gua....
stupid kin lam! go pak tou wit ur lao po elsewhere!
then 2nd day after snokeling....
we aso jump into the pool again...xD
tat time wei loon was playing pool ball wit the guys....then we gals wan 2 cross over 2 the other side ma.....
my fren all cross adi lo...oni left me wit our AA
he was there ma....
i was trying 2 avoid him coz i noe he was playing.....then need 2 concerntrate ma....so dun wan kacao lo....
i wan swim behind him ma...then duno y...
the more i swim further bhind him...the more he move bhind aso lo...
but tat time the ball was in front lo...he should b moving in front ma.....=.= weird wan lo he...keep moving bhind...make me veri hard 2 cross...
then suddenly he look at me...like wanted 2 say helo or splash me water like tat coz he lift his hand...but then half my head was in the water....so i canot giv him any reaction aso xD jus made eye contact....hahax....
then after the swim....everyone get up....he was again reali close bhind me lo....=.=
when walking back 2 the room...he was in front in lee ping ma....
he aso turn bhind n look at me wo....=.=
if he is wit lee ping adi...plz dun giv me any hope plz....
i hate guys being two timer....
o ya.....i miss out something...at the boat making dock....
when the tourguide was giving the details...
he was standing bside me lo...
trying 2 peek at my notes...but i didnt let him look lo...pretend 2 cover my notes....hahax....
then bbq nite.....
i was bbqing my food...
then wei han squeeze bside me lo....i somemore thought adi gao no space adi hoh...
but tis wei loon somemore can squeeze between me n wei han wo...
like tat then i sure got 2 make space 4 him lo...so i move aside...let him come in...
he ask me where 2 put his chicken...then i mai show him some space lo...
then he aso pinjam my bbq tongs....
when kin lam n wei han borow it was like normal....
but when wei loon borow it was like something lo...
coz he usually dun come near me lo....
coz like i said i thought he like pui yan....n he never come talk 2 me bfore aso....
now suddenly like wanna get close....feels weird..but nice aso la xD
then the 2nd time....he came over n chek on his chicken lo....aso come squeeze bside me wo...hahax....his chicken not ready lo...then he gone again.....
both time he aso came reali near lo....touching me lo....hahaxxx...
then the next time....i was taking water.....then he was taking more chicken 2 bbq...
when he pass me by.....he aso came real close lo....xD weird fellow....
when eating at the table....i aso feel like he watching me like tat....
mayb i perasan lo...i tend 2 do tat =.= reali hate tat....
ever since tis trip....its like he is always near me....
no matter wer we go lo....
then the last day....at the marine department....
when we have tea break....
i was taking food....
kin lam n dickson was on my left n right de....
then they both left....
then wei loon come wo....
touching me aso lo....
taking the kuih muih....
weird fellow.....if u adi got a gal...stay away from me plz....
i dun wan empty anticipation n hope anymore !
i had it adi!
dun care...im goin 2 continue.....
at nite....everyone squeeze 2 bianca house....
some drank alcohol n got drunk.....xD i didnt touch it lo
play mahjong.....play cards.....
tats when half the truth came out...
she slept on his lap....
he was stroking her hair....
then blah blah blah....
i was sleepy....balik tidur at 1am....
next morning....brekfast....
met wei han n boon tong n china guy....
sit 2gether....
typical wei han....joking again lo...
then boon tong play him n his lao po....make them sit 2gether....
his lao po confess 2 me she dun wanna b in a relationship yet...
but now all i hope is he wil get her....dun wan him 2 b sad....
next is snokeling!
totaly fun....it was the best....
i love water....i seriously do! =)
after tat go back hotel....some of us jump into pool XD
he was there too.....
then we play pool ball wit other of our classmates....reali veri fun lo...
i kicked dickson at his neck xD
it was an accident....
reali didnt wan 2 get up from the pool....
but at last got 2 coz time 4 dinner....
dinner was bbq by the beach tat we sit boat go snokeling wan....
veri simple....veri hot coz i kept bbq....panas betul....
then it was dodo birthday....took photo wit him n i bbq some sotong 4 him as his birthday present....gud leh me xD
then i duno y the guys like 2 squeeze at my there lo....
first was wei han...then it was him...then is was another guy....wei loon....
