craving shopping =(

shit
so many nice stuff
wanna buy
huhuhu
but body size still not nice enough to fit onto everything that i wan ==
y laaa
i so big size....n meaty
lol
well it's jus who i m!
who cares !
love me or hate me =p

gym 2day was booooooring....
run 15 mins.....do 2 other machines....for 15 mins each tooo....
then tats it....
lol
boring la....
but at least got sweat la....
leg aso pain
coz long time no run le...
doin tis for a week....
walao eh...
can tahan gua....

i wanna b a billionaire so freaking bad ~~~~
new song....
lol
serious...not kidding
by travis mccoy ft bruno mars
enjoy !

1 week no combat !!!

dont call my name
im not your babe ~~~
lol
lady gaga new song
alejandro <3
love it
kekeke

well 2day mother's day
hapi mother's day
my mood ok ok oni lo....
haizzz...
feel like something missing
speak wit mum aso like got something not right =/
hmmmm
i hope it past soon.....

1 week no combat
so back on running in gym lo
nothing to do aso
dun go then aso canot
i feel that gym is part of my life
i never go like no moood le....
==
if this a gud thing or bad thing?
gym addict?
gym obsessiveness?
i duno
but exercise is gud right?
i dun think is that bad
lol

sis faster come back !
studies faster over !
i need to shopping !!!
lol

prayers answered?

no complains
lucky~~~
mayb bcoz i was prepare
when she throw me question
i was ready to answer them
lol
anyway finance we all die la hah
weeee~~~<3
im stil goin gym to relax....
i dun care.....
be hapiiiii~~~~~

im not afraid to take a stand !
holla if u think that u been down the same road !

y my love prayers havent answer yet?
lol
anyway i didnt pray for love la
i dun do that
even though everytime i got think about pray for love
but in the end i always pray for the protectiong of my family :)
if u pray for love
it's like you r so selfish le...
i dun wan to b that person.....hehe
=p

aiya
i can get over tis !

it suckSSS

im sorry
but sometime my frens just sucks
lucky the finance i ownself take it on by myself
even though im suffering now
but i dun regret my decision
they keep on saying
oh i feel bad bcoz i never contribute lo
blah blah shit la....
bcoz to me....when i ask them to do something
i think they need like a decade to finish
lol
geng leh?
like now, tis gal, not mentioning name....say oh i will get it for you ah...
say duno how many days joh
now last minute aso canot giv me
wtf la u all
then the other one...still asking me how 2 do...
ask her do simple thing aso duno how 2 do....jus help me find pics aso so fucking hard?
ma hai la u all
i duno how they goin 2 survive la....
so sory
i noe im cursing
n mayb some familiar ppl will get to read tis
i apologise first
im writing this coz i realy beh tahan joh
if the other gal never do stuff but keep tell me i didnt add this shit that shit
go die la her
she think she boss meh
wat aso duno
next time
i wanna b the bad guy
good guy the worse....
anyway tis assign i aso noe i wont do well
so we all die together
dun blame me
blame me....well F them la mother F er.....

izit wrong?

izit wrong to like a guy veri much older than u ?
coz jus now i saw the korean drama
huhuhuhu
so kersian
jus bcoz the guy has a son, but single parent
n the girl he like is 10 years younger than him
then people critisize them ==
so bad lo....
haizzzz
if it''s true love
does it really matter?

jus bcoz the gal is young n never experience love bfore
her fren told the guy to back off
say that he should not take her youth away
i was like wtf
everybody has different love story lo
like this guy
he is a single parent wt a son
he aso deserve to have a second chance in love jus like anyone else ma
if the gal truly love him back too
y should we break them apart?

anyway mayb now im saying this coz i got a crush on an older guy
lol
possibly 10 years older too
lol
but i dun mind....
age does not matter to me....
even though my sis said i was crazy.....lol
mayb it will end one day.....

goin nutty

huhuhuhuhu
yesterday he didnt come
why why why ? =(
not seeing him
im not used to it
wasnt myself during body combat yesterday
wondering where he gone
his gal frens was there ma.....==

saw other guys
but nothing compared to him
huhuhuhuhu
im reali stuck or wat?

my high skool fren lidya working at my gym le
lol
yesterday she called
i somemore thought who izit
then when i go gym tat time go c her lu
nice catching up wit her :)
after combat somemore sent her home
hehehee
special service for special fren.....^^

yesterday would have been perfect if oni he came
haizzzz
1 week not gonna c him coz gym renovating the studio floor
so no body combat for a week!
ahhhhh
how how how
if faith is on my side
plz let me meet him outside ><
i wishing veri hard
but 2day my horoscope say let things come naturally....
got to wait again ==
waiting is the worse....

is this the end of the moment?
i duno
jus now afternoon sleep for half hour aso dream about him
haizzz
so nice
kersian reality not tat nice...
lol
now rushing assign!!!!
wish me luck!!!
tis week faster past !

crush on you

i duno wat izit
but the more i see
the more i like you
izit a good thing
i duno
n i dun care
i can get my heart broken
it doesnt matter
coz all i know is that now i like you <3

tis week is gonna b a hectic week
rushing assign
after tis week then i will b sort of free
i hope so lol

had italian lunch....
weeee ~~~<3
it was delicious !
get to c leng chai aso...
lol
chef ppl are good looking .....lol

then balik
mum back adi aso
raining but nvm
eat eat eat again....
delicious again ! xD
i think i fatter joh ==
haizzz
dun care le
im enjoying myself
took usual afternoon nap lu

woke up
get ready for gym
mummy tis time got come
so went there
veri funny coz kena scare by mum's fren
lol
not her fault la
jus tat me n mum was taken by shock
funny~~~ xD
then reach gym lu
mum went out of changing room first....
i stil inside...
then i walk out lu when it's time
filll my water bottle
then suddenly i feel got someone behind me
it's him le !
never look straight at him la...
kekeekke ><
then go to mum standing there coz class not yet start
c him filling his water
then he walk over to his frens there
i think he kept looking over
but i dun dare look back coz mum there wei
lol
mayb it's jus perasan xD
i could hear his voice again <3
nice voice le
i think he can hear mine too coz mum n i was talking
then went in
he went in first with his frens...
i stand the area that canot c him through the mirror....
lol
but then when class start i still get to c him through mirror la...
coz moving around ma.....
i guess got eye contact gua...
i hope so....
hehe

then push up n sit up time
went to get the mat
he always walk where i walk lo :)
hehe
then 2day tis is the most surprise thing ever for me !
i's the reason y im so hapi
lol
usualy he take mat then he will go back to his place in front of the class
far away from me ma
mana tau !
he after take mat
came back
n put his mat behind me on the right ><
hahahahhahax
so hapi n awkward...
coz tis time he bhind me
as usual look at him through mirror
so handsome lo <3
for me la xD

put back mat that time not same timing like him lo
coz i got to go get mum's mat
pity....
but still!!!! xD
i veri hapi le
huhuhuhuhuhu
i dun care wat is his relationship wit the gal
i dun care whether he is taken.... or mayb jus think of me as a fling
i dun care about getting my heart broken
im jus positive of my feelings towards him :)
i hope so.....lol