disgusted!

ugh!
im so glad i miss his birthday on purpose....
he wrote on his msn there....saying tat...
BAO BEI, THX 4 UR PRESENT, NOW I CANT SHOCK OTHER GALS ANYMORE....
means he's been shocking other gals coz he was sad over his bao bei...
WTF.....go 2 hell la...
tis kind of guy ah...ai ling...u can find better wan!
i noe u can do it....u r not so weak!

i noe i hav no right 2 b angry n not suppose 2 b jealous or anything...
but hell it i am!
i noe i lost my own chance....its all my own fault....not his....

y do i love u? i wanna erase this heart? tell me how 2 do it? so i can get u out of my mind?

his birthday....

2day is his birthday....
unfortunately i couldn't celebrate it wit him....
my tis sis la =.= ask me teman her....haizzz.....

i reali reali wanna celebrate it wit u de plz understand >.<
but i think mayb he dun even care whether i celebrate wit him or not lo
haizzzz

they all went 1u lo....
c movie n duno do wat i guess...
hope he's hapi......
he keep on moody de....=.=

out wit sis 2day was fun =)
woke up late then went gym....
then go buy new make up....xDxD
then go carrefour 4 groceries.....
we like wanna move in 2gether wit each other coz its jus so much fun wit her xD

im joey....she's chandler...xD
we c frens 4 2 nights straight adi....
n totally funny wei xD

so im like half hapi n sad....
sad tat i didnt help him celebrate...
hapi tat our frens got teman him celebrate.....
n hapi wit my outing wit my sis 2day! xD

movie n karaoke!

last night....
went karaoke wit sis at nite coz mood not gud...
coz by papa n mama...they 2 got something wrong la...
sang our hearts out lu....

想念一个人。。。想念一个不知道我想他的人。。。
想念一个知道了也不会想我的人！
几时可以告别单身呢?

then 2day went out wit pinn,chee,lam,han,eli n lily!
went 2 c transformers! finaly lo! xD
so geng wei...got part 3 lo......veri exciting n a lot of action lo....kakakax....

then after tat was karaoke! xD
last nite eng songs.....
2day chinese songs....wahahahaha....
sang my heart out again.....keke =p

爱你又不敢告诉你，只怕告诉你了我们的距离越来越远 不要问我为什么喜欢你 我真的不懂回答 我真的很欣赏你 每次看到你我心里都傻傻的笑着 当你冷淡的对待我时我心碎了 每时每刻我都在想着你 你的冷淡导致我对你的勇气完全扑灭，我爱你 从很久以前我就很喜欢你了

megan fox is jus so hot in the movie la...even me as a gal aso think she is so attractive....sure guys drool over her lo xD

then tis kelvin keep pointing out leng lui 4 me 2 c all around the mall....
got point some leng chai aso la....
then during singing tat time aso point out leng lui in the mv 4 me 2 c....
he is totaly gonna b my best fren oni lo....we wont go farther than tat....
n im hapi about tat...=) reali like him as my fren....

then dickson leh...deidre no come aso folow us leh...
thought he wont join us de lo xD

then kin lam....stil wit his bao bei....
so plz plz plz try ur best 2 4get wat u r feeling inside....
sometime i aso feel tat me n him reali not mend 4 each other de..
so its a gud start! n it wil continue!
dun wori! im gonna make it!

then 2day first time i out wit eli n lily lo...
they r fun leh xD
didnt noe both of them can sing until so geng xD

so overall nice day lo keke =)

我还在期待，还在等待，你的到来

no way.....

no way do i hav a chance 2 tel him i like him coz he is stil totaly in love wit his bao bei....he jus told me he quarel wit her....haiz..
i aso duno wat i can say 2 make him feel better..jus hope he does get better....
there's reali not much i can do....

so reali must stop tis feeling adi ai ling! end it!

2day was a nice day lo....
arrive jus in time wit chee at exam hall...
everyone seated adi.....hahax.....

after exam went wit chee go 7 eleven buy drink....
then go library......
nearly whole of IHTM 7 was there lo....
veri funny lo...
eli, kelvin, lam, chee, n me, play around lo.....
then got andrew, elvin n limei aso.....
took pics of everyone....
i think we r the nosiest class in the library xD

2day eugene sat wit me n chee 2 study lo....weird o.O first time like tat...
i ask 4 his bd.....he is a pieces...cheh...not compatible xD
then i pakat wit elvin 2 buli li mei...xD
took funny pics of everyone...
eli is my model lo...she is totaly so cute la XD
who is her bf veri lucky lo =)

then exam time.....
after exam...
wit same gang go lab paly games...
at lab met foreigner guy >.<
heard him speak 4 first time.....
kind of nice voice....not bad.....
reali from middle east de...speaking arab =.=
but stil handsome XD

then after the 1st exam hoh.....met a guy tat i always c in library de....>.<
so lucky lo 2day....
n if im not perasan....i made eye contact wit both of them! XD mayb imagining de...
duno =p
overall nice day =)
hope everything is gud....
n dickson n deidre confirm couple de la...
2day deidre use his jacket wei xD....
jealous la =.=

all i wanna do.....

u noe tat all i wann do is tell u how i feel?
tell u tis feeling inside me tat is permanent inside my heart?
but i cant....
i cant bcoz i dun wan 2 spoil our perfect frenship....
i scare u wil reject me coz u never treat me as a gal bfore....
this frenship now is aso veri precious 2 me...
im afraid of losing it....
i hope u can understand how i feel?
but i noe u wont...
coz u enjoy goin out wit other gals....
u dun see me.....
all u c me as is ur best buddy....
i guess im content...
i guess im satisfied...
but i noe im not...
mayb i'll regret 1 day....
mayb i'll hav the guts 2 tell u 1 day....tat actually i love you since then....