ask me whether got place 2 put his chicken =.=''''
then i was bbqing chicken 4 dickson coz i hit him wit my leg in the pool ma...
wanna make up 4 him xD
but the chicken was not cook....kersian xD
then back 2 hotel...
after lecturer meeting...totaly boring....
went 2 bianca room again....
tis time i drank alcohol o....
it was the last night ma.....
drank 2 cup then face red adi...xD
then i smart lo....stop drinking adi
coz his lao po got drunk...
but he didnt came over 2nite....
kelvin say he pass out over alcohol n slept adi...
everyone face all red lo xD
then 1 am canot tahan...balik liao.....
next morning....totaly tired n sleepy....but got 2 wake up aso...
got 2 go marine department.....ask questions.....
then after tat balik lo! xD
make long story short so sory
coz theres 1 more veri interesting thing 2 tell!
there's this guy tat i notice.....like keeping a close distance wit me.....
im not sure la....mayb i perasan...but i stil wanna write tis down xD
in the next blog!
some drank alcohol n got drunk.....xD i didnt touch it lo
play mahjong.....play cards.....
tats when half the truth came out...
she slept on his lap....
he was stroking her hair....
then blah blah blah....
i was sleepy....balik tidur at 1am....
next morning....brekfast....
met wei han n boon tong n china guy....
sit 2gether....
typical wei han....joking again lo...
then boon tong play him n his lao po....make them sit 2gether....
his lao po confess 2 me she dun wanna b in a relationship yet...
but now all i hope is he wil get her....dun wan him 2 b sad....
next is snokeling!
totaly fun....it was the best....
i love water....i seriously do! =)
after tat go back hotel....some of us jump into pool XD
he was there too.....
then we play pool ball wit other of our classmates....reali veri fun lo...
i kicked dickson at his neck xD
it was an accident....
reali didnt wan 2 get up from the pool....
but at last got 2 coz time 4 dinner....
dinner was bbq by the beach tat we sit boat go snokeling wan....
veri simple....veri hot coz i kept bbq....panas betul....
then it was dodo birthday....took photo wit him n i bbq some sotong 4 him as his birthday present....gud leh me xD
then i duno y the guys like 2 squeeze at my there lo....
first was wei han...then it was him...then is was another guy....wei loon....
ask me whether got place 2 put his chicken =.=''''
then i was bbqing chicken 4 dickson coz i hit him wit my leg in the pool ma...
wanna make up 4 him xD
but the chicken was not cook....kersian xD
then back 2 hotel...
after lecturer meeting...totaly boring....
went 2 bianca room again....
tis time i drank alcohol o....
it was the last night ma.....
drank 2 cup then face red adi...xD
then i smart lo....stop drinking adi
coz his lao po got drunk...
but he didnt came over 2nite....
kelvin say he pass out over alcohol n slept adi...
everyone face all red lo xD
then 1 am canot tahan...balik liao.....
next morning....totaly tired n sleepy....but got 2 wake up aso...
got 2 go marine department.....ask questions.....
then after tat balik lo! xD
make long story short so sory
coz theres 1 more veri interesting thing 2 tell!
there's this guy tat i notice.....like keeping a close distance wit me.....
im not sure la....mayb i perasan...but i stil wanna write tis down xD
in the next blog!
为什么我不是你喜欢的人?
为什么我喜欢的人
没有和我有同的感觉呢?
我真的觉得我没希望了
心淡了
心碎了
心痛了
不想期待了
期待根本就没好处
只会带给我伤害
懂了
了解了
不要再浪费力气了
静静地祝福你
要把你从我脑海抛开。。。。
不要来找我了
没有和我有同的感觉呢?
