i cried

yes i did
i cry always when im sick

im not in the mood
im emo
when i heard the sound here without you by 3 doors down in gym
i lagi emo
haizzz

skip work
feeling weak
anyway i was right
thought ok adi then eat eat eat
mana tau
stomach still not well
damn it

n in gym
it's hard to ignore him
y walk in front of me when im goin to walk by
it doesnt mean anything
i hav lost interest anyway
trying not to care
no biggie
he got a gal right there
when the gal not there oni he does this kind of stupid thing
typical man

sorry

`yeah
im anti social
so sorry
i dont keep in touch
im a bad fren
i noe that
it happens a lot

duno y
mayb i dun find any satisfaction
mayb i dun find myself
i duno
im lost
but im ok
alone.....
sometime it's great
when i hav my family
but mum is oni gone for 1 day n im missing her
m i too dependent on mum?
mayb
alot.....
but i duno
i love hanging out wit my mum
haizzz
m i weird or wat
anti social weirdo
boooks n gym makes me hapi
yup
lifeless thing
oh yea n mr.darcy
which is not real

something

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if Im in love with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

why ?

i duno why
y i always get ahead of myself
alway so perasan
fall for the wrong guy
jus bcoz ppl treat u good then bcome soft joh
damn it
cant i b stronger
i think too much
i feel too much
i dun wanna feel anything
coz all is wrong
wat im facing right now
i think all is the wrong one
make me wonder whether i am ever getting the right wan ?
mayb nothing at all....

sculpt

healthy lifestyle!!!!
boo yaaaa
lol
trying to motivate myself
gonna start drinking some fitness drink
which is chocolate
but duno how it is supppose to tone body n build muscle
that is wat said in the magazine
should b good !!!
hope get results
kekekekke

gym gym gym ~~

10 10 10

wat an awesome day i felt when i woke up tis morning
duno y
but feeling great
mayb bcoz i got my books yesterday
at curve jalan jalan wit mum
mum got shoes
i got books
ironic izit it
im hapi wit books
lol
mum is fan of shoes
she got 3 pairs !!
while i got 4 boooks
lol

anyway 101010 !!!
im working n feeling fat coz didnt meet my expectations of goin gym
but
ai ya
nvm lu
2molo is monday n i wil b back on track !!
next week schedule is morning first then night
hopefully can squeeze more gym !!

books are reali in me
i read 10 chaps from my new book yesterday adi
i couldnt keep my hands off it
it was so <3
any books wit the Word JANE AUSTEN OR FITZWILLIAM DARCY on it
it will b mine :P

Eat Pray Love ?

n of coz for me got gym
ehehhehehehe
the movie was awesome
even though the review was not awesome
but it was awesome for me !!!

dear heart
fall in love when u r ready
not when u r lonely
so true !!! :)
motivates me !!

books r my sanctuary
got to get a new wan !!!
jus finish....
hehehe
n gym
plz dun b lazy !!!
ahhhhhhh