1st day of finals....

not bad la....
reach skool then went straight 2 class.....
i was kind of blur lo.....didnt noe tat we join class wit CULA2...
then tis kin lam keep banging me....means annoying me....
then tis wei loon n eugene like keep looking at me or nearing me or im perasan ah? sometimes i think some guys like purposely near me de...weird....O.O
i think my senses inbalance la....hahax....

then exam lo...
then i aso feel like tis CULA2 guy was looking at me....m i crazy? xD too perasan i guess....
after exam gave cupcakes 2 han, chee n deidre.....hahax...
first come first serve....
then went 2 7eleven buy some stuff wit them...n photostat aso...
then go library....
there got everyone lo....
saw kin lam...chating wit some ppl...
diidnt wanna care whether his bao bei was there.....=p

then later sat wit deidre n dickson...totally a couple adi lo they all...
i was like so boring....
lucky tis kin lam n kelvin came over n kacao...
if not i die...=.=
tis 2 ask me 4 cupcake....i say habis joh xD hahahahax....
then later they 2 chao again.....i so boring again...=.=
library got a lot of ppl lo....
the foreigner leng chai aso there....xD
then suddenly phone got msg....
kelvin msg geh =.= he very swt lo...
sit next table aso wan sms....
anyway he save me la...
i was like boring adi...so i went over his there....
he ask me teach him study wo...
mai teach lo...saw foreigner guy close up coz he sit near kelvin xD
then kin lam come kacao lo....
hug his hand lo xD really love n like him i guess...but no hope...=.=
then eli came over....
tis kelvin i think got like eli de lo...
he like jealous de lo...
say that tis eli say wan teach him...at the end go talk 2 other guys....
hahax....dai sei....he is falling in love....i noe it xD
then went lunch wit them at cafe.....i c them eat la...
all aso very funny lo...
foreigner guy nearby again wo >.<
eli told me he got smile at her lo...yer >.< no fair lo...
then chit chat chit chat lo...
then balik library....
then tis kin lam call every gal his lao po i think =.=
then when i say lao po lao po out loud...he ask me diam...=.= y leh? coz dun wan let his bao bei hear.....diu him la....then i ask u not single adi meh....he say single but stil dun wan let bao bei hear...after that i was like wtf....
reali wanna dun wan like him anymore.....
no use geh the fellow....

go back library.....stil having fun wit pinn n lam....so stupid....n wit everyone aso....then tis pinn say wan sit sofa....ask me folow...
mai folow lo...tis lam aso folow wo...
somemore sit bside me....kacao me....nearly wan spoil my hp....
he look scare lo when my hp spoil....but i told him at the end it was nothing la....
then he look relieve again...the look on his face realy was worthless 2 me ! xD

then exam time...pinn is my lucky star so we decided 2 sit 2gether...xD
but at the end he like mood not gud like tat...anyway end of the day my mood like down like tat so didnt bother anyone.....then balik adi...
wat a way 2 end 2day la =.=

stupid stupid idiot.....

jus now we were having group conversation on msn la...
then i complain tat they all pair pair geh....kersian me a little bit....
then tis stupid idiot babi kin lam come out n say he single n no one wan him....
i was like wtf la u....
say like tis gal like tat gal...
no come out n tel me u single again....
how u wan me 2 believe.
even if i like u, i aso think u veri no hope ah...
simply change here change there wan.....

dun wan care him adi...
he wan single wan couple his own problem
totaly not concerntrating on him anymore
tats tis guy la....
who i meet in library 2 times adi lo...
veri cute lo...
duno wat course de...
i think he aso got look at me wan lo...
i hope wat i think is true la...
kekekkeke =p
mayb i perasan la...
but i dun care lo...
hahax....=p

then there is another tis foreigner lo...
so leng chai wei! >.<
but by the look of him should b older than me a lot la
but stil....aiyoyoyo....
saw him at comp lab too....
elizabeth aso agree he veri leng chai wei
means its true la xD
aso duno wat course wei....
wakakaka....

u c....i can think of other ppl wan lo...
like now kelvin n dickson aso quite close 2 me....
gud buddies....so kin lam aso 1 of my gud buddies lo....
corect rite?

anyway tis few days getting fat...
sure no one wan me joh....xD

then yesterday sent off bro back to UK
his hospitality fren aso came 2 sent him off 2gether wit the gang
shock me lo...
should hav wore contacts coz i was wearing specs....
haiz...
sure they saw how ugly i was joh....
dun care la
c my true looks lo...

horoscpe say tat im the most resemble-guy de horoscope =.=
geng la....great la....
no wan wants me la....
babi la...
anyway i want someone who can accept my whole self
no matter wat i bcome....
=)