我真的觉得我没希望了
心淡了
心碎了
心痛了
不想期待了
期待根本就没好处
只会带给我伤害
懂了
了解了
不要再浪费力气了
静静地祝福你
要把你从我脑海抛开。。。。
不要来找我了
pangkor.....the happiness n the pain....
pangkor was the bomb!
but as always....when it came 2 an end....it wasnt so bomb 4 me anymore...
everytime aso like tat de....
starting gao nice de....
when end tat time...for me la....sure not nice wan =.=
well....lets get the story started.....
morning reach skool lu....
then morning morning....wei han come n kacao me adi =.=
coz the guy tat like me was there.....n i was like avoiding him....
but avoid aso cant la...in the end he stil saw me...then got 2 talk 2 him =.=''''
i dun reali like talkin 2 him lo....
he jus veri wat la...=.=
the wei han somemore there laughin at me
he came late lo....i think he overslept gua xD
duno y tat morning....i feel him like very emo n lonely lo...duno wat happen 2 him...
then the bus came...then we board it lo....
he sat alone lo...duno wats up wit him....
u noe sometimes i wan guan xing him....but its jus so hard 2 open my mouth =___=
in bus joke around a lot lo....xD
then went 2 visit places around perak.....
aso a lot of fun lu....
n wei han is totaly after pui yan lo....
i can sense it....xD
i jealous lo...but no choice...he like her rite?
so xin fu lo...>.<
somemore help them take bag....haizzz...
i tell u ah.....in my whole life ah....not 1 guy tat im even a little bit interested wil help me wit anything wan...like take my bag or anything....or care about me....
y always other gals get tis kind of treatment?
n when the guy tat giv me tis kind of treatment is the guy i totally dun wan?
haizzz....
i tell u i jus got no love luck...
as tis holiday proceed...im like learning the truth....
then sit ferry go pangkor lo...
on the ferry the wind was totaly fun lo....
then i c they all take photo wit the guys....i aso jealous lo...
but wat can i do? nothing....so dun care....
i noe i enjoyed it then can la....
then after tat get down from ferry....
wait 4 van 2 take us 2 go resort.....
play around wit him n my frens lo...
fun n funny lo xD
finaly reach teluk dalam resort....
go chek in 2 chalet...
then get ready 4 beach tally match! totally fun! xD
got 3 groups.....
my group call pink panda XD
his group call hot n sexy xD
wei han group call so hapi ppl in zimbabwe language....hahax....
my group all the guys veri skinny lo...but at the end we won! HAHAHAHAX!
coz got the tug of war ma...
walao wei.....wei han group so strong lo...got all those big size guys =___=
but lucky we won! xD we got pink panda semangat! xD
then after tat....everyone jus jump into pool! xD
swim wit t-shirt n shorts on....
some sexy girls wear bikini lo.....
so lucky...haiz...
me cant show off lo....=.=
then the guys all took out their shirts...
the body not bad wo xD
he didnt la...he got tummy la....XDXDXD
i think he shy gua...
but doesnt matter de lo....i think he wan take off mai take off lo...nothing 2 shy about....he is a guy ma....
then balik take bath get ready 2 go out 4 dinner!
dinner was ok ok....
malay food.....
after dinner go jalan jalan at something like a pasar malam....
saw a lot of stuff but never buy >.< reali regret never buy lo! haizzzz...
then saw him n his lao po so loving again....haizz.....totally jealous lu....
dun care la....coz during tis trip i learn the truth adi!
n i jus learn it now....talking 2 him on msn....9.51pm on 29th may....
me....tham ai ling...lost tis guy adi....
he say he like her....coz i ask 2 confirm...he somemore bought her a present in pangkor....i choose the present wan leh....n it suppose 2 b mine....coz i wanted 2 buy it....but i let him buy 4 her....
now wan write the whole thing about pangkor aso veri lazy adi....
mayb next time gua.....
coz no mood adi....
will try 2 continue next time bah.....
but as always....when it came 2 an end....it wasnt so bomb 4 me anymore...
everytime aso like tat de....
starting gao nice de....
when end tat time...for me la....sure not nice wan =.=
well....lets get the story started.....
morning reach skool lu....
then morning morning....wei han come n kacao me adi =.=
coz the guy tat like me was there.....n i was like avoiding him....
but avoid aso cant la...in the end he stil saw me...then got 2 talk 2 him =.=''''
i dun reali like talkin 2 him lo....
he jus veri wat la...=.=
the wei han somemore there laughin at me
he came late lo....i think he overslept gua xD
duno y tat morning....i feel him like very emo n lonely lo...duno wat happen 2 him...
then the bus came...then we board it lo....
he sat alone lo...duno wats up wit him....
u noe sometimes i wan guan xing him....but its jus so hard 2 open my mouth =___=
in bus joke around a lot lo....xD
then went 2 visit places around perak.....
aso a lot of fun lu....
