been sick but now better! xD

been sick 4 2days
but now im ok! xD
so im semangat back adi lo...
kakax....

my 2nd sem start adi lu....
not bad la.....
not reali use 2 it yet coz jus back from holiday ma...
but the timing totally more flexi so its better =)
n i get 2 c ihtm6....the guys r not bad >.< kakax...

n i think hoh...the oni way 2 get guy attention...avoid the fellow!
coz if u try 2 look....u wont get wat u wan de...
but if u dun look....he wil b right there xD

n i jus mean any guy....get it?
me n him aso can b best fren lu....
coz i reali dun feel anything anymore.....
its reali ok joh =)

not bad lo....

family situation stil on
but i feel much better adi
been goin gym everyday since my holiday started
but monday goin bek college liao =.= haizzz so fast lo

go gym aso no use de lo
i exercise a lot but stil eat a lot =.=

when skool starts hope 2 c more leng chai xD
july got new intake....the last intake of tis year.....kekekex...
i kind of miss the foreign guy n library guy at college lo....
1 week no c them joh...

well
hope things get better la
i answer 1 of the facebook question
it says im gonna get a bf in 2 weeks xD
c whether real anot la....kakakax...=p

never reali miss him so its a gud thing =)
1 day i'll miss tat someone
n tat someone wil b missing me too....

life sucks

well
currently at the moment
life sucks
i duno y
mayb all my gud luck has run out or something
bcoz my family
jus sucks
everything is like turn over
mum moody
dad mooody
all aso physcho or something
mum is the worst
me n sis
we r jus hanging
i wont say tat we r saints
but sometimes mum jus drive us nuts
n we dun feel like bothering about her

im jus hanging in there
on my own
feel so alone

你在哪里?

where r u?
i reali reali need u
i duno who u r
i duno where u r
i duno how u look like
but i jus noe i need u

ppl tat found their true love adi should b veri grateful
some ppl like me n u havent found them yet
my family's in a mess
but i dun care
i noe i can do it!
with or without u....

sometime, someday
i noe u'll b there for me
i love u

god
take me through tis hard state
plz protect my love ones
u let me single 4ever n die a spinster aso can
but plz jus protect my family n frens!

i noe im waiting 4 him....
but i wil understand if he does not exist at all

我很爱很爱你
不需要你的回应
待在你身边
专属天使
守护着你

爱你，没有选择

有些人说，爱一个人会很难~
那...如果被爱呢？难吗？
没有任何原因地要为你付出...
任劳任怨都无所谓~
为的只想让你开心...
让你幸福~快乐...
在你需要人陪的时候；
他永远都会在你身边~
忠诚的像只小狗;
没得到你的允许绝不敢偷吃~
辛苦的时候，他总自己面对...
不让你担心~
在你感到不适时；
他总想尽任何办法让你度过~
没有你的日子里...
他不眠不休，无时无刻地想念着你~
只要你的一个微笑，
他能开心一整天~
虽然他有时会闹别扭，
但都是在你累了却还不休息的时候~
他习惯了把你的声音当饭吃，
你的每一句话都是他的美味菜肴...
这种人会绝种了吗？答案是还没~
他也许在你生活中的某个不起眼小角落，
只是你一直都忽略了他的存在~
可是他还是无怨无悔地在为你付出着~
爱上一个人真的不容易...
那如果让你发觉了有那么一个人，
真的不容易地爱上你
不怕辛苦的深深爱上你~
你会不会也试着去接受他呢？
会不会暂时把爱上一个人很难的观念；
先放开的去紧紧地拥抱着他呢？
他无论再怎样坚强，“心”还是肉做的~
他无论再怎么忍着辛苦，也只能在你背后~
或许你的一个拥抱，真的可以让他觉得；
“我”所作的一切都值得的！
虽然我们的距离有1000步的遥远，
只要你愿意踏出第1步
我会毫不犹豫的朝向你走完那剩下的
999步...
你懂吗？？我爱的人~

只要你幸福就足够了
我不需要你想着我，眼里只有我
最重要是我遇见了你
是上天给我的最好的一份礼物

eveyone is different.....

well.....deidre confess 2 me...
she told me tat even thought she like dickson....
she dun feel the feel tat she wants when she is in love....
so she aso confesss to dickson tat they cant get any farther than this...
n dickson is practically heartbroken now i guess....
but at least deidre told him the truth...she has guts i tell u 2 do tat...
i hope their relationship is stil goin 2 b ok...
i dun wan tis 2 ruin it...>.<
hope tis 1 week holiday wil b able to cover it...

so wat i wan 2 say is tat...
it canot get better than tis man....
like me n him...
tis is the best...
n i dun wish 2 rock it...

爱....love jus touch me n went away....
so now i'll hav 2 let u go...
u'll b buried deep in my heart....
until 1 day i'll hav the strength to dig u out...
n say gudbye 2 you...
will u miss me? i noe i will...

i cant stay away....

i shouldnt love u but i wan 2
i jus cant turn away
shouldnt c u
but i cant move, i cant move away
n i dun noe
how 2 b feel fine when im not
n i duno how 2 make tis feeling stop

jus so u noe
tis feeling is taking control of me
n i cant help it
thought u should noe
i try 2 let go of u
but i dun wan 2
jus so u noe......

i could hav been the one u noticed
i could hav been all over u
i could hav been like all the others
is tat wat im supposed 2 do?

i try 2 b sensitive, i try 2 b tough, i try 2 walk away,
i try 2 b innocent, i try 2 b rough but i cant stay away

you're my daydream, u noe tat i've been thinking about u lately
n everytime i look at u
i cant explain, i feel insane, i cant get away
you're my daydream

if i tel u wat im thinking
i i let myself trust u
can u giv me wat im missing
can u make my dreams come true?
but i noe u cant....
coz we'll jus remain frens....
tat is the best 4 both sides.....
he practically unofficially dumb me....
he told me bfore we jus can remain frens...
tat monkey n human does not go 2gether....
anyway he has a gf now
dun go n mess things up

2day was a nice day
after the stupid exam went out wit dickson n deidre...
they r totaly 2gether la! xD hugging here....hold hand there....
i dun care wat they say but totaly a couple!

went to 1u to get kin lam present...2 make up 4 yesterday....
i didnt noe he was at 1u aso lo...deidre told me de.....
so got his present....
then met up wit him...
he was his wit frens at first
then later he join us....
i was reali hapi coz he like the present....=)
after tat we all jus play around n makan lo...
coz karaoke too expensive n bowling all fulll.....
so nothing 2 do...
but we stil had fun....
i get 2 b near 2 him lo...
so im contented la....
he keep on bao bei tis bao bei tat but watever la...
im his buddy....tats all i care...
someday i'll find my own wan too...
so no worries...
someday i'll 4get my feelings to u....=)