n wei han is totaly after pui yan lo....
i can sense it....xD
i jealous lo...but no choice...he like her rite?
so xin fu lo...>.<
somemore help them take bag....haizzz...
i tell u ah.....in my whole life ah....not 1 guy tat im even a little bit interested wil help me wit anything wan...like take my bag or anything....or care about me....
y always other gals get tis kind of treatment?
n when the guy tat giv me tis kind of treatment is the guy i totally dun wan?
haizzz....
i tell u i jus got no love luck...
as tis holiday proceed...im like learning the truth....
then sit ferry go pangkor lo...
on the ferry the wind was totaly fun lo....
then i c they all take photo wit the guys....i aso jealous lo...
but wat can i do? nothing....so dun care....
i noe i enjoyed it then can la....
then after tat get down from ferry....
wait 4 van 2 take us 2 go resort.....
play around wit him n my frens lo...
fun n funny lo xD
finaly reach teluk dalam resort....
go chek in 2 chalet...
then get ready 4 beach tally match! totally fun! xD
got 3 groups.....
my group call pink panda XD
his group call hot n sexy xD
wei han group call so hapi ppl in zimbabwe language....hahax....
my group all the guys veri skinny lo...but at the end we won! HAHAHAHAX!
coz got the tug of war ma...
walao wei.....wei han group so strong lo...got all those big size guys =___=
but lucky we won! xD we got pink panda semangat! xD
then after tat....everyone jus jump into pool! xD
swim wit t-shirt n shorts on....
some sexy girls wear bikini lo.....
so lucky...haiz...
me cant show off lo....=.=
then the guys all took out their shirts...
the body not bad wo xD
he didnt la...he got tummy la....XDXDXD
i think he shy gua...
but doesnt matter de lo....i think he wan take off mai take off lo...nothing 2 shy about....he is a guy ma....
then balik take bath get ready 2 go out 4 dinner!
dinner was ok ok....
malay food.....
after dinner go jalan jalan at something like a pasar malam....
saw a lot of stuff but never buy >.< reali regret never buy lo! haizzzz...
then saw him n his lao po so loving again....haizz.....totally jealous lu....
dun care la....coz during tis trip i learn the truth adi!
n i jus learn it now....talking 2 him on msn....9.51pm on 29th may....
me....tham ai ling...lost tis guy adi....
he say he like her....coz i ask 2 confirm...he somemore bought her a present in pangkor....i choose the present wan leh....n it suppose 2 b mine....coz i wanted 2 buy it....but i let him buy 4 her....
now wan write the whole thing about pangkor aso veri lazy adi....
mayb next time gua.....
coz no mood adi....
will try 2 continue next time bah.....
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
sory but i didnt think of u.....xD
didnt reali talk or think about him...xD
too busy having too much fun....hahax....
2day class start oni at 10am.....
so i was early...went library....study little bit german lu....
then met bianca there aso...she aso studying wo...coz she failed the last one....
then when it was 10am....go class wit her lo....
he was alreadi there wit 2 other guys....
call me monkey again =.= then i poke him lo....then nothin adi....xD
but i was ok lo...not bad....hehe....
then felicia came....
then yen n yan came....then the fun part comes again....laugh like hell...xD
talking about the pangkor trip......
he aso came over n talk a little....but he didnt acknowledge me...but i didnt mind aso lo...=p
then his lao po came.....ask me how my greman thing....she met alvin outside when she came in.....i told her i cant find mine T.T
sms him aso no answer wo...stupid....
then i rehearse her dialog wit her lo....veri funny aso lo xD
i cant stop laughing xD then she hit me on the head pulak =.=
then wei han aka funny guy come adi.....aso veri funny lo...xD
yen n yan there singing wo....
then we talk about duno who who handsome....when wei han ask us who handsome....i say he handsome...he like very swt lo xD
yen somemore say we say handsome surely do not mean him....lagi swt lo xD
then time 4 german.....
saw my partner - reanson...told me he 4got about the whole thing =.='''' reali swt...
german was fun lo xD alvin n reanson sit bhind me n my fren ma....
they jus canot stop laughing over all of the joke.....especially alvin xD
totaly canot tahan him wei....
then after german...
me, chee hui, reanson n alvin oni find an empty classroom 2 record our stuff....
tis alvin ah....like buli me aso de....
keep sayin me...stay in subang...so far =.=
then take the earphone...swing around my head.....later kena me how? xD
he say kena me then i can hit reanson wo =.=''''reali swt
then tis reanson keep on scolding bad words...aso gao funny wan lo the bad words he scold....xD
at last...we finish adi! then balik! woohoo!!
2day ate a lot
big appetide....duno y xD
2molo pangkore trip adi....
so when i come back oni continue blog bah! muack!
tats y day got much fun so no think about him....
even after class he come find his lao po n never speak 2 me coz i act like didnt c him XD i aso not much feeling lo....=p
but then on the way home.....
too busy having too much fun....hahax....
2day class start oni at 10am.....
so i was early...went library....study little bit german lu....
then met bianca there aso...she aso studying wo...coz she failed the last one....
then when it was 10am....go class wit her lo....
he was alreadi there wit 2 other guys....
call me monkey again =.= then i poke him lo....then nothin adi....xD
but i was ok lo...not bad....hehe....
then felicia came....
then yen n yan came....then the fun part comes again....laugh like hell...xD
talking about the pangkor trip......
he aso came over n talk a little....but he didnt acknowledge me...but i didnt mind aso lo...=p
then his lao po came.....ask me how my greman thing....she met alvin outside when she came in.....i told her i cant find mine T.T
sms him aso no answer wo...stupid....
then i rehearse her dialog wit her lo....veri funny aso lo xD
i cant stop laughing xD then she hit me on the head pulak =.=
then wei han aka funny guy come adi.....aso veri funny lo...xD
yen n yan there singing wo....
then we talk about duno who who handsome....when wei han ask us who handsome....i say he handsome...he like very swt lo xD
yen somemore say we say handsome surely do not mean him....lagi swt lo xD
then time 4 german.....
saw my partner - reanson...told me he 4got about the whole thing =.='''' reali swt...
german was fun lo xD alvin n reanson sit bhind me n my fren ma....
they jus canot stop laughing over all of the joke.....especially alvin xD
totaly canot tahan him wei....
then after german...
me, chee hui, reanson n alvin oni find an empty classroom 2 record our stuff....
tis alvin ah....like buli me aso de....
keep sayin me...stay in subang...so far =.=
then take the earphone...swing around my head.....later kena me how? xD
he say kena me then i can hit reanson wo =.=''''reali swt
then tis reanson keep on scolding bad words...aso gao funny wan lo the bad words he scold....xD
at last...we finish adi! then balik! woohoo!!
2day ate a lot
big appetide....duno y xD
2molo pangkore trip adi....
so when i come back oni continue blog bah! muack!
tats y day got much fun so no think about him....
even after class he come find his lao po n never speak 2 me coz i act like didnt c him XD i aso not much feeling lo....=p
but then on the way home.....
Monday, May 25, 2009
you.....
I turn my head
I can’t shake the look you gave
And I’m good as dead
Cause oh those eyes are all it takes
And all I want is you
So I pull away
All I do is sit and wait
And I might as well write the words right on my face
That all I want is you, oh is you
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
And all my fears creep and crawl across my skin and
These four walls are after me and moving in
And all that I want to do
Is give up, give in, let this one stay where it is
But I don’t suppose I will
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
One of these days I’m gonna find myself a way
I’ll find the courage and I’ll find the grace
And I’m gonna know just what to say
And you’ll walk on up when you want this love
When you’ve had enough and you’ve given up
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
I can’t shake the look you gave
And I’m good as dead
Cause oh those eyes are all it takes
And all I want is you
So I pull away
All I do is sit and wait
And I might as well write the words right on my face
That all I want is you, oh is you
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
And all my fears creep and crawl across my skin and
These four walls are after me and moving in
And all that I want to do
Is give up, give in, let this one stay where it is
But I don’t suppose I will
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
One of these days I’m gonna find myself a way
I’ll find the courage and I’ll find the grace
And I’m gonna know just what to say
And you’ll walk on up when you want this love
When you’ve had enough and you’ve given up
Because I’ve kept my heart under control
Oh but lately all this time has taken its toll
Said I tried to but I can’t hold back what’s deep in my soul
So darling please forgive me
I want you and you’ll just have to know
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